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Chapter 64 - Drowning In Sorrow

Author: Stacy Rush
last update Last Updated: 2023-02-02 00:18:29
MERRICK

I think I’m beginning to lose my mind. What happened with Aria tonight is so out of character for me. The fact that her screaming ‘stop’ didn’t faze me, actually scares me a little. I have no place dominating any sub if I cannot stay in the right frame of mind the whole time. I know I was out of my mind with worry when Aria ran, but I should have waited before taking her to the playroom for her punishment. How am I supposed to face her again after what I did? I no longer deserve to be a Dom to her; I no longer deserve her, period. It doesn’t matter what she did, she didn’t deserve to be abused, and that’s exactly what I did.

The whip, which is a hard limit of hers and I dismissed it entirely! That is why I am now sitting in a corner all by myself at a dive bar that I’ve never been to. Nobody should be able to find me here, not Jory, and sure the hell not Knox. I fucked up big time, and the moment Knox finds out what I did to our precious girl, he’ll most likely be gunni
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