Liz’s POV
“Good morning, Alpha,” Carlos said as he stood up from his seat the moment Lumian walked into Judy’s hospital room.
My breath caught in my throat.
“Carlos.”
My brother. My blood. The one person who had promised time and time again that he’d always have my back. That no matter what happened, he would never let the world hurt me.
He was here.
Hope burst in my chest like a flame, wild and bright.
“Carlos!” I gasped, stepping forward. “It’s me… I’m here. I need you. Please, feel me. Just feel me.”
If anyone could sense me—it had to be him.
I moved closer, breathless, trembling, reaching for him as though I could will our bond to come alive. He was just an arm’s length away. If I could just—
My hand went right through his shoulder.
Air. Empty. Cold. Nothing.
“No,” I breathed, already reaching again, heart hammering in panic. “No, no, please—Carlos, please!”
I tried again. And again. I waved my hands. I shouted in his ear. “Please, Carlos” I begged. But he didn’t even flinch. He couldn’t feel me.
He didn’t know I was here.
He didn’t know I was dead.
I stood, stunned and breathless, every cell in my ghostly body trembling as I watched him turn back to Judy with a softness I hadn’t seen on his face in years.
“I just came to check in on Judy,” he said to Lumian, his voice lowering with something warm—tender. “Wanted to make sure she’s on the mend.”
The way he looked at her…
Gentle. Protective. Reverent.
I had never seen Carlos look at anyone that way before.
My stomach twisted as the realisation hit me.
He liked her.
“She’s doing better,” Lumian said he said with a pause before asking. “Have you seen Liz? Or spoken to her?”
Carlos frowned, puzzled at Lumians question. “No... is everything okay?”
“No,” Lumian answered. “She didn’t come home last night.”
I took a shaky breath, stepping forward. Praying that this would be the thing to make Carlos feel my spirit.
“No… everything is not okay,” I said, voice cracking. “I was taken, Carlos. I was scared and alone, and I called for help, and no one came. Lumian ignored my cries for help because he was here with Judy.” my body trembled as I spoke. “He was here with her instead of coming to save me.”
Carlos let out a sigh.
“She’s probably just hiding somewhere,” he said simply. “You know how she is. Always running off when things get hard. Maybe she’s trying to get your attention. I’m sure she's fine, probably just at our parents or with Dian like she has done before.”
I felt like the floor dropped out beneath me.
“I’m not hiding,” I whispered, voice shaking with disbelief. “I’m dead, Carlos. I died calling for —for him. I needed someone, anyone, and you think I’m hiding?”
Carlos kept going, his voice calm. Too calm.
“She’s probably embarrassed now that everyone knows the truth. What she did to Judy… how she forced her out of the pack. Maybe she finally realised it was wrong.”
My knees hit the ground.
The air left my lungs. I couldn't believe what I was hearing.
My brother thought I was hiding in shame that I was running because of guilt.
He believed Judy.
He believed every lie she fed them.
“Liz did nothing wrong, Carlos”, she said, looking between Lumian and Carlos. “I left because I didn’t want to come between them,”
Carlos looked at her like she was a hero.
“You’ve always been too kind,” he told her, his voice soft with admiration.
And I shattered.
It wasn’t a sharp break. No, this was slower. Like glass cracking under pressure, webbing across the surface until there was nothing left but pieces.
I had spent my life believing that Carlos would always have my back. That he knew me. That even if the whole world turned against me, my brother never would. I’d clung to that faith like a lifeline.
But now… now I saw the truth.
Every word he spoke felt like betrayal etched in stone.
“I didn’t force her out,” I whispered, though I knew no one could hear. “I never asked Judy to leave.”
I looked up at them, their three figures blurred by tears I could no longer shed. They sat together, comfortable, united three people bound by lies I hadn’t even had the chance to fight.
I wasn’t just grieving my death anymore.
I was grieving the truth.
I had died not as a warrior or a Luna or a woman loved but as a nuisance. An afterthought. A problem to be solved or ignored.
