"Do you make it a habit to sneak from behind curtains in theatres, Sebastian?" I asked him, watching as he took off his hat once again. His hat covered his face for a second before he slid it down to his chest, but between his teeth was a single red rose.
I smiled, unable to contain it as he removed the rose from his teeth and then looked at me, handing it to me with an over dramatic bow, "for the Goddess," he told me as I took the rose from him.
"I thank you, Sebastian," I said kindly as I held the rose, smiling down at it, "but I must get going," I said to him, afraid of getting into trouble with Lydia since she had seemed displeased when she found the daffodil.
"Wait, I have not given you all of your flowers yet," he said as he began to pat down his pockets and then looked at me with a surprised and frightened expression, "I seem to have misplaced them," he complained before he reached forward with his hand, "oh wait," he touched the back of my ear before he came back with a tulip, "here it is," he announced proudly.
My smiled widened, "a magician," I said in awe as he handed me the tulip.
"But I swear there was another one..." he tapped his chin, seeming to be deep in thought and I waited anxiously to see where he would pull out the next flower.
He suddenly sneezed, covering his face with his hands and when he removed them, there was a daffodil in his palms and I gasped in awe.
"Oh, that was most interesting, Sebastian," I said to him, holding in a giggle, "a flower from a sneeze," I could not shake off how impressed I was, "you are a magician, a great one at that as well."
He shrugged, "I am just starting off," he told me as he placed the daffodil delicately behind my ear for me and he stepped back, looking down at me with admiration, "you look so much more beautiful with that daffodil behind your ear," he told me breathlessly. "Your performance was...out of this world, you truly have the most amazing voice I have ever heard," I looked down at my feet shyly at that, his compliments hitting me in the heart.
No person besides my teachers, Master Abigor, my servants and Lydia have given me compliments. He was the first to give me a compliment and I would treasure it.
"I must leave," I told him as I looked up from the ground and into his green rebellious eyes and he sadly nodded.
I walked towards him, before I raised my hand to slowly caress the side of his face, wanting to feel a man's features. Just as my hand was about to touch his face and he anticipated it, a throat was cleared and I stopped, putting my hand back to my side, slowly, as I turned to the sound and was met with Master Abigor, watching us.
"Master Abigor," I immediately took two steps back from the lad. Master Abigor did not say a word, he simply looked at the lad before he strode towards me and extended his arm.
I looked after Sebastian as I walked away and I cracked a small smile in his direction and I watched as he placed his hand on his heart, before he waved goodbye at me and I turned, letting Master Abigor lead me away from him.
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The ride back home was uneventful, Lydia and I engaged in trivial conversation and I went on to tell her how I performed on stage and how amazing it felt. I did love being under the spotlight, I was born and bred for this and it is all that I know. It was when I entered the mansion when things were different. Standing in the middle of the foyer was one of my servants who rushed to my side and told me that Master Abigor requested to see me.
He has never requested to see me. I looked at Lydia who simply urged me to go because I must answer when the Master calls. I wondered what he was calling me for, as I followed the servant who led me to the other wing of the mansion where Master resided. A part of the mansion I had never been.
We did not go too far because she led me to his library and closed the door behind me when I entered. My eyes immediately met his figure sitting on the corner of the desk, his chilling eyes watching me. I could not see anything besides his silhouette, but I felt his cold eyes watching me as I walked towards him.
I stopped a few feet before him, curtseying, "Master Abigor," I began, waiting for him to tell me the reason for his request.
I stood up straight, but he had not said a word so I waited anxiously. I watched as he stood up and I began to fiddle with my fingers, while he, with confident strides, reached me, but he did not stop. No, instead he circled me, like a predator surveying its prey. He stopped, before his index and middle finger, lifted my chin up, forcing me to look him in the eye.
For the first time in my life, I saw my master, Abigor. I never got the chance to look the man directly in the face for more than mere seconds before I averted my gaze, but to-night I was seeing him.
The man was heavenly appealing, his features so defined that he seemed like he'd been carved out of stone so that every edge on his face looked stronger than cement. His eyes, his green eyes, swirled with a deadly combination of red and hazel. The red and hazel in his orbs, glowed brightly. His eyes were alluring as he looked down at my face.
Thin pink lips, a stubble and a slightly crooked nose.
"Aphrodite," he breathed out, his eyes looking to the side of my face before he reached to whatever he was looking at and I realized that I had not removed the flower that Sebastian had placed behind my ear, "explain," he instructed as he surveyed the daffodil, his fingers still beneath my chin and forcing me to look up at him.
