OLIVIA'S POV
The pain was undeniably excruciating. It was suffocating me, it was pulling me down to nothing, and it was killing me. My heart shredded into pieces as those words came out of his mouth. I had tried too hard to hold myself from crying, but I couldn't help but let the tears flow down my cheeks.
I had locked myself in my room, isolating myself from everyone else. I thought being alone for a while would heal me from the pain I was feeling. I thought shutting my door against them would make me feel better, but it only made things worse.
Just when I thought I had seen it all, he dared to kiss her in front of me. I felt devastated, betrayed and words can't explain how I felt at the moment. I thought he loved me, I thought he did care for me…
“You can't have him, Olivia. It's impossible to win him back.” The voice echoed in my head.
I covered my ears with the pillows, trying to keep the voice away from me, but it kept ringing louder to my brain. “You are so weak, Olivia, and if you keep begging him for mercy, you are only making a fool.of yourself.”
I wanted to ignore the voice, I wanted every means to wave it off my head. But somehow, I felt it was right. I can't keep begging him to love me, I can't stoop too low for his sudden change of attitude, I'll only be making a fool out of myself if I do so.
It was every wolf's dream to find their destined mate. At least, that was what I grew up to believe. I waited for him, I dreamt of him, I longed to have him. For years. For four good years I waited to finally have a connection with him, only to be rejected like a worthless piece of shit.
I just have to accept my fate. There was nothing I could do about it. I already made up my mind not to worry about them, not to feel affected by what they do. Crying wasn't going to help either.
A knock came on the door but I decided to ignore it. I don't need anyone to console me, I just want to be alone. I just want to cry the pain out. Four years and everything we ever shared has crumbled in just a blink of an eye.
“Olivia, it's me Alice.” Alice said.
Alice has always been the closest thing to me after Raven. We did things together, and we weren't just friends, we were more like sisters. She was always there for me whenever I needed someone by my side.
But this time, I just wanted to be alone. “Alice, please go away.”
“Olivia you can't push me away. You need me more than ever. I understand whatever happened between you and Alpha Raven can't be changed, but at least…”
I opened the door for her, without wasting a second I fell into her arms. “Alice, it hurts. It hurts so badly.” I cried.
“I know. I know. But you have to calm down.” She broke the hug, staring at my wet stained eyes. “Let's discuss this inside.” We entered my room, while she gently slammed the door behind her.
“What have I done to deserve this, Alice?” I turned to look at her. It was as if the pain never left. It was just all there, haunting me, eating me up. “What have I not done for him? Why would he prefer her over to me? Haven't I been there for him all these years? Is it because I am ugly or what?”
“Hey, don't you ever say that, Olivia. You aren't ugly, and you have done just enough for him. Sophia is the one to be blamed, she walked into your relationship to ruin it. She has a purpose, but you shouldn't let her get away with it.”
“I've tried everything possible, but Raven has chosen her over me. And you wouldn't believe he had to reject me because of her.”
Alice was shocked. “He what?”
“He rejected me, Alice. He said it to my face that he can't have me because I am weak and that Sophia is the perfect choice for a Luna.” The tears I had longed been holding back streamed down my face.
“I'm so sorry, Olivia, I never knew it would get to this level.” She said pitifully.
“It's not your fault. Even I myself don't know what to do anymore. I feel… I feel so empty right now. I feel like I've lost everything, I feel no hope in me. Alice, you know how much I loved Raven, you know how much I still do.” I sniffled, “But he chose her over to me. Why? Why, Alice? What have I done to deserve this?”
“You didn't do anything, Olivia. You have done nothing wrong.” she said, pulling me in for a hug.
While I was still crying, an idea popped into my head. I hated what I was thinking, but somehow it was the only way I could get over my feelings. Staying here any longer would bring nothing but pain, which was something I wasn't ready to face.
“I'll leave.” The words left my lips as I stared out of the window.
“Olivia, tell me you are joking.”
“I'm not joking, Alice.” I looked at her. “The longer I stay here, the more I get hurt. I can't bear the pain of watching them grow together, after all, he rejected me. I must leave.”
Alice held my hands in hers, squeezing it gently. “I understand how you feel, I really do. And I wish you find happiness out there.”
I was grateful for Alice for being by myself throughout the day. And with her help, I was able to accomplish my desire. I waited for night to come, since that was the only time I could leave without anyone knowing my whereabouts.
Without looking back, I started running.
