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Chapter 7: Confession

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Lilian left over a week ago and since than I didn't heard a single word from her.

I don't know where exactly she is, what she is doing , how she is doing and I am going crazy.

We have been married for not even two weeks and I am longing for her , miss her like she was away for months and I am about to loose it !!

And again I can't put it on Sin, who has curled himself in a ball and constantly howls, this is all me.. I miss her, her soft skin, bright eyes, the red hair and to make it worse the fading of her scent is driving me insane!!

Is it the mate bond we formed when we marked each other , or is it something else?

What if she is never coming back?

She didn't want to be here in the first place and I should let her go like I promised so I call Andros.

" Alpha what can I do for you" his annoying voice greets me.

" What are the debts of Lilians father?" I ask

" Why do you want to know that?" he asks confused.

" I want to pay the off.. All of them"

" Wha.. why?"

" Because I want to ..
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