~Alaya
I was jostled awake by someone pulling at my feet.
Pulling my legs up to my chest, I groan in protest at Sky's use of her key way of waking me up back when we were kids. She grabs the edge of my duvet before I could pull it straight over my head. My head aches too much for sunlight today.
"Wake up, would you?" Sky prompts, yanking the sheets right to the edge of the bed so I was exposed.
I raised my head to glower at her before I shoved it back into the pillow.
"We need to talk about last night," Sky insists. This actually sinks in, causing me to finally raise myself up enough to give her my full attention. Last night was the party, full of dancing and clear liquid and...I can't really remember. I don't even remember how I got home, which means I must have gotten blackout drunk.
Which most definitely isn't like me.
"Last night," I test my voice. It sounds hoarse, as if I slept with my mouth open. Last night really left me in a strange state. "How did I get home?"
Sky rolls her eyes at me, pushing herself off the bed. She makes her way toward the dresser, opening it to pull out a pair of sweatpants. At the sight of them, I realise I'm only in my bra and underwear, which means Sky must have undressed me. Usually I would do that for her when she would come home drunk when we were teenagers. It feels odd to be in her position.
"They drove us home? Don't you remember?" she asks, frowning slightly as she turns to toss the pants over at me.
"No," I say, pushing my hair back in confusion. "I don't remember anything. All I remember is us dancing then everything kind of went...blank."
I remember clearly the dancing we did. We felt like children, prancing around the floor with all those rich people, not a care in the world on our side. Then Sky abandoned me, and I walked over to the bar. The moment I sat down there, everything went blank, and for the life of me, I can't begin to think of what happened past that point till now.
"You must have drunk more than I thought," Sky says breezily, dismissing my confusion.
"You know I do remember you ditching me out there," I remind her, narrowing my eyes as I hop out of bed. I'm planning to shower since I still smell like the party.
Sky sighed, looking guilty. "I had things to do."
"Things to do? What could be so important that you had to leave your sister on her own to get drunk and do who knows what?" I question, the irritation in my voice hopefully getting through to her. I may have wandered off and done something I would regret if I was sober, and now I will never know, since my sister decided I could handle myself.
It was Sky's confused expression that cut through my thoughts. "I think someone told me I had to dance."
"Told you?"
"Yeah. I just remember dancing all night long, and then you came to me and told me we had to leave, which I agreed with. My feet are still killing me."
Strange. That's all I could think about that.
"We witnessed the party, and that's all anyone has to hear about. Anyways, don't you have an audition to practice for?" Sky says before walking out the door. That kicks me into action. If I don't get these lines down then I'll spending the rest of this year as poor as I have been this year.
I'm just going to have to forget the party ever happened.
•••
A year later.
"It's been a year, Carter," I say irritably. "It's time for me to move on."
My best friend walked backwards in front of me, not caring for the people he got in the way of who probably need to be somewhere important. He held his coffee in his hand. The usual for him, of course.
"You made it on TV!" he reminds me, while I shake my head at him.
"That was once like a year ago, and plus, my boss is a douche."
Carter is trying to convince me to keep my job in a commercial actor based industry I had auditioned for a year ago, and managed to make it in. After doing one commercial, I was moved to main street where I bought my first proper apartment and started really working. Turns out, keeping an acting job is as hard as getting one in the Desire Pack, and I was soon transferred to doing paperwork.
I hated it, but it paid the bills. Now, I'm planning on finding another job in theatre, which was what I planned originally, but my lack of confidence completely blew it for me.
This time will be different.
"You know I care about you-"
I had seen it coming, however, I was too amused to warn Cater before it happened. He bumped straight into a darkly dressed man who held a stack of flyers in his arms. The moment him and Carter collided, the flyers went everywhere, landing across the sidewalk at my feet, and some even managed to reach the road.
An ensemble of apologies came out of Carter's mouth as he stooped down to collect the flyers for the suited man. As I joined in, I realised they were flyers for Alpha Asher's party, which is tomorrow.
A year ago today I was getting ready to audition for my current job.
The flyers are exactly the same, with the same mantra printed on this time, a forest green paper. It smells like it too. They like to change it up every year, with the rose coloured paper last year that smelt like blueberries. I'm glad that part of my life is over. I spent the next three months trying to remember what happened that night.
