For the past eight weeks, I followed the same ritual; Wake-up early to have a lesson on controlling my emotions and manage my strength but mostly my lessons consist of managing my temper-that was really short these days.
Then, off to school, my main aim there is to dodge Eric. And go to classes as usual. The dodging went well except for my biology class, I skipped that class as much as possible or took a seat next to anyone whose partner was not there that day. I just didn’t know how to handle him yet or how to control my emotions around him, even with my training. When I saw him and our eyes met accidently, I could feel the horrible red tint on my cheeks that gave away everything. I could feel that warm touch and his soft lips, and I would wish for the briefest moment that I could feel that again before dragging myself back to reality and away from him. After school, I run home, and then my physical training starts. I had to learn how to yield my weapons, dodge an upcoming weapon, and shoot a bow and arrow. How to defend myself and attack. I had a lot of work to strengthen myself, and I was much too slow for my own liking. I pushed myself and forced myself beyond my own limits. Justine didn’t go to school like she was planning on so I didn’t learn about our history as often as I wished I could but I did learn some of our ways and more on how we lived. Justine soothed my worried questions by saying that I would learn this at school. I didn’t say it out loud, but I couldn’t understand how I would learn this at school when human schools didn’t even know about Pantelleria or the ‘magical creatures’. Of course, it crossed my mind that there would actually be a school at Pantelleria, but I didn’t ask Justine to confirm my suspicion because, truthfully, I didn’t want to know. And to continue schooling after my 18th birthday....well, that thought just made me sick. I sat down on the grass, not exhausted but tired. Justine, on the other hand, looked exhausted. I studied her carefully and then asked: “Am I ready to go home?” I was tired of this shit hole. There had to be more out there. She steadily controlled her breathing and then answered the same old question. “Yes. You are ready to go home.” My heart felt like jumping out of my chest, but a silent part mourned for things I refused to think of. This will be my past. It will be a distant memory I will try to ignore. “When do we leave?” “Tomorrow at twilight.” She answered after thinking a second or two. I was about to jump up from joy when it hit me. “Twilight, why twilight?” She smiled knowingly. “Because you have to go to school tomorrow…” I suppressed a groan. “You have to sign out. After school, we will have to sharpen and clean all the weapons and pack.” “How do we get there?” It hit me. I didn’t know a lot about Pantelleria, just the necessary. It scared the hell out of me, but it couldn't be worse than this place, and at least my father would be there. “I’m leaving in an hour to go get everything ready. I will be back when you get home from school tomorrow. We will then walk to the forest to the borderline. There is a little village and from there we will take the horses, over the borderline and home.” “Sweet, what village?” I said satisfaction and fear running through my body. I have always loved horses. The freedom and peace you felt around them was one of the best feelings in the world. She smiled sweetly. She ignored the question. Then she got up and disappeared into the house. I leaned back for a while, just breathing and staring up at the clouds. After about twenty breaths, I grabbed the nearest weapon, a sword. With all my speed and strength, I started wielding. Not long after, Justine called me in for dinner. Peter, Ratchel, and Niomi went on a spa vacation to soothe poor Ratchel and get her mind of her disfigured-not broken anymore- nose. It didn’t matter to them that she is missing school because her looks were so much more important. I wonder how Niomi- my mom told me she is not my mom anymore, so I shouldn’t call her mom. If I could recall correctly, she said: “I am not your mother. No one as ugly, misshapen and that is a psychopathic slut is a daughter of mine.”- would feel if she returned to an empty house. When I sat down at the table, I could feel I was exhausted and sweaty. I only stared at the plate in front of me. I didn’t feel like eating at all. Justine must have seen it in my expression because she excused me from the table and sent me to bed. I literally dragged myself up the stairs. All I wanted to do was fall on my bed and sleep, but I needed a shower. I stood in my room, indecisive. The bed called me so seductively, but I could smell myself. I reeked. I dragged myself to the shower reluctantly. After my quick shower, I fell on my bed and pulled the covers tightly around me. I drifted to sleep instantly. I actually woke up before my alarm introduced a new day, well rested and ready for the day ahead. Since there was an hour left before I actually needed to get up, I decided to take a long bubble bath. It was relaxing, and I enjoyed it except for a few thoughts that kept shuffling their way into my mind. I thought about my mom and that I just never could be enough for her. It hurt, but I pushed that away. I was used to it. I just pulled my black tank top over my head when I heard a knock on the door. I was about to run downstairs to get the door when I heard Justine saying she would get it. I was more than a little confused because I thought she would be gone already. She could not be back already. No that’s too soon. I heard a ruffle that indicated that she was putting on her jacket. Another