"Want another?" Kabir asked, grinning at my behavior. Agitated, I threw the tissue box at him but he shifts his body at the right time, letting the box fall across the hall, disappearing into his room.
How could he grin at it?
"I don't want to stay with her!" I exaggerated. "She tore my book. That was my favorite book. Poor Jace and Clary." Sniffing, I cleaned my cheeks with the help of tissue paper.
As soon I had seen my torn book in her hands, I had screamed, like a big scream. All she had to say in her defense was that she lost her mascara. For a mascara, my book had to be killed. What was fair in all of it? So, like a mature girl, I waved it off, but intentionally, I was thinking of inviting my fellow shadow hunters to come and hunt her because she was a demon. A demon who could kill Jace.
My book boyfriend.
I had even gotten my stele and ruins ready.
"But I like that girl." Wearing a smug look, Kabir sat opposite to me. "Some guts she has to tear your book and not even saying sorry."
"She killed my boyfriend." I pinned him with my glare. "By the angels, she killed him."
"I'm alive, bookworm." He passed his gaze through the tissue balls grazing his new apartment floor, frowning. "You make too much mess some days."
"I'm talking about Jace."
Getting up, he flicked my forehead with the back of his hand. "I didn't know you were cheating on me. Shouldn't I punish you?"
"Go away!" I pushed away. "Let me mourn. Do you've white clothes? Shadow hunters wear white on death."
"We also wear white," He deadpanned. "And are you insinuating to wear my clothes?"
Like a switch, blood flooded to my cheek which increased his amusement and he pulled my cheeks. I hated this habit of his and he knew I hated this habit because he grinned. Angered, I started pushing him towards the floor, and my efforts proved to be beneficial as he was thrown on the floor.
Sticking my tongue, I hugged the sofa cushion to my chest.
"You stay there for making fun of me."
Perching on his elbows, he frowned. "Why are you my girlfriend? You're such a drama some days."
I shrugged. "Because you're lucky?"
That to my surprise made him laugh and relaxed on the floor. Didn't he want to get up? He didn't sweep his floor for two days and probably, it was covered with dust. As if sensing it, I traced my finger on the table, feeling the dust. Huh.
"Learning my ego, huh?"
"Shut up," I grumbled. "What if she tore all of my books? How would I read? What would I do without my books? If I don't have books, I would feel sad, and then I would get into panic attacks. Panic attacks? Kabir, do you understand this? It means I've to take my pills again and then cutting will start, nightmares will come. She'll hear me screaming. She'll get scared like Misha did. Oh my god, everything--"
"Shush." Kabir got my hands, bent in front of me with a frown. "Bookworm, you are rambling again. Everything will be okay. You'll talk to her and tell how it troubles you when your books are torn. Work it out. I'm sure she feels regretful. Okay?" I nodded. He touched my cheek, rubbing his thumb on my chin. "Don't overthink again."
Pouting, I replied, "I don't overthink."
"No, you just talk too much. Way too much." He laughed, withdrew his hand from my cheek, making me miss his touch instantly. It had been ten months since we were together, and still, I act like a sickly in love.
Sickly in love.
I was in love.
Kabir was my boyfriend.
Everything will be okay.
I grinned, feeling happy suddenly. Positive thoughts. I heard my therapist whispering them to me again and again. Be positive, Alina. Two positive thoughts a day makes your day.
"Do you want anything? Juice or water?" He asked, brushing his jeans. And suddenly, I realized we were alone in the apartment and I had come today to help him unpack but my mood was ruin with all the fiasco with the book. "Wait, juice has sugar and high sugar is not good for you. Water it is. I'm so sorry I should've bought milk, huh, I knew I should have gone to the grocery store. Tomorrow grocery shopping."
Leaning back on the sofa, I smiled. "Now who's speaking way too much?"
"Smart." He went to the kitchen, which attached to the hall. While he was gone, I looked around the apartment, noticing the pale cream walls, the dim lights, the LED TV and some of the paintings on the wall. It was too much empty here.
