The rain that poured down the earth was over, Green had been hiding her entire body under the blanket ever since. If she was anxious, Green would do that, sleep all day long. Green had closed her eyes shortly after Alta hung up the call, and until a day ended, Green had not moved from her beloved mattress, she remained idle.
The sound of footsteps approached to the bedroom window, Green sharpened her hearing, wondering who the figure was behind it.
“Who's there?” asked Green with a little bravery.
Green saw the clock was 1:00 in the morning, she was more than four hours asleep. Green ventured to open the window, but she didn't see anyone.
"Anyone there?" Green asked again as she opened the window. Since her mom was gone, she has lived alone and has had many similar experiences, Green has never been afraid because her life's biggest fear was the loss of Melan—her mom, and he has been through a tough time.
“Green, it's me,” Said someone behind the window..
“Ser, what are you doing this late? Comin.”
“No Green, it's just avminute, something very important I will tell you.”
“Oke then, let's talk inside,” Green offered again. Green was about to leave the room to open the living room door, but Sera refused it.
"Let's talk here, Green." Finally Green relented, and she let Sera talk to her through the window, as the woman requested.
"Green, Alta now is not he was" said Sera.
Green can see the serious expression when Sera said it. "Sera, what do you mean by that?" asked Green who didn't understand what Sera mean.
"Don't be so trusting, not even your closest one."
"Sera, I don't know what you mean." Green was getting confused, she had not got the point.
"After this, you're going through so much, you have to be strong."
"Sera..."
"I just want to say that Green, I'm leaving."
"Sera..." Green shouted, she woke up from her sleeping. The sweat was pouring down her neck and temple. Serah—her close friend who passed away from kidney disease came to her dream, and it's been long time Sera didn't greet her in a dream, and this time Sera came up saying something Green didn't understand. Green took a glass of mineral water over the table and gulped it down. Afterward, she turned to the window which was still closed. In contrast with the dream clock that showed 01.00 a.m., Green could see the clock on her bedroom wall showing off at 3:00 a.m.
“Sera…” Green memanggil nama itu dengan suara lirih.
"Sera..." Green called the name on the dial.
Long ago, Green and Sera were close friend. Sera lived a short distance from her home, and ever since childhood they went to the same school and played in the same place all the way to high school. Sera was the only one who knew hidden love of Green to Alta. Green always told her everything, including her interest in Alta. However, ever since Alta had a girlfriend, Green has been burying deep her love. Until eventually, Alta approached Green a few months before Melan passed away.
Since the 10th grade there has been a hemodialysis, Green has always encouraged her, her spirit of life was also high, even Sera looked happy, it did not look like she's been suffering from serious illness, Green and Sera were like sister who always encouraged each other. Until finally, 2 months after Melan gone, Sera followed it. Certainly, it was a terrible blow for Green, losing a mother and a best friend nearby was the most painful thing she ever felt.
Before her death, Sera told Alta to take her role and accompany Green as always, and Alta agreed. In a hospital room with various respirators inside of Sera, Alta promised to take care of Green, a promise that stayed in her mind.
Green cried hysterically as Sera let out her last breath right in front of her eyes, and Alta held her close and tight. Green's world seemed to stop at the time, she felt that her life no longer had any meaning. Green felt that the scholarship he had received was worthless, because Melan's desperate effort to get Green to continue her study and sent Green to many course places was gone, and her friend, Sera had promised that she would go to the same university and she had gone.
That's when Green and Alta began, Alta kept his promise to Sera, they went out. When Alta decided to continue his education in a different place and take on a long-distance relationship, Green refused it because she did not want Alta leave her too. It took long enough for Alta to convince Green that nothing would change despite their distance, but Green finally understood and accepted Alta's decision. Green kept her heart just for Alta, until now.
Suddenly, the tears cashed over when she recalled memories with Sera, something said by Sera made her heart grow even more restless. "Ser, is that a hint from you?" asked Green sobbing.
What Sera said in her dream kept turning in her head, the thought of Alta hugging her tight when she felt so vulnerable made Green want to reject all the negative thought about Alta, including what Sera said.
"Ser, you miss me, don't you? That's why you found me, I promise I'll see you tomorrow, wait for me," said Green smiling at her photo with Sera in a high school uniform.
