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Chapter 117 – I Don’t Know If I Can Hold It Together Without You

Author: GIFT TEEY
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THEON'S POV

It was New Year’s Eve. A time of celebration, a time of joy.

Or so it was supposed to be.

I heaved out a sigh as I watched the occupants of the space.

The packhouse was alive with forced celebration, laughter ringing out into the cold night like the faint embers of a dying fire. But even as the others laughed and toasted to a new year, I stood in the shadows of the room, watching, listening, calculating.

The truth was, I couldn’t afford to celebrate. Not now.

Nathan had been gone for weeks now.

To the rest of the pack, our Alpha was on a mission to hunt Malachi, their greatest enemy and the last remnant of a dark chapter in our history. It was a noble cause, a story they could rally behind. But I knew better. Malachi wasn’t Nathan’s focus – Sophia was. She had been the true reason behind his abrupt departure. I could bet Malachi wasn't even on his mind.

And now I was left here, trying to hold together the pieces of a pack that was slowly unraveling.

“Theon.” A voice called
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