I faced my head down right away. Heat flushed through my cheeks, without even looking I knew my whole face turned red. What kind of misfortune is this ?! With so many people I can talk to, why did I shared my nonsense secret to my boss?!
Was he still my boss? He would probably fire me right away from his company! You fool, Iris!
I peeked slightly, his eyes still on me so I looked down. I feel embarrassed of what I did. I don't know either. I just thought I had a handsome guy in the elevator that I could work with. Why didn't I think of that? Damn this hangover!
I couldn't read his expression on his face. Was he having second thought? No! I would do anything for him to forgive me. I desperately needed this job. I needed money for my family. They would be disappointed after asking why they'd fired me, what would I say? I told my boss every lies I said in my interview?!
"I've received a news that someone here lied on their interview."
His voice was real serious, like we never had that friendly conversation in the elevator. Lord, why did you do this to me? If only possible to disappear now, I would. I just wanted to be swallowed down below. I wanted to move at the back to lose his attention but I did not have the courage to move my legs.
I could hear everyone murmuring from one another. I know I can do this. I can survive this. Just go with the flow or beg if there's no option left. I thought to myself.
I sat still, trying to pay attention and act as if I didn't know who it was.
"We've to re-run the interview result and will do a strict background check once we sort it out," Zach announced.
My heart skipped a beat. The blood in my ear was trumping so bad it's like everyone was slowly being muted and all I could hear was his voice.
"You are here with one reason; We are entrusting our company to you. Each of you are part of it, so I expect everyone's honesty. Integrity is a must all the time," he said then raised his brow to my direction.
I nodded silently, smiling awkwardly.
"I don't want the opportunities we granted turn into waste because this company invest on their people as well. I encourage you to think outside of the box, exceed my expectation and do hard work as it pays off."
"Sir?" asked one behind me.
Romeo and that one woman looked at Zach first. He nodded but his face was still serious.
"If you don't mind, how will we know if we still passed?"
"My assistant, Mira, will check throughly your informations. You have to wait for the call again for the the second result. That's it. Have a good day, everyone."
I unconsciously clapped my hands. Everyone freezed and stared in my direction, shocked. I stopped what I was doing. Sometimes when I'm really nervous I do things unconsciously . I looked at Romeo for help but he looked so scared too.
"You have anything to say?" asked Zach, his face intimidating me.
"I've a question."
"A question, 'he repeated in between his lips." Say it. "
I bit my lip and looked around. "Hmm ... C-can I say it outside?" I said, my voice trembling. "Just us two?"
I heard Romeo coughed. "Iris, you can ask your question here. Mr. Esqueza's time is important. Let's not waste it."
"Just a minute, promise."
Zach's bodygurad were about to halt me when Zach raised his hand. "I'd like to hear what's bugging her, shall we?"
I stood up nervously. Romeo's eyes widened even more, I know he wanted to put a tape on my mouth already. But this was my only hope, I needed to try. Everyone was still looking at us, the others are gaping in shock. I followed him outside and stopped walking when we were far enough from the orientation room.
He turned to me and I stopped. My knees were shaking.
"I'm sorry, Mr. Esqueza." The first word came out of my mouth. "I'm sorry, really. I didn't mean it, that was my lie before. Believe me, that's all I really said."
He raised his brow, studying me. "Lying is a foul to me. I've trust issue, Ms. Villafuente."
Ms. Villafuente ... My chest throbbed even more when he mentioned my last name.
"I'll do everything. Please forgive me. I can show that I'm worth it here, that the chance you gave me won't be wasted. I only did it because I'm so desperate. I really really need this job."
He was silent. He was still eyeing me, weighing my words. His eyes danced with amusement but that also disappeared immediately. Will he give me another chance?
"Mr. Esqueza, please?" I pled again.
"I'll call," he cut me off.
"Call?"
"Yes, a call, from me," he said seriously. "I've to think about it and set my terms once I've decided. For now you have to push your luck and pray more."
He then left me speechless.