Boxes. We should at least unpack.
Getting up, I rubbed my hands together and went to the brown boxes, taped up together. God, such a baby he was. Couldn't he at least open them? Bending down on the floor, I removed the tape and opened the boxes to reveal nothing. What the hell? Where was everything?
"Kabir!" I called him in panic. He came running out of the kitchen with a glass of water in his hands. "Where is everything? The boxes are empty."
"Because I unpacked everything a week ago."
"What?" I stood up, caught the glass from his hands. "Then why you called me?"
Sheepishly smiling, he rubbed his neck and the dimple flickered. Don't get distracted again. It was just a dimple, and it was just his eyes dazzling me like forever. Why didn't he wear lenses? I want him to wear lenses and cover whatever cute hazels of them.
"Because I knew you wouldn't have come unless it's for unpacking."
"Of course I wouldn't. I'm trying to adjust with all these hostel things. I'm not used to it." I sat on the floor and he looked at me in amazement. "The food sucks and I'm--"
"Habit of lavish food. I can understand you there."
Nodding, I went further, "Then this small bedroom or the fact I've to share a bathroom. She makes such a mess, and that alarms of her. Huh, it's such a trouble and last night, she asked what I was writing and started reading it. I hate when people read what I write without my permission. And huh, I'm talking too much."
Kabir sat on the floor, joining me. "I don't mind. Speak. I'm listening."
"You're making fun of me on why I refused for an apartment, aren't you?"
"No denying. I told you, hostel sucks sometimes."
"But everyone says it's fun."
"It's fun," He justified. "Late night movies, slumber parties and the feeling of staying with friends is great but Alina, you--"
My mood went down, realizing what he was about to say. Everyone was saying me this again and again that I didn't need to push myself too hard situation and work bit by bit but I was fine. I knew I was fine. I couldn't just be in the hole of being careful and scared all of the time. Why couldn't they see it? Why they always kept on making me see how wrong I was to deny what they actually meant?
"Not again, Kabir." I stood up from the floor. "I'm tired of arguing."
His lips pursed, but somehow, he nodded and got up too.
"Would you like to go book shopping?"
"What?" I asked him in astonishment. He hated book shopping and I had to hear him whine whenever I would be in the bookshop on how silent and boring it was.
He shrugged. "She tore your book. Shouldn't you buy a new one? And I promise I won't whine."
Squealing, I jumped up and down. "Pakka?"
"Pakka, meri Jaan." He laughed. "You're such a child. Wait, let me grab the car keys." I nodded, and while he was gone, drank the water and wore my sandals. He came strolling out of the room, hooked his arm on my shoulder and pushed us out of his apartment. "Book shopping here we come."
"Kabir."
"What?"
"No whining or you'll face the wrath of every divergent."
He stared at me quizzically before turning his head to the ceiling. "God, please send me a dictionary to understand her language. Please, have mercy on your beloved child."
* * *
"This. No. This one, but I like the synopsis of this book, but this book came last month and it has been on my TBR for a long time." Huffing, I brushed my finger to another book. "What about this? It's about a time traveler." I got another from the shelf, read the synopsis and my mouth formed an O. "Wow. Twisted Alice in Wonderland story?" I placed both the books on Kabir's hand. "This on aliens. Which one should I buy? They all are so appealing."
Why couldn't be books free of cost? I would buy them, make one library of mine and roll among it. No doubt my room back in Delhi appeared no less than library ever since my school ended. I bought too many books, so happy that school was ended and I could read without any thought of what formulae should I try again or any derivations or cell name.
But I guess I forgot I didn't have much space in my library.
"Buy all," Kabir mumbled.
"But I can't. I already have too many books."
"Then why are we book shopping?" He asked, placing the books back on their stand.
"You offered. They're books, how one cannot buy more?"
"You're such a dork." Looking through the shelves, he pulled out a random book and placed on my hand. "This. Great cover and name."