"Sebastian snuck backstage and gave me flowers," I paused, "to-night was the second time he had done so. I tried to leave and avoid him the first time, but he would not let me until he was done."
"And the second time?" his husky voice caused my knees to weaken beneath me and I sucked in a breath.
"I...the second time, I wanted to see him," at that, Master Abigor just raised a lone eyebrow.
"Only twice?" he asked me and I nodded. He did not say a word, just traced his fingertips on my jawline before his index and middle finger moved from my chin and he began to trail down my neck with his fingers, "Aphrodite," he breathed out again and it sounded like a growl, before his hands quickly wrapped around my throat.
I gasped, my eyes widening as I reached my hands up to grip onto his hand that had a tight grip around my neck. Not so tight that it cut off my air supply, but tight enough to let me know that if he wanted to, he could.
"Master Abigor, please," I cried out in a terrified whisper.
He leaned down, his green eyes having turned a dark hazel as his lips went to my ear, "if you ever as much as look in another man's direction, I will deal with the both of you accordingly, am I understood?" he growled lowly into my ear and I nodded.
"Yes, yes Master Abigor," I rushed out, "I will never betray you again."
He breathed out, moving his lips from my ear as he looked into my eyes, a hungry look in his eyes, "hurting you hurts me," he let out lowly, his voice getting husker, "do not test me, Aphrodite," he warned me, not letting go of me as I stood there, pleading with my eyes. "Remember one thing and one thing only," he began gripping me tighter and I tried to stop his hand, "you are mine," he pulled my body into his, raising me by my neck as my feet tried to stay on the ground but I could not feel it anymore, "and mine alone."
At that he let go of me and I fell to the floor, holding on to my neck as I cried. He leaned down and I tried to move away from him but he would not let me. Instead, he caressed the side of my face, his eyes back to green, "oh, Aphrodite..." he breathed out yet again.
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I was frozen and still in shock about what happened the previous night. I could feel Master's terrifyingly cold hand wrapped around my neck. It was almost as though he had not stopped choking me and with each breath, I flinched in fear.I sat in the tub, letting Lydia wash me. She was silent, not bothering to ask what the matter could be. She most probably has an inkling about what happened, either that or she suspects that something went terribly wrong with Master the previous night. Whatever the case may be, I am relieved that she has not asked me what had occurred.I wanted to keep what happened to myself.I was also fearful; had I angered Master that much? Will he sell me off? Whip me like so many masters do to their slaves? I know what the world is like outside these mansion walls that Master Abigor has kept me protected in. The realization
After the performance, at the sound of the outrageous applause I made my way backstage. I walked down the stairs and as I turned the corner, Master Abigor was awaiting me. I walked up to him and accepted his arm, resting my hand casually and as ladylike as I could. My heart pounded against my chest and I feared that he could hear it and it might anger him."Master Abigor," I paused as I looked up at him but he did not stop walking, he gently pulled me along and I glided on the ground, almost as though my feet were not touching it, "I must apologize for what happened. I seek your forgiveness, Master."He slowly turned his neck, his face looking down at me and I sucked in a breath, forgetting how enchanting his eyes really were. They sucked me into a deep and dark world, "you are to ride with me to-night," he simply responded, And when I looked to the carriage, I noticed that it was not my carriage. My carriage was a gold, led by white S
I have seen the garden plentiful times, I just have not ever cared to delve deeper into the flowers. I found them beautiful, yes, I enjoyed looking at them and then getting lost in thought. I felt as though I were walking around in heaven.Master Abigor's manor spans out as wide as the eye can see and around the Victorian styled mansion covered in green vines growing on the stone walls, was the gardens and beautifully green grass.There were flowers of every colour and every kind. It was breath taking. It was late at night and I was supposed to be in bed at this time, getting what Lydia called, beauty sleep. Yet I was outside, walking around the gardens looking at each flower. I did not see flowers that I was used to. There was not a single daffodil, there were only flowers that I could not name.These flowers had to be rare, I was certain of it.They were almost daunting to look at, looking at
I was shaken up following my conversation with my Master. I could still feel his hands on my thigh. The tight grip of his cold hand on my warm and dark thigh was driving me insane. My stomach tightened into knots as I remembered what he had growled so savagely into my ear. There was a strange feeling in between my legs, one that I did not understand, but it came as a result of his words.Master Abigor was sinful. That, I stand by. The man was made of sin, he was covered in sin- he was sin, that is all that I can say."Are you relieved that you have no more singing concerts for the rest of this month?" Lydia asked me, snapping me out of my thoughts.She along with my ladies in waiting were dressing me and getting me ready for the day. To-day was only supposed to be a day of relaxation but Master Abigor wished me to attend some special occasion, so