knock vibrated through the house. “Coming.” She replied to it. There was a third and fourth knock before she swung the door open. I realized then that I was standing around like a moron when I should be getting ready. When I heard who Justine was talking to, I quickly pulled a brush through my hair and tied it up in a high pony tail. I ran down the stairs, grabbed my backpack, and ran to Justine. I pulled her into a tight bear hug and whispered in her ear so softly that he couldn’t possibly hear. “Don’t worry I’ll handle this. Pack so long I’ll be back soon.” Then I slipped out and closed the door behind me. I looked him in the eyes, and with a pleading whisper, I asked him: “Eric, what do you want?” I didn’t really want an answer. I just wanted this over with so that I can move on. He looked sad and a little confused. I could see he was holding his breath, and with a big sigh, he let it out. Then he exploded: “I’m sorry, okay. That is all I seem to do is apologies to you. I know I told you I wouldn’t make a fool out of you again, and I did. I have been ruining your life along with the others since I can remember. You have the right to hate me or never talk to me and avoid me like you have been doing these past few weeks. I can’t stand this anymore. “After I kissed you that first time at the last dance I realized I liked you and then…” his eyes were searching now and he started talking faster as if it will take away the edge I heard in his voice. He gestured to me. “Then you come back looking like this. I couldn’t understand at first, but I thought you had changed that you would be like all those other girls, but you didn’t. That made me like you even more.” “And then when it seemed like you were going to forgive me, I did it again…” Suddenly, he looked fierce. “I’m a bastard. I am sorry. I am sorry I did all these things to you and I’m sorry I kissed you…you know what, I am not sorry I kissed you because I realized how I felt about you and now that I know how I feel about you , you are leaving.” “If you are leaving because of me, please don’t, I am sorry.” He actually looked remorseful, and tears were welling up in his eyes now. (I am so confused. Was it really supposed to be this hard?) I stood motionless because I mostly didn’t know what to do now. I wanted to hug him, but I knew I shouldn’t because it would complicate things. But since I am Miss complicated I pulled him into a tight embrace. When I realized how tight the grip was and that I was most likely suffocating him, I pulled away, but he wasn’t done yet because he pulled me back into the hug. After a few seconds, he asked; “So does this mean you forgive me and that you will stay?” Hope coloured his voice, and for a minute, I wanted to give him anything he asked for. That second, I just wanted to leave everything and stay with him. I sighed and answered. “No, Eric I’m still leaving, but I do forgive you.” I felt his embrace weaken, and then his arms fell to his side. He hesitantly took a step back, and his eyes was not meeting mine. “Why can’t you stay?” he asked like a little boy. I didn’t answer him immediately. After a few heart beats, he looked up. There were tears in his eyes. (I can’t believe this is happening) “You are not making this any easier.” I didn’t mean to say it out loud, but I must have because his gaze met mine instantly. We stared at each other when he said “Nia, can I come with you?” he shifted his weight, realizing he said it out loud. Then, he decided to go ahead with what he wanted to say. “I have waited too long for this feeling we share, and I really don’t want to let it go.” My heart started beating faster, and by the look on his face, it must be beating out loud. “Eric, I’m sorry but you can’t go with me and I can’t stay. I have to go and as a matter of fact I want to go.” I said slowly, judging every word I spoke, and then I decided to end this. Whatever this was. I met his gaze before pulling him into a tight embrace. He must have known it was coming because he held me tighter and closer than before. “Goodbye Eric may all be well, and you be blessed.” I whispered before pulling away from the embrace and turned on my heals. I walked away at a fast pace, but soon I was jogging away. It took everything in me not to turn around and go back to him. I wished I could go home, but I needed to finish this chapter in my life. It was time. I only stopped when I was in front of the office, tears still streaming down my face. I felt sick to my stomach, and physically, my heart hurt. I sat down in one of the chairs, my hands cupping my soaked, warm cheeks. (Why did this have to happen now? Why should everything be so damned complicated? Why did he have to tell me now? Do I feel the same? Yes, I do, but I shouldn’t…) “Zinnia?” Mr Gaustav saved me from my own thoughts. “Yes sir?” I instantly wiped the tears from my face and forced a smile, but it probably didn’t work because he came and sat next to me. “Is something wrong? Do you feel ill or something?” I couldn’t help but study him; he was young and pretty sexy with his dark brown eyes, dark hair, and big bone structure. Then I got snapped back by the question. “No sir, nothing’s wrong I’m just here to sign out.” “Sign out. Why, are you leaving?” He looked interested. “Yes sir, I’m moving to my dad.” He looked a little puzzled but then answered smoothly. “Oh okay, but all the best to you, and may you have a bright future.” Then he stood up and walked away. “Bye sir, may all be well in your future.” I stood up and went over to the desk. After signing out and going through all the procedures and paperwork, classes were already running, and