Squinting my eyes, I threw daggers at him. "Don't judge a book by its cover."
"Do you want to buy or not?"
"Why are your pants of fire?" I scoffed, searching through the shelves.
"Because I've to be somewhere, bookworm."
"Where?'
"Night out with new friends." My action halted.
Did he make friends? Of course, he did. He was much much much friendlier than me, and who could ignore his charming skills to please anyone? He could ignore him, his appearance demanded attention, but wasn't he too fast? I mean so far I only made one friend, Kriti. No doubt I loved having her by my side but having one friend seemed too less. I wanted more.
Look at him. He was already having fun.
"Oh." Shrugging, I looked around for books.
I felt his hand on my shoulder, stiffening my actions. "Is everything okay? You can come too if you want."
But you didn't ask before and by the tone of his, I imagined he didn't want me with him.
"No, it's fine." Pulling a fake smile, I got three books out of the shelf. "I'm done. Let's bill it out."
Without giving him a chance, I went to the counter and when the bill was ready, I was about to pull out my card when Kabir placed it before me.
"I'll pay for myself," I said.
"I offered and brought you for shopping."
"You know I hate when you pay for me. Please, let me do one thing for myself. Stop treating me like this."
He frowned at my words, and withdraw his card from the table. Ignoring him, I paid for the books, took the black polythene and got out of the store with Kabir hot on my heels. I didn't turn around to face him because I knew what he may ask and I was asking myself the same thing. Why did I burst at him? What's the deal with me?
He didn't say anything. I didn't say anything, letting the tension grew between us. Sitting inside the car, he started driving, and not once, he looked at me but his jaw was clicked together. The sign he was annoyed at me.
The whole ride, I stared at my lap, suddenly feeling bad for my outburst. He was just trying to pay for me like he always did. I waved him off because I was jealous of why I was such a wuss while he was such a friendly person. Why couldn't I be like him? Relaxed and cool with everything.
He stopped the car outside my hostel.
"Kabir." He didn't show any reaction. I touched his hand on the steering wheel. "I'm sorry. I shouldn't raise my voice."
"Why?" At last, he faced me. "Did I do something to make you angry?" I gulped loudly. How do I explain it was me, not him? That he was perfect and I was so opposite of him. Like I got angry on thing I wasn't going to do. We both knew even if he had asked I would've said no. Parties weren't my scene, especially with strangers.
"Just this shifting has been a takeover and I'm tired how you all say to me be careful. Trust me on this, Kabir," I told the half-truth. Leaning forward, I hooked my arms around his neck. "Won't you forgive your bookworm?"
I made a puppy face, pulling my lower lip and he laughed, bringing a smile on my face as well. Somedays I think too much.
"Only if she kiss me." He made a pout, bringing his lips near to me.
Scowling, I shed my arms off his neck and went back to my side. "Nice try, lover boy. Bye. See you on Monday."
Unlocking the door of the car, I mounted off and waved him bye from the window. As soon he was out of my view, I entered the hostel and made myself ready to face my roommate. Hope so she stays away from my books or else I was seriously going to change my room and be with someone normal who didn't make a mess of room for a mascara.
Like really? A mascara over my precious book.
My phone vibrated inside my jeans pocket, but ignoring it, I entered the room to see a cake placed on top of my bed. Diverting my gaze, I saw Fiza was standing, biting her lower lip.
Placing the books on the table, I went forward and a sorry was written on top of the cake.
"I'm sorry. I didn't know you were a reader and you love books. Like really sorry. I know sometimes I do stupid things but it was a MAC mascara. You understand how important it is?"
I stared at her dubiously.
"Of course, you don't. You're not makeup freak?" I shook my head. "But you use makeup of top brands." What the fuck? Was she stalking me? "Sorry, I saw it. I mean they're hard to find in India and costly as well. How do you get them?"
"My sister," I replied, hiding the fact she got it from London for me because she wanted me to look best for my college. She was weird.
