Emily's POV
My heart pounded in anticipation of what was going to happen. Jack looked upset and I was equally embarrassed and upset about what happened. Our hands were intertwined together, the spark filling our bodies with its warmth and desires. The bond: it's always making me go against my words but now must be an exception. Arriving at the west wing, I removed my hands from his hold and stopped walking. He turned around with a confused expression. “You don't have to hold me,” I said without meeting his gaze. He sighed when he heard me before turning around to face me. I really don't like this. If he was this close to me, I won't be able to resist the temptation that comes after it. Shutting my eyes, “Please, don't make this hard for me. I still need to think about what happened. Just go away and leave me alone,” I pleaded. “I thought we were on the same page,” “Huh?” I opened my eyes. “You heard me,” he prompted. “We aren't on the same page, Jack. How on earth do you expect me to be, with your sudden desire for me now that you’ve suddenly switched sides? Just two days ago, wasn’t Kiara your favorite person?” I demanded, feeling upset. His expression softened but mine was still hard. His pride, ego and confidence to think that the throne could buy me and showcasing he would be by my side only intensifies my annoyance. “I’m not doing this,” I mumbled before walking away. He didn't chase after me to which I was grateful for because I saw Mason walking towards our direction. I arrived at my room, rested my back on the wall. My emotions felt heavy to express, I was overwhelmed by the fact that the throne could have rejected me for real. In ancient lore, it was believed that the throne held a spirit that could sense purity, strength, and unity in those destined to rule. When the King's mate chosen by the moon goddess was rejected by the throne, it signified a profound imbalance, an omen that the chosen Luna lacked the spiritual harmony necessary to align with the throne's ancient energy. Nothing could be more upsetting than Kiara’s present when this happened. My head was buried in my thighs, tears welling my eyes as I pleaded to my mother, the moon goddess, to give me answers to all these puzzles. I still don't know what made Jackson change his mind when I was in the dungeon. I knew something must have happened since Madison was back. I stood up from the floor and went to my wardrobe. Searching for the locket my mother gave to me if I ever wanted to summon her. In the middle of that, a knock on the door startled me. “Who's there?” “Madison, your highness,” frown lines formed on my forehead when I heard her voice. We've never had any clash whatsoever before, but what could be her reason for coming to see me. I kept the locket, wiped my remnants of tears before going to open the door. “Hi, your highness,” her smile brightened when she saw me. I managed to force a smile, remembering how she had saved the courtroom earlier when she mentioned the throne could have been tampered on. “Can I come in, please?” “Yeah, sure,” she entered, glancing around with a smile. “A room that best fits the Queen. You look amazing,” she complimented. “Thanks,” I murmured, fidgeting. She came to sit beside me on the bed and took my hands. “I'm here for you if you ever need anybody to talk to. The throne is yours but you need to fight for it. And during this process, I want to be your friend,” she smiled. I saw the sincerity in her eyes. “Sure. Has the King questioned the maid?” I asked. “Hmm, I don't know about that. Maybe I should ask Mason, he would come to fill you in,” she suggested. “Nah, it's fine. I'm just asking you since you're here,” I declined. She only chuckled and nodded. “I would love to know more about you some other time. But right now, the healer needs me. The kids are having diarrhea after consuming some weird looking food from the human world,” she said as she stood up. “All right, Maddy. I'll see you around,” she arched her eyebrows in surprise. “Maddy?” She repeated, “Why do I like that?” We both chuckled at her words as we walked to the door. “When next I'm coming, I should give you a name as well. A name that best fits the Queen,” I only nodded with a smile. I know what she's trying to do, she wanted to make me feel at ease and believe everything was going to be alright. And for that, I really appreciate her. “No problem. And I would want to know about the food the kids consumed,” she nodded before walking out of the room. I sighed deeply before going back to perch on the bed. I began taking off all my accessories, smiling at the light conversation I just had with Maddy. After a while, a knock came on the door again. “You're back?” I asked, opening the door. My expression grew in confusion when I saw Kiara. She had a smirk playing on her lips with her arms crossed. “What are you doing here?” I frowned. “Oops,” she faked a gasp, “Rejected Luna is acting high and mighty,” she mocked, making me roll my eyes. I'm not really in the mood for this. “What are you doing in my room?” I requested in a calm tone. Her presence was making me have thoughts of her involvement with what happened. “I want to relay a message to you,” she responded and what she did next shocked me.Emily's POV “I want to relay a message to you,” Kiara responded and what she did next shocked me. She bent down to pick something off the floor, her movements casual and unaware. As she leaned forward, the fabric of her trousers shifted slightly, revealing a small, round bottle nestled in the back pocket. Bending down was a pretense before pulling out the bottle. The dim light caught its shape just enough for me to spot it. Before she had a chance to straighten up, I acted. With a swift motion, I pushed her backward, just enough to unbalance her, and reached for the bottle. My hand was quick, pulling it free from her pocket in one smooth motion. Her eyes widened in surprise, but there was no time for words, only the tension in the air as I held the object in my grasp. “Give it back!” She barked. I frowned, wanted to shut the door but she stood in between. I opened the bottle cover and smelt it, my frown deepened while she had this smug expression. “Are you out of your mind?!