When I arrived, the first face that my eyes laid upon was Master Abigor's. He held out his hand for me to accept and I gladly accepted it, as I always do. I stepped down and he stepped back, creating distance between us because of the big dress.His eyes looked me over, "you look glamorous, Aphrodite," he told me and I smiled at the compliment."Only the best for you, Master Abigor," I responded as I looked around. A red carpet was stretched out from my carriage leading to the inside of the castle like mansion that I was sure belonged to a royal. There were several carriages lined up, "what are we attending, Master?" I asked him.I do not usually ask him such, but because I feel much more acquainted with him, I hope he does not mind the question."Duke Barclay is having a birthday celebration," Master answered me, as we neared the huge doors that were heavily guarded, "you know the rules, Aphro
"Master, he was the one who touched me," I stammered out nervously as Master Abigor was walking me back to my carriage. I had spent the remainder of the ngiht sitting anxiously with clammy hands and a heart beating 100 beats a minute because I was so fearful of what would happen when I was alone again with Master Abigor, "there was no way I could have stopped it," I rushed out as we approached my carriage and the door was held open by my coachman.Master Abigor had my hand placed in the crook of his arm as he casually guided me to the carriage. Even though his face gave nothing away, I could not help but feel that something was unsettling.I was certain he was upset with me, "hush," he huskily whispered into my ear, causing goosebumps to appear on my arms. He placed his index finger on my lips, silencing me, "if you say one more word, I will not hesitate to punish you even more."A lump formed in my throat and I wa
My body was set alight, I was on fire- consumed by its flames. His words registered in my brain and took effect on my body, driving me mad with unfamiliar reactions. I felt so suffocated by my Master's sudden attention on me. I always believed our relationship was strictly platonic.I thought he held no feelings towards me whatsoever. I believed he only treated me as a business, a business that he rewarded very well for the money and success it brought him.I have never thought of being with a gentleman. It has never crossed my mind because I was so engrossed in my work and making my Master proud. I was only exposed to whatever Master Abigor allowed and I was perfectly content with it.I was still much young and had the beauty of youth to my favour.I was still lying in bed while Lydia attended to me. I worried this woman too much, "Lydia, you work too much," I voiced and she stilled in place a
I had ordered Lydia to request and seek out a portrait painter, I wanted only the best of the best and I had given her this task while I was sick and in bed. To-day she came with the good news that the painter was waiting for me. I eagerly got dressed in a beautiful white gown that exposed most of my skin and contrasted with my dark skin.I entered the massive room and looked at the short round man who immediately rushed to his feet and bowed before me, "Lady Aphrodite, it is an honour that you have chosen me to be the one who captures your beauty," he let out in a hurry and I simply waved my hand."Oh, tis no big matter. I hope you shall not make me regret my decision," I responded even though Lydia had been the one who had to pick through persons to find the best and most suitable painter."Not at all," he shook his head and I worried for his neck but I casually glided over to the expensive sofa that I had made f
I ran a wet hand over my hair, laying down the silky hair as I looked at myself in the mirror. I was met with no reflection of myself and it brought a smile to my face to know how invisible I truly was.I fixed the cuffs on my sleeves before I put on my tunic. My eyes were immediately drawn to the simple wedding band on my finger and I thought of my beautiful mate who would awaken at any moment.I were not entirely certain when she would awaken but patience is a virtue, and I would wait for her. Even if it may take an eternity- at some point in time she shall open her eyes and I shall not be forced to carry on the rest of my life in solitude.I turned on my heels and strode out of my bathing chambers and towards my bed. I stood at the foot of the bed, my eyes setting on my wife who lay completely still. Her hands rested on h
I laid my head on his chest, my heart thumped against my ribs, my ears had a constant ring and my mouth was dry. We were finally alone. The sun had set and the guests had left.It had been a beautiful day, one that ended far too quickly for my liking. I wished I could have spent the rest of eternity in that moment with Abigor. As we swayed together to the music being played by my very own teachers. I could still hear how beautifully the strings of the violin had been pulled as he and I danced together. I heard the ooh's and ahh's from our exclusive audience. We only had the wealthiest and the most powerful attend.It had truly been an event for the books.But now, it was time for me to meet my end.Abigor held onto me just as tightly and we silently stood in embrace, refusing to let the other go. It felt like we had been standing this way for hours since the balls of my feet felt as though they
