*Jonas*
I breathe in, calming my anger and telling myself that I should not be too sassy, it is probably best if I stay on his good side.
The man looks dangerous, and even if he had clearly felt bad about searching me against my will, I am not really doubting that he might hurt me if he feels it is needed to protect his pack.
‘I bet his wolf is dangerous too … and huge,’ Cana whispers in a weird tone I can’t really read.
I shake my head internally. ‘What does that even matter ?’
‘Just saying,’ He chuckles like it is somehow fun, like I have time for his shenanigans.
If you can call this a pack, I mean they are rogues, rejected by their own packs.
Teasing him is a dangerous game, and I know it.
I need to make him think he needs me, so he won’t hurt me too badly, as long as he believes I am a security and that I might possess valuable knowledge, he should be wanting to keep me safe.
But how do I do this ? Is it best to deny knowing anything ? Or do I risk he will believe me and decide he doesn’t need to protect me. What will he do to me if he decides I am not really useful. I have heard rumours of this savage King and what his preferences are … a warm flash creeps up my spine at the thought.
I will start with denial.
‘Be careful.’ Cana warns me.
“You have the wrong person if it’s info you seek, they don’t confide in me,” I have a strong feeling he won’t believe me, but I am not lying, yes we talked on the matter, but no actual plans were discussed and the ideas my father had talked to them about has not been shared with me.
“God !” His laugh comes out as a bark. “Is that really the best you can come up with little Alpha ?”
I give a small shrug. “I can’t really force you to believe me”.
“You are extremely sassy and confident for someone who is a prisoner and dependent on my mercy.”
He might be right on that, but if I roll over like a lap dog he will just see me as easy prey. “I just have a problem with being enslaved, bound and tied to a bedpost.” I let out a huff. “And most of all with having your hands all over me.”
Cana’s voice sounds in my mind. ‘He does have nice hands though … big, strong and …’
‘Shut it,’ I can not deal with my wolf’s weirdness right now.
Looking almost in pain he closes his eyes for a moment. Then as they open his eyes are stern and uncompromising yet again.
“Okay, I will try again … do you have anything you wish to tell me voluntarily ?” He says with a voice that is just one nudge to sweet to make me feel comfortable.
“Sorry, I have nothing.” I give him a small shrug.
His eyes narrow in on me. “Maybe a few days here alone with no food and water will get your memory in gear and your mouth running ?”
“You plan on starving me ?”
Now he shrugs. “I have broken men much stronger than you.”
Okay this was not part of the plan. I was sure he would yell at me and most likely hit me, I even took into consideration that he would do unspeakable and humiliating things to me, but starve me and withhold water, that I did see coming.
“Oh so my little Alpha does not like the idea of that, I see,” A selfsetisfied smile spread on his full lips.
“Just go … leave me alone,” I huff. I need space to think, to figure out what to do, how to handle this and him. I straighten my back and look in his eyes. “I am starting to feel tired.”
An eyebrow shoots up. “That might very well be, but I am not really feeling like letting you sleep.”
“You don’t need to worry that I will find much comfort, I highly doubt that since I am tied to the bedpost,” I try to hold back the edge of contempt in my voice.
“About that.” He reaches out and with a quick move the cuffs clang against the bedpost and my hands are free.
I look at my wrists. “How did you … never mind, why did you free me ?”
“I felt like it. Also you are unarmed and you have no chance of overpowering me, there is no way for you to escape either. Sleep well little Alpha.”
I feel like picking my jaw off the floor. “You are leaving me here, just like that ?”
“I believe I said ‘sleep well’ I think that insinuates me leaving.” And with this he turns and walks away.
Standing there confused I hear the twin keys locking me in and I can’t help whispering. “Shit Cana, what have we gotten ourselves into here ?”
‘Slavery, possibly of the sexual kind.’ Cana mumbles. ‘Not to,scare you or anything.’
“Thanks for comforting me then,” I press the words out through clenched teeth.
Just then my stomach chooses to rumble loudly and the threat of no food and water echoes in my head. I fear he actually meant that, despite everything he seems a man of his words.
Not knowing what else to do I move to the crude window, thank the Goddess ot isn’t winter or that would leave the room freezing. There is still a small draft though. I look out, definitely too far, even if I could get through the hole it would be pure suicide trying to climb down here.
But I realise something else, there is a small ledge, Maybe if I could find something fitting I can collect some dew and rain, at least I will have a bit to drink. Thirst is much worse than hunger.
On the table I find a small metal container that should work and I place it on the ledge, hoping it won’t get blown down by the wind. I go back to the bed, sitting down.