Emily's POVThe Next Day.It was morning already and a maid was sent to my room, to call me out for breakfast. I haven't had the privilege to sit in the royal dining room before. My first experience was the last time I got accused of poisoning Jack, this made me a bit skeptical but I have to go. In my own way, I was trying to push everything that happened yesterday to the farthest corner of my mind.The more I think about it, the more I would hurt myself with my negative thoughts. The demolishment of the throne room, right after the throne rejecting me, makes me feel as if I'm jinxed.Perhaps my instincts of believing Jackson needs me were wrong. I might be the person he needs to stay away from.I was still deep in my thoughts as I walked through the corridors to the royal dining room. Some maids were whispering words to their ears with their eyes on me. It was obvious that they were talking about me.Their words:"She climbed too high for someone with no roots. This is fate putting h
Emily's POVIt was late in the night, I can't believe I found myself waiting for Jack. He better keeps his words. I kept tossing all around the bed, hugging the pillow tightly with my eyes closed.I just can't sleep.I rose up and glanced at the wall clock, it was past 10 PM in the night. What could be so important that kept him up this late?My head kept forming different excuses that could have kept him late that I barely registered the soft knock on the door. The sound broke through my reverie, pulling me like a jolt, my heart quickening as I turned toward the sound.“Who's there?” I asked. That shouldn't be a question because I could perceive his scent already. I didn't get his response before the door opened and I stared at him blankly.He was smiling radiantly as he approached the bed.“Hi. I kept my words,” he muttered as he crouched beside the bed. He took my hands, his gaze was gentle and his touch was soft. Why am I not sending him out?“I hope I didn't keep you waiting for
Jack’s POVA smile played on my lips as I wash my hands. Her expression, defiance, stubborn and shocked expression, everything suits her well and made her even more beautiful.After taking a shower, I entered my room and began putting on my night wears. I still don't understand my feelings towards her, the mate bond is the one controlling my emotions.The news about the throne rejecting her, had spread across the pack like a wildfire. And I'm guessing the maids and guards had been gossiping about it close to her ears.So I understand where her cocky attitudes was coming from. Also, I wanted to make her feel at ease. This was influenced by the mate bond.I kept on smiling because i still find it hard to believe we could ever be in any form of closeness relationship. The smile was like a mock to me. All these years, I've successfully tried to avoid the mate bond but not, it was irresistible.I moaned loudly as I laid on the bed, shut my eyes and her image flashed in my mind. Recalling w
Emily's POVA feathery touch made me stir in my sleep, I turned on the bed and felt someone in it. I opened my eyes and found those hazel eyes boring into my eyes. Before I could say a word, he placed his finger on my lips.“Shush,” he made the hush sound, his closeness and his skin on mine made me love this sensation. He climbed up the bed and I shifted a little to create space for him.‘What is he doing here?’ I pondered, my heart beat in delight as I got to receive this kind of warmth from him. He made me place my head on his chest with his left hand on my back as he gave me a gentle pat.I bit my lower lip, shut my eyes closed and tried to enjoy the moment. After a while, he chuckled huskily, the tone vibrating in his chest.“What?” I asked without raising my head.“I wonder if your heart won't explode soon,” he said and it took me some time before his words registered in my head. I hitted his chest and he chuckled louder.“I'm just tellingtelling the truth, aren't I?” he asked am
Emily's POVThe Next Morning.I groaned, feeling my breath was hot and my body was aching. I turned around tiredly, managing to open my eyes. There was no sign of Jack in the room.My head was banging and my body was running at a high temperature. The sun was up already, the rays seeped through the curtains.My hands were weak but I need to confirm. With great effort, I brought my sunbeam hair to my shoulders. Seeing its color has changed to gray, I sighed deeply and shut my eyes.It was my time of the month.After my reincarnation, the prize I had to pay for the second chance was to fall ill once in a month. It was like a chargeable method that would keep me alive until the next month before I feel this way again.I tried to sit upright but it was just too difficult. There was no scent in the air that I could have called for to help me out. Jack and everyone in the pack are unaware about this fact about me. Aside from falling greatly ill, my powers are inactive throughout the day. I
