Lucian.I was already in a shit mood. I suspected it had something to do with a certain red head in a slinky dress that I had run into the previous night. After getting her and her friend thrown out, I had tried to go back to the bar to have another drink only to find my legs carrying me out of the bar and straight to my house.I refused to listen to the tiny voice in my head telling me that my bad mood may also have a little something to do with the fact that I wasn't going to be seeing her today. I bashed the horrifying thought on the head hard enough to kill it. That was nonsense talk. If anything, I was glad not to have to see her today. Friday was officially the best day of my week. It was the truth. Dammit. I told myself that I didn't feel my stomach clench when her name popped up on my email. It must have been indigestion or something. It most definitely wasn't excitement. Nothing about Madison was exciting. She was a brilliant writer, the best in the whole class. I could a
Maddie. It had taken over an hour for Gia and I to select what to wear. Her, for her evening out with Ethan and I, for my date with Cam. "We want to look hot as hell, but not like we are trying. Like effortlessly hot. Instagram model I just woke up like this hot. If you catch my drift." She said while ruffling through our closet manically. At this point, it was safe to say that Gia and I didn't have individual clothes. We shared clothes so much that even my wardrobe back home was a mixture of her things and mine. I held up a black leather skirt and a red crop top. "how about this?" She looked over her shoulder and shook her head. "No. That's like house party wear. It'll look too desperate for a first date."I rolled my eyes. "Where's he taking you?" She asked. "Nooban. I've never heard of it." I told her. "Oh, that's nice. Good for him that he's making an effort. It's a nice restaurant. Not one of those frat boy greasy burger places." She suddenly stood up and whirled around, a
Maddie. I went to bed furious, I woke up even more furious and I dressed in the date clothes I was supposed to have worn the previous night on the verge of combusting with my fury. "Uh uh." Gia said worriedly as I marched into the kitchen that morning. "You look like you're about to do battle.""I am." I bit out. "what time did you get home last night?" She grinned saucily. "I didn't. I just got home this morning." I gasped scandalously which made her burst into laughter. "Stop that. We didn't do anything. Just a few kisses here and there. Oh God, Mads, he's such a good kisser. I was about to ready to throw him down and jump him, but he was being such a gentleman and I didn't want to mess that up for him." I smiled at her. "I'm so happy for you." "Thanks, doll. And also, I got a call back from one of the flower shops. They've asked me to come in today and check the place out. More like they want to check me out, but it's okay." "Meanwhile I've made no front on finding a job. I'
Maddie.After the first thirty minutes, I was angry. When an hour passed, I was pissed. Four hours later and I was ready to blow a gasket. I had been a minute late and he was punishing me by making me wait for four freaking hours. Thank God Gia had made me eat something. At the four hour thirty minute marker, my phone rang and it was Gia. "Where the hell are you?" She asked immediately I picked. "You won't believe me if I told you.""Surprise me." She said. "I'm at Buford's office, waiting for him to show. Just cause I got here a minute late, he's torturing me by making me wait hours." "Oh my God, Mads. For real? What the hell? What have you been doing since then? Just sitting around waiting for his royal assholiness?" I giggled at the title. Why had I never thought of that? "Scrolling through Pinterest, I tried to watch a movie, but I'm way too pissed and uncomfortable." "Do you want me to come there and keep you company?" She asked. She was the best friend anyone could ask f
Lucian."You don't own me. Sir" the whispered out statement was my undoing. I didn't know what was happening to me and I wasn't sure I liked it, but neither could I stop it. Madison Lane had woven a spell over me, one that was impossible for me to resist. I didn't know what it was about her. I had encountered beautiful women of course. Beautiful, experienced women that knew exactly how to wrap a man around their finger and bring him to his knees. They had tried, but their efforts had been wasted on me. And yet here, I was, being brought down to my knees by this slip of a thing. This tiny, too young, woman who stared at me with wide, doe like, innocent eyes. There was something about her that called to me. Something about her that was so irresistible to me. She was beguiling. It was the only word I could think that even began to encompass the way Madison made me feel. And dammit, I hated it. I hated what she did to me. I hated this power she had over me. And I hated her a little for
Maddie.I raced across the campus as fast as my legs could carry me. My head blaring danger signals at me the whole time. What had I done? Oh God. What would have happened if we had been caught? And more frighteningly, why did I want to run back and kiss him again? I dialed Gia immediately. "Hey, did you end up-""I kissed him." I cut her off urgently. "You did not!" She gasped, sounded way too delighted for my liking. "Gia! This is serious." I groused. "I know. Why do you think I'm currently grabbing my purse and making my way back to the apartment? I have to hear this in person. Oh my God, this is gold. You've made my day." "I'm glad this is entertaining for you." I grumbled. "Extremely. See ya soon." I hung up on the sound of her roaring laughter. It was official, I didn't have a best friend anymore. I was disowning Gia, ASAP. I walked into our apartment, into our bedroom and collapsed face down on the bed on top of a pile of clothes. Probably ones Gia had tried on and d
Maddie. Hours later and I can't seem to fall asleep, my brain too wired to manage three seconds of shut eye. My heart hasn't stopped racing since that kiss and well, I was going to give myself a heart attack at age twenty. Wouldn't that be a way to go, I thought wryly. Killed by a kiss. With a sigh, I climbed out of bed and made my way to the kitchen. There had to be some milk somewhere around here. Mum used to give me milk when I was much younger and couldn't sleep and it always worked like a charm. I searched through the bare pantry and eventually found a carton in the fridge. I checked the expiry date. A week ago. I groaned and tossed it in the trash. I had no intention of dealing with food poisoning for the sake of sleep. With an irritated sigh, I decided that I'd just as well study. That'd put me faster to sleep than anything else. I'd find the most boring subject I could think of and read it. Mind made up, I quietly made my way back to the room and grabbed my laptop before t
Maddie. I was supposed to be doing research for a paper that was due the next day, but instead, my mind kept replaying both that kiss and Lucian's words from the other day. My stupid brain had even gone right ahead to interpose the two, so it was Lucian growling the words at me in between our kisses in my mind now. I tried hard to concentrate. I really tried. I plugged in soothing music, I fixed my eyes on the books I'd collected from the shelves over two hours ago, and yet nothing. It was getting late and I should really be packing up and getting home since it wasn't safe for me to walk in the dark across campus but I hated the thought of leaving here without achieving anything. It meant that all the time I had spent here was a waste of time. Another thing that was distracting me was my phone that was annoyingly silent. For some reason, I kept refreshing my mail waiting for another illicit message from Professor Buford, but so far, nada. Not only that, but he had been completely