Something’s happening in the Shadow packhouse.
An Omega maid slams into me when I turn around the corner, murmuring out a quick apology before scurrying down the corridor with a basket full of freshly-picked cherries. This had already happened five times, and both my shoulders ache at this point. I’d seen things from cherries to baked loaves of bread and even a massive platter of the richest chocolate cake I’d ever seen.
The cake had come pretty dangerously close— it had nearly landed straight on my face.
I wrap the scarf that Noel had left me tighter around my cheeks as I head out into the frigid cold outside. I’d found it this morning next to me, neatly folded into a stack and with a note on top that read his kindness.
It’s even more of a chaotic mess outdoors than indoors.
Silver lanterns hang on the brittle branches of wintergreen trees, glowing faintly with the flame protected beneath silken, insulated covers. I hear the chirping of birds, in this cold. They fly close to the heated lanterns, warming their frozen wings.
It’s gorgeous.
But at the same time, I was dying to know what was actually happening.
I tap the shoulder of a maid who’s fixing a crooked lantern. She turns around, her eyes as auburn as the hair cascading down her shoulders.
“Hello,” I start, feeling awkward already as I feel her gaze narrow. “Could you just tell me what’s going on? I—”
“I’m busy. Ask someone else.”
And with that, she turns around and leaves me standing. A bit of heat rises to my cheeks as I hear her whisper to one of the other maids, with a voice full of condescension.
“Who is that?”
“An Omega who should really be working like the rest of us. I don’t know what the Alpha finds so special about her to be letting her in his chambers. She isn’t even pretty. Honestly, I’ve seen Elders that look better than her.”
I blink rapidly.
Just walk away, Blaise. Nothing good will come from trying to do anything here. And who’s going to protect you if you start a whole catfight? No one, that’s who. The Alpha’s too damn scared to leave a bad reputation among his—
But I’d never been too good at controlling my temper.
You know what?
I don’t even give a shit.
I turn. Then as I walk away, I let the edge of my boot catch on one of the legs of the wooden stand that she has set the lantern on top of. The entire thing comes crashing down as I purposely trip, righting myself a second after as I turn back to see the lantern, now completely ruined, on the snow.I clasp both hands over my mouth as the maid freezes.
“Oh my goodness,” I say, bowing my head multiple times. “I’m so sorry. Here, let me get that for you—”
The color of her cheeks now matches the bright red of her hair as she slaps my hands away. Her eyes flicker wildly back and forth, at the attention that we’re beginning to draw. And she doesn’t look too comfortable with it at all.
The corner of my lips twists in amusement at her frantic expression.
So she was the type of person to talk trash behind others’ backs, away from the spotlight.
“You don’t have to.” She practically hisses under her breath, and I give her one last apologetic look as I walk away. Any apology on my face dissipates the moment I turn around.
I run right into a slender, smiling figure.
My surprised eyes flash up to see Noel. He’s wrapped up in winter clothes, a snow-white hat pulled on top of his messy hazel locks. His amber eyes glow a soft, proud shade in the pale sun.
“Hi.” He whispers as I gape at him, lips parted. I’m both in shock and a bit embarrassed, that he’d seen me purposely do that to her. Maybe he’d now think that I was some kind of shady bully that—
“You stood your ground.”
…what?“Ira’s not too kind. She also has a crush on the Alpha.” He says, glancing over at the auburn-haired maid who has run to a group of other maids. She is talking furiously to them— no doubt trash-talking me even more at a distance. “I heard what she said about you.”
He gives me a cute, crooked smile.
“I was about to come and help you out, but you didn’t need me at all.”
His smile really is warm enough to melt. But then I remember the last time I’d seen him. The Beta had made him follow him for punishment.
But when I voice my worry, all he does is shake his head.
“Ezra just acts scary. He isn’t really all that.”
Ezra. Beta Ezra Lord? He isn’t scary?
I can still remember the way his violet eyes had sparked knives as he’d tightened an iron grip around my throat.
But Noel didn’t seem hurt.
