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Alpha's Regret: Chasing My Rejected Mate 85~ Isn't It Obvious?
OLIVIA'S POVWe spent a successful two weeks together with Zender and Zendaya being less disturbing to us. Rick drove us back home, and we were all welcomed by everyone in the pack house.I enjoyed our honeymoon so far. At least we had more of our peace of mind, less worries, and more love shared. “Hope you had fun?” Rick asked me.“I had more than fun. Thanks for being a part of my life.” Surprisingly, Rick didn't waste time, he started his day work. Thanks to Stella who came to keep me company. “I can see the happiness in you.” Stella smiled as she sat beside me. “How did the honeymoon go?” The question alone lightened me, I couldn't hold back the smile on my face. “It went pretty well. Rick and I, we spent so much time together. I never knew how much Rick loved me until then. To be frank, he was one in a million.”“Aww. That's a deep confession. How about Zender and Zendaya, I hope they didn't bother you guys a lot?”“Not really. They were both calm, all thanks to the moon godde
Alpha's Regret: Chasing My Rejected Mate 86~ Meeting Raven
RAVEN'S POVI used a different number to send her a text message to meet up with me at the coffee shop. I knew that wasn't a strong way to get her out, but I wouldn't want to get ourselves embarrassed before everyone.Surprisingly, she texted back. “Who is this, please?”“Just a friend. Couldn't make it to your wedding, so I wanna make it up to you.”“Thanks but, I'll love to know who the hell I'm chatting with before I show myself out.” That was a bit rude, but worth it.I couldn't risk texting her my name, that's definitely the end of it and totally a waste of time. But then, there was nothing I could tell her to make her show up. Maybe, I should just go ahead and tell her the truth?“It's me, Raven.”What I got in response was actually what I expected, and seeing the middle finger emoji got me laughing.Then she sent a message. “You shouldn't be anywhere here, asshole. You better go back where you came from because I ain't leaving this place for your sake.”“I just want us to talk,
Alpha's Regret: Chasing My Rejected Mate 87~ I Need Her Back
RAVEN'S POVWhy do I feel like those kids are mine? Why do I feel like they belong to me? Like a part of me once lost, was back. I could feel it. I could feel the connection when they were next to me, even when the little boy touched my cheek, there was this feeling that left him to mine. It was cold but strong.I could tell even from their eyes that they were my kids. They had the same eye color as mine, and the resemblance on their faces was obviously clear. I slapped my forehead. “Am I overthinking? Or is it just my desperate desire for a child that makes me think they are my kids?”No! They are. I know what I felt, even their scent felt familiar to me, like I've met them somewhere. Yes! I had, in my dream last year, when I saw Olivia with kids. They are the kids I saw.But why? Why would she act like they aren't mine? Because she hates me, I know. And when she mentioned them to belong to Rick, something in me didn't want me to believe her. Something in me kept screaming that she
Alpha's Regret: Chasing My Rejected Mate 88~ Conflicted Emotions
OLIVIA'S POV"Olivia! Olivia!" Stella followed me as I rushed up to my room with Zender and Zendaya tightly in my grip. "Olivia, wait!""Zender, Zendaya, I want you two to tell me what the hell happened back there?" I asked them, and for a moment they acted to have turned dumb, but I knew they weren't. I knew at this point they could hear and understand me, and I don't wanna know how the hell that happened."Say something!" I yelled but Stella walked in."Olivia, where have you been all these while? For hours I've been searching all over for you. Where did you go?" I could see how worried she was on her face."I'm sorry, Stella. I'm sorry I didn't tell you I was going out.""What if something bad happens to you and the kids? What if Alpha Rick had shown up unexpectedly, what was I supposed to say?""Nothing, Stella. And I am ready to defend you no matter what. But you don't have to worry anymore, besides the kids and I are here, and Rick isn't back home either." I reassured her. "Once