Suddenly I get this weird feeling.
Slipping off my shoes I get up again, tip toeing on my socks over to the wall that holds the door. Sliding along the wall till I reach the door. Then I bend down and look through the keyhole.
Oh I was so right. A hazel eye is staring back at me from the other side.
“And sleep well too !” I say out loud. Then I pull off my t-shirt and hang it on the doorknob so it blocks his view. That dirty bastard, spying on me. I don’t really want to sleep in my pants, but I am not really comfortable taking them off, who knows if he has other ways to spy on me.
A curse rangs through the hallway outside the door. The footsteps tell me he has finally left.
Feeling sure I am alone I dress down to my underwear and get into bed.
There I lay for a while, just staring at the ceiling and thinking. I feel the breeze from the window again.
I smile to myself and Cana laughs, then I start coughing.
*Jonas*So, I cough all through the night.And when the sun starts rising, sending reddish light into my cell, I am still coughing.Dawn turns to morning and the sky turns bright blue, which I notice when I check on my water collected. It is still there on the ledge but empty, too bad my sore throat could really have used some water. On the other hand it would have soothed it, so probably better for my plan this way.Upside, it has worked just as intended. My voice is completely gone, all I can produce is tiny squeaks.So with a croak that would make any frog jealous the so called King can ask me anything he wants, in my
*Typhon* I am stomping down to the kitchen, huffing with annoyance. Damn, I am getting too old for this. Okay, so thirty-five might not really be old, but going through the things I have, the heartbreak I have suffered, and living as a rogue, it makes you feel ancient. Closing my eyes for a moment I remind myself that it is in the past. I had a mate, he is no longer my mate, he is no longer anything to me but a painful memory. I do not want a repeat, I do not want a new mate, and especially not this little annoying Alpha. Part of me regrets making the exchange, the girls would not have had my emotions in an uproar and my body reeling like this. On the other hand, I can’t help but … what? I am not even really sure.
*Jonas*Okay, so I am enjoying this a bit too much, but so far my plan is working. The arrogant rogue believes that I can’t talk, so for now I can’t really see what he can do.‘I think there is a lot he can do’. Cana mumbles.‘I wish my sore throat and lost voice was passed on to you’. I tell him.I hear my captor’s heavy footsteps move down the hallway and I swallow any trace of my smile, getting ready, so as soon as he unlocks the door I am back to coughing.“I have something for you little Alpha,” His voice is a little too chee
*Typhon*I am staying away from him for the rest of the day. I am angry and annoyed and honestly, I do not trust myself to be near him right now. This little Alpha and his bloody coughing are damn infuriating, but truth is, I am mostly angry with myself and my reaction to him.Why did I imagine kissing him? Running my hands into his soft-looking hair? He might be all cute and innocent looking, but he is a pack Alpha, he is one of those wanting me and my misfits removed from the face of the Earth.Very fitting for my mood, it starts raining as the sun sets and I can’t help thinking that now he will have water in the little container he put outside.I snort and Cerberus chuckles ins
*Typhon*I rake my hand through my hair, a little bit peeved that this annoying little Alpha has made me laugh more in the past day than I have in the past year, “Do you know, if you weren't the enemy, you'd be rather entertaining.”He shrugs.“Have you ever taken the time to consider why packs hate us ? Why we are rogues in the first place ? That we have feelings and hopes and dreams too ?” I stare at him intently. I don’t know why, but I am determined to find a conscience in this guy. He must be able to see our side, I am sure of it.‘He seems smart, and he is funny, and..’
*Typhon*The next morning I make my way down to the kitchen, before heading up to see my ‘guest’. I am going to get him to talk today if it kills me. This nonsense has gone on long enough.When I reach the kitchen Hunter, who is kind of our resident cook, is busy stirringsomething in a soup pot."Good morning, King Ty … Cerberus," He says with a grin.‘I like him,’ My wolf says, ‘He always greets me too.’
