Emily’s POV
I was more relieved to stay in my room away from their boisterous voices. I liked to imagine a quiet peaceful life, where I would go away from here and start a new life. I imagined a future, but the reality was cruel and merciless.The world outside of these walls wasn't kind to my family. The outside world took my family away from me leaving me in the hands and mercy of strangers.My real father died when I was ten, Mother had remarried that monster downstairs a year after. We didn't have any money, things were hard and he was on our way out of poverty but soon Mother died too and the monster downstairs returned to his sick ex-wife and sick daughter.When he had begun hitting me, people in the pack cautioned him, even the Alpha but Hershel Liamsworth didn't take orders from nobody. Soon everyone forgot about me, all I always got were those pitiful stares that made me sick to my stomach . Every day I found myself praying to anyone and everything that they'd take it back. That someday Hershel Liamsworth would forget all about me, will decide to let me go.But it seemed the only way out was to find my mate.People found theirs before eighteen or after eighteen but here I was, nineteen and alone. I felt nothing, no young man looked my way with longing glances or smiles whenever I entered a store or went somewhere else.Amelia, my wolf , would have told me something - yes I named my wolf. We would have felt some sort of connection but nothing!“Emily can you finish cleaning already! You’ve been there for hours” Avery shouted again, getting louder and angrier each second. I was done but still stayed silent. Her loud voice made the whole house tremble and rattled the window frames, reminding me that the windows here aren’t soundproof.Avery continued yelling and I ignored it all. It just added to the frustration I was feeling. The more I focused on the dishes piling up on the floor, the more furious and enraged Avery became. I couldn’t see her face but I could feel it, the fury radiating off of her.Suddenly I was hit square in the jaw and I stumbled backwards hitting the wall as everything went blurry, my vision clouding with black spots and my entire body throbbing. I felt the blood slowly dripping out of my nose and onto the floor below me. I wiped the blood away with my sleeve and turned around.“How dare you ignore me?” Her fists were tightly clenched and her eyes were bright red, looking crazier than ever.”Didn’t you hear me?” her voice sounded strained.“No…” I whispered, my head spinning in circles from the sudden attack.Avery pushed me against the wall harder and I coughed violently, tears rolling down my cheeks as she punched me again and again. It hurt like hell but she didn’t care, I knew better than to fight back.I’ll be dead.“Shut up!” Avery growled, punching me again and again, knocking the air out of me completely.“Avery…” I groaned, holding onto her wrists. There was blood flowing freely from my nose and she finally stopped hitting me, her face a mix of emotions I couldn’t read, anger, sadness...pain.Avery released me suddenly and stormed out of the house slamming the door shut behind her as if her anger would make the doors stay open. I fell to my knees, coughing up some more blood that pooled in my mouth and I tasted copper. I wiped the rest of the blood away quickly and stood up, trying desperately to ignore the stabbing sensation in my side.My insides were on fire but I knew I’d be fine, this was little compared to what I have been through.After I finished cleaning the dishes, I mopped the floor and the blood that had left little red stains on it.“Mother! He broke up with me” Avery’s whiny voice and sobs followed as I passed through the hallway.Even Avery had found her mate but she wasn't ready to accept him, so she was seeing some dumb blond boy from Crystal Moon pack. I rolled my eyes and shook my head as I closed the bedroom door behind me, not wanting anyone to catch me doing the dirty work.After closing the door, I walked straight to the bathroom and locked myself inside the shower stall with the water pouring into the tub. I stripped my clothing, my body shivering from coldness and trembling from the pain I felt .Once I had undressed myself completely, I climbed into the bathtub. As I began to relax, letting the hot water wash over me even though it stung, it was still relieving.I allowed the hot water to take control, taking charge of my nerves as well as my pain. The warm water washed away the dried blood and dirt on my body which made my skin smooth and soft. It also helped with the pain. The pain was still present of course. But right now it was just background noise, so I welcomed it.Eventually, the water began to run cold and my muscles relaxed.When I got out, I managed to dress some of the wounds I could while praying that the ones I couldn't treat or dress wouldn't leave a lot of damage or scars.I had gotten out without any major injuries and I smiled to myself because I was able to put on some comfortable clothes, ones that weren’t so tight and uncomfortable. I crawled to the warmth of my bed and curled under the covers, closing my eyes, hoping to fall asleep. The darkness surrounding me felt nice.As I drifted into the dark abyss, I felt another pair of strong arms wrapping themselves around me and a soft kiss placed on the top of my head. They hugged me tighter as a familiar scent flooded my senses.It was a dream.Luka's POVAll my life, I had watched people fall in love, I have seen them find their mate like it was so easy and yet in my twenty-nine years of existence, I hadn't found her.How was I supposed to find someone I had never seen? Someone I didn't know, how?I didn't even think of what would happen if she didn't exist but that was impossible, right?She had to be out there somewhere, there was no possible way she wouldn't be.I didn't give much importance to others, they didn't matter as long as she was alive. But sometimes I couldn't help but wonder if truly I had one, maybe the goddess knew I was too damaged for her to give me anyone.