Alpha's Regret: Chasing My Rejected Mate 89~ A Second Visit
OLIVIA'S POV I just walked out of the bathroom when Zendaya asked me; "Mummy, when is daddy seeing us again?" "Oh, daddy will be back home today. You miss him, don't you?" I asked her with a smile. "Yeah. But I was talking about our other daddy, the one we saw yesterday." The smile on my face quickly faded as I stared at her in disbelief, thinking of a good reply to give her. "Mummy?" She called. "Well, sweetheart, that man isn't your dad. He is just an old friend of mine, and he only came to say hello to me." "But he looks like Zender, right?" I looked at Zender who was quiet but actually paying attention. "Well, people do look alike. That's nature for us. But that doesn't mean he is your father." "When will he come again?" Zender finally asked. "I... really don't know, sweetheart. To be frank, he isn't paying us a visit anymore." "Why?" "Because... he has a lot on his desk right now, and he won't be able to see us anytime from now." I went to the wardrobe to find somet
Alpha's Regret: Chasing My Rejected Mate 90~ Burning Heat
OLIVIA'S POV For two days I've been living with the thoughts of the incident that happened two days ago. I thought I could handle it on my own, I thought I could get over with his image in my head, but all my efforts were in vain.I even had to make Rick promise me that he would never leave me, all just to make sure that Raven was out of my head. And since then, he's been watching me closely, feeling so suspicious about my change of attitude and my sudden silent nature which was never a part of me.Countless times he's been asking me if everything was alright, but I kept assuring him that I was fine even though it was obviously clear on my face that I wasn't completely alright. Stella promised not to say a word about Raven's visit, and thankfully, the kids weren't being talkative this time around. They never said a word, and they never asked. Rick was extremely surprised when they called him dad for the first time, and since then, he's been spending most of his time with them.I was
Alpha's Regret: Chasing My Rejected Mate 91~ Bargain
RAVEN'S POVI felt the heat, the burning pain, and that's something I haven't felt in years. The bond is growing, it's regenerating and it would only get worse if I don't do anything about it. Olivia and I would end up getting our wolves damaged."I need my mate." My wolf growled. "I need my mate.""I know, Wolfie, and I'm working towards it. Maybe this time, you could be of little help.""How?" It growled with weakness."Maybe you should try connecting to her wolf." I suggested."It's asleep. I tried twice when you paid her a visit, I could only feel the kids, but I couldn't feel hers. We need to wake her wolf, that's the only way I can be of help."Why has she not done anything about her wolf? All these while, she felt reluctant to work on it? Could it be that Rick prefers he keep saving her himself and not her, saving herself? "However, that's a great opportunity to take her. She wouldn't have to fight back when we abduct her.""You have to hurry up, Raven, because I'm losing it."
Alpha's Regret: Chasing My Rejected Mate 92~ Raven's Plans
RAVEN'S POV"I know what Rick wants." I told Ares who sat across from me. "We were able to follow him up after his suspicious call with an unknown number.""What did you find?" Ares asked, seeming interested to know."There's been an exchange for the gem of life, and the only way for him to have it is to pay half a billion dollars.""What?!" He screamed, barely aloud."But then, his colleague had promised to steal it on his behalf, but that isn't for free either. He is to give off the most important thing to him.""Olivia?""They'll be faking an attack at his place tomorrow or the next, we can't be too certain. So, we have to do whatever it takes to get Olivia and the kids out of there as soon as possible.""Don't you think we should explain to her first?""There's no need. I don't care if she hates me after that, what matters is that she and the kids are alive. When everything is settled, I'll explain it all to her.""I'll get our men ready then.""We don't need many, it's just you a
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Alpha's Regret: Chasing My Rejected Mate 61~ The End