The suited man takes the paper from me as I stand back up again. Then he pauses as we meet gazes. I can practically see myself in the shallow depths of his dark eyes.Tearing away from my gaze, he takes a flyer from the middle and hands it to me. The smile he painted on his face made me a little wary.
"Hope you applied for a invitation!" he said warmly, before turning and walking away.
My fingers dug into the paper as I watched him walk away. I don't even think I am eligible to go again. Not that Alpha Asher would pick me again.
I'm not sure what compelled me to turn the flyer over, but I did.
In the bottom left corner, in hand-written italic print, which was shockingly familiar, was a little note.
Forget something?
~A
My heart stopped at the sight of it. So many excuses for how it got there came to. Some unbelievably unrealistic ones were in there too, which I dismiss. This has to have something to do with the fact that I can't remember what happened at the part. But it's been a year, and the likelihood of me getting a random flyer with a note like that on it is low. Impossibly low.
Looking up, I'm ready to chase after the suited man. Instead, I see he's gone.
"Everything okay?" Carter asks, concerned.
I scrunch up the flyer in my hand instantly. If he found out, he would drag me to the police and try file a case for a stalker. He hasn't had the best year, and I'm not about to add to it with all the strange things in my own life.
"You know," he drawls. "You still haven't told me about the party last year. I never saw you."
"Hey, I have to get home before dark. Is that okay? I promise I will see you tomorrow," I assure him, backing up a few steps. He gives me the look that spells out the fact that he knows I am lying, and that I'm evading the question, as usual, although, he lets me go.
My walk home is short. I live on main street now, which is close to my work. No one bothers me on my walk, as I concentrate on what is plaguing my mind. I've come to the conclusion that this is someone messing with me, so I'm going to ignore it. Soon they will get bored and leave me alone if I just continue on with my life.
It was just so uncanny. The way that man chose the exact poster.
There letter on my doorstep when I made it back home. Whoever delivered it could have put it in my mailbox. As I pick it up, I see there is nothing addressed to me to me on the front, but I know if someone went to the trouble of leaving it on my doorstep, it couldn't have been an accident.
There isn't even a return address, although I already know who sent me this. The forest green colour of the envelope spells it out enough.
I step inside before I open it. I don't want my neighbours to see anything that might start a round of gossip. The moment the door closed behind me, I pull it open, sliding the satiny soft letter out from inside out. My heart races at the idea of what might be inside, while at the same time, I'm apprehensive.
Formal Invitation
Dear Alaya Thorne,
You have been selected to attend Alpha Asher's party on the 14th.
This invitation gives you access to all floors.
Please reveal the invitation to the Guards at the main door, and no one else.
We hope to see you,
Alpha Asher and his Team.
As soon as my eyes grazed across the last line, I flipped the paper over.
See you tonight.
Maybe this time, you'll see me too.
~A
~Alaya"You've made a mistake."The woman behind the desk sighed, dragging her eyes away from her computer to finally look up at me. I've been insistently tapping her service bell for attention, which she didn't seem bothered to supply."We don't make mistakes," she replies fanatically, clearly trying to get me to turn and leave her office.This is what I get for coming to an information centre for help. My invitation is a mistake, and I've come to clear I up here, with people who directly work for Alpha Asher. At least they say they are. If Asher can handle this woman, then he must be extremely patient."Look," my eyes draw down to her name tag pinned to her neatly ironed teal shirt, "Miss Bell, but I never applied for invitation, which makes this invali
~AlayaThis time, I may have a clear idea of what I want, but I'm still completely drowned in the atmosphere.Being alone isn't really an option, as I stumble into the crowd, shrouded by so many people I could consider them all my dance partner. The musky scent of expensive perfume around me is as intoxicating as the alcohol someone has shoved into my hand again. It's the same clear liquid from last time, which I blamed my lost memory on.I weave my way between everyone's limbs, while trying not to draw attention to me. My plan is to find out who is behind my invitation, or at least why I'm here.The table lined with food and beverages is similar to last year, except it's missing the two girls from last year. They were one of my last memories before everything went blank.