“We will find her, we just need to keep searching” Alfred's voice jolted me out of my thoughts, he was leaning against the door frame watching me closely. “You know as well as I do that we won't ever stop trying until we find your mate” I looked at him- no, glared at him. “and we still have two more packs to check”. I nodded silently, clenching my hand
Emily’s POVThe next morning I woke up to the endless throbbing of my head, my neck sore and sore. A thin sheen of sweat covered every inch of my body making my tank top stick to my chest uncomfortably. My limbs ached, my throat was dry and my legs and arms felt shaky. All of this combined with the dull pain in my ribs meant I couldn't walk on my own anymore, not in this state. Still, the moment I noticed I couldn't move I tried again, pulling myself up using a nearby table. Slowly I managed to stand but instantly regretted it, my legs gave way under me and I collapsed to the ground, my head landing on the floor beside me.A muffled sob escaped my lips as I laid my head on the floor and closed my eyes, the light of the sun blinding me. I couldn't move or talk, I had no idea how much time had passed before the first knock resounded at the door.I wanted to ignore them and pretend I didn't exist. However, I had no other choice since I couldn't open my mouth even if my life depended on
Emily’s POV“How are you feeling today?” Mother asked me, her eyes scanning my body like a cat that was about to pounce on an unsuspecting mouse.She didn't seem concerned it was obvious from the lack of interest in her voice, but I didn’t know if she was being put to the test for being a good mother or had something because I had no idea on what was going on.What was missing?“Fine, Mother” I kept my reply curt, my eyes were fixed on my feet. There were times I received unending slaps for looking her in the eyes and there were also times I received slaps for not doing that - it all depended on her mood, you see. Right now, I couldn't decide which one she was in.When I dared looked at her, she looked as if she wanted to slap someone. Or at least punch someone. Her face was so red I thought she could start burning the house down. It wasn't rare she was mad at anyone and especially not at me. And this wasn’t just anger at me either. This was fury.I swallowed.“Go back to whatever y
Emily’s POV“Where have you been?” Avery snapped. I almost jumped at how close her voice was to me.Her tone was harsh and cold and I couldn't help but cringe at it. “Out to get your dresses” I handed the bag over to her and she snatched it away from me. I winced at her actions. “That's right, you are a slave and you should never forget this. Don't show weakness or else I'm gonna beat you to death”I hated that sentence.“Thanks” I mumbled without moving my head towards her and turned around heading back to the kitchen without sparing a glance back, ignoring the pain in my throat and eyes that refused to shed another tear, as I walked out with my head held high.I had to make lunch and dinner just in case Father decided he needed to eat his dinner early and I was glad to find a new table in the kitchen.I started working silently and efficiently, I didn't need to say anything to anyone because nobody cared.My mind began wandering.I wondered what had happened that day to make ever
Emily's POV“Come on try them on” Mother urged, her hands clasped together in a cherry excitement that I had never seen before. As usual, I looked at them for an answer first as to what they were for. It wasn’t often I got a surprise gift from someone, I almost- rarely - never did.I stared at the mini black dress with glitters of fake diamonds and sequins adorning it. It seemed too perfect for me. A small part of my mind screamed that this is not a good idea, that something bad will happen if I wear this dress. The other parts were cheering that I could finally get away with wearing a dress like this.But I stripped from the worn-out grey T-shirt to the plain white button-up skirt I was previously wearing. The dress fit perfectly, hugging my figure nicely. The long sleeves covered up the marks from all of my abuse. Mother smiled widely, “Good girl, now let’s see you change, I'll fix your makeup” She said, leaving the room for a moment. When she returned she put a few things into my
Luka's POVThe hotel was supposed to be the best they had in town but it looked like a cheap place with too many rooms and not enough beds. I wonder how Alfred had managed to locate this place.When I got to my room, it didn’t look as bad as I had expected it to be. The bed seemed more solid than it had looked when we had walked in. That was good. At least now I was getting proper sleep, instead of the usual hours of tossing and turning, and maybe that was why it still didn’t look so terrible. I “I'll be in the next room if you need me” Alfred’s voice echoed through my room. I had forgotten he was still here.I nodded at him but still didn't turn until I heard the creaking of the door as it closed behind him.I saw her amber eyes against her freckled face and I knew immediately that it was wrong - she was dead. There was no way her heart could still beat or her lungs take a breath.I remember her battered body on the cold ground in the woods . Her lifeless eyes staring up into noth