I didn’t feel like going to any classes or facing Eric. There wasn’t anyone I wanted to greet or that I would think of if I thought of this place. I decided to skip all the classes and go home. Justine must be out getting everything ready because the house was deserted. I was glad that I had time to get my thoughts together before we had to leave. So I went to my room and started packing the last stuff I wanted to take with me. Surprisingly, it was only a few of my favorite shirts and a pair of pants. The rest I didn’t feel the need to take with me and most of them wouldn’t even fit me anymore. Justine said I couldn’t pack too much anyway because we can’t take too much, and the royal tailor would make me clothes, but I refused to leave these pieces behind. (It fits perfectly, okay). After packing, I took my sword and went outside to practice a bit while I was waiting for Justine to return. Before I started I studied my sword for the thousands time. It was actually very beautiful. It was silver with a blue reflection. On the blade was engraved; my daughter. It was engraved in a beautiful cursive font, above the scripture was an infinity symbol made of sapphires. The hilt was very comfortable in my hand, and the sword itself felt like an extension of my arm. The length and build of the sword were perfect. I suddenly burst into a frenzy of hits, swirls, and blows. I just pushed myself into the fastest blow I could manage when I heard a gasp from behind me. The blood in my veins froze. The sword inches away from the person. I slowly turned my head towards the person, who was almost sliced in two, hoping it wasn’t Eric. I released a sigh of relief when I saw it was only my mother. (My mom! What is she doing back? They were not supposed to be back yet. O no, my day can not get more complicated.) I started studying the lawn, and my weapons were scattered all over because I wanted to start cleaning them before Justine arrived. When my eyes reached the gate, my heartbeat sped up instantly. I didn’t know why tears were running down my cheeks, while my heart was pounding excitedly at the sight of him. I was so angry at myself for not being more careful. Eric stood there staring. Shock filled his expression first, and then his expression changed. I couldn’t understand, but excitement, disgust, disappointment, and joy all at the same time played across his face. I have never before seen him wear an expression like that. (Well, no shit Sherlock. He most probably hasn’t seen someone wield a sword in less than probably a second.) I wanted to say something, but what do you say, how do you explain it to someone who isn’t supposed to know? “Well, are you going to great or kill me?” My mom said sarcastically. (The second option sounded really tempting at this very moment.) I turned around facing her and placed my sword in its sheath. I gave her a heart-warming smile and said: “Good day moth…” The disgusted look on her face made me stumble a bit. “Good day Niomi, how are you.” “I’m fine thanks; the trip was just wonderful and so needed. Ratchel is feeling so much better, but they went to go get us some pizza for tonight.” She turned around, and before she disappeared inside the doors, she yelled over her shoulder. “The bags are in the car. Go pack it out.” I looked after her shell-shocked and bewildered. I slowly sat on the ground, closed my eyes, and breathed very slowly. Like Justine taught me how, when I feel like flipping out. I was forgetting something but I couldn’t remember what, when my heart started flattering again, I remembered. I opened my eyes seeing what I forgot sitting in front of me. He didn’t smile or frown nothing; he only had this dead expression on his face. Not knowing what to do. I started fidgeting and looking everywhere except at him, avoiding his eyes desperately. He suddenly took both my hands into his and said bluntly: “Stop.” He held my hands there, and I didn’t try to pull it out of his grip. Then he cleared his throat, and with one hand, he took something out of his pocket, still holding my hands in his. He turned one of my hands around, my palm facing upwards. He hesitantly placed an object in my hand.Your majesty. King Nicolai. King Nicolai!” I heard my old friend William coming down the hall - well William is still very young, but he has lived and worked with me for more than a hundred years. William barged in and took a low, deep bow, “King Nicolai…”“William I have told you countless times to call me Nicolai.” I said, smiling at him.“What news do you bring?” he looked overjoyed when he said: “Your m- Nicolai. Justine contacted me. They will be arriving this evening.”“Oh William, that is wonderful news you bring. My daughter is coming home. I jumped up and went over to the balcony. I could see curious faces staring up at me; “Everyone, I bring wonderful tidings, my daughter; your future queen is coming home, tonight!” I smiled at the cheering that came to me from below. Then, I disappeared back into the room and clasped my hands together.“How wonderful my daughter is coming home. William, please start to get everything ready for her return. Everything must be perfect. Remem
