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The Lies We Tell Ourselves

Author: Joyce Mama
last update Last Updated: 2024-12-16 23:42:11

*Ares’s POV*

I've been measuring how strong I am or in better words how deep this obsession was rooted…and I have come to a pretty confusing conclusion. I can bring myself to resist the urge to see her and confront her and yet at the same time,I can't get her damn face,voice,smell out of my brain.

I have spent most of my time in my office since my little delightful “discovery”,What was I expecting anyway? I was chasing after a woman who glady branded herself as a man killer and I had somehow expected not to be killed.

Maybe–just maybe she is too far gone. Besides,all the time I had spent with her had done nothing but weigh upon the thread that she might be my Luna.

If she was,she would say it by now and her hair seemed completely jet black…it makes absolutely no sense to have someone so hell bent on destroying me so close to me.

Anyway,I have come to realise that whenever I'm under stress,I become a workaholic…which by the way is just perfect for the situation.

So far,I
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