Never in my wildest dreams would I have ever imagined that the day I were to wed some person, it would be this magical. From the way that the sun rose, it felt as though the elements of the world were celebrating with me. The sun shone just a bit brighter today and the skies were a clear blue.I was unable to eat anything, just simply sat there and let myself be pampered in preparation for the moment when I would accept Master Abigor's hand in marriage.It was when the sun had passed its peak that I was finally ready and slipped into my wedding gown. Never has a simple gown ever brought me to tears as I thought of how far I had come.I hugged each of my ladies in waiting and especially clung onto Lydia for just a bit longer. We talked about how Master Abigor and I had started out and giggled about how none of us would have ever imagined that it w
The home was abuzz. The most abuzz it has been my entire life. The servants were running around, shouting to each other in excitement and it brought a smile to my face because every person was happy for this union. There were no longer moments of silence. The once always silent home, was now a home buzzing with joy.I walked into Master Abigor's quarters, headed for his office. When I reached the big oak doors, I pushed them open before I entered the room.My eyes immediately connected with Master Abigor's who was sitting behind his desk. I closed the doors behind me and walked towards him. I smiled at him and he returned the smile with a confident smirk, "to what do I owe the pleasure of such a meeting?" he asked me as he put his feather down and rolled up the scroll that he was writing on.By the time I had reached his table he had already stood up and stood in front of me. He took my hands into his and leaned do
There was a hush in the air as I clutched the fur coat tighter around my body to shield myself from the cold. Yet, the cold was far from my mind. I was very much aware that some person else occupied the room with me but I cared very little for that. All I cared for was the creation before my eyes.My wedding dress.Unlike the outrageous ball gowns that I am always dressed in, this dress was an A line with no extra tulle to make it appear bigger. I could tell that if I were to wear it, it would not weigh the same weight as my ballgowns with iron rings underneath.Instead, the dress had beauty in its simplicity. Sleeves were non-existent, a simple sheer that matched with my skin tone were on the shoulders of the mannequin to show how the dress would sit on me. The dress was made from a bright and white lace, and the dress was slightly transparent.It was the back that took my breath away. The ill
I stood in the centre of Abigor's bedroom chambers. There was a blanket laying on the floor, and atop the blanket was a variety of food choices and drinks. The entire room was dark and the only light that illuminated the room and allowed me to see the person in the room with me were the candles that were in a circle around the blanket.I should be sitting on the floor, dining with Abigor. Yet Abigor was circling me slowly. I could feel the heat of his gaze as he looked me up and down from every angle.I wore a white silk dress, one that was the definition of temptation.I know not what came over to warrant such actions but I enjoyed when I brought a reaction out of him. It brought a smile to my face to know that a simple woman such as myself could have such an effect on a vampire.&nb
"Lydia!" I proclaimed in joy and relief as I set my eyes on my close friend who seemed unharmed. I threw my arms around her neck and brought her close to my body, enjoying her familiar scent that soothed me.She giggled a bit, uncomfortably holding me for a short moment before she finally relaxed in my arms and gently patted my back, "you seem to have missed me so, Lady Aphrodite."I could not help the tears that escaped me as I buried my face in her shoulder, "what have I told you about calling me Lady Aphrodite?" I scolded her half-heartedly, refusing to lift my head from her embrace.Even though Lydia and I were only a few moons apart, she felt much like a mother. She had always been there for me in my hardest moments and in my best moments.She had to take on a lot of responsibility when it came to me. She had the role of being my friend and being my mother. She would nurse me when I was si
The world looked different as I stepped out into the garden and shielded my eyes from the bright sun with my hands."Will it hurt?" I asked Abigor as I let him rest his head on my bosom. The action, strangely, made me feel at ease. It calmed me down after all the fright I had felt."Death...hurts, a lot," he responded and the vibrations that came from his speaking shook me to the very core. I was still unable to move but at this point, I realized that moving was futile because even if he had not done anything to my body, I would have been frozen in place.This time as I looked at the flowers, I willed myself to feel.I pressed my hand to my chest, soothed by the sound of my beating heart that banged against my chest. I sought solace in the simple action as I took in a deep breath and for
"Wha-what does that mean? To be a disgrace, to be fallen?" I asked him, my voice breaking through the levelled atmosphere that his own tone has created. His voice was like a lullaby, silencing any bit of distress around him.Master Abigor was still straddling me and his cold hands were on my waist, holding onto me securely as his face was inches from mine."To vampires, humans are considered as inferior. We consider humans as filthy, weak and unworthy of the power that you have. Yet, we live amongst you because you are our source of pleasure and food. Vampires are meant to be with vampires. That is the way that it has to be," he paused, his eyes glancing over every inch of my naked body. I could see his orbs darken before he seemed to gain control over his body, "so when a vampire mates with a human, or claims a human, they become a disgrace. It is like a spit in the face of the power a