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036 | The Moon Chasm pack

Author: Hazel Lowell
last update Last Updated: 2023-03-24 23:59:05

Caleb’s POV

“Get off me,” I snarled, wrenching free of his grip.

But her mother snapped her teeth at me, barely an inch from my face. I leapt back; her dad held me in place, keeping me still as his mate’s breath warmed my neck.

“I didn’t hurt her!” I roared. “She’s my mate! You know I would never do anything to hurt her!”

“Then why is she hurt?” he asked, his voice going deadly calm. “Even if you weren’t the one to poison her, you should never have been so lax in your approach to pack management that somebody else could.”

“Dad!” Amelia screeched, hastily shoving her arms and legs into clothes by the wagon. “This isn’t Caleb’s fault!”

“Maybe it’s mine.” His eyes narrowed. “Maybe I should never have let my daughter stay in that damned pack of yours, boy.”

My upper lip curled back. “Boy? How dare you?” I shoved against him. “How about I call you old man, huh?”

He froze.

And then the son of a bitch cracked a grin. “Oh, Caleb,” he said, releasing me and scrubbing a hand through my hair. “A
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