Their betrayal hurt.
Especially Carlos.
I turned away, unable to bear the sight of them a second longer. I just wanted to go. Anywhere. Somewhere far away from all of this.
But the moment I stepped toward the doorway, the bond snapped tight like a leash on my soul.
Painful. Forceful and Unrelenting.
I gasped as it pulled me back, dragging me like a shadow chained to his heel.
“No,” I choked out, shaking my head. “Please, not this. Not again. Don’t make me stay here. Don’t make me watch this.”
But I had no choice.
The bond tethered me to Lumian.
Even in death, I couldn’t leave him.
I couldn’t escape.
So I stood there still, silent and invisible, while they spoke about me like I was a burden. A mistake.
And somewhere inside me, something dark and sharp curled tight around my heart.
Liz’s POV“What happened to me wasn’t Liz’s fault,” Judy said softly, glancing between Lumian and Carlos.My breath hitched.Finally… was she going to tell the truth?I stepped forward instinctively, hope flickering inside my chest like a candle fighting the wind.But Carlos just shook his head with a sigh, his arms folded tight across his chest.“You don’t have to keep covering for her, Judy,” he said. “We all know Liz was jealous. She never wanted you here, and you left because she made you feel unwelcome.”The words hit harder than I expected. Like a slap.“No,” I said, voice trembling even though no one could hear me. “That’s not what happened. I never asked her to leave…”I looked at Judy, pleading silently. But she said nothing more. She let Carlos believe it.“But honestly, I’m just glad you're back. I wish she hadn’t been hurt, but after three years of begging you to come home…” he paused, his voice growing warmer, “I’m happy you finally did.”The world seemed to tilt.I blink
Liz’s POV“Please, Lumian,” Judy called out, her voice soft—desperate. “Please don’t go to her. If you tell her I was the one who told you, it’ll only make things worse. She’ll hate me.”I froze.Hate her?I was already dead. What more damage could possibly be done?I watched Lumian’s back as he strode toward the door, my breath catching in my throat.He wouldn’t stop.Not this time.For the first time, he was choosing me.A part of me ached for it.For him to walk out that door, to come searching for me like I had always wished he would.But then… he stopped.I felt my stomach drop.No.Not again.Slowly, he turned back to Judy.I let out a breath—shaky, disbelieving, breaking.He stopped for her. He chose her.Again.Judy lowered her eyes, her fingers twisting the edge of her blanket. “I’m sorry, Lumian,” she murmured. “I thought she already told you… since everyone else knew.”A cold laugh slipped from my lips. I couldn’t help it.“Liar,” I muttered, my ghostly form trembling with
Liz’s POV“There’s something wrong with Liz,” he choked out, his breath ragged. His hand pressed harder against his chest like he was trying to keep something inside from shattering.Carlos frowned. “What do you mean?”I took a step closer, my ghostly form hovering just behind them, but suddenly…Everything felt off.The room blurred. Their voices became distant, muffled—like I was underwater. I tried to focus, to listen, but their words slipped through my grasp, fading into nothingness.Panic tightened in my chest.I couldn’t hear them.I always heard them.Something was wrong.A strange sensation crawled over my skin, like static in the air before a storm. My fingertips tingled, my body growing lighter and unsteady.I looked down.My hands were flickering.No.No, no, no—I tried to move, to speak, to do something, but my body wasn’t obeying me.I was fading.Disappearing.And I had no idea why.My vision darkened at the edges, a crushing weight pressing in on me. It was suffocating
Liz’s POVLumian was still gripping his chest, his knuckles white, each breath shallow and strained.He was panicking.“Something’s really wrong,” he rasped, his voice cracking as he looked around the hospital room like he was searching for answers in the air. “I can feel it. Something’s happened to Liz.”I stood in the corner of the room, watching him closely—watching both of them. The panic twisting through his face, the confusion darkening his eyes… It should have comforted me.But it didn’t.I wasn’t the same ghost that had been tethered to him by longing.Now, I was watching for something else.A truth.A clue.A sign that someone here had a hand in what happened to me.Lumian staggered slightly, and Carlos placed a steady hand on his shoulder.“Alpha?” Carlos said, his brow furrowing. “You’re pale. Sit down.”“No,” Lumian snapped, brushing his hand away. “I need to reach her. Something’s wrong—I can feel it through the bond.”His eyes glazed for a moment, and I knew he was tryi