JESSICA Murmurs spread through the wolves and Lycans, and I could see some of Blake’s men lowering their stance, unsure of what to do next. Even Priscilla seemed uncertain now, and the Lycan King, though standing tall, yet he looked more cautious than he had before.“What do you want?” Raven asked. He wasn’t one to easily trust, and neither was I, but something about this figure made it hard to doubt its power.“To end this needless war,” the figure replied, its eyes now fixed on the Lycan King. “Your thirst for revenge has led you astray. And you, Blake, have let your past cloud your judgment.”Blake bristled at the words. I could feel the tension radiating off him, but he stayed silent, waiting for the figure to continue.“You all fight for reasons rooted in pain and loss,” the figure said, its gaze now on Priscilla, Antonio, and the rest of us. “But the moon does not favor endless violence. There must be balance.”I felt a sudden peace in me, but was tinged with fear. What would h
Alpha's Regret: Chasing My Rejected Mate 60~ The Messenger of The Moon
JESSICAThe fight was chaotic, with an endless clash of fangs, claws, and blood all over the ground. Just when I thought we were gaining the upper hand, things seemed to have shifted a bit. I saw Priscilla step forward, her eyes locked on Blake. My stomach twisted. All I could see in her was revenge. Revenge. It had swallowed her whole.I couldn’t just stand by and watch. I had to do something.I ran toward Priscilla, trying to reach her through the bond we once had. I pushed my thoughts into her mind, pleading with her to stop. *Don’t do this, Priscilla. It doesn’t have to be this way.* But she didn’t even flinch. Her mind was closed off, her heart totally consumed by rage. She was too far gone.Before I knew it, I grabbed her arm, trying to pull her away, but that only made things worse. She jerked around, her eyes burned with fury. And then, out of nowhere, the Lycan King appeared, moving so fast that I barely saw him coming. He smacked me hard across the face, and everything went
Alpha's Regret: Chasing My Rejected Mate 59~ The Battle
JESSICA The morning was quiet, but I could feel the tension in the air. Today was the day—the day of the war we had all been preparing for. Blake had met with Alpha Raven the day before, and they promised to fight with us. Not just Raven, but another wolf clan that was a close friend of his had joined in too. Seeing how determined they were gave me some comfort, even though the fear of what was to come still weighed heavily on me.Blake’s men were already gathered, standing at attention, waiting for his orders. I stood beside him, my heart racing, but I knew I had to stay strong. This was the moment Blake had promised me—fighting alongside him, just like he said we would.Beside him was Lyra, he had also made her the same promise. Even though she tried to play courageous with the smile on her face, I could tell she was shit scared like I was.Then the alarm went off. The knight watcher signaled that Antonio and the Lycan pack were on their way. My breath caught in my throat. This wa
Alpha's Regret: Chasing My Rejected Mate 58~ Faith in Him
JESSICA The door creaked open behind me, and I didn’t need to turn to know who it was. Blake’s scent, that familiar mix of warmth and safety, wrapped around me as he stepped closer. “Jessica,” his voice was soft, yet I could feel the cling of sleep in his tone. “What’s wrong? You’re shaking.”I hadn’t even noticed my body trembling. I tried to pull myself together, but I knew he could sense it. He always could. I forced myself to look up at him, his eyes still sleepy but alert now, searching mine for answers."I'm fine." I lied. "I couldn't sleep anymore so I thought I should get some air. Besides, the guards are everywhere, you need not to worry. You should go back to sleep."He sighed, crossing his arms around his chest. "How am I supposed to go back to sleep when you're not on the bed?" I looked at him, and we both chuckled. "I can wait until you feel sleepy."That was one habit of Blake, he wasn't ready to give up on me no matter how minor or major the situation may be."It's re
Alpha's Regret: Chasing My Rejected Mate 57~ Is There Hope?
