9. My savior, his beta

Beatrice's POV

I open my eyes and I find myself in a strange place, I'm lying on some soft fabric facing up, the room smells so heavenly, and my heart seems so heavy. I wonder what happened, I'm glad when I see a familiar face right next to me. With the same concern I know.

I'm about to smile when I hear Mason's voice.

“Finally you opened your big eyes. What was all that?” He asks in anger and so much disgust. If I didn't know him well, I would think he is concerned for me or something like that.

I don't expect anything from him though, after how he treated me.

But what is my Hazel eyed man doing here? I have got to stop calling him that. Maybe I should call him my saviour. I turn to face my savior, ignoring Mason completely. He has really hurt me, and now that he is Alpha, I'm sure he will hurt me even more every chance he gets.

“What was all that drama.” he asks in his Alpha tone, making me turn to look at him. Its a tone that demands submission no matter what. I want to answer him, but my throat is so dry. I end up coughing so hard instead.

“Jeez! I can't deal with you right now. My Luna is waiting for me.” He says grabbing a glass of water on the table and handing it to My savior.

At the mention of the word Luna, a sharp pain pierces through my heart. My lips tremble in pain, I bite my lower lip, trying to stop myself from crying.

“My Beta Raphael will take care of you.” He adds, sighing heavily. Beta? My savior, his Beta? No, this can't be happening. I feel Raphaels eyes on me but I can't bring myself to look at him. I feel betrayed, I know I'm not supposed to but I can't help it. It's like the goddess never wants me to be happy.

“Take care of her, Rapha, okay.” He orders, Raphael bows in respect. Premium pain, premium tears loading, what is wrong with me. Why would he be associated with Mason.

Where will I go?

Oh goddess, what's sin did I do in my past life to be treated like this?

Mason starts leaving the room without looking back, and he takes my heart with him. Despite hating him so much, I want him near me so much. I want him to hold me and tell me all that I heard was just a mistake and that he wants me. I know that can never happen, but a girls got to dream. Plus this mate bond is fucked up.

I miss my quiet life, I miss my uneventful life, I was invisible, and I liked it.

“Don't go, please.” I find myself pleading without my will.

My body betrays me. You see the bond.

He stops just a step away from the door turns to look at me. At first, his eyes are soft and warm, but seconds later rage washes over them and my wolf recoils. She pushed me to do it, she longs for him as I do.

“Leave us, Raphael.” He says in a low but commanding tone. Raphael looks at me as if contemplating whether to leave or not, but with one stare from Mason, he leaves.

“What's wrong with you, woman.” He asks, grabbing my shoulders and pulling me up.

“It's Beatrice, Beatrice Raven, my name. I thought you should know because you didn't care to ask.” I say, trying to be as brave as I possibly can. But of course tears are still streaming down my eyes.

“You don't matter to me…” He snaps, after looking all blank for a moment. He definitely loved my name, I say to myself. Wait, lie to myself. That's how I've lived so far, lying myself that maybe I was created with a greater purpose.

“If you don't want me, please reject me Alpha, please stop hurting me.” His grip on my shoulders loosens. But then his expression is replaced by an evil one, and I immediately regret mentioning this to him.

“Who are you to tell me what to do, Raven or whatever your name is.” He says.

“I am your mate, Alpha. I am whether you like it or not.” I speak.

“Don't test my patience, little wolf, don't, and rejecting you, I'm not going to do that. You will be the pup making machine. You are going to carry pups for me and my Luna Zahra.” He states, smirking. "I'm not going to ruin her perfect body with bearing pups , so I'm glad the goddess gave me a good for nothing mate like you. At least now I have a use for you. I won't be forced to kill you." He spits.

“Kill me?" a hot tear streams down my already puffy eyes. "No, I refuse, I'm not going to let you use me the way you want Mas…” before I can finish my sentence, a hard slap lands on my face. I ignore the pain. If he wants to kill me, then let him do it.

“I Beatrice Raven of Nadine-west pack, I reject you Mason, Alpha of…” He grabs my neck tightly, squeezing so hard.

“Who said you can reject me, you can't bitch.” He mutters under his breath. I don't protest, I just close my eyes, maybe this time he will get rid of me. Maybe finally , l will get to rest eternally.

“Now be a good girl, get well, and bear me some pups.” He says letting me go. “I'll only let you go when I don't need you anymore.” He grins widely, I find it amusing. Fuck the mate bond. "I will let you go only when you give me heirs."

“Mason please, please let me go, I'll die if you don't. My heart feels like it's being ripped to pieces right now. I know you don't want me, please let me go.” I plead again, but he just looks at me and leaves.