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Auctioned for the Billionaire Confrontation
KaelCursed moment when I believed that a month with Sarah would be enough to get over her and move on without her image haunting me, something that had been happening since the moment we first got involved, even in my dreams. Now, almost two weeks have passed, and I still can't accept her absence.The worst part is knowing she's not close enough for me to have her by my side. This increasingly frustrates me with Ryan, even after his revelation about Sarah, and this feeling only grows as my desire to have her in my arms again intensifies.How could I let myself get entangled like this with a woman? This question continues to echo in my mind, just as Sarah continues to course through my veins. As I wrap up the last loose ends of the day at the office, all I want is to find her, but that's out of the question for various reasons.So, I resigned myself to go home and have dinner with my mother, something I genuinely appreciate, as she is the most important person in my life. However, upo
Auctioned for the Billionaire Beautiful Day
EnricoAlthough I was absolutely certain that Sarah wasn't the woman I had met at a nightclub in Seattle and woke up with in my hotel room the next morning, extremely confused, and somewhat dazed, I was acting as if I believed it.Despite the noticeable physical similarities between Sarah and her twin sister, Rachel, I had complete confidence in my ability to distinguish one from the other solely by the reaction of my body to seeing them. Sarah, a beautiful and intelligent young woman, had a considerable dose of insecurity and even a certain shyness. She seemed constantly mindful of avoiding complications.Her sister, on the other hand, embodied the complete opposite of those characteristics. She was impulsive and cynical, traits that many might consider negative, but from the first moment I offered her a drink and
Auctioned for the Billionaire Insane Outburst
SarahI was leaving the building that housed Nessyxcar's headquarters when I heard someone call my name, and I realized the voice was coming from a luxurious car parked across the street. I hesitated to approach, but upon closer inspection, I recognized Lorenzo, which left me both curious and apprehensive, wondering if something had happened with my sister for him to be waiting for me after work."Hi!" I greeted him with enthusiasm, feeling a certain anticipation about speaking with him now. We hadn't seen each other since we parted at the Montreal airport, as he and Rachel had taken a flight to Italy, while I, along with Hillary, had come to London."Hi, Sarah," he responded to my greeting with the same excitement, but I noticed he seemed a bit nervous. "I'd like to have a chat with you. Can you get in? I'll drop
Auctioned for the Billionaire A Liar
SarahThe path to Hillary's apartment was completely silent, but I didn't even realize this fact, so lost in thoughts I was at that moment. I believe Lorenzo must have been having his own reflections as well.It's incredible to think that Rachel arrived in London just this morning, after spending a week in Italy accompanying Lorenzo on a visit to his family. And also how desperate I was to see her again, feeling a great sense of emptiness in the past few days and missing the city where I've always lived.Even though Rachel and I have always traveled together, first with our mother and then on our own, I knew that at some point we would return home. However, now everything is completely different. But now, after this situation with Lorenzo, I'm utterly lost."I want you, Sarah," Lorenzo said, sounding sincere and determined. "But before that, I need to talk to Rachel and end everything between us.""Are you sure this is really what you want to do, Lorenzo?" I asked, nervousness now at
Auctioned for the Billionaire Deceptive
RachelMy trip to Lorenzo's family vineyard in Italy was a complete disaster, and now I know I need to make up for it because he doesn't seem the least bit interested in continuing our relationship now that we're back in London.Everything started going wrong when the family matriarch, an annoying and old-fashioned grandmother, refused to let us share the same room. This only served to mess up my plans, as I intended to finally win over Lorenzo once and for all when we had sex.As a way of learning, I was watching videos from renowned sexologists with various tips on how to seduce a man and engage in sex using certain seduction techniques, which I considered crucial for success. I had to resort to theory because, in reality, I have little experience, given that the first and only time I had sex, I couldn't remember anything.Perhaps some people would have hated the idea of not remembering their first time, but I consider it a good thing because that had been the biggest mistake of my
Auctioned for the Billionaire Tired of Everything!