***
"Cherry, you think by drinking everything is all over?" Said Langit with anger upon finding Cherry driven by a friend who was heavily intoxicated, since staying apart from hee parents, she was becoming very to control, especially when the woman came to know the night world.
The man who was sending Cherry home was sent away by Langit, he was carrying her up to the room.
"You don't have to be a hypocrite, I know you like to drink, too, right?" Cherry slurred, she laughed and looked down at Langit with a look of contempt.
Langit lied Cherry on the bed, then he'd take off the high hells she was wearing. "Kak, Zein cheated on me, he loved another woman Kak." Cherry was still buzzed, Langit who was about to leave her stopped his pace, decided to listen.
"Zein's cheating on me by dating with Violet, you know her, right? my best friend from high school, you know I decided to study here, away from mama and papa was because of her, I want to be with her, but she steaks my boyfriend, Kak, my first love. I haven't dated in ages, Zein is my first love Kak, but my first is cheating on me with my own best friend. Can you imagine how sad I am right now?"
Langit gently stroked his sister's head, but this was the cause of his sister to be so drunk, betrayed by her friend and boyfriend at the same time.
"I'm really frustrated, bro, Zein was the man I loved since the first year I went in Collage, I've given everything I have Kak,, hoeekkkk hoeeekkk." Before Cherry had even begun to finish her sentence, she spewing out her entrails, Langit quickly carried her sister to he bathroom, letting her sister finished her vomit there.
Looking at the dirty bedsheet made up of Cherry, he moved quickly to replace that dirty bedsheet, bad thoughts ran into his head. What was cherry gonna say? Including what? Have Cherry and Zein done something they shouldn't do? questions came over his head, tomorrow he'll try to speak up and ask Cherry.
"Brother, Langit..," shouted Cherry from behind the bathroom.
Langit immediately went to the bathroom, Cherry was very mess, the woman was sitting on the floor, her perfect long hair that usually is always beautiful left unkempt. Without a second thought, Langit returned to put her sister over his arms.
"From now on, Violet is no longer a friend moreover close friend, she have stolen Zein, my friend is only Green now," Cherry said in her brother's arms.
“Green, what is the woman doing?”
At this moment how could he think of Green, and quickly he shook his head and lied Cherry on the bed. Langit looked down at Cherry with a compassionate look, inside he asked, "what has zein done to her sisterr?" right now Langit would love to meet and hit the man who had hurt his sister. But, he couldn't bear to leave Cherry alone. Langit covered cherry's body, gently kissed the woman's forehead then turned off the light and went out of the room.
Langit returned to his work room, spending time there until drowsiness attacked. Langit used to write at night, he thought it was quiet times. That's what Langit was doing right now, he was preparing a new novel. His fingers began to dance over the keyboard, his eyes focused on the screen, he concentrated on his writing accompanied by a cup of coffee on the table.
The night was growing late, Langit held on to his position until the sound of Cherry shouting threw everything away. "Please don't, don't.""
Immediately Langit ran to the woman's room, he lit the cherry's lamp, seeing that she was still asleep with sweat on her forehead. Langit came closer to her and patted Cherry gently on the cheek. "Cherr, it's your brother."
Cherry opened her eyes and woke up in surprise. "Kak Langit." Her roaring breath indicated that she has had a bad dream, Cherry immediately embracing Langit tightly. "I'm scared, Kak, I had a bad dream."
"Don't worry, you have a brother here," said Langit as he strode his sister's long hair.
"Kak, can Green stay here tonight? I'm afraid to sleep alone," Cherry asked.
Langit didn't immediately answer, he saw the clock on his wrist, "it's 03.00 in the morning, Cher, Green had slept, anytime Cher".
Cherry's eyes stared on the clock that was on her able, it was true what Langit said, it's early morning and Green seemed to be asleep.
"I'll bring Green to stay here tomorrow, Kak, and set up a task. It is okay, right?"