Liz’s POVWe were moving.For the first time since I died, they were moving for me.Carlos drove, his jaw tight, eyes set straight ahead. Lumian sat in the passenger seat, hands clenched in his lap. I could feel his wolf just beneath the surface, restless, pacing, snapping at the confines of his skin.They didn’t speak. There was too much tension. I watched Lumian steal glances out the window, his leg bouncing restlessly as if he expected to see me walking on the side of the road.You’re too late, I wanted to whisper.But still… some broken, desperate part of me hoped he wasn’t.We pulled up outside Diana’s house. My Diana. My best friend. The only person who had ever truly seen me loved me without expectation or condition.She opened the door a few seconds after Carlos knocked. Her brows furrowed when she saw who it was.“Carlos? Lumian?” Her gaze darted between them. “What’s wrong?”Lumian’s voice was hoarse. “Is Liz here?”Diana blinked, clearly startled. “No…” Her face paled. “Wh
Liz’s POVLumian and Carlos didn’t waste a second.As soon as Robert’s message came through, Lumian shifted into high gear, practically dragging Carlos with him as they ran through the trees behind the training grounds. I followed, my ghostly form gliding just behind them, heart pounding with a rhythm I no longer had.They were heading straight to the place where I had died.The forest grew darker the deeper we went, the branches closing in above like skeletal fingers. And then I saw it.The blood.A small pool, dried at the edges but still dark and unmistakably real, stained the ground beneath the trees. But there as no body, no sign of the car or anything else just the small pool of blood.I froze.There it was. The final trace of me.And with it came the flickers. Blurry, fragmented pieces of a night that refused to be whole. I saw the inside of a car—cold, unfamiliar. My body pressed to the door. I remember the scent of the driver. Wrong. Foreign. He didn’t smell like anyone from
Liz’s POVThey said I was at my parents’ house.But I wasn’t.And I didn’t understand why they would lie.My mind swirled with disbelief and confusion. I tried to remember the last time I saw them—really saw them. The way Mum used to brush my hair back and hum under her breath. The way Dad only ever smiled when I obeyed without questioning. Neither had visited me in the packhouse recently, not since Judy returned. Not since everything began to crack.I closed my eyes.And when I opened them again…I was there.In my parents’ living room.I blinked in shock, spinning around slowly. I wasn’t with Lumian anymore. I wasn’t tethered to him like a shadow bound by a dying thread.I had moved.Freely.It felt… strange. Lighter. As though something inside me had finally snapped free. Then it hit me—the rejection. I had broken the bond. I wasn’t tied to him anymore.I was finally free.Not just from the mate bond—but from the hold he had on me.I drifted toward the hallway just in time to hear
Arthur’s POVI never should’ve come back.And yet, here I was—on the edge of Blackthorn Pack territory—staring out at the place where my life had nearly ended… and unknowingly begun again.It had been almost a year since Liz saved me.I was barely alive when she found me. I had collapsed near the border of her pack, my body broken and bloodied, my memory gone. The side of my face had been mangled, a deep blue scar stretching from my temple to my jaw. I was unrecognisable. Scary, even.But she didn’t run. She didn’t flinch.She helped me.She brought me into her world, gave me a roof over my head, a bed to sleep in, and a name to go by when I couldn’t remember my own.Victor.That’s who I was for nearly a year. A stranger in her pack. An outsider with a scarred face and no past. Most of the pack avoided me—they whispered behind my back, some even sneered when I passed—but Liz never treated me like I was less.She gave me purpose.She gave me a job, working as her assistant. Days turned