OLIVIA'S POV The moon hung low in the ink-black sky. My heart pounded in my chest as I raced through the dense underbrush, my breath ragged and hot in my throat. Tears blurred my vision, but I refused to slow down, the sting of Raven's rejection kept screaming in my head.It had hit me hard like a physical blow, shattering my world in an instant. I couldn't bear to stay, not with the shame and humiliation burning hot on my cheeks. I was left with no choice but to run, and I know this was something I would never regret. I sneezed while wiping away my tears, I'd heard and watched enough. And I've made my decision.I was never a weakling. Even if we had shared many memories over our four-year marriage, I never lacked the courage to leave him. Since he had betrayed me, I wouldn't want him either.Branches whipped at my skin as I ran, but I barely felt the pain. My mind was consumed by the need to escape, to put as much distance between myself, Raven, Sophia and the pack as possible. I co
OLIVIA'S POVThe last thing I remembered was talking to a terrifying stranger with dark red eyes. The rest was history…*****My eyes slowly opened, my vision was blurry until it adjusted to the environment. I glared around the strange room, this place doesn't look like a room to me. It had an awkward smell, and I could barely get a glimpse due to how dark the room was.I realized I was in a dungeon. My eyes widened in terror at my realization. I jerked up, rushing towards the cell door. I started banging on the door continuously, screaming on top of my voice.“Open the door! Open the door!” I yelled. “Open the door! Somebody help me!” I waited for a minute to get a response, but none came so I kept shouting. “Someone get me out of here!”“Quiet, young lady.” A voice growled at me. “Where am I?” I asked, terrified. “What's this place? How did I get here?”“Like I said, quiet!”“You can't just shush me, at least I need an explanation.” I fired. “You should be grateful you aren't dead
OLIVIA'S POV "I must be dreaming," I thought as I awoke in a luxurious bed. The last thing I remembered was giving in to the Alpha's demands and agreeing to be his slave. But here I am, in a grand bedroom fit for a queen."You're not dreaming," a voice said from the doorway. It was the Alpha. I felt my pulse quicken. "You are now a servant in my household, and I expect you to carry out your duties to the best of your ability."I swallowed hard. Was I imagining all these, or was it truly reality staring at me?“Are you listening to me?” He asked, his gaze fixed on me. He sounded rather harsh.I stuttered. “I… I understand," I said, though my heart was racing. He turned and left the room, and I breathed a sigh of relief.I couldn't believe this was my life now, however, I knew I had to make the most of it. I stepped out of the bed, and I started by dressing the room and heading for the kitchen to prepare breakfast.I had no idea where the kitchen was, everything about this place feels
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OLIVIA'S POV The morning came, and his words kept ringing in my head. "Meet me in my room first thing tomorrow morning, and don't be late. I want your face to be the first thing I see when I wake up.” I left my room to his. Knocking on the door, he said. “Come in.” Quietly, I opened the door, shutting it gently behind me. “Good morning, Your Majesty.” I greeted. They were still in bed, his arms wrapped around her waist, and they were just so close, leaving no gap between them. I moved my gaze from them, glaring around the room. It was a bit messy compared to Raven's room. I really don't know how they survive in a room like this. And to talk about the fact that the reason behind it's messy look is actually coming from her. I remember waking up right on that bed when I first agreed to Alpha Rick's deal to serve as his maid, how nice the room was looking, like there wasn't anyone living in the room. Now, it was looking a bit different than I thought. “What are you standing there f
OLIVIA'S POV I searched for a good cloth for him to wear, corresponding to the weather. I found a perfect outfit for the day, walking towards him, my movement slow and steady. I could feel his eyes on me, but I tried not to look back. My heart was pounding so fast, my hands trembled slightly both from nervousness and indignation at being called his slave. I couldn't stop wondering why he would want it to be me. Suppressing my emotions, I tried to focus on the task at hand. Carefully, I draped his garment over his broad shoulders, my hand gently making soft contacts on his skin. He would look at me whenever my skin touched his, like each contact meant a lot to him. I successfully wore him his shirt, and I was left with the trousers. I looked at him to be sure if he had changed his mind, but it doesn't look like he has. He wanted me to continue. Shyly, I stretched my hand to grab the folded ends of the towel around his waist. My hand trembled, my mind wasn't at peace to continue,
OLIVIA'S POVI gathered Anna's clothes in the basket, taking them with me to wash at the laundry room. I recalled the words of the chef, all of a sudden I wanted clarification for those words.I left the clothes, heading for the kitchen. Before I made it to the door, a maid asked me. “Aren't you going to wash the clothes already? It seems you really want to enter the mistress's black book.”Was that a warning, or was it just her not minding her business?“I'm the one to be worried about that. Thanks by the way.” I left the laundry, heading for the kitchen.She was busy as she kept checking on the pancakes. “Wow! They smell nice.” I complimented.She turned to look at me, a smile crept on her face. “Oh, nice to meet you again. Never thought we'd see each other again.”“Well,” I shrugged. “Had to squeeze out my time to come here.” I looked at the fried pancakes in the basket. “Can I have one of those?” I asked, pointing at the basket.“Sure, why not?” She gave me one of the pancakes and
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