(That old fool! It is time for the rightful queen to take her place.)The thought lingered in my brain, fuelling my anger, that was already at boiling point. I knew this day would come, and I am glad it is finally here. I was getting fed up with waiting anyway. Where was that damned child of mine? I sent for her hours ago. She knows not to let me wait. I could hear her footsteps at that very moment. Before my anger got the best of me. Then she silently stepped into the room, closing the door behind her. “The time has finally come, am I right, mother?” When she turned to face me, I saw the look of satisfaction on her face.“Yes, my daughter, the time has come, and soon you will be queen.” I said, smiling at my daughter.“Oh, mother, it will be perfect.” She purred. “The vampires will rule this pathetic kingdom once more. All the elves and good for nothing shape shifters will be where they belong, our slaves or in their graves.“Mother I can see it already. It will be vampire lan
It didn’t seem like he knew what I was talking about. Then he pulled away breathlessly. “Already, I didn’t think that it would be so soon.” the words rushed out as he exhaled. I knew that it was a rhetorical question, but I answered him anyway.“Yes, my love. If you don’t want to do it, you don’t have to, but it will mean that we will never be able to truly be together.”I turned around dramatically, hunching my shoulders to make it a bit more realistic. I didn’t need this fool to spoil my plans. Especially not now when I was so close.As I knew he would, he came up to me and took me into his arms. It was comfortable and strong, but it discussed me to be so close to an elf. Eventhough I have been married to one for all these years, it was always just a means to an end. I reminded myself that this was also a means to THE end and that it would be over....very soon. Even with this reassurance, I couldn’t keep the revoltion from shivering through my body. When I felt his finger under my
"Mother, can she hurt you?" She asked, confused, baffled by my response to her insults to that hateful creature."Yes, unfortunately, she can." I whispered back, reluctant to admit my weakness."How is that possible, Mother? Who...whom can't she hurt?"I was most definitely no mood to play teacher. To defend my pride, I decided to explain to her; "She can not hurt your grandmother because she is older. You know strength lies within age. Jessamy is a few decades older than I am...""Actually, a millennium dear..." I swirled around at the sound of her mocking voice. "... Have your mother not told you that I was your fathers first love before she came into the picture."I heard the mocking tone in her voice. She didn't have a shrill, high-pitched voice you would imagine if you looked at her for the first time but that husky - I have a secret, come hither - girls voice that drove men wild with lust. I hated that tone in her voice so much. "Really, mother, is that the truth?" I could
She is gone. Now that Zinnia was gone, I could feel the empty place inside of me that I never even knew existed. How could she mean so much to me? It frustrated me to the cold, bitter core of my being. I should have told her that I wanted to go with her but after what I saw I didn't know what I wanted. Now that she is already gone, I know for sure that I would follow her to the end of the world if that is where she wanted to go. On the other hand, I am not sure whether or not I would follow her beyond the end of the world, and according to what I witnessed, she wasn't part of this world anymore. The human world. (Could it really be true? No, it couldn’t. It shouldn't, but... If it was true, is she really going Ťhere?!) "Sick joke!" I yelled to the heavens above. "Who are you talking to, dude?" I jumped around, ready to attack, because for that instant, I let my guard down. "Dude, seriously, you should cut that shit out. You look like a diseased animal, and it's like
At last, I was home, I banged the door behind me and slid down to the floor. "How can I be so pathetic?" "Eric...what's wrong dear?" I saw Johanna hurrying towards me from the kitchen. Her face was as white as snow, worry written on every line. "Hey, Nanna, I'm sorry. It's nothing to worry about." I said, trying to reassure her. I laid my head upon my knees to hide the guilty feeling so very obviously coloring my face and neck. I felt her hands gripping my biceps, and she pulled me up. She didn't loosen her grip till I was seated on the couch. She gave me a look to say stay and then disappeared back into the kitchen. She entered the living room carrying two cups filled with a thick, scarlet substance. "Drink it will make you feel a little bit better. It's still fresh and hot. " I took a sip hesitantly before gulping half of it down. I didn’t realise I was that hungry until it touched my tongue. "Now, tell me what is wrong." I stared into those shimmering eyes. She always
I was inside the kitchen in less than a second, ready to protect my grandma from anything threatening to harm her in any way. She was staring at something outside the window and then screamed; "You! What do you want?" I looked to see what she was staring at, and then I saw her. A gasp from my lips echoed my grandmothers. She smiled and disappeared. Then, a soft knock came from the front door. The knock was only slightly audible, but it felt like the vibration went through the entire house and into every fiber of my being. My grandma twirled around and stomped to the front door. She unwillingly swung the door open. She just nodded, and worry filled her expression. "Come in, I'll quickly get us something to drink. You look exhausted and worn out." My grandma was good to anyone, even her enemies. "Thank you, Johanna. I ran all the way from Central City to bring you the news first." I stared at her slack jawed. She came over to me and kissed me on the cheek. "Eric," she nodde