"Lucky girl. What was I saying? Yeah, I'm sorry. I wanted to buy a book, but I didn't know what genre you read and I didn't want to make you angry. In the end, I bought a cake. You love chocolate, right? This cake is amazing. I bought it from the best bakery in Bangalore and see I got sorry written in an amazing writing as well."
"Wow, relax." I waved my hand at her, silencing the rambling or the talking she was doing. She talked too much. She could even beat Nisha to it. Staring down at the cake, I smiled, feeling special and melted my cold heart to her. She did this. That's what matters.
Kabir was right. I should try to work it on and adjust a bit.
"Promise me you won't touch my books ever again?"
"I promise. Fiza promise" She beamed, letting her ponytail bounce. "Friends?"
Shaking her hand, I took the tip of cream on my finger and trailed it on her face. "Now we're friends."
"Yeah, we are." She did the same, painting my face with chocolate cream and whipped cream, but instead of yelling, I grinned.
Making friends wasn't hard. I could do this. I could do anything I wanted for my happiness and new life.
[ K A B I R ' S P O V ]"Yes, mom, I locked the apartment." I rolled my eyes at her constant battering. No matter how much grown up I had become or how many months I had stayed away from home, she would always tell me or more like scold me for being careless.Well, no doubt her worry was valid compared to my behavior in Delhi, but now, I was a responsible man. I had been living in Bangalore for three months, and that conveyed something, but what to do about her. Overworrying Indian moms."Did you eat? Is the chef good?""Mom," I said in a laughing tone. "I'm on top of the world." She sighed from the other end. "How's Nisha?" I asked carefully, gripping the steering wheel tightly under my grip.I should ask more, ask how she was doing at home after everything that happened, ask if she was eating, ask if she started preparing for her exams again, but held everything. I should've been there for her at this point of life, not left to Bangalore. She never left my side, and I left in a min
Throwing my bag on the canteen table, I took the nearby chair and slouched on it. I cursed lowly under my breath seeing Grisha barging into the canteen along with her friends at the backside. Frantically, I roamed my gaze around the small packed area, crossing my fingers to save me from the wrath of my girlfriend, and there she came. I ran my hand over my face, chanting all the prayers I had stored in my mind while on the other hand, my friends laughed at my side. Glaring at them to shut up their stupid fiasco, I stood up from my chair and greeted Alina. She sat down next to me, and the longer I stared at her, I realized she had no idea of anything. To confirm my doubts, I looked at Kriti, who passed me a disgusted look and paid attention to her books. Kriti was overreacting. It wasn't like I slept with Grisha. It was just a unharmful dance. "Guess what?" Alina jumped in her seat, clutching my hands in hers. "Mom called last night. Nani and nanu are ready to talk to me." That brou
"In every part of the universe, you're going to stay angry at him?" Kriti mused, but a smirk was apparent on her face. It was amusing for her how Kabir and I were fighting, ignoring each other for past few days.Ignoring her jab, I removed the cover from the flowers and put them in the vase. Glancing down at the rotten flowers, I smoothed down one of their petals with a sad smile. How ironical. We love them at the first, but when they start to wither, they were just a thing of a sore eye. All they desired was love and care of someone to realize how important were they, that once you loved them and you can love them again."I'm not angry at him," I stated, slouching on my hostel bed. "I was at first, but not now. I can see from where he came, but he lied."She hummed, walking steadily around the small room of mine and Fiza. "Good thing she's not here," she said, "She gets on my nerves every single time. How do you handle her?""She has a good heart.""Ah, sweet Alina, thou hast cleft my
