This morning’s breakfast has never been unnervingly awkward, but I’m living for the drama.It’s only a rare occasion that I got the chance to slap Juliet with words. Though I hope I can one day let her taste the strength of my hands with one swift slap.I eyed Juliet as I gave her a simple nod, one that would say ‘I’m not interested in debating to the likes of you, bitch.’She seemed to read from my expression as she placed a hand on top of Alpha Cain. “Anastasia is a virgin, Alpha,” she purred. “I’m surprised you allowed her to be a candidate.”I was about to bared my teeth but Viviane coughed beside me, a subtle warning. I immediately changed it to a nice flash of white teeth instead, grinning like a hellcat. “True. But I suppose it’s a disqualification for inexperienced Omegas like me then...”Alpha Cain withdrew his hand from Juliet’s. I kept my lips from spreading into a smile. “You are both my official candidates now—” he paused as he swallowed the fried sunny-side egg that I’m p
“You know, the food tastes like ash,” Juliet said to no one in particular as she reached for her dessert spoon. But it’s obvious it’s me she’s referring to.We’re already enjoying our dessert: a circle-shaped dessert made from chocolate cereals and melted marshmallows that’s why it’s sticky. I know it because I prepared this, although I bet my fellow Omegas were the ones who finished it since Alpha Cain invited me to eat with him on this cheerful morning.“What makes you think so, Juliet?” Alpha Cain asked calmly, eyes fixated on his plate. For once, I might think the Alpha loves chocolates and cereals that’s why he didn’t bother looking at Juliet, afraid he’ll insult the food by looking at something atrocious. Or maybe it’s also because he’ll lose his appetite.Either way, I definitely agree with Alpha Cain’s quiet mannerisms.“It’s because it’s not as delicious as it looks!” Juliet said in a whiny voice. I don’t know if I’m the only one thinking it’s whiny but judging by Viviane’s f
After that immensely intense breakfast during which I was unexpectedly invited by Alpha Cain, everybody hardly spoke to me.And by hardly I meant that Beta Audrey’s sharp shriek of scolding is exempted.First day is always a hard day. You’re still adjusting to the constant glares, constant scolding, and constant brush of the sharp edge of the knife that almost send you for medical attention because your fellow kitchen-assigned Omegas are gossiping who has the largest cock other than Alpha Cain while slicing carrots. My ears strained, yearning for some juicy and cock-y news. Yet even though I’m only listening, I’m always the one being pinched in the ear and not my fellow Omegas who are the ones voicing the gossips themselves.“You’ll get used to my fingers too, Omega.” Beta Audrey bared her teeth to me, ready to shift and tear me to pieces here and now.“I’m sorry. I don’t let other fingers in my pussy, Beta Audrey.”And that, ladies and gentlemen, is the reason why the back of my head
“Hey, you. You deliver this food straight to him.” That’s it. After an unrelenting scolding and unabashed shaming by Beta Audrey, that’s just how simply she can command me. Like I’m some dog just being trained on where and when to shit. Despite the fact my fellow Omegas are telling me that Beta Audrey has a beautiful voice, I wholly digress. Just by her tone when talking to me, she doesn’t seem like a singer at all. “You’re pouting at the unequal cut of the sausage?” I didn’t notice that a fellow Omega was already at my side since I’ve been entertaining my swirling thoughts earlier by staring at the piping hot food. “No.” I cleared my throat as I stirred the cream of mushroom soup I cooked myself. Scooping a healthy amount into the red-and-black bowl, I found myself studying the Omega. She’s here in the Blood Dawn Pack even before I came. I can tell by her cinnamon smell and the way she looks and moves. Her curly gold-brown hair a
I need to breathe.Looking straight at the Alpha’s eyes made me feel like an egg being tossed in the frying pan. I can feel my soul drifting away. Every existence of me burning and changing into something. I can feel my flesh being slowly turned into a meal, my mind becoming yolky.That’s what I feel when I stare at him.And obviously, I was the first one to lower my gaze—one minute after that intense encounter.I cringed. Yes, I still feel like an egg being fried—except my soul has now returned to the abyss of my being.My eyes found the towel did nothing to hide the erecting masterpiece of his hand’s ministrations. It was beckoning me, waving in greeting as Alpha Cain stood and walked towards his chair.Where the table hid his friend from plain sight.From my sight.“Fascinating.” My smirk turned to a smile. I know my voice is shaking but I still yielded my I-do-not-give-a-fuck charisma. “Please wipe your hand first before you dig in, Alpha.” “D-Dig in?” Colors sta
There was silence, of course, as if he has all the time in the world to decide when to speak and how long he wants me to wait for him to speak.I shrugged and thought, ‘He’s an Alpha. It’s his life and decision anyway…’Alpha let out a hmmm before speaking. “In just a few days you’ve been here in my pack, you already amuse me, Anastasia Lark. Perhaps I should hire you as a jester or a clown instead as an Alpha’s Pet?” I drink in the shifting of his face. His cold Alpha mask is definitely gone tonight, replaced with an amused mommy’s boy who probably has heard a joke for the first time.In speaking of mommy…I wonder how his mother—“You do realize, Omega...” he leaned in closer to my face than it should be. I watch his chest rise up and down, probably breathing in my scent. My filthy, messy, and yolky scent.“You’re a horrible mess,” his brows arched in sudden question.“What else should you expect from an Omega, Alpha Cain?” I shrugged, “We don’t have the luxury of a perfu
I swallowed every memory I can swallow. I held on to every emotion I can hold on. I won’t be tempted. I won’t be seduced by the Alpha. Not now.I won’t. I won’t. I won’t. I—His lap was nothing compared to any furniture I’ve sat on, as if his lap was meant to be a seat for my very tired ass. Beta Audrey is probably already waiting for me by the kitchens’ door, ready for strike two. She very well knows that delivering food is quick and easy. But when it’s for the Alpha…one hour is the minimum time one can assume it takes. She damn well knows that. Unless she comes charging straight in the Alpha’s office, which is obviously something she wouldn’t dare.I know Beta Audrey might be sharp-tongued and steel-willed but…she cannot—will not—come face to face with the Alpha unless it's necessary. And I am not that necessary.Yet here I am. Not only am I face to face with the vicious Alpha Cain, I’m also sitting on his lap. Looking him straight in the eyes.