Liz’s POVWe followed in silence as Lumian led us toward his office.My steps felt light, too light. Like I wasn’t even walking. Maybe I wasn’t. I wasn’t sure anymore.My thoughts swirled with the weight of what he’d just said. A letter.He said he found a letter.Written in my handwriting.Claiming I left willingly.Saying I’d only return if Judy was gone.I had never written a letter, or had I? I couldn't remember everything from the day that I was murdered, so maybe this was another thing that I had simply just forgotten.Lumina was my mate. He should know what my handwriting looked like.The ache in my chest was unbearable.Arthur didn’t say anything as we walked. But I felt him tense beside me, his energy sharp and boiling beneath the surface.The doors to Lumian’s office opened with a creak, and the familiar room came into view. So many hours I had spent here doing reports, sitting beside him, trying to be enough. Now, it felt foreign. Like I’d never truly belonged in it at all
Arthur’s POV“Answer me.”The words cracked through the air like a whip, echoing off the walls with force that could’ve broken stone.I stood there, eyes locked on Lumian, every nerve in my body tight, my wolf clawing inside of me. I could feel Liz just behind me—her pain was a silent pressure in the air. Her hope was thinner now, fragile, trembling like a flame on the edge of being snuffed out. It was cruel to watch, and every part of me wished I could shield her from this pain.And still, she waited for a man that didn't care for her.So did I.Lumian’s mouth opened. Then closed. His eyes darted away—toward the floor, the walls, anywhere but at me. He was a Coward.“I—” he finally stammered, his voice weak. “It’s not like that.”“Then tell me,” I snapped, struggling to hold back my wolf that wanted to come out and make him pay for the pain that he was coursing her. “Because from where I’m standing, it looks exactly like that.”“I never said I wanted a divorce,” he muttered, almost
Liz’s POVI stood there, still as stone, watching Lumian walk away.He didn’t even flinch. Not a pause. Not a glance over his shoulder.He just left.Like I meant nothing to him.My chest tightened, a quiet ache blooming behind inside me, spreading slowly and sharply, threatening to cripple me. It wasn’t like I expected anything from him anymore—not after everything, not after I had rejected him as my mate—but seeing it so plainly, seeing how easy it was for him to choose her again…It hurt. More than I wanted to admit.“Lumian.” Arthur’s voice cut through the hallway like a blade—rough, low, and unmistakably commanding.Lumian stopped mid-step, his back going rigid. I turned toward Arthur, startled by the edge in his tone. He was glaring at Lumian, his jaw tight, his fists clenched at his sides. There was no trace of the gentleman that I knew. This was someone else entirely.Someone dangerous.Someone protective.Arthur took a step forward, his voice dropping lower. “Do you not
Arthur’s POVI woke with a jolt, breath catching in my throat.Panic clawed at me before I even registered why—until my eyes snapped to the bed.Liz.She was still there.She was lying on her side, facing the window, the faintest glow from the early morning light kissing her beautiful features. She looked peaceful, like an angel, almost like she was just sleeping, like she wasn't a ghost.Relief hit me hard, and I let out a shaky breath, dragging a hand over my tired face.I hadn’t meant to fall asleep. I didn't want to take my eyes off her. Something inside of me had feared that if I did, she might disappear again—flicker out like the ghost she was.But she hadn’t.She was still here.And moon goddess, she was beautiful.I sat there quietly, watching her—taking her in, just for a moment. Just to look at her and imagine she wasn’t stuck between worlds and she was still the living, breathing, beautiful woman that had stolen my heart. I should’ve told her how I felt.Last night, when
Liz’s POVI sat curled on the floor near the fireplace, knees hugged to my chest and cried harder than I ever had in my life.Everything that had happened over the past few days—it was too much. I could not hold it in any longer.I had always believed, deep down, that if something happened to me… someone would come. That Lumian would feel it. That my parents would sense something was wrong.But no one came.And Diana… maybe she didn’t even know I was gone. She had her own life now. A mate. Responsibilities. I knew she cared. She was my best friend, but she couldn't see me I didn't blame her for that. She had her own life.I wiped the tears from my cheeks with shaking hands.Arthur kept his eyes on me, watching as though if he looked away for a second, I might disappear forever.The room was quiet, with just the fire crackling behind me. I sat there, trying to pull myself together, but everything felt like it was falling apart again.I turned to him, asking softly. “Can I stay here to
