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Raven- A sister’s Guilt

Eliana Tessa Castellanos

Grief fills my eyes.

Guilt stabs my heart.

Regret shames my mind.

I was the one to be blamed. She was gone because of me. If only I had not forced her to come with us. If only I had let her stay back. If only.

Then she would still be with us. She would be running about, laughing, being her usual self. Carefree. Innocent. Naïve.

A sad smile forms on my lips as I think about her and the tears once again makes its appearance.

It had already been a week since then. But the entire kingdom still mourned for her as did the sky. A princess it never got to have. While I sat in my room, locked away from everyone. Hiding from everyone. I was to be blamed for this. All of this is my doing. It was my fault. I deserved to be punished for the rest of eternity. I deserve the worst there is.

I’m suffocating here. This place doesn’t feel like home anymore. It reminds me of what I had done. My sin. I need to leave
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