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Ninety Nine: Loneliness

Author: Birdy
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ANNORA

Kairel was gone from the Pack.

The right way to react to it was something I didn't know and could not figure out at the same time.

What was I going to do?

The strength to live was gone from me. All I wished to do was die and not be reborn at the same time - but be gone from the face of the earth for a long time.

Kairel—

Thoughts of this man overwhelmed me every time.

Now that I thought about it, I realized I wished to have been gone with him from the very onset. Maybe from the life of Aegon who didn't deserve me, after all.

And his child?

They could always meet each other in the future.

Could they not? A painful smile came on my countenance as I thought about my life and how it turned out of late. Many more thoughts ran around in my head, but I became startled, left with no choice but to sit up on the bed when a hand knocked on the door.

Who else?

Who else if not Sora?

Who else if not her?

“Who is it?”

I jumped to my feet as I walked to the door to unlock it.

“Who
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