All my life I hated waiting. That's why I'm always late when going out with my friends, they were not on time, too. I didn't have the patience to wait for them. And this, waiting for his call, for the result was like a suspense part in a movie for me. I kept praying each day that he would let me work in his company.
It had been two weeks, no call nor text from him. Even Romeo could not believe what had happened. He scolded me several times because he thought they would fire him, Zach's assistant talked to him several times about me. But good thing they didn't remove him and proved them that it was my fault alone.
"If it weren't for your negligence, we wouldn't have lost that business, Romy!" I heard mama shout.
I sighed deeply. Daddy and her are fighting again because of our business. It went bankrupt a few months ago. I wanted to help but when I asked what the problem is or what I can do, daddy doesn't tell me.
"We'd better sell it than be in total debt, Joy."
"We've been in debt for a long time because of you! I already told you, didn't I? Stop gambling! See what happened!"
"I'm sorry again, you don't have to remind me of my mistake over and over again."
"I will never forget this, Romy!"
"Sorry, sweetheart..."
My dad's voice broke. I wanted to cover my ears and tears started falling from. my eyes. I couldn't do anything to help them. I was in a hopeless situation too. I was just barely making my way to get my dreams and help them but this happened. If only I foresee this, I would have spent less on useless things before.
"Someone's calling you, Iris." Anya threw my cellphone on my bed just next to hers.
"Who's calling, Sister Anya?" I asked her sarcastically.
"That's not mine, why are you asking me?" she rolled her eyes.
"That's so nice of you."
I got up and picked up the cellphone. I went to the bathroom to cancel all the noise from other room.
"Hello?" I answered the phone.
"Hi."
"Irisian Marie Villafuente."
"Wow. Why on earth you know my full name. Who are you? I didn't order online."
I heard the other line chuckled. "You're hired."
"Hired? Don't prank me."
"I'm not," was the short reply of the other line.
Gradually I became nervous. "Is this ..."
"Your boss, Zach," he answered.
I covered my mouth to stop screaming. I was jumping in the bathroom. Shit. I already have a job. This is good news to my parents! Finally. Thank you, Lord! I put the cellphone back to my ear.
"Mr. Esqueza, thank you so much!"
"You'll start this Monday."
He then hangs up. Okay, I don't care anymore as long as I already have a job, I don't care! I ran towards Anya, I was hugging her but she kept on shooing me.
"I have a job, girl!"
"What do you want me to do?"
I slapped her gently and stared. She just stared back and started scrolling on her phone. I rolled my eyes and went to my parent's room. Maybe the tension between them would ease when they heard this news. I knocked, I entered when they didn't answer. Mama was sewing clothes while daddy was arranging the papers on the table.
"Yes, daughter?" Daddy forced a smile.
I smiled at him. "I already have a job."
"Wow. My baby girl has a job now! Great! Where did you pass again?"
"Esqueza's Corporation, Daddy."
Daddy stopped for awhile. He and mama looked at each other. There were hope in their eyes. Having said that, I could somehow make them feel better with my news.
"Congratulations, my child!" Dad kissed my hair.
"Do we still need to celebrate?" Mom asked.
I shook my head and approached to give her a hug. Her eyes were still puffy. "No nee for that, Mama. I know we're going through something right now. Don't worry, I can now finally help you with this problem."
Mom took a deep breath. She caressed my hand. "Iris, we have something to tell you..."
"Yes?"
"We decided to sell the house and live in Daddy's province ..."
My world stopped. Just when I thought I've somehow figure out some things, life had a unique way to turned you down.
"You need to learn to live alone first, we need to leave you... I'm sorry..."
