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Internal Battle

Author: Sophie Starr
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

The moonlight poured in through the large windows, casting an eerie glow over the luxurious bedroom. I stood near the window with my body tensed and my hand balled in a fist. I felt the weight of Smoke's presence in my mind battling to take control of my body. I hate how powerless i felt because the constant push and pull between me and Smoke is really exhausting and because he is the most powerful part of me, he would always win.

I knew what Skylar was planning all evening and it made me want to jump out of my skin. If it was left to me, I could resist her but Soke's instinct were primal and hard to resist

My back was still facing her but i could feel her walking slowly over to my side.

"Why are you so distant, Alpha? You've be so cold all evening." Her voice dripped with sweetness which disgusts me but excites Smoke. She ran her finger down my arm and came to my face to show herself. She was putting on an extremely short revealing net nightdress that clung to her curves. The confide
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