SarahAfter the conversation with Rachel, I truly did my best to avoid any contact with Lorenzo. Even during the practice sessions, where we were in the same location, the circuit was large enough for me to keep my distance from my sister's boyfriend.And when the training was over, I looked for Hillary to leave, but since I didn't want to get close to the team that both my friend and Lorenzo were a part of, I tried to contact them by phone, calling and sending a few messages, which received no response at all.I was standing by the protective railing in the area known as the paddock, where people circulated behind the pits after the practice sessions, when Enrico approached."Waiting for your friend?" Enrico asked."Yes, I
Auctioned for the Billionaire A Proposal
EnricoSarah asked the question I had been expecting."Why do you think that?"She was trying to probe whether I was really telling the truth or if my statement was just a bluff. As I gazed at her now, I felt as if I were living something very much like a movie or anything related to fiction, where there was the good twin and the bad twin. At the moment, I was facing the good twin, the one who was easily manipulable by everyone, precisely because she was too gullible and confident that people wouldn't be capable of doing things they were indeed fully capable of. In short, a bland girl with no attitude and no will of her own."I don't think," I said firmly. "I'm absolutely sure that it was Rachel I was with, even though that night didn't end exactly the way I would have liked."Sarah stared at me with a visibly troubled expression, and I waited for her to insist on her lie again, but she probably concluded that denying the truth any further was pointless."What do you want to talk to m
Auctioned for the Billionaire Unconscious Desire
SarahDespite considering all the arguments Enrico used to justify the idea that we should date a load of nonsense, I agreed nonetheless. The truth was, he had done something significant for me. The job he managed to get me into was excellent, both in terms of salary and the work itself.I had resonated a lot with the secretary role, and Hillary's help was also crucial in this regard. So, I owed Enrico a great deal, even though I believed what he was saying about Rachel was a complete absurdity.It's true that we had a lot of disagreements after the auction incident and everything involving Kael, but that was entirely understandable given our delicate financial situation and her desperation due to the loan shark debt that required an extreme action, like the one we ended up taking, in order to raise the money quickly.However, ever since that was resolved, I got my sister back, the one I've known since we were born and grew up with. Now that those problems are gone, Rachel is lighter,
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Auctioned for the Billionaire Trust and Love
Kael Coming home and finding Sarah was truly a special moment, something I deeply missed during the months we were apart. I was foolish and arrogant, and I prefer to forget about that time. However, today the situation wasn't as pleasant due to Bianchi's inconvenient presence, who came from London to visit my wife. It bothered me quite a bit, although I knew I had no right to forbid this meeting. I love Sarah deeply, but I'm not her owner. She is free to receive whoever she desires, and it's not up to me to impose rules. Nonetheless, I can't deny that I didn't feel comfortable leaving her alone with Bianchi, and I wonder what they were talking about downstairs. Where are my mom and Maira when I need them the most? They could be keeping this annoying pilot company instead of wandering around. Initially, I thought about waiting for Sarah in her room, but I wanted to avoid putting any pressure on her. So, albeit reluctantly, I headed to my own room. After a long, hot shower, I wrapped
Auctioned for the Billionaire My Family
SarahThe trip to Seattle is exhausting, despite the comfort of Kael's private jet. However, upon arriving at the mansion, everything becomes more comfortable and easier. Kael has hired a team of professionals to closely monitor my recovery process.Ryan and I had a long conversation. Despite the difficulties after everything that happened, he is still my brother, and we have a lot in common. With Maira, the connection was immediate, and I became fond of her, as well as of our other brother, even before knowing about our blood ties.Mary is a lovely person, and her presence has been crucial in my adjustment. Sharing the same roof with her strengthens our bond, and her help is valuable in all aspects of my daily life.Rachel, on the other hand, remained absent, not giving news or showing interest in visiting me. I feel like everyone avoids mentioning her name, including Maira, who is known for her kindness and gentleness.Hillary is always calling me, and we talk about various topics.
