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2024-10-29 19:42:56~Alaya
My emotions are all over the place, as I follow Sinful down the hallway.
What if I don't really want to get my memories back like this? What if Shanae said something to me that will completely change my life, or that is a complete lie? All these questions fight to find place in my mind. No, I need to find out what happened that night, that was so important for her to take my memories away with that stupid drink.
Sinful doesn't give any information away, as he motions for me to sit down. We are in his quarters again, safely away from a brooding Asher, who is doing who knows what right now.
"Are you sure you want this memory back?" He asks, misty grey eyes slightly wary.
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