Ch. 135 Prayer

Reegan’s POV

I was currently laying on the floor of Kat’s closet, snuggling into her pillow and surrounded by the scent from her clothes. It had become my go-to spot for those times when my need for her became so desperate that I had to close my eyes, breathe in her intoxicating smell and pretend she was standing next to me. Delusional, I know. But it was the only thing preserving the tenuous thread to my sanity.

Admittedly, I’d made some pretty poor choices in my life followed by some extreme periods of self-loathing because of them. However, I’d never lost the will to live until I’d given my whole heart and soul to my mate only to have her leave me due to my own failure to protect her from my past.

Now, the only thing keeping me going was the slim hope that I could still fix this. If she never took me back, it would kill me. But, I couldn’t walk away without doing everything in my power to make her understand that she was loved and wanted beyond words and she never deserved to b