He laughed again, shaking his head. “Most will not refuse if I offer them my precious friend,” he looked to where his erection was so hard that I almost rolled my eyes in his attempt of making the butterflies in my stomach flutter.It did not.“All of them ended up having sex with me, on the table itself if one is in this situation.” His mouth curled in a smile as he wiped the wooden surface with the roughness of his palm. His hand is the size of my face by the way. “I guess if the food can speak, they’ll shriek at you for banging on the same table where they are laid.”“You—” Alpha Cain Vanerra bursted in loud laughter again. It’s a miracle he didn’t get sick of laughing and laughing everytime I’m around.He hoisted his hands as if retreating. “You won this time.” “I didn’t know it’s a contest.” “It’s not.” But his eyes spoke something more. He swallowed and waved his hand. Magic sizzled in the air and the food was once again hot, if the smoke waft
I shot him a mild glare. “Can you blame me if I ate with a mess earlier? And who told you that if an Omega ate like it’s her last meal is also messy in her chores?”The Alpha narrowed her eyes, somewhat surprised and in disbelief.“Your actions will say otherwise after I checked your work.”I swallowed. He’s challenging me.And pressuring me.For Omegas, we’re already bombarded by tasks and chores the moment we already learned to walk. My childhood (and most of Omegas’ childhoods) is more of a free trial to eternal damnation of being a laundress, a cook, a household maid, and many more.“I’ll be in my library. Feel free to look around for a minute or two. The broom closet is under the second stairs, not the grand staircase. The laundry room is two levels below.”Then the Alpha Cain vanished, walking away from my sight and bringing his air of arrogance with him.Just when I’m sure he’s no longer around, I yelped in excitement and punched the air repeatedly while keeping my joyous voice
His laugh was like a midnight storm, yet it was still seductive and alluring.“Do you know why I invited you to come clean my manor?”I smirked. “Because you want to make sure the one cleaning your house has a pretty face?”Alpha Cain barked a laugh, the sound filling my ears like the music from pleasure halls. “Yes, but no. I invited you because the Omega in-charge of my laundry is in labor and the other Omegas in my manor are doing their own chores.” “Sweet,” was all I said. I almost asked him if he cannot do laundry and cleaning on his own when he doesn't look that busy today. “I am busy today,” he said as if he just read my thoughts on my face. “There have been some border problems according to the Beta in patrol. Some Rogues have dumped another body yet again—an Omega who was trying to escape from another pack.” “Which pack?” I found myself asking, and somehow I braced myself for sounding so serious all of a sudden. “From the Ruby D
“So you do have a son? Or a daughter perhaps?” I pressed on, hoping to push the Alpha in telling me more about this beautiful mess I gladly put myself into. Hoping to jump right in the ocean of madness and be drowned by the Alpha. “No.” A tone of finality laced his voice. The people paused to glance at us, but they resumed their own businesses in a heartbeat later. “I do not have a child nor do I desire to have one.” Silence spanned between us again, but his voice somehow indicates he wants to say more. “Not until I meet my mate.” I was about to focus on my eating again when he spoke. “I always look forward to the Mating Moon every month. You see, there are three ways a wolf can find our mate: one is at first sight like my father and mother, two is during the Mating Moon in which the full moon guides us and shows us our mate.” I braced myself, holding tightly to my utensils that I thought I’d crushed them. “And the third?” “Is that dur
“Excuse me?!” The words tumbled out of me even before I could blink. “How do you think I eat? Using my feet?!” The Alpha choke on his coffee, spluttering some on the table and on his white three-fourth long sleeve. His hair was neatly combed to the side; his beard was shaved, though a few can still be seen. His sun-kissed skin was slightly pale with the clear glass roof above us. “You never fail to make me laugh,” his voice was stern and cold. One may think he’s not joking, that he’s sentencing me to death.Thankfully for me, I just jerked a chin to him, to his no-longer-white sleeves. “Next time, I’ll make sure it’s not just coffee.”His lips curved inward, his eyes darkening. He clicked his tongue and said, “I did tell you that you have laundry duties today.”Before I could huff a reply, he unbuttoned the dirty white apparel and tore it away from his body. And then he shoved it right to my face, to my gaping mouth.“You—”I swallowed the urge to not look at h