It felt absolutely wonderful to ride again. It is absolute freedom, all things forgotten. No stress, no pressure, no nothing, just you and your magnificent partner galloping, wind flying. That moment when you and your horse become one is the most amazing feeling of unity and trust. A feeling you can get nowhere else, search high or low. I have forgotten just how I loved to ride. The one thing that kept me from enjoying it fully was my thoughts that kept returning to Eric. No matter how much I tried to fill my brain with nothing but my surroundings, he would just pop up out of nowhere. I haven't opened the box that he gave me. I could feel it burn against my thigh, inside my jeans pocket. I wanted to open it, but at the same time, I wanted to get rid of it. To toss it into the bushes or be a drama queen and very dramatically let it fall into the ocean, tears streaming from my eyes. I was too damned nosy, though, and my curiosity overpowered miss’s drama queen as per usual. A sa
When the morning broke, we jumped to work. The wings were still there, and even after hours of work with William, it still didn't go away. William didn't confirm it when I suggested that I was stuck, but he did say that we should take a break. I didn't tell them, but I had the nagging suspicion that something went wrong with that ass hats spell, and that is why I couldn't shift, but I was under the spell for a very long time. So maybe just maybe in time I will get...unstuck. For now, I had to get used to these damned things. William and Thentos contacted all the people who were willing to fight on our side. No one was forced or cohorts into fighting with us. We amazingly had about two hundred willing warriors from all species and races who joined our ranks, even vampires who did not agree with Victorianna's future or the manner of getting there. I found out the entire family of the little girl deflected from Victorianna's side after they found out what happened to their dau
Thentos looked at me confused, I pointed to my head, trying to tell him that whoever it was was speaking inside my head. William raised his finger to get our attention and pointed to the woods. There was a figure just at the border. "Zzz-i-n-n-ia, I know you're there." This time, he said it aloud. "Come out and play." A young girl came running out of the jungle. Blood was streaming down her face. Tears, she was a young vamp girl, and she was crying. Her eyes focused on me. Fear, hurt, and betrayal flickered through her eyes. I needed to do something, she was suffering and I needed to do something about it. "There is a playmate for you. Come out and play. You are, in a matter of fact, a mere child." The voice sounded sarcastic. Before the girl reached us, a black tentical closed around her wrist. She screamed out in pain, and the scent of flesh burning could be smelt. Blood started dripping from the area. Purple marks started appearing around the tentical. I started
I pulled away slightly to look into those beautiful warm eyes. "Hey baby," I said, smiling He kissed me on the forehead, and I could see the relief in his eyes. Underneath all that was pain. I could see that he didn't want to talk about it. That was good because neither did I. I had too many questions, and now was not the time or place for it. "I am so glad I found you." He smiled "So now we can elope." He teased. "Come on darling, let's run away forever." I went along with it. We turned away and ran. Ran till we reached the gates he turned to me suddenly and seriously. The whole way, we were silent, not talking about what happened to any of us or what I saw or what I would find. "Nia." He turned to me. "I need to warn you." "Don't." I whispered because I knew what he would say. I knew he would try to warn me about William being in mourning for his mate and baby. How our world has changed. I could feel the evil and darkness in the air, just standing at th
My breath caught in my throat. I couldn't believe this. I wanted to pounce him and ravage him, but I couldn't. This beast was Victorianna's son. When will the act stop? When will he change from the knight in shining armor back to the monster he allegedly is? I couldn’t tell him I knew and I couldn't tell him I might be in love with him too (OMF! Where the hell did that come from? You don't love him! You should be in love with Eric, but....no! I am seriously suffering from Stockholm Syndrome!""I..." I stopped his eyes were waiting for my answer. Longing filled them, and I knew my answer would most probably cause my death.(You have nothing to loose.) The thaught hit me. I suppressed it at first, but it came back. (It's true you can't return to your mother. You don't have a father, and you're considering your feelings for Eric and Enrickio. Justine just died.)I pondered about it for a while. (I have Thentos and William....who need me now....or do they?)I took a deep bre
He led me to the garden cabin behind the house. Inside was a young girl clenching her side in pain. Blood seeped through her fingers because of her wound. I would know this girl anywhere; "Shila?"Her white-haired head shot up at the sound of my voice. I could see the longing in her faded green eyes. It made me want to disappear. She disgusted me. Her fragile demeanor will at first trick you into wanting to protect her. Wanting to love and get to know her, but once you do, she changes into a bloodthirsty monster."Thentos." She pleaded and started crawling towards me, but the look on my face must have said everything because she stopped and just let her head hung for a second before looking up again."What are you doing here?""I...I ...I was passing by when..." She stuttered at first."Stop lying! Why were you part of the..."I didn't want to say assassination, I wanted to say murder, but I could not get the words out."Because..." She hissed."Because what?" I growled."