Emily's POVIt was a long ride because none of us decided to speak. All thanks to Jack, he succeeded in making the journey awkward. He casually mentioned his first love, and that made me wonder if I needed to know. If he ever had a first love, she must have been dead by now. So where is he taking us to? Or maybe to visit her tombstone?I couldn't ask these questions for him not to notice my curiosity. Last night, I messed up big time by asking if he would die. Making the same mistake right now will be crazy.For several hours, he continued riding at a slow pace. I guess that's why it takes longer to arrive at our destination. Along the line, I noticed that we'd entered an empty village. This piqued my interest as I glanced around.“Where are we?”“Hawja Shawna,” he responded almost immediately. I turned to look at him with a lost expression but his eyes were fixed on the road.“What's that?”“The name of this village. We will be there soon,” he answered and I was tongue-tied. I glanc
Jackson's POV “Have you heard of chess game, mate?” My voice sounded rough. This fvcker I have as a wolf was trying to surface, all he cares about was her. I was trying hard not to reveal any emotions on my face. The story wasn't a warning, I only wanted her to show her real self to me. But she looks to be scared of me now, perhaps because she was weak. Her voice sounded weak and her body was burning. I smiled at her genuinely, the sound of her blood moving around her body was exciting to my ears. It's been a while since I last drank blood. And I want hers, even though I know that it was impossible. Unless she offers herself to me. “Do you?” I asked huskily again. Her eyes were filled with different emotions, a tear fell on her cheeks but she was quick to wipe it off. “Did you bring me here to intimidate me?” She questioned but I shook my head repeatedly. “That isn't an answer,” “You aren't in the right state of mind. You look drunk, here,” she showed her wrist to me.
Emily’s POV“Yeah, come in,” I called out, my voice lacking its usual enthusiasm.The door creaked open, and Maddy stepped in, a warm smile on her face. I tried to return it, but it felt forced, awkward. Our last conversation had left a strange tension between us, one I wasn’t sure how to navigate.“Good day, your highness,” she said with mock seriousness, a playful lilt in her tone. I chuckled softly despite myself, shaking my head. “Don’t start.” She stayed at door, doesn't look like she was coming any closer.“So… you wanted to see me?” I affirmed with a nod. Even though I didn't trust her fully, I need her witch abilities to interpret certain things to me.“Why are you at the door? Come closer.” I urged.“Maybe it's because I feel…. guilty?” My brows furrowed in my confusion. Then she chuckled.She crossed the room quickly, and before I could react, she wrapped her arms around me in a tight hug.“I missed you so much,” she murmured against my shoulder.I froze, my arms hovering m
Emily's POVI lay on the bed, staring blankly at the wooden ceiling above me, Kiara’s harsh words still ringing faintly in my ears.“Fuck off.”But oddly enough, I didn’t take her words to heart. I was used to her bitterness by now. I could handle her hatred; it wasn’t what bothered me. What I couldn’t ignore was Jackson.His behavior had been eating away at me all day. The flashes of anger, the blood… and the way his vampire side clawed at the surface, barely restrained. I had seen him gritting his teeth as if he were fighting himself, as if being near me was both his salvation and his curse.I turned to the side, burying my face in the pillow with a frustrated sigh. Exhaustion tugged at me, but my mind was relentless. Eventually, though, the weight of my thoughts lulled me into a restless sleep.I turned my head, but found myself in a darkened hall lit only by streaks of moonlight breaking through shattered windows. I jerked up immediately, I wasn't laying on the bed but on the floo
Kiara’s POVI let my thoughts pace around before my gaze flickered to the mirror, and I stopped dead. I rushed to it to confirm what I saw.A pimple.What in the hell…My fingers moved to my face instinctively, and I pressed down on the stubborn blemish with all the force I could muster. A sharp sting burned across my skin, but I didn’t stop until it was gone—until it bled.I hissed in annoyance, grabbing a tissue to dab the spot. My reflection stared back at me, and I frowned harder.“It’s nothing,” I muttered, spinning toward my vanity. I grabbed my makeup and began to smear powder and foundation over my face in thick layers, covering every imperfection. My hand trembled slightly as I blended it out.“Y-You’re be-beautiful,” I stammered to my reflection, forcing a smile. “This is just temporary. Everything happening now is temporary. I’ll strike when the time comes.”I leaned closer, staring deep into my own eyes, my smile sharpening into something sly. “I’ll make sure they regret
Kiara’s POVThe Next Morning.The paintbrush glided across the canvas in my hand, a streak of deep crimson smearing like fresh blood. My lips curled into a bitter smile as I traced the outline of Emily’s figure, every inch of her covered in what looked like dripping blood.“Perfect,” I muttered to myself, the satisfaction short-lived as anger clawed its way back into my chest.I clenched my jaw, thinking about yesterday. I had asked her nicely—nicely, for the first time in forever. All I did was ask if she was fine. A simple, kind gesture. And what did she do? She just nodded. Nodded! Like I didn’t deserve an answer.My grip on the brush tightened until my knuckles turned white.“That b!tch,” I spat under my breath. “All high and mighty now, isn’t she?”I sat back, glaring at the image of her I had painted, rage bubbling inside me like poison. Emily. Everything went downhill the moment she came into the picture. The pack no longer cared about me, Kiara. Me, who had always been by