Newton's third law was right when I was in highschool. "In every action there is an equivalent and balance reaction." Things weren't doing great the past few days. My parents immediately packed up their things, others were already sold just to support their needs in the province. This house also had been sold. So even though I don't want to leave it, I can't do anything about it.It would never be the same without them even if I stayed here longer, I would just be sad and overthink."Take care of yourself, my baby girl," daddy said with teary eyes. "When you have a problem, don't hesitate to call me, okay?"I hugged him and rested my head on his chest. "Can I call when I can't cook, Daddy?"He laughed, obviously holding back tears. "O
"Sis, welcome to this company! Finally, after a long stressful process you're here!" Rome hugged me tightly.He was the one touring to our department. It's a good thing we were in the same management or else, I would be having a hard time adjusting since I'm not really used to working either."I hope you'll enjoy here as much as I enjoy the handsome ones here!"he said while giggling."Like Mr. Esqueza?" My brow creased.He hit me gently. "No! No! No! He's out of our league. Rich and handsome people don't have time for ordinary people like us!"I bit my lip. He was right. Why did I even say that? It was so obvious that we didn't have the same level of living. Even if we had a business
I couldn't hardly breathe. I think my airways was closing because of this scenario! I tried to look at him but he wasn't smiling like usual, his aura was undeniably scary. Even if he doesn't say anything, I would pee myself."You," he gave me a deadly stare.My heart kept on beating fast I think I was going to passed out. My knees started shaking and my voice went missing. I gave him a questioning look."Don't talk," he said in a flat tone. I nodded still couldn't find my own voice. "When your mouth is full, Ms. Villafuente."I never thought that it was possible to feel like dying when you're still breathing and alive. I was living in shame and fear after it happened. It's nearly been a week, I was waiting for them to fire me. They ga
If I could only make myself invicible, I would! I couldn't relax in front of my computer because I kept thinking of the embarrassment I did before. Of all the things that guy could bring, why an adult magazine! I wiped my face intensely."Girl, are you okay? You had a problem with that before. Did you give up here? Did you get tired? Did you get scolded again? I can help you," Rose asked worriedly beside me."My stomach hurts," I lied. "Wait, I'll go to the toilet."Rose nodded but still watched me walk away from her. I walked to the water station and got one, I was paralyzed when drinking water, I smelled again the scent that was familiar to me. My body stood straight right away."Are you sure it's not overlapping, Adrian?"
It was like my happy bubbles popped all at once. I was shocked and angry at the same time. I don't know what his motive was. I know he knew they're my parents, I also know he had a plan why he did that. But really? A triple interest, for what?I couldn't sleep a wink that night. I don't know what confrontation I will make with him. I was now infront of his office, talking to his assistant."Can you please tell him that I'll wait here for a few more hours?" I begged, I was holding his black suit.His assistant eyed it, and raised her brow a little. "I told you to go back to work and I'll call you once his schedule frees up today.""This is really important," I insisted.
We had a civil wedding the week after we talked. It was just the two of us and his bodyguards who also stood as witnesses. I guessed they even signed a waiver not to tell others about this. They were all quiet just like usual, they also helped me pick up some of my things from my house since Mr. Esqueza told me that I didn't need to bring all of my things.The car stopped infront of a huge house. My mouth hang opened with the nice design on the outside. It was a black coated mansion. His bodyguard opened the car door."Here we are, Ma'am Iris. Welcome to your new home," the driver said to me with a smile.I got out of the car, still looking in front of the house. "This is where Mr. Esqueza lives?""Yes ma'am."He accompanied me on entering the house. It was really huge and white, I knew he was minimalist since there was very little furniture here, some corner were empty.
Weeks had passed, I somehow survived living with him. I didn't have a hard time because he would always came home late. He was always in an out of town meeting so we hardly see each other anymore. I somehow missed talking to him. That's how it is when you live in a big house, you could have anything you wanted but still feel lonely. Sometimes I think that maybe he was avoiding me or maybe he regrets that he choses me?"Hey, sister!" Romeo shouted at me in confusion. "Goodness! Why are you being called upstairs again?!"My mood seemed to lighten because after a few
"You can do it, Iris. I know you can. Just be yourself, okay?"I was talking to myself almost half an hour. I kept telling me that I didn't need to be that nervous. I memorized their background informations again and Mr. Esqueza is also there. I knew he would support me when I didn’t know what to say to the question I was being asked."Is my dress too short?"I was overthinking while checking myself over and over agai