“If you say so,” I murmur, as I uncertainly fiddle my front thumbs together. But then I look up, finally having found the one person who was willing to listen to me. “Noel, what’s going on? I’ve been trying to find out this whole time.”
“The Moon Festival is approaching.” He says, walking away. I gratefully follow him, anxious to get out of this courtyard as soon as possible. I could literally hear the mean whispers spreading like wildfire behind me. I could already tell that Ira girl would make me the common enemy against the Shadow Omegas by the end of today.
“It’s basically an annual celebration that comes around every winter.” He explains, purposefully speaking louder so it drowns out any of the gossipings all around us. “Lots of food, music, and pretty lights. But there are mainly two parts to it.”
He holds up two fingers.
“The Moon Dance and the Blood Hour.”
The what hour?
I echo out my curiosity. And Noel’s eyes darken, just a little.
“The Blood Hour is basically a Hunt. For the Omegas in the pack. The higher-ranked wolves play hide-and-seek with us for an hour, and they are allowed anything except for murder.”
My mouth drops open.
You’ve got to be kidding me.
“Anything?”
His lips purse solemnly. Then he nods, and I can’t help but see a bit of memory flicker through his eyes. I can tell it isn’t anything that’d bring a smile.Had something happened to him in the past Festivals? I’m too afraid to ask him.
“When is this?” I echo, trying to turn the conversation.
“Tomorrow.” He whispers, forcing a smile.
“Stick to me, Blaise. I’ll keep you safe
“So can you put some cushioning on these chains or what? They’re actually really hard to try and sleep with if you haven’t noticed.” The Alpha gives me a look. And even though I’m the one who hissed at him first, I still tense as he stops drying his hair. He lets the white towel fall around his neck, and I just stiffen even more when he comes closer. He leans over me. His shadow envelops mine and my eyes widen in surprise when he just undoes the entire thing. The chain drops to the floor with a heavy clang. Then the Alpha simply returns to drying his hair. I raise a brow. “Not worried anymore? Or am I getting fired?” “No one’s getting fired tonight,” He whispers, laughing softly. “I wouldn’t want my Singer all chained up in the first place, would I?” Yeah, right, I scoff. He probably just realized I was no actual threat to him at all. Alphas healed at a viciously fast rate— and they sensed danger from a mile away. And I was a puny Omega, after all. “Can you put a shirt on?”
He really had gotten me a dress. I poke at the chiffon garment. It feels ten times more expensive than anything I’d ever had to wear before, the silver fabric silken to the touch. It’s simple but elegant, with a river of diamonds embedded among the lines where it’d fit my curves. I lift the necklace laid on top of the folded dress, sterling silver and studded with gold. This is too much. My eyes crinkle. And the last thing I really wanted to do was accept pretty things from the Alpha who’d ordered the destruction of my entire Pack. I wasn’t even going to dance with him, anyways. I was planning to find a nice, cozy spot and hide out until the entire event ended. Leaving the dress on top of the nightstand, I leave the Alpha’s chambers. It’s nearing noon now, and I shuffle down the corridors with my slippers, dodging any maids that are finishing up the final preparations before the official start of the Moon Festival tonight. I’m wondering if I should drop by the kitchen to s
BLAISE Twilight is descending over Shadow. I look outside the window, touching my gloved fingertips onto the frosted glass. The air is so cold that it bleeds through the walls and the floor. Tonight, the Blood Hour would take its place on the ice, when the Blood Moon rose to its fullest. But at least I’d be with my friend to get through it. “Blaise!” I turn. Noel pauses to a stop, his amber eyes wide as he looks at the dress that I’m wearing. “You look absolutely stunning, Blaise.” “Do I?” I say, my brows twisting a bit as I pull at the top part of the dress. It feels a little loose there, around my chest. It was the first time I’d ever revealed this much skin. I’d always just stuck to covering myself up as much as possible since I’d always been around young pups in Senna. Plus it kept me free from running up and down the mouths of male wolves, who shamelessly commented on my figure out of the blue. Multiple times, even when I was within hearing range. Did you see the Sing