~AlayaI whirled around at the sound of the voice.No one was there, that I could see. Instead, there was a small cut into the building, bathed in shadows. Someone was hidden in there, in one of the most unnerving places possible. If I had been tempted by the drinks on offer in the party, I might have thought I imagined the voice."Come out for some fresh air?"At the man's words, I suddenly became aware of the air around me. This dress may be beautiful, but it does little to protect me from the extremities of a Desire Pack nightfall. Frigid air from the Independence Pack often blows down the mountains, plaguing the air where the buildings and crowds are thinner. Just like atop the hill, where this estate has been built."Who are you?" I question, the heels of my shoes sinking into the grass.I hear a faint chuckle. "Such an empty question considering I dwell
~AlayaI keep glancing behind me; each time confirming that the safe with all the money is actually real.My mind spins with options. I could take the money to Sky, but she would send me straight to the police, who would ask where it came from. The answer is, I don't know. After the party last night - which obviously did not have a memorable enough ending for me to remember it - I feel dazed and delirious.There is no way I intentionally took this money. I even lock my doors and windows at night, so I can't imagine someone breaking in. Who would leave me millions of dollars anyway? Nothing makes sense...So, I'm going to do something terrible. I'm going to get rid of the money.I pulled the car to the side of the road, glad no one else is down here. I would be worried if they were. T
~Alaya"You're lying.""Does it look like I'm lying?"Sky's eyes drag down my dress deliberately, her hand covering her mouth as if I can't see the shock. The dress arrived the day after my invitation did, ready to the party tonight. I decided to open up to Sky for advice. There is no way I would be able make the decision on whether to go or not by myself.I hand the invitation to Sky, and her mouth fell open further. "How? You said you never applied...Did you go to the information centre?""Of course," I say flatly. "This is the third year Sky. The problem is, I can't remember what happened at any of the parties past a certain point. I'm not even sure how I got back to my bed, if I was even in control of that.""Well you have to go to at least find out why-""As far as my memory serves, th
~AlayaFrom what I remember, the party is significantly different from last year.My gaze first found the feature in the centre. A giant tower of champagne glasses drenched in a constant flow of glistening golden alcohol. People stood around it, admiring the extravagance of it all. Then I drank in the sight of the people, each adorned in obsidian suits and glistening silver dresses.I felt like an opposing force against an army of wealth. I'm dressed in gold.People stare. Some bitter, some envious, some acquisitive. The focus of the room is suddenly on me, and I'm suddenly unsure of what to do with myself.I look around at the rest of the
~AlayaTwo Guards escorted me to the landing the ginger stood over.Asher's words rung in my head loudly, like a bell right by my ear. I never knew this would be a fear of mine, until now. Then again, I never thought I would end up in a situation like this.Where I'll be sacrificed.The ginger haired lady turned to look at me as my first foot made it through the door. A feline like smile reached her eyes, as she held a delicate hand out to me. She's tall, her golden gown endless. Her eyes gleam with baleful fire, as I forced my hand into hers. She's as cold as ice, as if she's been standing naked outside in the snow.Either that, or it spread from her heart, reaching through her veins to
~AlayaNo one knows how to answer my question, it seems, as it knocks them all into silence."Fine," I mutter, folding my arms across my chest defiantly. "I want to speak to Alpha Asher."It is Death who stands, striding over to stand beside Aspen. She's the strangest looking female I have ever seen in my life. Her eyes are like a haze of smoke rippling up the side of a mountain. It curls around her pupils vividly, stealing my ability to see any sense of emotion she gives me. It's mystical. It's daunting."You can't speak to him right now," she says. Her voice isn't warm and welcoming, it's cold and distant. She clearly wants to be elsewhere right now, rather than dealing with me.Death is another classic example of myth no one ever really believed as kids. My father used to tell me, before he died, that when the inevitable happens
~AlayaI watch a completely naked Asher walk toward the edge of the water, a sated smile on my face.Despite myself, I can't help but roll my eyes.He turns, glancing over his shoulder with a typical boyish smile on his face, knowing what just want on between us, as if he wants to proclaim it to the world. I lie back on the blanket he had set out earlier, ignoring him for a moment. I'm not sure why when I know he won't rest until I'm following after him.I don't know what spurred him to bring me out here, into a wood clearing where he had found a pond of water underneath a small waterfall. It's peaceful out here, compared to back home.The