Green and Cherry were alike at some points, both like sweet foods and don't like loneliness. It's funny, Green lived alone and Cherry lived with her brother, Langit who frequently left her. The two were friend with loneliness, and no doubt felt lonely. Green's loneliness slowly faded because of Alta's presence, and so did Cherry, her day became more colorful since her dating with Zein. Neither Green nor Cherry didn't have a lot of friends but they knew a lot of people, not because of pride or anything similar, it was because they both had the principle of getting to know anyone but not all of them can be friends.The two women were now in the college park reading the novel for their assignment, Green looked down at the Cherry's perfect eyes that looks gloomy, and she had not talk much since before. Green wasn't curious at first, but she saw Cherry's eyes like they were holding back the tears. "Cher..." Green touched the back of her hand. Cherry who was naturally cheerful and expres
Green was still pulling Cherry away from the place, she was moved by the thought that Green was actually defending her. Cherry smiles, her pain still there hasn't completely healed. Even if what Green said was true, it would be inappropriate for her to grieve over Violet and Zein. But nothing can just happen, a broken heart remains a broken heart, unable to heal immediately with words of motivation or spiritual touch. Everything takes a process, and right now he's committed to going through it."Green, thank you," she said sincerely as soon as they got to the front of the class. "After this, you can't feel yourself, Cher," said Green like seeing the inside of a Cherry is Sera figure. Cherry nodded. "Thanks again, Green." Green smiled slightly. Class was still quiet, and the class was about to start in five minutes. Green saw Beni, the student leader in her class walking up the stairs with a laptop bag in his hand."You two are still here?" asked Beni upon seeing Green and Cherry.
In this evening evening, Langit drove the carl with medium speed, and it parted the road to his residence, after a long day of teaching that he finally was able to go home and rest for a while. Any sleepiness that he had been able to resist, came back to strike. Finally he decided to stop for a moment, choosing a cup of coffee at the small shop shop to relieve any drowsiness, it would be dangerous to drive in the middle of sleepiness.Langit carried a cup of cappuccino in it. It should be underline, Langit is a simple and humble person, who didn't feel hesitate to sit and drink coffee on the side of the road, just like he did this afternoon. Langit sat on the spot provided with a sip of a cigarette, he was not someone who addict that activity, he did it only occasionally, if he wanted to.His gaze was accidentally drawn to a woman he knew so well, though he saw her from behind, Langit was quite certain that she was the girl who had been recently with her si
Rubi had not yet given the answer to Langit's offer, moreover Langit had not explained what an orphanage was to Rubi, what the man had done only saying that they could go to school if they were in an orphanage, Rubi who didn't understand then whether an orphanage was the same as a school?"Tomorrow uncle will come back with your new clothes, now uncle should go back home." Langit again stood about to turn away from Rubi, but Rubi chased after him."Uncle Langit, take care of yourself," said Rubi, shaking his hand.Instantly Langit became speechless at seeing how he had kissed his hand, the boy was so well behaved. He rarely found such a well behaved little street boy like Rubi, and it's all certainly because Green, He was smiling as made up Rubi's quite messy hair. "Of course, Rubi, I bid you farewell, Assalamualaikum.""Waalakumussalam."Rubi stood staring at Langit as he entered the car and looked at Rubi as he waved
"Brother Langit....," Cherry called out to Langit at front the door of the man's room, Langit who had just managed to shut his eyes darted in shock at her sister's Shouting."Why?"asked him in panic, afraid of anything happened to Cherry."It doesn't matter," she answered with a quiet chuckle."What's wrong?" again, Langit asked, convinced she had something to say, or she wouldn't shout."Hehe Kak, let me out." Cherry said it in a bad tone, though she was sure Langit wouldn't allow it, but there's nothing wrong with trying, right?"No."Cherry sure enough, even her brother said no before she gave the reason. Langit was ready to close the door of the room and was about to continue his disturbed sleep, seeing that Cherry immediately said her reason why she excused to go out."I'm going to go pick Green up, brother, she's going to stay here, please can I?" Cherry begged Langit to let her come out to pi