“Hid in a good spot, hm?” My face is so hot that I almost can’t feel it. And I’m not dreaming up the gasps that echo all around me. The light of the lanterns flash before my eyes. “Almost missed you,” The Alpha whispers, the gold of his gaze bordering anger as he practically puppets me out to the center of the dance floor. The kohl staining the edges of his narrowed eyes make the shades even more vibrant. It twists and tears, underneath the unraveled locks of sable hair that come past his brow. “And you even made yourself look so damn gorgeous, Blaise.” The heat blazes hotter as he clasps a hand around my waist. I can hear the music playing in the background, but everything is more like a blur as the Alpha moves me. He leads through each step, both violent and tender. His lips are twisted up in that smile I’d seen him give at my Beta’s execution. “Good girl. Follow along.” Sweat beads on the side of my face. And I want to start complaining, about when this would come to an end
“Blaise?” I smile, putting a finger to my lips to hush him as he looks at me like I’m a dead person, coming back to life. In front of us, Omegas spill into the forests behind the Packhouse, desperate to find cover before the ten minutes of Preparation would tick out. It’s a flurry of paws and scattered snow. Noel recovers surprisingly quick. “Hurry,” He whispers, pulling at my wrist. “Transform to your wolf. We have to run.” “We don’t have a lot of time.” I nod. The bells continue to echo behind us as I shift midair, bare flesh changing to snow-white fur. Next to me, I see Noel shift into a wolf slightly larger than mine, the shade of warm chestnut. His amber eyes spark with intelligence. “Follow me.” I break into a run after him. The scarlet light of the Blood Moon above our heads is almost eerie, washing the snow crimson. And I’m so, so glad that I’m with him. I think anyone by themselves would be eaten by the terror first, even before the warrior wolves find them. We p
I scream. Noel is torn away from me within a second. Both of us are dragged out by the scruffs of our necks from the haven underground, where I’d thought we’d be so safe in. Now the cold is everywhere, and being unprepared, it hits even worse. The snow is still deeply blood-red. Two. They are both high-ranks, right underneath the status of Beta. “Blaise!” “Shut up,” A wolf growls, swatting a heavy paw. Noel’s jaw slams shut. And I feel my blood run cold as the silver wolf mercilessly sinks his fangs into his shoulders, dragging him away to the farther edge of the crimson clearing. Noel cries out. I see rivulets of scarlet between his chestnut fur. My eyes turn feral. I lunge, straight for the wolf at least thrice my size. Both my claws and fangs are bared. I want nothing more than to bury them into his throat and tear it out of his— “Where are you so set on going, girl?” A howl breaks from my jaw as something pulls me backward. My body is too weak to resist— metal wraps
I’m not gone for long. My eyes feel like they’ve been glued shut for a decade as I open them again, to the feeling of tender roughness against my fur. I’m still lying in the snow. My fur is wet with it, soaking with it. Above me, the Moon shines a bright silver. The Alpha is bent over me. His tongue runs over my wound. I hear him murmur. “You foolish Omega.” “Alpha,” I gasp out dizzily, wanting to ask him if Noel is okay. But my own tongue feels like ash in my mouth, and I hear him hush me. His body is a mass of warmth against the cold of the winter. “Sh. You’re in pain.” “No, no.” I murmur, scrabbling at him with the tips of my sopping paws. He slowly lifts his eyes, at my continued calls. His golden eyes finally settle on mine. And he must’ve read my mind, just from my panicked gaze. He sighs heavily. “The other Omega is safe. The Beta has him.” Beta…Ezra? But he’s safe. He’s okay. My head drops limply back onto the ground. And I see the Alpha through the slits