~AlayaI have no other choice but to go to this party.The message on the other side of the invitation was the most incriminating information on me in this world. It made me feel sick to my stomach, but guessing by the signing off at the bottom, it made sense how this could be known. Naturally, I had to check, and once I had confirmed it to be true, I decided I have to go to this party.I just have to hope Asher will be here. This new discovery, as heartbreaking as it may seem, is something I have to inform him about.As my dress arrives, and I pull it out of its box, I wonder if he would even want to talk to me. He left me as his own decision, which I know is to help me get on with with my life, but after everything that I have been through, I'm not about
~AlayaI'm confused, surprised and also immensely relieved to see Asher in front of me.He looks at me, over my shoulder, then back at me again. I'm surprised he's standing here, confused that he got up here in the first place, and relieved because he's here to save me. I was about to leave and go who knows where, so to see him in front of me wants me to fall to my knees and cry.I had almost accepted I wouldn't see him again."You're safe," he breathes, sweeping a worried gaze across my body, before he focused his gaze behind me, at where I knew Micah was standing. As Asher brushes past me, I can't predict how he is going to respond.I tu
~AlayaI'm not sure what surprises me the most.Sinful is a jerk. I know that much already, though. How he managed to make my plan go from somewhat brilliant to absolute trash that I'm too far deep in to revoke. He always managed to do it in record time - I assume when Asher and I were back in the mortal lands. Cunning. Manipulative. All these things I already know about Sinful, yet it still crashes over me like wave that I may have possibly stepped into a trap.The next surprise to contest the former, is this utter stranger looking down at me. He definitely adds sense to the strange in that word. In some off sense, he reminds me of Fate, and maybe on a far stretch, Fate.That relation is probably due to his
~AlayaThe process is simple.Sinful strides around me, sliding a needle into the top of the small bottle. At least he has chosen a more pleasant way to take my life, considering how little he actually feels for me. We have a plan, which so far, is going smoother than I thought it would.I tore my mind to pieces last night, as I lay beside Asher, hating myself. I'm sure one day he will understand why I'm doing this. Even if it means risking my life, it means saving another.At least I have a chance of surviving. If Sinful goes along with the plan..."Are you sure you are ready for this?" Sinful asks, pausing to stand directly in front of me. I glared up at him, knowing why he is asking t
*Mature Content*~AlayaEvery thought in my mind is propelled backwards into a span of nothingness.I only really read about what happens between mates when they touch. Growing up in the Desire Pack, we grew up thinking the mate bond was a tie down. Everyone thought having a mate was no fun, and that once you found your significant other, your life would only get more boring.But with my lips on Asher's, I know that's not true.The moment my back touches the couch, and Asher looms over me, my mind begins to race. He has pulled away, looking down at me with a blazing golden gaze that could brand me more permanently than the mark on my neck, and a smile taunting, I feel naked already.
~Alaya"Your idea is stupid," Sinful says flatly."Well, I never said it was going to be good. But it is my plan, and I know you will do it," I comment, folding my leg over my knee.My strategy in this situation is to challenge him back. Sinful has me manipulated time and time again, so now, I know what to look for. He has a very easy way of smoothly gaining your acceptance, your trust. Now that I've had all that trust shattered, I know how to best avoid it.The easiest way being to stick to my original plan, and not let him convince me out of it."I'll do it, don't worry about that," he continues, raising a dark eyebrow at me. His gaze is more daunting today with the lavender eyes. "I'm just curious why you're sacrificing your life for someone you hardly know."I knew Sinful didn't actually believe Aspen was m
~AlayaPain. And a whole lot of it too. It's not the average kind of pain either. It sears right up my neck, like the lick of a flame, right to the base of my skull, heating everything up to the point I considered that my body might just explode.I grip tightly onto Asher's hair, not sure how to react. He marked me. I'm his now, and he's mine. There is nothing to change this natural fact that has brought us together as mate. Even if it makes me feel angry, even if it has me completely stunned, this is now a fact. I could both kill Asher and make love to him at the same time.When he finally pulls away, I use both my hands on his chest to push him back.I need some space right now if I have a chance of comprehending what just happened. Thinking back to when I first met the gaze of this golden eyed man, I would have never guessed he was my mate. Sure, our fates were intertwi
*Suggestive Content*~AlayaI'm still not sure about anyone in the room.Myle's offered us both dinner, but Aspen was the only one to accept. Right now, I don't think I would be able to stomach anything. Dawn seems kind enough, however, just the look of Coen makes me nervous. It makes sense that he is related to Kaden by how close their resemblance is.It's just the looks he gives me from across the room. There is something about him that I don't like. I just can't put my finger on it."Tomorrow, we can talk about what everyone's plans are," Myle's says, emerging from the corridor as Aspen just finishes what he was eating. "You both have been through enough. You need some rest."&