"Green, I'm sorry we can't be together anymore.""Alta, what's wrong with you? You promised you wouldn't leave me, now why is this? What did I do, Al?" asked Green in a quivering voice. She was taken aback by the sudden presence of Alta and wanted to end their relationship."You didn't do anything wrong, Green, I did, I couldn't keep my words," Alta's voice quivered too when he said it, so it was clear that the man was feeling sorry for breaking his promise to Green."Tell me, what was going on?""I'm sorry, Green, I gotta go.""Alta, please don't leave me.""Green, so sorry.""Don't go."In her dream it was obvious that Green saw Alta turn around, leaving without explaining what had happened. Behind him was a woman in the dark, Green couldn't see the real figure, her face was vague.Green shouted Alta's name, keeping him
Green had returned to her home after a lot of family drama, Langit took her home and explained to her that he was sorry for the misunderstanding, and what he said was still in her mind."Green, I know you're feeling uncomfortable. But thank you for taking my mom so well. I'm sorry for all the misunderstandings, I didn't mean to drag you into my mess.""I hope this is the last, I don't want to be involved anymore.""I promise this is the last one, I do apologize for this."After that both Green and Langit were just silent, both focused on each other's thoughts until the bike of Langit stopped right in front of Green's house. Yeah, Langit drop her by his bike, so he knew where Green's house was.Before Green came home, absolutely Kalila brought her all sorts of food, Kalila even asked Langit to drop Green until the door of her house, invorder to be safe. It's also the reason Langit drove Green on his big a
"You're staying, right?" asked Green as she let go of her hugging.Alta looked Green in the eyes and his gaze was both ugly and guilty. "Sorry, honey, I can't stay, I have to go back to Jogja in the afternoon.""Unfortunately, I think you'll stay, but it's been long time we don't meet, Al, how can we just spent a moment when we both can see each other." Green couldn't hide her sadness when Alta said he had to be back this afternoon, and she had been hoping he could stay for at least two days."Don't worry, I'll be back and visit you again.""When?" asked Green for reassurance."Asap.""All right, but do you promise not to keep going?""Yes baby, I promise."They hugged each other again, and if Green knew what was actually the main purpose Alta came, she might never ask Alta to come anymore, and this could be the last time she gives
Although yesterday his arrival didn't reach his purpose, Langit did not give up. The afternoon after the class, he went back to Green's house. However, it's been an hour since Green arrived. Langit was getting restless and wondering, is Geen not here? Then, where did that woman go? The woman's phone is unreachable, and the text she sent hasn't been read. Did green have to block his number? Assumptions filled his head. His guilt and regret grew greater, he continued to curse himself, lashing out at all the fools that had led Green from his side. It's getting dark, there's no sign of Green. Suddenly, the phone in the pocket of his pants vibrated, showing a reminder. Langit is smiling, today is their fifth anniversary, almost he has forgotten that moment. "Happy five months of marriage,
Langit's mind was totally scrambled. Days went by and he wasn't communicating with Green. Langit completely ignored the woman he tried so hard to fight for. Right now, there's only his one purpose, looking for the cause behind Cherry's death. He wasn't thinking about Green anymore, asking her how she was. A month has gone by, Langit have solved the riddle with the help of some of the experts in the field. His guess was right, Cherry didn't kill herself, but was killed. All the data the police and the hospital found was carefully arranged. Today, Langit came to the police station to meet the real murder, Zein and Violet. They're under arrest for attempted murder. Langit was satisfied when he saw Violet and Zein in their prison suits. "I will see that you are punished to the fullest extent!" Blurted La
"Green, please answer all my questions honestly," Langit said as soon as they got home. Witnessed by Kalila and Jerry, she set out to interrogate Green. If Green really the cause of Cherry death, Langit would not hesitate to throw her in jail even if they were still married to each other.Green felt treated like a criminal by Langit. She sat in front of him, to his right and left, Jerry and kalila who were also staring intensely at her."What is it, Lang?" Kalila didn't understand. After all, Langit looked so angry at Green."Violet said, Green went to Cherry boarding house last night before she died," Langit explained."Don't tell me you suspect Green? Lang, the police said Cherry died because of suicide, not murdered," said Kalila, who slowly started sincere and accepted Cherry's death."No, Langit still don't believe in Cherry suicide. We all know Cherry, she's not a hopele
After teaching, Langit remembered Cherry. It's been a long time since he saw his younger sister. Because of this, Langit rolled the direction of his car toward the sister's indekos, and suddenly he longed to meet to simply greet her and make her feel good.The crowded roads made Langit take longer to get there. He decided to let Green know he was coming home late, calling Cherry about his arrival. Until a few phone calls, no trials ended up with an answer. Langit's guessing, why his sister not answering the call? Could she still work? It's not her habit considering the time is 5:00 am.Langit were driving as fast as he could. His feelings were not good for some reason, which is clear at this point his desire to see his sister was overwhelming."I hope you're all right," Langit murmured as he drove.Langit arrived at Cherry indekos when the sun set down. After parking the car, he knocked on the door of her room while calling her nam