Hands around my neck. The fingertips squeeze, finding its way through to pressure the grooves of my throat. Whoever’s choking me is shrouded with shadow. The only thing that I see are two clouds of ash, streaked with dirt. Was that a smile, flickering in and out? I couldn’t tell. My own hands aren’t there when I call on them, to try and get this silhouette off of me. It’s like they are somewhere else, or not mine. Or simply glued to the ground, and I was nowhere near strong enough to move them a single inch. Then the fingertips suddenly turn to claws. The tips of them break flesh. Blood pours. My eyes fly open. Someone is holding my hands. And I’m on a bed, the back of my shirt firmly stuck to my skin with how much I’d sweat. My tongue sits like a ton of bricks in my mouth. It feels as if I haven’t spoken in the last decade. The Alpha holds me. His large hand is wrapped around both my wrists. His eyes are a steady stream of gold, brilliant yet haunting. He’s in bed r
________________________________BLAISEAfter that day, I hadn't seen a trace of Christian. Now it had almost been a full week, and I had lost most of the confusing thoughts with what had happened. The first three days I hadn't been able to get him out of my mind. But by now I'd convinced myself that he'd probably realized he didn't feel that way about me. We hadn't had contact for years. There was just no way he could have fallen in love with me. My fingertips hover above the keyboard of my laptop. Great. I was thinking about him again, wasn't I? Leaning back into the chair, I take a sip of iced coffee and start typing again. Half of my mind is still occupied with Christian. It wasn't good to think about him. He did this, to me. Always. He made me wonder. He would always leave me so confused and lost, always leave my head so full of him. Then he'd leave for years and not come back. A bitter expression passes by my lips. It was better to just forget it entirely. "Miss?" "M
__________________________________Great.This was just all fucking great, dammit.The moon is already high up in the sky. And I'm wandering in the dark, empty streets of Seoul, my stomach turning with the guilt of having said all that to him.I'd just run. I'd run away from him, without even thinking where I'd go.Would he still be there, at my apartment?I had no idea.And the regret is just growing by the second, slowly pressing down on my chest.I'd acted so childish just now. Like a childish little brat, out to get revenge. I could've just held it all in. Held it in, like I'd always done.I don't know why I'd gotten so emotional when I'd seen Christian's face.I'd just completely lost my composure. I'd just lost it in front of him, not even thinking what was going to happen next.And I'm so deep in my own thoughts I don't even look where I'm walking.My shoulder crashes into someone."Ah!"A surprised yelp bursts from my lips as I tumble backwards onto the sidewalk. And I complet
_______________________________BLAISE"Ow."My eyes slowly flicker open. And I'm surprised to see that I'm in my own kitchen, my head tucked between my hands and chest leaning against the island table. I'm seated on the high chair, but in the opposite way so I'm practically hugging the back of the chair.How in the world had I gotten into this—"Don't move."Christian?!I twist around in surprise. But the moment I do, pain streaks up my spine and I nearly tumble off the chair."Ah!"Strong hands wrap around my shoulders, righting me back on the chair again. Christian sounds absolutely pissed."I told you not to move.""What are you even—"I look down to see that he's wrapping bandages around my stomach. My shirt, soaked completely in blood, is thrown in a messy pile on the wooden floor.I'm only in my bra.My face goes paler than before."Christian!""Relax." He says, and I can practically hear him roll his eyes even when I can't see him. "Should I have let you bleed to death then?"
