Heartbreak

*Shenaya

As much as I didn't want to go to work in the morning, I knew that I should go. I dragged my body out of the bed and freshen up but I avoided my dad because of my bloodshot eyes. My dad has always treated me like a princess and seeing me crying over a stupid boy would make him extremely sad so I tried as much as possible to not let him see me heartbroken because he had warned me several times to stay away from Alfred and reject him. 

I worked like a broken robot, repeating the same chores over and over again, tripping on my feet, going into a trance for more than 5 mins and I'm very sure I'm already pissing Alpha Alfred off. 

"You've added salt to my tea instead of Sugar" I was brought back to life by Alpha's voice.

"What?"

"Take a sip" he slammed the mug against the table. I wasn't sure that I could make such a mistake but when tasted the tea, I realized it was salt.

What the fuck?

"I'm Sorry Alpha" I apologized. "I will make a new one". He stopped me while I was about to leave. I watched as he started to drink.

I glared at him and resumed working on his laptop. I didn't say anything and just stood there. I did my other chores and left his office when it was time for me to leave but he walked towards me and before I knew it, his lips were on my lips. I pulled back and glared at him. My fist tightened and I wanted to punch him in the face for kissing me. I knew I couldn't do but that didn't mean I would keep quiet and watch him. I knew I was in deep trouble for having a one-night stand with him but I expected him to be mature about it. 

"I don't like this Alpha," I said fuming in anger. "You've got a mate and I also have a mate. This isn't the of gesture you should have towards your personal omega." I tried not to talk about the sex.

"What do you think of yourself? Do you think I will stoop low to be interested in a lower-ranking wolf like you? Over my dead body," he growled at me and hot tears rushed out of my eyes. 

"Get out of my office before I rip your heart out"  I flinched at his words and quickly ran out. I didn't stop until I reached my room. 

Did I sense it wrong? For a moment. I thought he wanted me. Though I was grateful that was not then again, his words hurt. He didn't think I was a low-ranking wolf when he was eating me out and fucking me the other night. He didn't think I was a low-ranking wolf when he started the kiss earlier today but when I complained he said hurtful things. Is he even normal?

I cried some more before falling asleep. Alfred didn't even bother to call or text.

It's been three days straight now that I haven't slept. I cried every night and today I ended up in the hospital as I fainted in Alpha's office. He took me to the hospital and called my dad.

The doctor said I was not taking good care of myself and she wasn't lying. I had been avoiding food and I hadn't been sleeping well too.

When we got home, Dad held me tight and started crying.

"Dad, I'm sorry" I joined him.

"I didn't raise you like a princess just to be treated trashy by a fool who doesn't deserve you. I know the moon goddess fated you with him but you can reject him and get a chosen mate"

"It hurts so bad dad, he never loved me. Not even once, he was just using me" I said between my hiccups.

I didn't realize how I cried and slept off in his arms but when I woke up I saw my bag already packed.

'Dad, why is my bag packed?' I asked him through the mind link 

'Get ready quickly princess, I was going to wake you up' he responded

'What's going on?'

'You are going on a small vacation, everything is ready except for you'. I didn't question him further and started getting ready. I wonder how he managed to plan a vacation within minutes. We are middle-class werewolves, we need to plan for months if we are to go on a vacation.

I later learned that it was Alpha Alfred's sister Lucy who booked the vacation for me and pleaded with her brother for a couple of days off when she learned about what happened to me.

"So traveling, hotel and everything you'll need to buy is free because you have a black card," he said raising his hands to show me a black card. 

 My Vacation is in Paris, I was so happy about it because I've always wanted to go there. I learned that everything is beautiful out there and I hoped that one day I would experience it. 

That is where Dad and Mom went for their honeymoon when they found me. I wasn't their biological child. My parents went for their honeymoon in Paris when someone gave me to them as a newborn pup. The only thing the person left behind was a necklace with a shiny Ruby gem and a note that said "Shenaya" That was why my adoptive parents named me that. They didn't give birth to any other kids and they never made me feel like I wasn't theirs.

'Do you think I'll find my biological parents in Paris?' I asked Lily my wolf

'Do you want to meet someone who abandoned you?' Lilly said and I felt sad for a moment, even my parents don't want me.