Emily's POV"Attention, gentlemen!" Mother shouted while grabbing my arm. Her tall stature made me sink like a malnourished beggar beside her.All the men who were here turned their heads towards us, even some of them who were making out without shame.“Where’s our money Lucia” one man scoffed.But Mother smiled seductively at him but said nothing.“This time I brought a very special item.” She grabbed my arm again and knocked me off balance. "She is Emily, my darling daughter" Her words reeked of sarcasm and fake happiness.Suddenly all the men were excited but like they had never seen a woman before. Their eyes looked lustfully at me.I couldn't pretend I no longer had an idea on what was going on, I just couldn't believe it. It seemed unreal like I was in a dream.I had to be dreaming right? There was no way they could possibly do this to me, they couldn't be that mean.“Since my handsome husband has a small debt. we are being generous to offer our step-daughter in exchange for a
Emily’s POV“I am sorry father, I am so sorry, it wouldn't happen again!” My pleading filled the living room of our house. I crawled on my butt trying to get away from him.He was going to kill me, I know he was and nothing was going to stop him, no one. All I needed was a miracle. A miracle that was far from me.I regained consciousness with a slap. Apparently, I almost wolfed out and I had slashed the disgusting man’s face with my claws and his furious ass took back his money from Father and that was the reason why I was here.My father- stepfather was going to kill me!My pleas were nothing to Herschel Liamsworth and he seemed to stick with his decision. No one loved losing money - especially him.“You are the jinx in this family! Because of your presence, I lost a gamble and am in huge debt! You must make up for it and now you plan to kill me. That is why you tried to kill that man in there, isn't it?”“No, I swear I was going to…” I stopped to cough and it was bloodThen Avery a
Emily’s POV The King’s body was brought back and he was badly stabbed. The seer was trying her best to bring him back to consciousness and I just sat there crying. What if he died? And he never gets to see his child? Why did I lie that the child wasn't his? Currently sitting beside him on the bed, the seer said it was left for him to respond to the antidote or not. I needed more than that, I had been a crying mess for a while and all I wanted was for her to console me, I needed her to tell me that her antidote was going to work and not keep me in suspense. I took his hands into mine “Hey, I need you to wake up please, I am so sorry that I ran away, sorry I said that the child wasn't yours. Maybe when you wake up we will talk this over, because right now, we don’t have time. You need to tell me what to do. Please, wake up!” I cried, as tears poured down my cheeks again. His skin felt cool under my fingers. I felt guilty for hurting him. I should be the one waking up with a broken ar
Luka's POV I know the child was mine, it didn't make sense why Emily would want to hurt me so bad, was it payback? I couldn't tell. “They plan on attacking us tonight” the seer's voice broke through my thoughts. They are the group of Lycans led by their King and they conceal themselves with masks and dark magic but luckily for you, I have made antidotes that would help against their infected bites. You King Luka will get your allies from the outside world and my people and soldiers will get ready. We will move our women and children to the cave at the mountain top and the women who can fight will volunteer as soldiers as well” she continued, her calm and soothing tone calming the anger boiling in the pit of my stomach. “This new army that we have formed is strong enough to defeat them.” I nodded at her words, knowing she knew what I was thinking. Her eyes were sad but not apologetic or regretful, just sadder, tired. The whole town was thrown into total chaos, children and adults ali
Emily’s POV “You thought we were fools this whole time? you planned on what? keep using my brother? Do you know how much he cared about you? All you did was lie to us Sara!” Carolyn scoffed! “Your name is not even Sara” tears streamed down my face as I sobbed uncontrollably into my pillow. What had I done wrong to deserve the anger of these amazing people? Why do I always mess up good things? Why was Luka here? What brought him hear? “I am sorry, I panicked and got scared. I am sorry Carolyn. I didn't think I was ever going to see him again and I wasn't using anyone please” I pleaded. My voice was shaking from crying so hard. I don't know if I will be able to get out any words from my mouth now without crying. I heard a sigh come from the couch before she spoke again “Sara, I mean Emily, I understand why you panicked, but that doesn't excuse everything else” My heart stopped at the sound of her voice. “Right now you have two men out there to face and the last thing they want