Paying the cabbie, we hopped off and I stared at the place in front of me."They have the best coffee. Trust me." Swallowing my doubts, I followed her into the place and the sudden smell of coffee made me a dizzy a bit but I controlled it. Too much strong.Looking around the place, I found a table at the corner of the place and pointed my direction to it. Walking through the aisle, we settled and I stared down at the menu."What are-""Hey." Hearing his voice, I clutched the menu tighter and glared at Kriti, who only shrugged her shoulders in reply.What was he doing here? Didn't he have his GYM at this time? And I thought we were on the place of ignoring each other, refusing to acknowledge each other mistakes and behaving stubborn and rooted on our grounds.When I had explained all this to Nisha, she had cursed Kabir and offered to talk to him, but I brushed her off. She had more important problems in her own life, and no matter what happened between us, it was supposed to stay betwee
K A B I R P O V :-Boarding off the plan, I slung my laptop bag tighter around my shoulders and listened to the announcement vibrating above me.Belt 5.There I would get my luggage. My eyes were weary from the lack of the sleep. When I had woken up, I had made up my mind to sleep in the flight, but all thanks to the person sitting next to me who had forgotten to bring his headphones. Being polite, I had even offered my headphones but he had looked at him as if I had done a crime.Whatever.Rubbing my fist against my closed eyes, I followed the directions to the belt 5 and waited for my luggage to come.I should at least call Alina, but wouldn't it be early? She must be getting ready for the college, or still sleeping, as far as I knew her. How would she get to college?College is within walking distance.Yeah, but. I shook my head, endeavoring to shake off the worry laying behind them. It wasn't like she was all alone in Bangalore, and she couldn't handle herself. We were fightin
"Where is Dhruv?" I asked the house taker, and she pointed her finger to his room. Muttering weak thanks, I climbed up the stairs, jumping one after another. Forgetting all my manners of knocking the door, I opened it with a grin. "I'm bac—Fuck! Damn it! Dhruv yaar! Darwaza toh lock kr lia kr.!" Two bodies scrambled out of the bed. Cursing further, I stepped out of the room and took a deep breath to clear my vision of the horror I had just witnessed. I had seen Dhruv shirtless, but this damn it. Huh! I was going to vomit. "Don't vomit all over the floor." A voice interrupted my thoughts. Pulling my gaze, I saw a lean boy standing in front of me. "Rahul. Hey. You were here?" He nodded. "Left to the living room when I heard the moans. Didn't you hear them?" I shook my head. "I was too excited to meet him. Fuck my eyes." He laughed out loud, slapping my back. I glared at him, shoving his hand off my back. I wonder what his reactions would be to find almost two naked bodies. "I sho
[ A L I N A ' S P O V ]"You should've called your dad." Meenu Auntie chided me as soon as she caught my luggage bag. A frown settled on her face, disappointment covered her whole face, but I ignored it and stared at my wrist and traced the path of the bandage."I did," I said emotionlessly. "He didn't pick up."Called him after a month, called everyone after a month, conveying I would be next week because I was going worried sick about Kabir's mother because I was scared staying alone in the hostel among few girls. I had thought of staying in Kabir's apartment, but then let the thought sail away.See them once and get over it. Get over because you need to.Putting my luggage at the back, she sat back with me and told the cabbie the address to home."What about this secrecy?" She demanded.When nobody had picked up the call, I had called Meenu Auntie, informing her and she was delighted I was coming back. I had told her I would catch a cab, but she hushed down my plans and informed s
"Kabir, where are we going?" I caught his hand to stop his movements. The street was strange to me, no doubt every street in Bangalore was strange to me. I didn't get much time to wander around. Kriti had said we would explore the city on the weekend in her activa.He rolled his eyes, grinning. "Remember we played twenty questions once and you told me you love Punjabi food after South Indian?" I nodded. "And last night you were complaining that you're sick of sambhar." I nodded along with his words, growing restless. "Damn woman, stay calm." He laughed. "This street has best Punjabi food.""Is it?""Of course, my foodie girl.""I'm not a foodie.""You are." He slung his arm across my neck, pushing us inside the restaurant. "You ate the whole pizza last weekend.""I was hungry," I argued. "I'm never coming to your apartment again."To my reply, he smirked and pulled the chair back. "My lady. Shall we?"I sat down and gleamed at his side. "Do you realize we've never gone out like a date?
