"Hey.""Hey."An awkward silence filled the air between the two as Lucus seemed to wait for Emma to say something."Umm... I just ordered for us. I hope you don't mind.""That's fine.""I just got a matcha latte for you. It's the only thing that's not too bitter here.""I actually like coffee a lot more now. It comes with owning a cafe.""Right. I didn't realize you had started your own business. I heard from Jasmine.""I did. I'd be happy to tell you the story of how it all came about if you want to know.""Maybe some other time."Another silence took over as the years they had spent apart made themselves apparent with how little they now knew of each other."You okay? You seem a little... worn out."Lucus grimaced slightly. "Can you blame me after last night?""Right, sorry," Emma mumbled, looking down as she felt a twinge of guilt fill her heart."You know, it's fine. So, what made you change your mind? I thought you didn't want to see me again.""I was brought to realize that that
Getting bored and tired of running back and forth, Clary trudged up to where the two were sitting and wrapped her arms around Emma."I'm hungry, mommy. Can we eat something?""Sure sweetheart. Why don't you go dry your legs off with your towel, and I'll set up our spot?"As Clary followed her instructions, Emma and Lucus worked together to set up their beach towels and an umbrella for shade. As Emma pulled out some sandwiches and a bowl of mixed fruit, Lucus pulled out some drinks from the little lunchbox that Emma had brought and placed them next to the food. It hit Emma briefly how, despite their time apart, they still worked well together, filling in what the other had missed. The observation shocked her, as she felt old emotions make themselves known in her head. But along with the nostalgia of love came the recollection of pain, and Emma grimaced, knowing their time together had resulted in more tears than joy."You okay?"Emma looked up to find Lucus staring at her in concern.F
"I'm done, Mommy!"Emma looked up from where she was putting the last of Clary's lunch items together. She just had to make rice, stir-fry the items that had already been prepared, and pack everything up in the morning while Clary got ready for school."You washed and brushed your teeth.""Yes!""Did you pack your bag?""Mhm. And you can look at my homework, which is on my desk.""You did well. Okay, let me just put this in the fridge, and then I'll tuck you in.""Okay!"As Emma rushed around the kitchen, putting the compost and regular trash in the right bags, putting the containers in the fridge, and washing the knife she used, Clary held her arms out and wailed that she was waiting. Emma laughed at what her daughter was doing and ran over to pick her up. As she laughed, she blew a raspberry on her stomach. She didn't pay attention to the flip in his stomach when she smelled cedarwood instead of the roses her daughter usually gave her."All right, let's go to bed!", she said as she
"Did you want to eat dinner with us? If you don't have to be in the city right away, you're welcome to come with us.""I'd love to," Lucus finally said, giving in to the change in the talk. "So, you make dinner every night, right?""When I get home early enough at night, yes. When I'm at home, I try to cook.""Are you rarely at home?""Unfortunately, my job takes up a lot of my time."Lucus tried not to sound rude when he asked, "What does your typical schedule look like?"""I have classes Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday mornings, usually right after I drop Clary off at school. Then, Thursday through Friday, I have afternoon lessons that end around 8 p.m.""What about the cafe?""Mm, usually Thursday and Friday mornings until I have to go to the dance studio, then a full day on Saturdays.""Where is Clary most of the time at these times?"Emma stiffened when she heard Lucus annoyed voice. As she looked at the alpha, she put the plate of rolls on the table with a small clatter."When sh
When Clary got out of the car and saw Lucus, she smiled very big."Here you are!""Hello cake!"She ran up to him and grabbed his hand right away. As they went back into the building, Lucus gripped her hand tight."How'd school go?""I liked it! A new story was told by our teacher!""What was the story?""Wizard of Oz!""That sounds like a lot of fun! I liked Toto from the start."You're such a fool,"Emma was already at the door when they got there. Her eyes were still a little red and swollen, which made Clary run right over to her."Mommy, what's the matter?""There's nothing wrong, honey. Earlier, Mommy was cutting onions. You know how sad they make Mommy.""Rubbish onions."Lucus couldn't help but agree with Emma that whatever or whoever made her cry was very bad. Emma seemed to know that Lucus was feeling bad about himself because of it; she shook her head and said, "Don't, it's okay."After Emma helped Clary wash her hands and put on clothes she would wear at home, the three of
Emma skimmed through a final checklist as she leaned against her car, making sure that she had everything covered before picking up Clary from Jasmine's apartment. Despite the trip only being for a day, it was the first time she had left town overnight since she had arrived there seven years ago. It was also the first trip she and Clary were taking together outside of the region, and she was both excited and anxious. The city was home to many fond memories but also recollections of pain and disappointment. This trip was a way of starting the journey of facing her past, and she was ready for it with her daughter by her side.Satisfied that she had everything she needed, she pulled out her phone and dialed the now-saved contact in her phone."Hey, where are you?""Hey Lucus. I'm about to pick up Clary right now. Hopefully we'll make it by around 8:30. Sorry, we're coming so late.""Not at all! Just drive safely and take all the time you need. I'm going to start cooking, so the food will
"I couldn't bear to get rid of the shelf. It was the first thing we built together when we moved in. I didn't want to lose all of it.""If you don't mind me asking, why didn't you move?"Lucus gave a dark chuckle as he rubbed his face. "For the same reason, I never changed my phone number. Just in case you decided to look for me again, I didn't want it to be hard to find me.""Lucus...""It's okay, Emma. I know you said it wasn't going to happen. I won't push you into it. I only want us to be together again if that's what you want."Emma sighed as she fidgeted with her fingers, considering her next words before she responded."I don't... I have no hard feelings towards you, Lucus."The omega hesitated briefly before she reached forward, taking one of Lucus hands into her own. She played with Lucus fingers as he continued."At first, I was filled with so much hurt and these bouts of anger and hatred, but they faded as I came to terms with what really happened. Although it's true that I
When Emma shared her story with Jasmine, she managed to do so with a few tears and controlled emotions. But sitting with Zia, her best friend since last year, and talking about how she had spent her time since they had said goodbye at the train station took a lot out of her. Emma started to cry as she described her first time walking into the basement apartment she had called ahead for, and she didn't stop crying until she caught him up with the conversation she and Lucus had had last night."But honestly, Zia, I was so lonely. I wanted to give up and call you or go back to you so many times during the first two years. It was only during the third year that I finally started to settle down.""Is that why you sent me that letter so much later? Because that's when you became okay?""Yeah, I didn't want to lie to you. I felt so ashamed.""There's nothing to be ashamed of. I'm just so happy you're here.""I know I still owe you your money. I wanted to pay it back with interest, so I'll ge