The next day, Green really didn't come out of her room at all. Not answering calls and chat, neither ignored when Langit invited her to have breakfast. Green's emotions had not cooled down, her heart had not accepted the reality that Langit had married her because of her face, character and habits similar to Keira's.Green was still lying on her back, her eyes staring at the ceiling. Her figure is in the room, but her mind is elsewhere. She can't stop thinking about Cherry. How's she doing today? Has she found the best solution to her problems?"Cher, I hope you're okay," she thought.No more knocking on doors and Langit calling out to her. Apparently, he left for college. Green used the situation to fill her stomach and her thirsty throat. Today, she purposely asked for permission not to teach by the reason she's getting sick.Green walked with slow steps. Her face and eyes seemed to be exhausted from staying up all night. At the
"Where were you? Why are my calls and chat not answering?" Langit bombarded Green with such question when she arrived at their house. Green went on without answering the question."Green, I am your husband. You shouldn't be like this. Go without talking to me and come home at night and get wet, you think I'm not worried?" Asked Langit as he held Green's wrists to make her look at him.Green was unresponsive. She tried to put away Langit's hand. "Get off!" She said in a cold tone."What's wrong with you? Tell me, what's my mistake? If you act this way, I'm confused. I've been calling you many times but you were not picking it up. Are you angry?"Geen wanted to shout at Langit and tell him that she was not only angry but disappointed. However, Green was still trying to hold on her anger. Because right now, her head was filling with Cherry problem. Green wanted to help Cherry out of her problems first."Answer my question
Green was waiting patiently for Cherry to arrive. As for thirty minutes ago she was in front of Cherry's boarding house as she tried to contact the woman's cell phone, but there no respond. Before long, Green's phone rang. The name of Langit was on the screen for a long time she let the phone die by itself. Today, Green decided to stay at Cherry's boarding house. She needed time to think clearly. Because if she came to Langit, it would make her emotional and cold war between them would happen even more. It's still raining out there. Green gazed at the growing torrent of water soaking the earth, letting her mind pass over it. The flattened object in her hand rang again, breaking Green's daydream at afternoon which would turn to evening a little while. Her heart wasn't eager to pick up the call. Ting! One message came in to Green's phone followed by several others. A message came up which was asking her whereabouts. None of the messages ha
The two blue lines were what caused Cherry to burst into tears. She looked at the object in her hand once again, refusing to believe that what she saw was a sign indicating that she was positive for her pregnancy."No, this isn't true" Cherry took the last testpack then used that thing.Within a few minutes, the results were out. Cherry hoped to see a line one there. And yet nothing, the mark remained the same. She just burst into tears. Quick as a flash, Cherry grabbed her phone and called the person who's the one responsible for everything that happened today."Zein...pick my call, please." murmured Cherry as she bit her lower lip."Where the hell are you, Zein? "He said.Zein didn't answer Cherry's call, even after ten times she tried. Cherry couldn't stand silent, she quickly drove off her motorcycle, rushing to meet Zein in the man's apartment.Cherry drove with tears in her eyes. There were a lot of questions on her mind, what if
"Hi, sorry I'm late. Been a while?" Green sat before Regita with her deep breath. Regita did not immediately answer, but she handed Green her orange juice. Green was still in her teacher's uniform, the sweat on her forehead was clearly appeared. "It's okay. You came straight here from school?" Asked Regita accordingly. Green nodded. "Your juice?" The juice cup was only half left. She looked at Regita unappetizing. "Just relax, I can have it again." Regita smiled, she called for a cafe attendant who happened to pass by. Both of them ordered two different drinks and snacks. "Thanks for coming," Green said when the cafe waitress had left. "You're welcome. So, what are you gonna ask me?" Regita asked. Green sighed heavily. She didn't know where to start. She's got a lot of questions in her head right now. "Re, you know who Keira is?" That question was finally the beginning of today's serious conversation. Regita was silent for a moment, and she did not immediately reply. "I don'