He took her from me and disappeared down the corridor to their room. I wasn't sure what to do and I didn't want to leave him alone so I followed him into their room. The baby was asleep on their bed between two pillows, and he was busy running bath water in the onsuite. "What is her name?" I asked, wanting to make conversation. I could not stand quiet. "I haven't decided yet. She always wanted to name our first born Zinnia out of respect, but I always liked Jennavive." "Why Jennavive?" "Her full names were Justine Jenavive Dijon." The longing for her could be heard as he said her name. "She wanted to call her Zinnia out of respect for the king?" I confirmed. "Yes, may his soul rest in peace." He whispered the latter. I wondered as I stared into the innocence of her face. The poor baby had no idea what she had lost and what was to come next. In a way, I envied her peaceful innocence. "Jennavive Nicole Dijon, Nia Jennavive Dijon, Zinnavive Justine..." I trailed off a
The attack was quick and efficient. There was definitely an inside man or women involved in this attack. I made another round and counted a total of 9 bodies from the attackers and 5 of our own dead and one of our own wounded. I returned to Zinnia's room, and what I came upon was a nightmare right out of a horror movie. I would never forget the sight for as long as I might live. William was holding the cold, limp Justine. He was covered in blood and mumbling some incantation over and over again. He turned towards me as I opened the door, and I felt helpless. His eyes were begging me to do something to help in some way, but there was nothing I could do. It was just not possible. There was no weapon or body close to her, I couldn't understand what could have possibly ripped her stomach open like that. Her throat was also slashed open to ensure the death of the mother and infant.I looked up at Williams, begging eyes and suddenly, his eyes went wide, and he instantly rippe
I felt the shiver run down my spine, which indicated someone was trying to communicate with me. I haven't felt that shiver in so long. On the one hand, it confirmed that the magic was fading, and I was starting to get my magic back, but on the other hand, I hated this way of communicating. It is like a gun you hold to your head to pull the trigger that separates your body from your mind. What made it worse for me was the fact that I never knew who to expect, I knew that as you get used to it there is ways to tell who it is but I was not at the caller ID stage yet. I was also not at the stage where I could decline the incoming call, as yet. Before I knew it, I was in my fathers house again. I was in my room. I was not prepared for what I saw. Justine was sitting on my bed, and she looked like she swallowed a basketball. I knew I was gapping, but I was struggling to find words, and then someone hugged me from behind. I spinned around, only to find Thentos grinning at me. He
"Evening son." I could hear the suspicious tone in my mothers voice, coming from the darkness. I looked around and saw she was in her room. There was only one reason for this summons. "Evening mother." I greeted her."How are you?" (Cut the crap) I thought to myself, she has never cared for one of us. She was stalling or buying time. "Same as always." I shrugged. "Is the job done?" I could hear the threat behind her words. (No mother, I fell for the girl that I had to kill. But guess what, I won't be killing her. I will be taking her with me, and we are going to disappear. Somewhere, no one will find us. I haven't told her yet, but I don't think she will have a problem with it, even though she probably will. So, mom, what do you think of my plan? Do I have your blessing? No, I have never had your blessing for anything, have I...) She interrupted my mental conversation. "Well?" I could hear the supressed anger in her tone. "She is probably dead." I lied. "What?!"