Luka’s POV“They were a young couple and they got married and they started a generation of a new kind, the type that was special. Soon like generations, more came, and more left. We honestly thought they had gone into extinct until now. They can't be working alone, not after all this time. They had to be working with someone”Even after I had gone back to home from Lancha, those words kept replaying in my head, and I had nothing to say about them.I needed to find out who these special people were working with and why they were doing what they kept doing to our kind.Was there a previous problem before now? I needed to know.Now my sexual life has been suffering since I got back from Lancha. The thoughts of Emily filled my dreams and they were dreams of us having sex and I ended up masturbating more than I should.For example, last night I dreamt of thrusting into Emily aggressively until I could feel her body trembling beneath me. My cock felt like it was about to burst through my sk
Luka’s POV “I apologize for my people's stare, they are not used to seeing people from the outside world” Alpha Luke's voice broke through my thoughts as we were returning back to his home. He wasn't lying, the people's stare bore holes into my back and I could tell that I was not welcome there. They didn't appreciate my presence and they didn't fail to show it. “When was the last time you had someone from the outside?” I randomly asked. I didn't know why I did it and I probably would have regretted it if he noticed but something compelled me to ask. He paused in his trek before answering me “Months, we found a woman in the woods around our land, she was homeless so we gave her a place. “Didn't you think she was a spy or something?” I couldn't help but point out. It felt weird that they allowed some stranger on their land like that. Wasn't I also a stranger? “You should have seen her eyes, she looked too vulnerable. You'll get to meet her today at dinner. I've never seen anyone
Luka’s POV I was standing on the balcony when I saw a figure pass by immediately. I don't know what was crazier. The fact that this person had blonde hair or the fact that her smell had just hit me caused me to go through a wave of. Could it be? No! it couldn't right? I didn't realize when I started following the figure but the closer I got the more the smile persisted but there was no sign of any blonde hair anywhere. “Going somewhere?” A female voice called out and I came face-to-face with Princess Carolyn. She had a suspicious look on her face as she eyed me up and down. “Yes,” I answered in a small voice before I turned away. This was my fault for not checking who was around first! But I was so curious, I couldn't help myself. What if I really did find something interesting? Well, maybe. Maybe it's nothing at all. But I know what I had perceived. It had to be Emily. “I mean no, I… I just thought I saw someone there” I managed to answer as I quickly tried my best to regain
Luka’s POVEverything after the meeting was off. I could barely eat the food that was served.Something was going on and my Wolf felt it, it was howling and fighting inside of me, clawing its way out to take over. The wolf wanted a piece of this, a human would do as well. It was an urge that I tried to ignore. The wolf had always been there when I needed it, but it was only ever there if my life were in danger. But the more I thought about it, the more desperate I became for answers. My wolf was still there, but it wasn’t fighting anymore. It was just sitting there, waiting for me to make the next move. I knew what I had to do. It didn't help that I could smell her everywhere. Her scent lingered driving me more insane than ever before. I took in deep, deep breaths to try to get her scent out of my nose. But every time, all I smelled was her. She was so familiar, yet I hadn’t been able to find a trace of her since it happened. Not a scent nor a memory. Only her presence remained.The
Luke’s POV“Her blood pressure is very high, she hasn't been resting , her stress level is elevated and she will still be in danger if she continues” the doctor explained. “I don't know what it is but it's obvious she's struggling with the trauma from something in the past and postpartum depression isn’t helping either. It just seems like her mental health isn't getting any better either. I think we should put her on an antidepressant. Maybe a sedative too." The Doctor suggested.“For her long?” I insisted.“Just for today, so she gets to rest and heal. She needs it right now. She'll be fine tomorrow,” The doctor assured me as he walked out of the room and I took his place at the head of my bedside. I stroked her hair gently as tears rolled down her cheeks. She didn't respond but tears fell down her cheek.Who was this woman? What battles was she fighting? What trauma did she hide from us? Why was she afraid? Why didn't she trust us enough to talk about it?The door suddenly opened an
Emily's POVMy Wolf was restless. I don't know what was wrong but I knew something was going on. Something I couldn't place my hands on, right from the moment Luke came into my room to call Carolyn.My curiosity was driving me up a wall, so I left baby Luka in his crib for a few hours and ventured out of my room and stared at the stairs where I could smell a strange scent wafting across the room. It was sweet like honey or maybe lemon juice, and it smelled… How was that even possible? it wasn't possible. There was no way it was possible. Maybe it was just a coincidence but I wouldn't lie, a pang of nostalgia drove me into the past where I didn't want to go but needed too much information at once. And if my Wolf was uneasy, who could blame her?I returned to my room and pushed Luka’s crib back and forth gently. The scent got stronger and I had an urge to take a deep breath, a need I didn't want to feel so bad about.I finally decided to go down to the kitchen but the heat from when