JESSICAI felt my heart sink after hearing what the spy had said. Antonio had made it so obvious after speaking to someone over the phone, his laughter filled the air so it was loud enough for the spy to have eavesdropped on him.It hurt me that it was at this point Priscilla was being silly and stubborn. I don't know what her master had done to her, but whatever it is, I wouldn't let her have her way. I don't care if it would cost my own life, I wouldn't sit and watch her hurt my man.I welcomed nature with the purpose of meeting Priscilla at least for the last time. I knew I was disobeying Blake's order not to meet her again since she had made up her mind. Somehow, I believe there could be a chance for hope.The dream was so vivid, so real that when I saw her, standing there in the distance, my stomach dropped. "Priscilla." That name tasted like poison on my tongue. She didn’t look surprised when I called her out, anger burning in my chest as I stormed toward her. "Priscilla!" I sh
Alpha's Regret: Chasing My Rejected Mate 56~ The End is Near
PRISCILLAIt was a week before Deluca finally came to a conclusion on the day to attack. Though it wasn't fixed yet, it was something he assumed to be. I was more than excited that I wouldn't have to wait any longer than I have. I didn’t see the need to attend Deluca’s meeting with his friends. We had already gone over every detail of the plan. Besides, the thought of sitting through hours of more discussion felt like a waste of time. So, I stayed back in my room, but as the night dragged on, I couldn’t deny how restless I was becoming. How long were they going to talk? It's been since morning, weren't they tired already? I can't even imagine myself sitting for hours, not to talk about talking for more than five hours over a particular conversation.I paced for a bit, trying to distract myself, but eventually ended up lying on my bed, waiting for Deluca to return. I kept glancing at the door, hoping to hear his footsteps. But he never came, and the heaviness of the day slowly lulle
Alpha's Regret: Chasing My Rejected Mate 55~ Who Is He?
JESSICAI felt strange, this time it was a different feeling. I could tell Priscilla was happy, and in a good mood. I wouldn't say I didn't like it but... the happiness felt kinda strange."What's wrong?" Blake asked."I need to dream.""What?" Aria looked at me like I had gone crazy."Yes, I need to dream. I need to see Priscilla right now.""But it's still morning." She said, "I mean, you can't see her except if you both are sleeping, right?""Shit." I cursed under my breath. That was the fucking truth. If I need to speak to Priscilla, we both have to be asleep."Do you feel like she's in trouble or something?" Blake asked and I looked at him. How am I to answer him when I can't even tell my actual feelings right now."No. I can only feel her excitement right now." He raised an eyebrow like he wasn't expecting that answer from me."You should be happy." He added."Yes, I should. But this happiness comes with something different and I need to figure out what it is."I never knew how
Alpha's Regret: Chasing My Rejected Mate 54~ Her Sweet Confession
PRISCILLAWhat?!I mentally screamed and before I could know it, he had grabbed my lips into his. I felt my adrenaline rise in want, and I couldn't hold back the desire to kiss him back. As much as I wanted to fight him off, I found myself succumbing to his temptation.His hand moved to the back of my neck, pulling my face closer. While his other hand held my waist, causing our body to meet, my chest resting against his. And for some reason, I wished I wasn't this bursty.This man was all charming, and no matter how hard I tried to resist him, I just couldn't. I felt weak in his arms, and the way he touched me was way too strong than my resistance. And I can't do anything but give up trying."You know," He muttered between the kisses. "I love it when you fill your thoughts about me." I knew well, he was aware I was thinking so much about him. But him asking me minutes ago was like he was playing the innocent man who doesn't read everyone's mind."So, I'm gonna make every thought you t
Alpha's Regret: Chasing My Rejected Mate 53~ His Sweet Side
PRISCILLAIt was a hot morning. I couldn't believe the sun would shine this bright at such an hour of the day. I learned Antonio was paying Deluca a visit, I knew my anger would get a better hold of me so I decided to remain in my room for the rest of the day.I went to my wardrobe to search for something to wear. Or maybe, I can just take a drive outside to one of the eateries, rather than sharing the same air with an enemy. That was a perfect idea, and I was going to stick with it.I laid my clothes on the bed, and that was when Ivy, my maid, was showing up. Always late when needed. "Ma'am, your meal is ready." She walked in with my breakfast."Just drop it on the table." I said,She did so. "Anything else I can do for you?" She asked."No. I have everything done already." I walked into the bathroom. I just don't know how to get her changed to someone better. I have tried everything and yet she still seems dull to my liking.I heard the sound of the door closing, I let out a sigh b
