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Chapter Five: I'm Gay

Author: Aya Starr
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

LUCAS

I heard Gunner's footsteps and I leaned back a little. Gunner entered the room seeing me strangling Rae. This wasn't the picture Gunner was supposed to be seeing but it was better than him seeing me trying to kiss the girl I wanted him to marry. He walked up to me pushing me away from her.

"Dad?! What's wrong with you? Why do you want to kill her?" He fumed angrily.

"Wait I can explain it's not what it seems like," I said trying to calm him down.

"It's not what it seems? Are you fucking kidding me?" He threw his hands in the air, exasperated.

"You were choking her!"

"You can ask Rae yourself," I said snapping her out of whatever she was having.

"She doesn't need to tell me anything," he shook his head sideways, refusing to listen.

"Gunner for fuck sake shut it!!" I shouted angrily at him and he jumped back startled but he regained his composure almost immediately.

"I think I should leave," Rae muttered still looking dazed and without waiting for any reply, she slipped through the door quietly.

"Bring her back," I ordered the guard standing beside her door.

Rae's POV

I was still lost in the euphoria of the kiss that was about to happen but was abruptly stopped by the guy who walked into the room.

It was Lucas's son, the younger version of Lucas.

Lucas shouted at the gunner and I was so surprised. it was the first time I saw Lucas lose his cool and explode the way he did.

So I decided to leave them to themselves so I don't intrude in their fight but not long did I leave that I got dragged back in here.

Lucas took a deep breath to calm down.

"Gunner meet Rae your future wife to be"

"Rae this is Gunner my son, your future husband."

He stood in between us expecting us to greet each other. I just stared at him boredly, not saying a word. My legs ached so I walked past them and went to sit on the bed.

"She's the one?" Gunner asked surprised.

"Yes, she's the one" Lucas replied.

Gunner walked up to me.

"Hi, I'm Gunner I'm sorry earlier about the whole stuff that just happened. I'd like to know you," he said so sweetly stretching out his hand for a handshake.

"I'm Rae Sinclair nice to meet you too" I smiled fakely, shaking his hand.

Gunner seems a whole lot different than his father but he's not my type.

I've decided not to trust either one of them, they'll just end up breaking my heart and leaving me to sulk up to it. I can't afford to get my heart broken again by either father it son.

"We'll leave you to yourself," Gunner smiled at me and I nodded appreciatively as he Dragged Lucas out.

"I'm watching you," Lucas muttered under his breath, shutting the door behind him.

I picked up my phone and saw about 5 missed calls all from Lyra. So, I returned her call immediately.

"Rae, what the hell? I've been calling you for ages and you weren't picking up."

"I'm so sorry Lyra, the plan went sideways."

"What the fuck happened?" she inquired and I sighed.

"Lucas caught me.." I was cut short by Lyra over the phone

"What?! How?"

"It was like he knew I was going to escape and now I'm locked up in his house till the wedding day and mom is in support."

"That's some bullshit girl, you've got any plans?"

"Nothing lyra I'll just have to move along with whatever music Lucas has to play "

"Just be okay alright? And do make sure to call me occasionally."

"I will," I smiled.

"I'm sorry for getting you all worked up I've got to go now bye babe."

"Bye."

I cut the line and lay on my bed looking up to the ceiling thinking about how my life took a drastic turn overnight.

First Tyler cheated on me, secondly, the company is going bankrupt, and lastly, I've been shipped off to be married to someone I barely know.

I soon got undressed, taking a bath to release myself from the stress. Once I was done, I stood unclad as I began to dress and someone chose that moment the walk in with knocking.

Lucas walked into the room and I was only putting on a lingerie.

"I'm sorry," he immediately wanted to leave the room but I stopped him and dragged him back.

"Where do you think you're going," I bit down on my lips staring at him lustfully. I knew he wanted me too but he was fighting it I wasn't going to give him the chance to run from me.

Drawing him in, I crashed my lips on him and he responded immediately, kissing me back with the same ferocity and passion.

His hands found their way to my breast and squeezed it, playing with my nipples. I moaned out in pleasure and he dived his tongue inside me, kissing me like his life depended on it.

My vagina throbbed and couldn't help it as my hands found their way to it and I pleasured myself.

It all felt good to be real but I didn't want it to stop. I slowly opened my eyes and found out that it was all a dream. I had dozed off while lying on the bed.

Touching my breast it felt erect and I found my fingers buried in my vagina.

I can't believe I was having a wet dream about Lucas.

* * * * * *

The next day I went out to tour the garden, Lucas had permitted me the earlier on that day and I was tired of being holed up in the room already. So my legs found their way to the garden and I smiled in content seeing it was filled with exotic flowers.

The roses were so beautiful yet intimidating due to the thorns around them.

The Lillies were more enticing tho.

"Hey Rae what's up?" Gunner asked as I grabbed a Lily from the ground.

"I'm okay, you?" I replied not even looking at him. I had seen him approaching me earlier on hence the reason why I'm not surprised.

"I'm okay"

"What are you doing out here?"

"I cannot go outside anymore, all thanks to you and your father," I drawled.

"So here am I, whiling away time in the garden."

"You don't have to sound that way to me," Gunner frowned, clearly upset.

"Sound what way?" I furrowed my eyebrows at him, looking uninterested in him or whatever he had to say.

"I'm not interested in getting married to you," I stated bluntly, looking up at him.

"So please, stay out of my face," I declared

"I'm gay" he suddenly blurted out.

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