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14. Xavier’s Bane

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[Erica]

There comes a time when one suddenly feels lost, when suddenly everything from them is snatched away and all they can do is mourn the loss, helpless and devasted. Erica was numb. What had she done? How did she do this without knowing about the consequences? Was Elias angry for this reason? Was this the reason told her his past? Hundreds of questions swirled in her mind making her dizzy. Her tears had dried up. This grief will not even let her shed tears.

"But...but there's...there has to be a way right? We could...", she wracked her brain to come up with a solution. This simply couldn't be. Xavier can't go feral. This man....she still saw him as her mate, he can't be cursed with such a fate, not because of her. Not because of anyone.

"We could mate? Like bond?" she suggested, her gaze searching his tired eyes, the dimmed orbs stared back. His lips curved into a rueful smile. He pulled away a little and averted his gaze.

Rejection? Or was he just giving up?

His arms still loo
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Becky Wells
come on with the crap. let's just keep dumping on Erica, true strength comes when united so ....
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