*Jonas* He exits the room, slamming the door behind him before twisting the two locks shut with a vicious click that mimics the look he had on his face. I stare at the door and blink. What had that been all about ? The man is as changeable as the wind. One minute I would swear he is actually growing fond of me, and the next … ‘Maybe he struggles with this …,’ Cana starts. I huff, “Do not say mate” ‘…Mate thing,’ He finishes with a cheeky grin. Well, I think, as I reach for the tea and pour myself a cup, he does think I amtraitorous and kinda evil. That ought to explain why he is so often brusque and insulting. Although .. I take a deep sip of the steaming tea and sigh with pleasure ... It doesn't explain why he had kissed me. And it certainly doesn’t explain why I had let him. Let him ? Hell, I hate to admit it, but I enjoyed it. It had been like nothing else I have ever experienced, more like the warmth and security I had known when I was a Young pup and my mother were sti
*Jonas* “Oh dear,” I croak, forgetting that I am supposed to be mute, but I had not expected to see the warrior woman with the hair that looks like flames in red, orange and yellow. “And how the hell long have you had your damned voice back ?” My captor demands. I fiddle with my hands, feeling dumb, "I ... ah ... Not so long, really." “Really, Cerberus,” The woman says, “You might want to mind your language. There is a lady present … and a vulnerable boy.” ‘Hey lady, we are fully grown,’ Cana mutters in an offended tone. “Bugger that !” Typhon all but explodes. “Do you know how much time I've wasted trying to help him regain his voice ?” I swallow nervously. So is his name Typhon, or Cerberus, I am getting confused. Both kinda fit him though. “And …,” He continues in a blaze of fury, “Now when you speak, please answer my questions”. “I don’t really remember …,” I start. He grinds his teeth, “Do not start with me little Alpha, I am not in the mood”. I sigh, wondering how he
*Jonas* Afterwards, I can't decide which part I liked best. Was it the feeling of completeness I felt when we were joined as one when kissing? Was it the primitive rhythm of Typhon's body as he pleasured me? Certainly, I can't discount the explosive climax I'd felt. 'What a wild night, Cana,' I think, addressing my wolf. 'One to remember, Jonas,' Cana replies within my mind, his voice a comforting echo. But now, as I lay in Typhon’s strong arms, the fresh breeze from the window caressing our bodies, I think that this might be the best of all. He is so warm and close, and I can hear his heartbeat as it slows to its normal, sedate pace. I can smell the salt on his skin and the passion in the air. And there is something so right about it all, as if I've waited my whole life just for this moment. 'Can you feel this too, Cana?' I ask, sharing my feeling of rightness with my wolf. 'I feel your happiness, Jonas. It's a warm glow,' Cana responds, his presence a steady anchor within m
*Jonas* I follow Typhon down the dimly lit corridor, the smell of damp earth and moss lingering in the air. The sound of our footsteps echo off the cave walls, creating a soft harmony as we make our way to my room. My heart races in anticipation, and I can feel Cana, my wolf, stirring within me, his excitement palpable. Typhon stops in front of a heavy wooden door, his strong hand resting on the doorknob. Our eyes meet, and I can feel the heat rise in my cheeks. Cana purrs in my mind, ‘Go on, Jonas. He's just as eager as we are.’ As the door creaks open, I step inside, followed closely by Typhon. The room is simple but cozy, with a large bed covered in furs and a small fireplace casting flickering shadows on the walls. Typhon closes the door behind us, muffling the sounds of the pack outside. He walks towards me, his broad shoulders and strong arms making me feel safe and protected. I can't help but be drawn to him, and I reach out to touch his chest, feeling the warmth of his bod
*Typhon* Connor smirks, his eyes cold and calculating. "Typhon, long time no see. I came to inquire about the young Alpha, Jonas, everyone's talking about his disappearance. Rumor has it he might be dead. I thought I would come and see for myself." I clench my fists, my anger rising. "Your presence here is unwelcome, Connor. Jonas is none of your concern any longer." Connor laughs, a cruel sound that sends shivers down my spine. "Oh, but he is my concern, Typhon. You see, he's from my pack. And I have a vested interest in his well-being. Or well, in knowing if we are in need of a new Alpha." I narrow my eyes, trying to decipher the hidden meaning behind his words. Cerberus growls in my head, urging me to attack. But I know better than to let my emotions take control. I need to protect Jonas, and attacking Connor won't help me do that. "Jonas is safe and alive," I say through gritted teeth. "Now leave." Connor's smirk widens, as if he knows something I don't. "Of course, Typhon.
