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Author: Jamila
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-09 18:47:10
ALPHA ROMAN'S POV

For years I have punished myself and my wolf for something likely not our fault. The fact that none of us recalled what exactly happened that night made me believe the nonsense everyone else believed. I took the blame for their death and let myself wander in the shadows because of the guilt that was weighing inside me.

I cut myself out of the world as punishment at a young age and I almost lost everything to my uncle, including my life.

The world still blamed me for my uncle's death after his betrayal. This made the world fear me even more but that didn't bother me like the death of my father did.

The world painted me black and blamed me for the death of my family and I hated myself for it even though I never showed my emotions. I couldn't get why Xade or I would attack my father but now the story has changed.

Nothing was clear yet but what I had found was enough to raise questions in my mind and make me doubt what I already knew as the truth.

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