Auctioned for the Billionaire Second Chance
SarahI feel a profound relief when Kael's hand wraps around mine, as if that simple gesture could push away some of the burden I carry. However, the feeling is bittersweet because I'm hiding a truth that eats away at me from the inside, but it also shows me that we're not as different as I thought."I've made mistakes too, by letting myself be influenced by everything Rachel said."I confess because it's the truth. I look into his eyes, seeking transparency, even though I myself am hiding something important. Kael gazes at me attentively, his eyes filled with emotion, and he makes a proposal that catches me by surprise:"How about we write a new story for us, Sarah?" He asks sincerely, and I can see that his words come from the heart. "I'm just asking for a second chance, to do things differently and prove that I'm telling the truth."My feelings are in turmoil, but Kael's sincere and vulnerable gaze moves me. I look at this strong and determined man, who holds my hand so gently, as
Auctioned for the Billionaire A Test of Love
KaelThe scheduled time for work appointments went unnoticed because my mind was a tangle of worries. I knew Ryan would have to deal with my absence, but at that moment, I had no capacity to focus on business. I wasn't in a state to think about business, and Ryan would have to handle things without me. After all, the company is also his asset, as he is my brother, and half of the shares belong to our mother.I called Ryan with the intention of explaining my absence and my troubled mind."I already suspected that you wouldn't be able to attend the meeting today," Ryan's voice sounded understanding, as if he were reading my thoughts. "I tried to get in touch with Sarah, now that the diagnosis is confirmed, but she doesn't want to talk to me."The mention of a confirmed diagnosis caught me off guard. Confused, I questioned, "Confirmed diagnosis? What are you talking about?""I managed to briefly talk to Maira on the phone a few minutes ago. She told me about the medical evaluation."The
Auctioned for the Billionaire A Charade
SarahAfter Kael made his promise to prove his love for me through actions, even though I found it ridiculous, my feelings were in complete turmoil. Without even thinking about what I was about to do, I grabbed the nearest object and threw it against the door.It was my cell phone, and I ended up damaging it, which only increased my agitation. I had never thrown objects around before, let alone with the intent of releasing my frustration."What happened?" Maira asked, entering the room.I glanced at the floor where the phone lay, still intact but probably no longer functioning. She followed my gaze and realized what I had done, picking up the device from the floor. As expected, the screen was cracked in several places."I im
Auctioned for the Billionaire Seeking Forgiveness
KaelEntering that hospital room and finding Sarah lying in the bed, aware of the real possibility that she might never walk again, made me feel like the worst human being in the world. Deep down, I knew my responsibility in all of this was significant, and the weight of guilt hit me like an avalanche.I decided at that moment that, regardless of what she might say now, I would do everything in my power to help her. Even if she no longer wanted me around, I was determined to continue taking care of her, even from a distance."Leave us alone, Maira," Sarah's voice didn't sound like a request, but rather like a firm order. Just from that short sentence, I could sense how the accident had transformed her personality, and not in a positive way."You can call me if you need anything," Maira says before leaving the room. Although her words were directed at Sarah, I knew it was a message for me."What do you hope to achieve by approaching me? Do you think you'll gain sympathy from everyone b
Auctioned for the Billionaire Ignoring the Truth
SarahAlthough no one had the courage, or perhaps it's more appropriate to say "integrity," to inform me about the significant probability of facing paraplegia, this concern had been lingering in my thoughts. Even though I tried to ignore it, I knew it wasn't normal to feel nothing and be unable to move my legs when the rest of my body was functioning fine. However, accepting this reality and confronting the inevitable conclusion was no simple task. Apparently, I had also chosen to deceive myself, preferring to believe in the inappropriate actions of those around me. But after the conversation with Lorenzo, I could no longer delay accepting the truth.I needed to accept that this was happening and learn to deal with all the difficulties that people in the same situation of paraplegia face, something I likely developed due to the accident."It's still not definitive, Sarah," Maira repeated her motivational speech. "The final diagnosis hasn't been given yet, and the doctor said we'll on
Auctioned for the Billionaire Honesty
KaelDespite Enrico making it clear that he doesn't agree with my past choices, I don't regret sharing this story with him. What matters right now is Sarah's well-being. While I want her back and he's my rival in the competition for her heart, it's crucial that everything is transparent. Honesty is now paramount.No more hiding secrets or telling lies. It was precisely this lack of clarity that led to all this confusion and the situation Sarah finds herself in, lying in a hospital bed with a real possibility of not walking again."Did you manage to talk to Rachel?" Maira asks when we're back in the waiting room."I was informed that she's still in Monaco. But she's not answering our calls, and honestly? Sarah is better off without her toxic presence," I clarify. "Has she been asking for her sister?""Not really. Sarah hasn't been asking for anyone, really. She's been very introspective and bitter since she woke up, and that's not a good sign, considering everything that's coming," Mai
Auctioned for the Billionaire Repentance
KaelI listened carefully to Maira's words and felt my heart tighten with sadness. I wanted to be by Sarah's side at that moment, offering the support that, out of pride and being a complete fool, I hadn't given before – the love I felt for her."I don't understand why the doctor doesn't just tell Sarah the truth!" I vented, genuinely outraged. "I don't see any reason to keep her in the dark like this."Maira had just informed me that Sarah had already noticed the lack of movement and sensation in her legs, and now I had many questions, especially after the doctor's visit in the morning."Something else happened today," Maira said, looking somewhat apprehensive."What?""She agreed to see Enrico.""I can't believe she agreed to see him, but can't even stand to hear my name!" I said, irritated."Her relationship with Enrico is very different from what you both had, Kael," Maira tried to calm me down. "From what I understand, considering both of their reports, you made a serious mistake