Rubbing my neck with the hand, I felt his presence on my back. "What is he doing here?"I turned to face him. "Kabir--""Alina, no." He cornered me, caging between his body by placing both of his hands on the counter table. "It's ten at the night.""He came. I couldn't say him to leave.""Or you could have said it's not ideal for him to come," He shot back, straining lines visible on his forehead. "You looked uncomfortable. Did he say something?"Nothing just confessed it to me and I had no idea why he thought he loved me when he knew nothing about me except the things I shared in the support group when he had no idea how needy I was, how I seek for attention."No," I whispered. "You got late.""Work." Pranit voice from the hall echoed in the kitchen and Kabir's eyes darkened. "I hate him. When I see him, I see how you said you loved him." But it was a lie. I was trying to hurt you, make you see how you leaving had impacted me. "I know you both have same past," He dragged a shaky brea
"Come again?" Dr. Sha asked, her hands flying from right to left, hitting the ping pong ball with the red colored bat.Hitting with my bat, I tried to dodge her attempts to make me lose a point. "Why are we playing ping pong?""Don't you get bored staying in a room?""Kind of."But this wasn't what I had expected when she called for an outside meeting instead in her building's cabin. I had thought a café maybe, or someplace quiet but she had surprised by calling me to a club and assured nobody would come in this room."Your dad was ready to allow it.""His friend owns the club," I mumbled dryly, the sound of the hitting echoing in the four walls."And he loves you," She pointed out, smashing the ball and before I could hit, it flew from my side. "And you lost a point.""Funny," Grumbling, I walked to one of the corners, picked the ball and started the game again. The sweat had started forming on the forehead, my grip on the handle of the bat was losing, my wrists were aching. What was
Yawning, I closed my books and stretched my legs. Getting up from the bed, I walked out of the room to find something to eat. Switching on the lights, I found a note stuck to the refrigerator.Food is in the microwave. You were sleeping. Must be hard practice 😝 Ps. Heat and eat.Chuckling at her handmade emoji, I crumbled the note and threw it in the dustbin before opening the microwave and found the plate in it. She never forgot about me. Twitching my lips, I brought the plate out and grabbed a spoon.Cold food was better than hot food and she wouldn't understand that.She wouldn't understand why I had gone straight to the bed after coming back from college, she wouldn't understand how much it was killing to know that how deep secrets we both were holding.Before I could take a spoon, the kitchen walls were invaded by the screams.Alina.Dropping the spoon, I sprinted to her room, opened the gate and saw her struggling in her bed. She hadn't gotten any dreams since she had started s
"I still think you shouldn't go," Kabir's voice brought me back to present.Shaking my head, I tried to remove the memory. It was before I had started imagining him as Rishi, it was before when we were happy and there used to nothing other than nightmares to trouble our relationship.Now we had to be careful. This careful was getting on my nerves."It's fine," I stated, changing the song on the stereo of the car."Here." He passed me his phone, connected it to the black aux cable. "Listen any you want."Taking his phone, I went through the songs, ignoring the EDMs he loved to hear and settled on something soft to not make him hyper."Now, Dhruv and you. You're traveling too much.""I'm not. He needs me. He's all alone, handling Ria." I curled on the seat. "She's too small. She needs to see people love her despite her father leaving for jobs. And Dhruv deserves a break.""I get you're worried. We all are." He dabbed his palm on the horn. "But look at yourself. You're squeezing your sch
[ A L I N A ' S P O V ]Gripping the pen tightly, I wrote down the explanation of the sonnet, completing the work that had been due last night. I blamed it on my over-worrying boyfriend who couldn't keep his mouth shut on why I was traveling this much. From past two months, I had been pacing back and forth between Bangalore and Delhi every weekend.He was getting angry.And I was getting pissed.Sighing, I placed the pen between the pages. Just two more lines, Alina and then you could go and shower to remove the aftermath of mediation and yoga."What you writing?" Hearing him, I levitated my head to stare at his face, but then, my gaze dropped to his chest.Where was his shirt? And why the hell wasn't I changing my gaze?Gulping, I paid attention to the white pages, overwritten by my hands. "Sonnet explanation. College work. You didn't go to GYM?""I'm taking a time off for a while," he answered, moving across the kitchen to grab a bowl for himself and picked the milk carton from m