Liz’s POVArthur looked at me with something fierce in his eyes—something raw and burning and barely held together.“I’m not leaving,” he said quietly, but there was nothing soft in the way he said it. His voice carried the weight of a promise. “Not until I find a way to fix this. But I need you to tell me everything. Everything you remember.”I nodded slowly, even though the thought of speaking the words out loud made my throat close.“I’ll try,” I whispered. “It’s all… broken. Foggy. Like my memories are behind glass.”He didn’t say anything. Just waited. Steady. Present.So I closed my eyes and reached for the beginning.“I wasn’t doing anything special that day,” I began slowly. “Just running errands to prepare for Lumian’s party. I’d been trying to plan something—something that might make him see me again. Really see me.”My voice trembled, but Arthur didn’t interrupt. His presence was grounding—strong but not suffocating.“I went into town. I thought it’d be a short trip. I had
Arthur’s POV“You must be tired after your travel here,” Lumian said stiffly, the edge of forced politeness in his voice. “I’ve had a room prepared for you. Robert, show Alpha King Arthur to his quarters.”I didn’t respond—just gave a tight nod and followed Robert out of the office, my steps heavy with everything I was still trying to process.The corridors of the Blackthorn Pack were quieter than I remembered. Too quiet. The kind of silence that wrapped around your ribs and squeezed. The kind that said something was deeply wrong.Robert stopped in front of a polished oak door and opened it. “Everything you need should be here, Alpha King.”I didn’t speak. I just walked in and closed the door behind me.The moment I was alone, the weight of everything hit me like a blow to the chest.Liz.Her eyes.Her voice.The way she looked straight at me.I sank down onto the edge of the bed, elbows on my knees, staring at the floor like it held answers. She had been in that room. Not a memory.
Liz’s POVCould he really see me?The way Arthur looked at me—so intently, like I was the only one in the room—left my heart hanging in the balance between hope and heartbreak. My fingers trembled at my sides, and I couldn’t tear my gaze away from his.I wanted to scream. To cry. To fall to my knees and beg him to say it out loud.But then…He looked away.Arthur turned from me like the moment had never happened. Like he hadn’t just stared through every barrier between life and death. Like I was nothing but a flicker in his peripheral vision.My chest ached.No. No, not yet. Don’t go cold on me now.“I’d like some tea,” Arthur said smoothly, turning back to Lumian as if nothing had happened.The shift in tone was jarring. For a second, I wondered if I’d imagined it all—his stare, his tension, that quiet thread connecting us.Lumian jumped to obey, snapping his fingers toward the door. “Right away. I’ll have the servants bring some in.”I stood there frozen, still watching Arthur.He
Arthur’s POVHer voice was so soft I almost thought I imagined it.“Please tell me you can see me.”My breath caught in my throat.I didn’t move. I Couldn’t.Because I did see her. Right there.Standing in the middle of Lumian’s office like she’d always belonged there—and yet somehow didn’t belong at all.She was pale. Paler than I remembered. Her hair hung around her shoulders like dark silk, but her skin had no colour. No warmth. She stood in the sunlight, but it didn’t touch her. Didn’t wrap around her the way it should have.And she cast no shadow. None of it made any sense to me. My chest constricted.“Alpha King Arthur,” Lumian said behind me, his voice uneasy. “What are you staring at?”I didn’t answer him. I didn't care about him or anyone else in this room other than her.“Arthur?” Finn’s voice now, quieter, closer. Hesitant.Still, I kept my eyes on her. Too scared to look away in case she vanished. She was looking right back at me.Her eyes—Moon above, those eyes. Tired.