________________________________"So you see— the sign changes, because the variable comes over to this side. And then you would flip this, too." I say, tapping at the paper with the eraser of my tipped pencil."Do you unders—Christian!"He's examining a strand of ramen, holding the chopsticks over his head. His eyes flicker to me."Yeah?""Put that in your mouth. Right now." I snap, grabbing a napkin and wiping the corner of his lips. He immediately pulls back, his expression tense."What are you doing?!""I should be asking you that." I fire back, crossing my arms. "Did you listen to anything that I said for the last ten minutes?""...I did.""Tell me one thing."He frowns, looking thoughtful for a second. Then he looks up at me with a pointed look."The variable changes, because the sign comes over to the other side of the equation. Okay? I've been listening, Ms. Ara."I raise a brow. Does he really think he's outsmarted me or something?"More like the sign changes because the vari
________________________________"Browse around." I suggest as I start picking books out for my next class. "I might take a while. There are a lot of books here.""I don't read.""Well, you can." I raise my eyebrow when I see him brooding at me from the corner. "What are you interested in? What kinds of topics?"He breathes. "How should I know?""No hobbies or anything?" I ask, tapping my finger on the cover of a book. "What about stories, then?""Here."I hold out a copy of one of my favorites."I don't want—""No. I'm giving you something to do as your punishment. Just wait until I finish checking out some books, alright?" I say firmly, making his expression steel. He rips the book from my hands.Then he walks briskly over to the reading corner, dropping into a plush chair with a stormy look.I laugh.He really was an interesting one._______________________________I finally pick out the last book, piling on top of all the others in the checkout box. That had taken over an half hou
"Christian."“Get to the blackboards, will you?”______________________________BLAISEI go through the list of names, one by one."Amana.""Yes, Ms. Ara.""Yousef?""Here.""Skylar.""Here."Finally, my pen stops at a name."Christian."No answer. I look up. And the boy is sitting in the far side of the window, his eyes fixed on me with a dark, haughty stare.I look back down at the clipboard, a smirk tugging on my lips."Christian Shadow. Is Christian here today?"Still no answer."Alright. Christian marked absent." I say loudly, crossing off the box next to his name. He gives me a disinterested expression, like he doesn't really believe that I actually had done what I said.Christian Shadow. It was my first day teaching the junior class, and all the teachers at school had talked so much about this single boy that caused so much trouble.According to them, he skipped classes for days on end. Got into fights, on the rare days that he did attend school.And apparently, he was the son
I hadn't been in a Striker apartment ever since Alen's death. But now with Ezra as my Shield, I step into our very own space, a place where I'd be safe to come back to every night.I would never have to step foot into my father's house again. For the rest of my life.The bruises are still fresh.And I'd tried to remember. I'd really tried, to recall what exactly he'd done to me that night. It was like someone had completely wiped out all of my memories, and I had no idea how I'd ended up that day.I knew it was my father, but I could not remember.My feet light and silent against the floor, I find a book and sink into one of the soft couches in the living room.The Firstblade was out, so that I was alone in the apartment.He'd said that he wouldn't be back until an hour later.Halfway through the book, I find my eyes slowly drooping. I let myself drift into half-sleep when all of a sudden, a heavy noise echoes through the room.My eyes flash back open.Someone was knocking.Leaving th
NOEL (2)How dare he.I'd heard him. How dare he insult Ezra like that, when he was nothing compared to the Firstblade? He hadn't been there— hadn't been there when I'd been pleading, watching him fight for his life that day in the blood-covered snow.He knew nothing.For the first time, the anger feels like it might consume me alive."Father.""You will not touch the Firstblade." I hiss, the point of my knife gleaming in the winter sun. And my father snatches his hand back, the surprise in his eyes turning into a flash of fear.Then rage, when he recognizes his own son.But for the first time I'm not trembling. Instead I'm looking him straight in the eyes, my knife a flicker of silver as I sheathe it again.My voice is steel."You can do anything you want with me.""But I won't let you mock him like this."Not when you don't even know what he's been through.My father looks furious, his face burning red. Of course— I'd humiliated him in front of all the other councilors, people who h
EZRA (1)I could only hope that he'd listened to me. Most Strikers had returned to their apartments by this time, shared with their Shields. Only a few actually went home to their own Houses.Their Shields.My expression turns bitter.Before I leave, my eyes flicker down the dark hallway. There's a little bit of light coming from the endmost room, where Noel should be. Because we didn't have Shields, both of us had rooms in the compound itself.It was late, nearly midnight.And my features stay flat as I turn my feet towards his room. The beam of light is streaming through the slight crack of his door— and I see that he'd listened to me.He's collapsed asleep in the middle of the bed, a candle flickering on the nightstand. There's a book fallen open right next to his head.The door doesn't make a sound when I shift it further open.My steps are silent as I take the book and close it, placing it by the candle. Then I pull the covers back over his slender figure.I was certain he'd kick