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2021-08-07 13:33:09It came up with the pain that l have never experienced in my entire life. Am sorry Daciana but l can't keep on waiting it's time for me to break through. The first time is far painful but we will go through it together. Nala tried to comfort me and l could feel the sincerity in her voice. But do l really want this! What exactly is happening?
I didn't even have a chance to think it over again as l dropped on the ground filled with dry leaves. I felt that each part of me is forcebly elongating to fast. Fresh terror reared up with in me as pain ripped through my chest, cramped into my belly and like a sharp piercing knife into my feet. The agony was too much for me to bear.
My vision though became sharp like am seeing things through a fish eye.
The next step caught me off guard. I grasped in horror as l saw my hands turning into claws. Alot of hair also forming on every part of my body. I touched myself to feel that l nolonger have
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