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48. My Queen

Author: Joe Sakura
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Lucan

I thought I already lost her.

I thought I’ll never have the chance to be with her again let alone be forgiven by her.

I thought I’m going to hate my Delta for the rest of his treacherous days and even thought of banishing him from Blood Moon.

I thought I’ll never be able to suck these luscious lips again.

Nasrin moaned as I continued to suck her lips dry. Our once sweet, innocent filled with longing kiss turned into a lustful craze kiss.

I wanted this moment to relish our feelings for each other. I wanted for once, to just touch her, hold her, kiss her lips and all parts of her face, to be sweet with her so I could show her how much I missed her. How much I’ve longed for her in the most gentlemanly way possible.

Time seemed to stretch and the world vanished into a distant memory. It’s just her, I and our longing for each other. My desire overpowered hers, of course. I have missed her so damn much that it put a hole in my chest.

This only proves that I could never control mysel
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Here’s your gem as promised.
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I’m so happy that they were honest with each other. I’m happy they’re together again.
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