***"You!" Shouting, I shut the door of her cabin. Jennifer looked up from the files. "In my cabin now."She raised her eyebrows in amusement and nodded. Who told her to tell lies to Alina? I got her teasing on me, I accepted it but feeding lies to her wasn't acceptable. I was an inch away from losing Alina again. Inch away to destroy all the progress we both had made after getting back together.Taking a deep breath, I entered my office and turned to face her. Yesterday, I had spent all my day to get new clothes before selling my old clothes and helping Alina with the packing.She was moving back with me. Good. I could see clearly how she was scared of me.Jennifer stepped in. "Now that's the Kabir I know. Angry and dominating one."Rolling my eyes, I nodded my head to the money placed on the table. "You're leaving India in next twenty-four hours. This is your pay. You're no longer my assistant.""I answer to your father, not to you." She crossed her arms over her chest. "He sent me.
Staring ahead at the scene, I smiled and tapped my fingers on her arm. She turned with a smile and slipped her hand around my waist."I missed you.""You did?""Yup," She grinned. "Don't go again."Laughing lightly, I was about to reply when her figure disappeared from my arms and all I could see was the face of her house perched in front of me. What was I doing here? I was in our apartment, meeting her after a long time.A hand tugged on my shirt. Peering down, I stared at the girl."Kabir, save me." Confused by her statement, I wondered what she was talking about me. "Save me, Kabir," She cried, thumping her hand on my chest. "You promised you'll save me. Save me now."She took a run inside the house. Frowning a bit, I followed her inside, took the flight of stairs and entered the room I hadn't been into for past three years.Wasn't it burned? Wasn't it locked?My feet thumped on the old familiar room, looking for the small girl but, all I found was Alina standing at the corner, sta
Presenting a smile, I stood up, took the clothes and strode to her bathroom. Shedding the rest of my clothes, I entered the shower and cleaned the disgusting things sticking to my body. When I checked for a shower gel and shampoo, I found the girly stuff and sighed. Looks like I would be smelling like her until the morning.As I was washing my hair, all the previous month we had spent together started biting my places. She was too distant from me. Her words seemed to be held and assessed carefully. Maybe moving in with me would change everything, maybe we would be different then, maybe we would back to our love life.But what about the insecurities? How would I solve them?"Kabir, are you done?" She knocked the door. "Was I too harsh? Is it not removing? Do you need my help?""Yes, it's not removing!" I shouted back, smirking. "Help me.""Tie a towel."Looking around the shower, I grabbed the towel from the upper shelve and tied it around my waist. "Done." My eyes remained glued to th
Alina's expression didn't change, her hands remained still at her side, her eyes narrowed at me."You're lying." Again, the same sentence. "She saw you without clothes.""I'm aware," I confessed. "Once she came in my penthouse. I was roaming in my briefs and she saw it." Seeing her expression, I added quickly, "I did yell at her for disturbing my privacy. I changed the code too. I didn't know she knew about it. She purchased the penthouse. I should've been aware.""But you kissed her." She clutched the arms of the chair tightly. And that was the reason I didn't want to tell her. "I can't stop imagining when you kissed her." She dragged a long, shaky breath before facing me, turmoil residing in her black eyes. "You wanted to forget me?" With reluctance, I nodded. "Was I that bad?""No, I just love you too much," I replied honestly. "Wouldn't you have done anything to forget me?""True." Standing on her toes, she trudged to my side, caught my face in her hands and inched it closer to he