Emily’s POV“When the heart turns cold…”The phrase echoed in my mind as I walked back into the tent, each word settling heavily on my chest. I had been trying to understand it, but the answer seemed clearer now. To sever this bond—truly sever it—I would need to upset Jackson, to do something so unbearable that it would make him turn away.Without true love, the bond between us was meaningless. That was what the throne was trying to tell us.We were tied by fate, but he couldn’t admit how he felt without something pulling him. I entered the tent, then my eyes fell on the pearl the little girl gave me. I picked it up, running my thumb over its smooth surface, a faint smile tugging at my lips. My mind raced back to the dream, the words, and Gianna. I froze mid-thought, realization dawning like a cold wave.Gianna.My eyes narrowed, suspicion burning in my chest. I didn't remember that she introduced herself to me. I hadn’t thought much of it, but now… If not for that dream, I wouldn’
Emily’s POVI groaned as the sound of chirping birds yanked me out of sleep. My muscles ached, my back was stiff, and the scratchy blanket felt heavier than usual. The chill of the morning air seeped through the tent, and for a moment, I debated just pulling the blanket over my head.But the dream...I blinked my eyes open, staring at the tent’s fabric ceiling. Why was I dreaming about my resurrection? It had felt so real, like I was reliving that moment. I could still hear the voices, feel the weight of everything that day had meant.Events of the last few years flooded my mind, I found myself empathizing with myself for all the years of heartbreak I've endured. All because I wanted him to accept me as his mate.I shook my head, trying not to dwell deeper. I might have had the dream out of exhaustion, playing tricks on my mind. Pushing the thoughts aside, I sat up, stretching my arms. My back ached from sleeping on the makeshift bedroll Jack had insisted we use during this journey.
Emily’s POV “Thank you so much for helping,” I acknowledged, smiling at Gianna’s reflection in the mirror as she brushed my hair. She returned the smile, though her dark eyes never left my hair. “You’re welcome. But don’t mistake this for charity,” she said, her voice soft but unnerving. Our eyes met in the mirror, and I blinked in confusion. “What do you mean?” “You’ll pay for my help. Not with money, of course.” She smiled faintly, a small tilt of her head that made her look almost amused. “I’ll be taking the bead from your locket. The pearl inside is... powerful. If someone with an impure heart touches it, they go blind temporarily until they confess their crimes. And if they don’t...” She paused, her lips curling slightly. “Well, they lose their sight forever.” My mouth went dry, and I instinctively looked down at the locket resting against my chest. The thought of giving it away made my stomach twist, but I nodded. “O-Okay,” I stammered. She didn’t say anything, just
Emily’s POVMy eyes fluttered open groggily, my head was banging. What I saw was a long wooden stool in front of me. I tried to stand up but my stomach hurts. And my legs. Together with my arms.In fact, my whole body hurts.But carefully, I managed to sit upright. I brought my hair to my shoulder, it was really dirty. I couldn't understand the color. And my clothes… my eyes looked down at my dress. It looks to be a white gown, it's original color but it was soaked with a red dried liquid. My eyes widened in shock when I thought of the possibilities that it could be my blood.My lips trembled as I glanced around. ‘Am I dead? Is this afterlife?’ I thought, my eyes scanning through the surroundings.It was a building, some parts filled with growing grasses and spirogyra. The floor was cold and cemented, I stood up carefully.Why don't I have any memories of myself?All I knew was that I just woke up from a deep slumber. Given how my body was aching this badly. “H-Hello….” I stuttered,
Emily’s POVThe ride was quiet, the air thick with unspoken words. I sat behind Jack on his horse, my arms loosely wrapped around his waist. His broad back was straight, his posture as rigid as always. The rhythmic sound of the horse's hooves against the ground provided a strange kind of comfort. I rested my chin lightly on his shoulder, my gaze lingering on the back of his neck. His scent filled my nose, and I found myself in a deep comfort.My thoughts wandered to what I had pieced together so far—about Harper’s mother and the role she played in Jack’s immortality. The idea of someone willingly binding him to this endless existence both fascinated and horrified me. And I found myself wondering what kind of man he was before he became an immortal.Was he always this guarded? This distant? Or was it the centuries of loneliness and betrayal that shaped him into what he was now?I sighed softly, my breath ghosting against his neck. He didn’t turn or acknowledge it. His aloofness was