‘Gosh, Anastasia, you’re such an overthinker!’ I scratched my head. Ayana growling in agreement with my thoughts.I trailed behind Alpha Cain, his footsteps too fast for me to catch up. His long strides prompted me to give a quick run.Panting, I linked my arm with the Alpha. He arched his brow as if to say, ‘Really?’“Just practicing as you're soon to be escort, Alpha.” I grinned like a crazy horse.“Escort, huh?” he snickered and removed my grip. “You’re on a mission to interrupt my day, I see.”“I’m glad you’re catching up really quickly too,” I beamed back.Swinging the door open, two beautiful females, their dresses in warm colors, greeted Alpha Cain. Greeted us. “Good morning and welcome, Alpha,” the more beautiful female turned to me, “as well as to your companion.”Companion?Alpha Cain’s mouth quirked to the side as if he knew what I’m thinking.Companion. Escort. Pet. What else would I be called?I blew a breath and followed him inside.***The Alpha was exaggerating that he
Although being an Alpha’s Pet—and an Alpha’s Pet candidate—is technically his private and personal whore, the people made no sound about it.Either because they don’t want to disappoint the Alpha or perhaps there is more to being an Alpha’s Pet than serving him in bed and escorting him to whatever revelry he indulges himself to.Either way, I’m my usual self: a messy ray of sunshine with a smile that can summon thunderstorms.And I’m also wearing my usual shade of gray dress but a more provoking kind of attire. Beta Audrey lent me it. She basically can’t say no since it’s the Alpha that knocked on her apartment door and demanded. I also paid no heed as the Beta glared at me the entire time I changed in her room. Alpha Cain sadly tossed the clothes I was wearing to the open fireplace before running an eye all over me and this gray dress.I flashed a ‘too-sweet to be casual’ kind of smile to every passer-by. The streets are already packed up with people, stores and restaurants running t
I woke up facing the door, and the snarl of the guard with bright golden eyes and stark moon-white fur greeted my morning. I’m already used to that. But what I’m not used to is waking up thinking about the Alpha of the Blood Dawn Pack. And his scent stains the air in The City Under.Fuck Alpha Cain. Fuck Alpha Cain. Fuck Alpha Cain—The guard snarled again, and I jolted upright, forcing my feet to remain balanced on the cold rocky ground.“Yes?” I exhaled a cloud of misty breath. Seriously I don’t know how none of the Omegas here were still alive despite the cold.“Good morning.” Alpha Cain’s voice made my stomach churned. Indeed my stomach splintered the silence with its sound of hunger.“You’re hungry,” his face was serious, the cold mask of an Alpha held its firm grip tightly on his face. But concern shone in his eyes, his gaze softening as he scanned me from head to toe.“So?” My face remained tight, as if I’m holding my shit not to come out.“Come with me in my manor.
I woke up panting. Probably even screaming and thrashing hard. It wasn’t a nightmare. But it was enough to make cold sweats drip from my face. Enough to realize my throat dried up. The guard outside yelled something at me, and then I heard a growl of warning and a fist pounding on my prison-room’s doors. “Silence!” I only answered with silence as well. Judging by their guttural voices, it’s still dark outside. Their voices only lighten when the sun brightens the world outside, that’s so far I’ve noticed. “Fuck.” I wiped the sweat from my brow, my other hand on my chest.The sheer size of him remained in my head. Invading in my dreams, in my vision. Even when I close my eyes. Even when I open my eyes.“What in the Moon Goddess’ name is happening to me?!”My eyes darted to the farthest corner, where the Alpha drifted to me in a phantom wind. And kissed me. Passionately.I shook my head, hoping that everything in my dream would eventually disa
“You wash first, Omega. That rotten smell will make the air here fouler than it already is.” The guards on the either side of the entrance to The City Under scowled at me.“Where the hell should I wash?!”The one with a scar on his cheek answered, “It’s not our problem.”I inhaled a sharp breath and refused to move where my feet were rooted. Giving up, the same guard pointed to a small brook behind a wall of stones. The City Under is carved beneath a mountain, sloping downward until the ground to where my feet right now becomes the ceiling.The other guard said, “Just by the look of it, you’ll either die of cold or be pulled down by a creature only the Moon Goddess knows.”I grunted, the same grunt that Beta Audrey did hours ago. No moon waved hello in the sky tonight so the only light that gives us are the torches lining the path to The City Under’s entrance.And the brook the guard pointed to… “It’s dark in there.” The other guard snorted, “What else would i