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Chapter Thirty-Four Confused about my Feelings

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Ashina

It was during this trip that Cadma and Andor traveled to the Sahara Desert during this trip. Margaret had me exercise while practicing magic, which was supposed to help me focus while moving. I really appreciate the lessons; I never entertained thoughts that I would ever lose with the war coming up. I just kept those thoughts buried while I would have preferred my parents were by my side. I am scared to death of what is taking place in my Kingdom, and I wish I were always by my parents' side.

Sometimes I find it overwhelming to think about the war I am about to lead my wolves and allies into. It breaks my heart to think about how many of them will not be able to return home to their families, friends, and packs when the war ends.

In my running, I headed for the mountains, away from the Forest since I needed to let out the fear and anger I had inside of me due to Malcom's actions.

I have not had time to sit down with Rector and ask him if he plans to stay here or if he and
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