MariaMikhail’s words send me reeling. When Larissa told me he blamed himself for his mother’s death, I had no idea that it was something like this. But just like everything he tells me, even this answer leaves me with more questions.And I’ve come too far now to turn back from finding out the rest.“How?” I ask.His grip on my hand doesn’t change, but he looks at me with such intensity that I can feel his stare crushing my bones into dust. My heartbeat picks up from his stare, but I don’t look away.“She threw herself off the terrace.” His voice is low. And even at this volume, I can hear it cracking slightly. “Eighteen years ago.”He looks away, turning his eyes—shimmering in the dim light—toward the painting of the woman. There’s no mistaking the guilt in his gaze as he looks into the soft eyes of his mother, forever memorialized on canvas.The world spins around me as I struggle to find the words—any words—to say back to him. But what are the right words when someone says somethin
MariaHis lips feel like a heady mixture of heat and firmness that I'll never forget. The warmth of his breath, mingling with mine, sends shivers down my spine, each caress of his tongue stoking my desire as I reach for him, gripping his shirt with both hands. My body reacts on instinct, fueled by a need that makes me tingle. I wrap my arms around his neck as we topple onto a nearby table.I pull Mikhail's hard body down on me and wiggle against him. I feel him harden against my thigh at the same time as a sharp twitch trembles between my legs. My thighs open as he places his hips between them, and I press hard against him. His eyes flutter shut as he moans deeply.We break apart. Panting and breathless, I search Mikhail's expression for answers. I've never felt this before, and I'm too nervous to say something, lest I break the intensity of this moment. I've never wanted someone so badly as now, someone I should never have.There's a hint of darkness lingering in his gaze, a reminder
MariaI stare up at the lights and place my hands on my stomach as Mikhail pulls my panties down. I wait for him to touch me there, but he doesn't start there. He kisses down my body, starting at my collarbone. He gently sucks and nibbles at my breasts before moving down to my stomach. He kisses my hands and pulls them away, and then he continues lower.His serious gaze causes me to giggle. That giggle turns into a long sigh as he makes his way down my body.I open my legs wider, gasping as his scorching lips leave a trail of kisses behind them. "I like what you're doing."He chuckles. "I haven't even started yet." His lips are rumbling against my skin. "I can't wait to taste you, Maria."I shiver as cool air hits my skin. Every touch of his lips shoots pleasure through my body. My senses are heightened, and I'm aware of the way the rough wooden table presses against my back and the way Mikhail's warm breath moves across my skin."Oh," I whisper as his finger slides into me."Do you w
MikhailI stumble into the penthouse and plow into a small pedestal, ignoring the hand blown vase that crashes to the floor. I step on the shards of red and blue glass in my path, breathing unevenly as I move forward. Blood stains my hands and the sleeves of my jacket. A reminder of the life I just took. A bitter taste fills my mouth, and I hate the world. The adrenaline isn't gone yet."Mikhail!" Maria sucks in her breath. "What happened to you?" She sits on the floor, a large glossy book open under her fingertips. She is motionless as she stares at me, taking in my wrecked and ruined appearance."Nothing," I snap, staggering down the hallway past her.But Maria won't listen. Instead, she follows, pestering me with questions."What happened?" she insists.Where's Dominika to take her away?"Maria, stop!" My hands shake with anger and she trips over her feet, coming to an abrupt stop. Her eyes are wide as she watches me round on her. I lean toward her and whisper, "Leave me alone."I
Mikhail"We're nothing like the people you know, Maria," I tell her. "The Bratva is a society that exists beyond what ordinary people comprehend. We have our own rules and laws based on a hierarchy of power that protects all our members. Pakhans succeed so our families thrive—no matter the cost. Outsiders might consider us criminals, but we're not concerned with their judgment. Our only concern is the survival of our legacies."I wait for a reaction, but nothing is in her solemn countenance."I must be ruthless if I am to lead my Bratva." My words are quiet. "There is too much danger and too many people looking to take me down. There are worse monsters out there than me. And I can't lose any more people close to me.""Is that what you really believe?" she asks. "That you're the best of the worst? That's not the truth, is it? You want to be pakhan because it allows you to do these terrible things." She takes a deep breath before she continues. "Dad had the same look in his eyes wheneve
MikhailI walk across the floor of the warehouse, and the hollow sound of my footsteps reverberates throughout the space. The walls were torn down during a renovation that was started years ago but never finished. Gunsyn claimed the space and decided not to put them back up except for where he built a private office in a far corner.As I walk past, fresh recruits stand stiffly at attention, guarding boxes of forged invoices and receipts that could land all of us in jail. I don't like having dirt so concentrated in one place, but this arrangement is necessary.I make my way to the office, ignoring the dried blood on the floor and the sickly smell of vomit. As I approach the open metal door, the stink of cigars camouflages the rude smell. If Alexander bought the damn things, they're probably expensive.I hate it here. But it's necessary.My eyes adjust to the sunlight as I enter the small cube built of sheetrock and studs. The three brigadiers sit around a steel desk with key locks on e
Mikhail"Maria Rostova is mine to deal with," I say firmly. "Not yours.""Very well," Alexander says, a hint of skepticism in his posh voice. "I'm glad that everything has been laid on the table."My head spins, and shadows appear in the corners of the room. Desmier, Father, and Mother—their voices seem to call out to me in unintelligible whispers. I struggle with clouded thoughts, and the vodka rushes down my tightening throat. Gasping, I need to know more before I can clear my mind. Turning my attention to the brigadiers, I press them for something, anything that might help me untangle this confusion.Eyeing each one coldly, I ask them, "What proof do you have of her involvement?""Ah, yes." Ippolit glances away. His manner is stiller than water and just as deep. He pulls out his phone, taps the screen, and slides it to me.A redhead woman working behind a bar is on the phone. But it's not anyone that I recognize."This is the daughter of Vito Genovesi," Ippolit explains. "A caporeg
MariaSomething about Mikhail has changed.There's something different in the way he looks—no, glares—at me. He seems to go out of his way not to be around, like I'm chasing him out of his own home. Ironic since I'm not allowed to leave. I feel him drifting away from me, and I don't know why. His reluctance to share what's happening in his head is frustrating, and it scares me.Mikhail sits across from me in the living room, and his eyes focus on something outside the window. It's late afternoon, and he hasn't been out. He looks good in just a button-down shirt with no tie and gray pants. I stare at him until he looks, and then I quickly look away."Hey." My voice squeaks with doubt. "Is everything okay?"Mikhail hesitates for a moment before turning to face me. His icy stare sends a nasty shock through my system, and I lean back hard against the couch. "Yes," he replies coolly."Are you sure?" I ask impatiently."Maria, it's fine," he insists, though I see blankness in his eyes.One