*Jonas* An hour later I am feeling quite refreshed … at least in the physical sense. The crisp forest air holds remarkable restorative properties for the lungs. Unfortunately, it isn't quite as effective with the heart and the head. Do I love Typhon Bloodclaw? I certainly hope so. I would like to think that I wouldn't have behaved in such a wanton manner with a man for whom I didn't feel a deep and abiding affection. I almost laugh out loud, considering how many women I have slept with before not even caring if I know their name. Why is this so different to me? I still can’t believe I had done that … not to mention what would have happened if Hunter hadn’t shown up. I smile wryly. What I ought to be considering is whether Typhon cares for me. I believe he does, at least a little bit. His concern for my welfare the night before had been obvious, and when he kissed me… well, I don’t know very much about kissing another man, but I can sense a hunger in him, and I instinctively know t
*Jonas* “Fine ! Do you want to know why I am upset? Fine. I'll tell you.” I swallow, summoning courage I do not feel. “Did you happen to notice that you compared me to the plague?” Cana huffs, ‘That wasn’t nice.’ “Oh, for the love of…” He bites his lip, presumably to keep himself from cursing in my presence, or maybe from laughing. Not, I think caustically, that that has ever stopped him before. “You must know.” He says. “That I did not mean that literally”. "It still hurts my feelings." I mumble. He stares at me intently. “I will allow that that wasn't the nicest comment I have ever made, and I do apologize for it, but I know you well enough to know that that alone wouldn't make you cry.” “I wasn't crying.” I say, quite automatically. “Almost cry then.” He corrects. “And I would like you to tell me the full story.” “Oh very well. My father used to call me pestilence and plague all the time. It was his very favorite insult.” “You mentioned that. And I will take that as yet
*Jonas* It is my fiercest desire to avoid Typhon for the next fifteen years, but as luck will have it, I quite literally bump into him the following morning. Unfortunately for the sake of my dignity, this ‘bump’ involves me spilling about a half-dozen rather thick books onto the floor, several of which hit Typhon's legs and feet on the way down. He howls in pain, and I want nothing more than to howl in embarrassment, but instead I just mumble my apologies and drop to the carpet so that I can gather my books. At least that way he won’t see the bright blush that is staining my cheeks. ‘We can’t avoid him forever,’ Cana points out. ‘I can try,’ I mumble in return. “I thought you were limiting your redecorating endeavors to the library.” He says. “What the devil are you doing with those books out here in the hall ?” I look straight up into his clear hazel eyes. Drat. If I had to see him this morning, why did I have to be on my hands and knees ? “I'm not redecorating.” I say in my ha
*Jonas* An hour or so later I follow Typhon through the front entrance to the caves. I am tired and sore and want nothing more than to crawl into bed, but before I can dash down the hallway he takes me by the elbow and steers me into his office. Or perhaps propels would be a more accurate term. ‘Hey.’ My Wolf huffs. “Can't this wait until morning?” I ask, yawning. "No.” “I'm terribly sleepy.” No response. We had spent the better of an hour releasing the creatures. Making sure they fled into the forest safely. I still have no idea why they were kept there and I am not sure I want to know. I decide to try a different tactic. “What do you suppose happened to fire moon?” She had not come back with us. “I don't particularly care.” I blink. How odd. Then I yawn again, unable to help myself. “Is it your intention to scold me?” I ask. “Because if it is, I might as well warn you that I'm really not up to it, and ...” ‘I will be happy to bite him,’ Cana mumbles. ‘Maybe in the ass
*Jonas* I take them to a side door that is partially concealed by a tall English maple. Then I crouch down and put my finger to my lips, indicating that they should remain still. They both look at me with puzzlement and interest as I heave upward, slamming my shoulder into the door. They hear a latch come undone, and I swing the door open. ‘Well done,’ Cana says approvingly. ‘That will show them we are usable here.’ “Won't the grounds keeper have heard that?" Fire moon asks, looking around nervously. I shake my head. “His cottage is too far away, and as I said, he is quite deaf. I have sneaked past his cottage many times. No one has ever caught on … It was only while he went out he was a danger”. "You might have told us this before,” Typhon says. “You'd never have gotten it right. You have to hit the door just so. It took me weeks to learn,” I explain. “The pack door of the main house has the same latch, that is how I know how to work it, from sneaking back in.” Cana huffs. ‘
*Jonas* One moment I am crawling on all fours, and the next I am as flat as a crepe, with a large, heavy, and oddly warm weight on my back. That, however, isn't nearly so disconcerting as the cold knife pressed up against my ribs. “Don't move,” A voice growls in my ear. A familiar voice. “Typhon?” I croak. ‘Damn he is heavy,’ Cana mumbles. “Jonas?” Then he utters a word so foul I have never heard of it before, and I thought I had heard them all from my friends in my own pack. “The very one,” I reply with a gulp, “And I really couldn't move, anyway. You're rather heavy.” My wolf half purr. ‘Is it bad that I rather like the feel of him? It is like ….’ ‘Shut it,’ I cut him off, ‘I do not like it.’ He rolls off me and pierces me with a stare that is one part disbelief and minty-nine parts unadulterated fury. I find myself wishing it was the other way around. Typhon Bloodclaw is definitely not a man to cross. "I am going to kill you,” He hisses. I gulp, “Don't you want to lect