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07. Difficulties
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"Wish I could, I could've said goodbyeI would've said what I wanted toMaybe even cried for youIf I knew it would be the last timeI would've broken my heart in two."Nandini's voice was dripping with longing pleas for love as she sang these lines and completed the song looking down. Her voice was screaming, "Please, Manik, love me once. Please love me, hold me as yours just once. I will be blessed with your single touch, my burning heart will relieve."But Manik didn't care. He didn't care that someone was singing in his love. Someone whose heart was burning to ashes with all his ignorance.Manik, he was sitting there at a little distance from Nandini with his laptop on his leg, preparing some important design with the frowns covering his forehead. He acted as if his complete attention was on his work. He couldn't hear, if anyone was singing in fronRelated chapters
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“Nandini….” A very familiar voice hit her ears, making her smile.Nandini turned behind only to see Manik waving at her from the other side of the road. She too waved back at him with a bright smile.She was waiting for Manik to pick her up after work. She was working as a full time model now. Mainly Nandini worked for Zoya’s fashion house and other renowned fashion houses.Soon Manik came to Nandini’s side as the signal turned green. He ran near her and took her in a hug.“Did I make you wait too long?” He asked while breaking the hug and an apologetic smile on his face.
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The next few days passed in a jiffy and the events happened very quickly. Kabir fixed Nandini’s marriage with Arjun. He didn’t have to put much effort in this. Dua and Arjun were very much eager for the alliance, so as soon as Kabir and Pallavi asked for their opinion, they agreed immediately.That day Kabir caught Nandini with Manik. He saw them hugging each other. Looking at them, it didn’t take him much time to realize they had a deeper relationship than what he knew till now. He got to know what Pallavi was trying to keep away from him.Kabir didn’t say anything to Manik but slapped Nandini. It was the first time he raised hand on his beloved daughter. He slapped her so hard that it left a scar on her cheek. At first, both of them were startled but once they got back to reality, they tried to m
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A month passed…..It’s been a month already since that dreadful day, dreadful night more precisely. It says right time waits for none because after Manik left that day, nothing stopped. Everything was going on according to their own flow as if he never existed there in that house. Only Nandini was soaking in his absence. She lost count of the time, she went to Manik’s room with a hope that maybe he would be there only, all this was a dream. But it was the saddest reality of her life that she couldn’t escape.It was Rudra and Zoya’s wedding today. They didn’t plan to get married so soon but Zoya's stomach ache had worsened that's why the wedding had to be preponed. Everything was happening in a hurry.Kabir was still unsure abo
An Illicit Affair 68. Face the Reality
The night passed and the morning sun had started to shine. A lot of things have changed along with the end of the night.Pallavi was trying to calm her mind and raging heart. She was sitting in front of the God's idol of their home as if she was seeking some help. Her mind was completely restless. She didn't know what to do to relax herself. After a long while, it seemed almost impossible for her to sit there anymore. Her head was pounding so was her heart. She felt the inner side of her head was tearing apart due to stress and pain.She might have felt better if she could grab some sleep but that was not possible at that moment. She had something more important to take care of which couldn't wait. Pallavi couldn't take it off her mind until she found a way out or did something to solve the issue.
An Illicit Affair 67. First or Last Night in His Room 18+
Nandini was feeling extremely shy to come in front of Manik like this but she was not ready to deprive herself from getting this happiness. She stood in front of him silently, eagerly waiting to hear Manik's reaction. After a while, she heard his hoarse voice. "What have you done, jaan." "Don't I look good?" Nandini whispered in a trembling voice. Her eyes didn't leave Manik's even for a moment as if he would vanish if she looked away. Manik looked at Nandini from head to toe once again. His eyes stuck at the mole on her chest. The dark mole could be seen clearly on her white skin. He didn't have the strength to look away. She was the epitome of beauty and he had to accept it once again, seeing her like this. Her appearance was awakening the desires in him, he was having a hard time to keep his hormones in control. "I feel like eating you raw. I didn't want this, Nandini. You're making it different for me. What shall I do?" He gritted his teeth, trying to hold himself back. Nandin
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Nandini was making their dinner. She liked to cook for themselves when she and Manik were alone. Also she gave a leave to the butlers after evening. So, she was alone at home, waiting for Manik to return. She was almost done with her work. As soon as she turned off the flame, the doorbell rang. While wiping her hands, she knew it was Manik as it was already the time of his arrival. Nandini went to open the door with a bright smile. Though Manik was dead tired still he smiled, seeing her. He couldn't deny, he felt better seeing her smiling face. "Good evening, baby." Manik walked inside after pecking on Nandini's forehead. He was stunned to see her in the night dress. "Good evening. How was your day?" Nandini went behind Manik after closing the door. "Tiring." "You go and freshen up. I'll set the table till then." "Have you given leave to the butlers again?" Manik asked in disbelief. Nandini nodded her head positively. "Nandini, you can't give them an off every other day. I'm s
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Days were passing in a flow, so was Manik and Nandini's relationship. They were happy in their own little world. It was like other usual days. Nandini's college was closed due to winter vacation. Though Nandini had vacation, Manik was very busy with some projects, so he failed to take out time for her. But he was going to submit the project today, then he would be free. She was alone at home while her parents were out at work, so she gave leave to the butlers as Manik promised her to be back by 1. She didn't want anyone to disturb them when they spent time together after so long. Once the butlers left, Nandini decided to cook the lunch for themselves. She could have asked the butlers to make it before leaving but she wanted to do it. After cleaning her room, she started her work to prepare lunch. Manik entered the house exactly at 1, he found the hall empty. So, he walked upstairs directly. He freshened up and changed into casuals. When he came down again, he heard some sound from
An Illicit Affair 63. Whatever You Want Me To Be 16+
"Nandini, go and check if Manik will join us for dinner tonight. Your dad won't be home tonight." Mom instructed me while tasting the dish she was making. It's been a few days since we were back from our flat as the week was over and my parents were returning. I don't know why but it hurt a lot when I was stepping out of the flat. The entire week was no less than a dream to me. It was only me and Manik there. The way Manik planned surprises for me, all these felt to be a dream. I felt I was living my dream. I always dreamt of having my own house with Manik and me and our babies. The whole week I couldn't think of anything else which made me want to live there forever. I didn't have the heart to return but I didn't have any other options. Maybe I became greedy after spending so much time with Manik in the last few days. Because I didn't like staying away from Manik anymore, I only felt like running to him and being in his arms. In short, I wanted to be around him the way I was but it
