Jarek
Every bone of my body protests when I walk back to the clubhouse. After being in my wolf form for two weeks, shifting back into my human form was painful. Every time we shift back, it is painful as our bones rearrange themselves. However, it is not an unbearable kind of pain that we go through during our first few shifts, yet it hurts as if we have been beaten up really badly.
Calming my wolf was extremely difficult, and I traveled far away from here, so I didn't accidentally hurt anyone. After being in the wild for a while, my wolf managed to be calmed enough to let me get some control but still, he refused to shift back.
My memories are hazy. The last thing which I clearly remember is tearing off that bastard's shoulder, and everything after that is foggy as whenever my wolf completely takes over, he blocks me.
Charlie greets me as soon as I step into the back area of the clubhouse. He curls his tail around my legs while meo
Gianna True happiness is the one you feel within your heart... the kind of happiness that is not bound to any reason. You feel simply happy, that's it. This is what I am feeling. I have never experienced this kind of happiness in my entire life, and it is scary. Sometimes everything seems like a dream, and I am scared that I will wake up and find everything is gone. "What is going on in your mind?" Jarek wraps his arms around me from behind and snaps me out of my thoughts. "Nothing, I am just feeling happy." Shrugging, I place my hands over his arms and run my finger over his tattooed forearm. From how much I can see, his right arm's skin is covered in some sort of a tribal tattoo. I don't know much about tattoos, but for the moment, I have seen his tattoo. I loved it. "Gianna, can I ask you something?" The seriousness behind his words causes me to turn to look at him. "Don't ever hide thi
JarekLeaning down, I check my reflection in the side mirror of my bike. Untying my bun, I comb my fingers through my hair. Then after staring at myself for a moment, I decided to retie my hair into a bun.Normally, I am not very conscious about how I look, but today it is different. I want to look good; I want to look good for Gianna.That day when we were attacked, I planned to take her out. But since it didn't happen that day, I will take her out with me today.Since she came here, she has never stepped out of the clubhouse, and I want to take this as an opportunity to take her on a... date?Date? What the fuck is going on with me? I am Jarek. I kill and torture. I don't do all these romantic shits.My eyebrows pull together in disgust as I realize how weird all this sounds.Shaking my head, I throw my leg over my bike and kick off the side stand. Maybe a ride on my Dyna is what I need to fe
Gianna I love you are the words that are the last step of anyone's relationship, and it defines the strength of the feelings that two hearts carry for each other. This is what I thought until I met Jarek. But now I realize how hollow these three words are because I don't think I could confine my feelings in these words. What I feel for him is so consuming that I feel like one day it will replace all of my other emotions, filling my heart with just nothing but him. "Jarek, one day, you will completely ruin me." My lips upturn in a small smile, "And what the funny thing is, the only person to blame will be me." Glancing at him, I touch the side of his face. For some reason, I feel grateful to the stars for bringing him into my life. "If you know what power you hold on me, then you will understand if someone is going to be ruined, it is going to be me." He smiles back, brings my hand to his lips, and plants a kiss on my palm. "You are my
Jarek A growl forms in my chest as my wolf comes forward while I feel myself being lost in the feeling of Gianna's soft lips against mine. Gianna stills in my arms when the deep rumble resonates from me as my wolf is on the surface. "Don't be afraid." Pressing my forehead against hers, I whisper, "We can never harm you." Rubbing my hand on her back, I try to calm her while controlling my wolf. "It's him, right?" She places her hand over my chest, which is vibrating with a low growl, "Your wolf." She looks at me with curious eyes. There is a hint of fear hidden behind her curiosity, which she is trying to hide from me. "Is he unhappy?" She frowns as she stares at my chest as if she can see my wolf beneath my skin. "You are driving him insane, beautiful." Running my knuckles across her cheek, I smile as I honestly tell her what she is doing to my wolf. My wolf wanted to claim her as her mate as soon as he saw her. And now, when
Gianna"What?" Raising my eyebrows, I look at Jarek.He is sitting across the table and just staring at me while smiling to himself. Honestly, it is making me conscious.Picking up the fry, I dip it in the sauce and eat it while waiting for Jarek to snap out of whatever zone he is in."You are beautiful. Do you know that?" He speaks so abruptly, causing me to choke on my fry.Damn, what is he? I am not the kind of girl who blushes or feels giddy when I get attention from any man. But whenever he compliments me, I get all these weird happy feelings bubbling inside me, which is so crazy. And I love them."So, you are with me just because I am beautiful, is that so?" Arching my eyebrow, I tease him."Of course, I need a beautiful woman with me to balance out my ugly face." He shrugs and pretends to look serious."Ha.ha.ha." I roll my eyes at him, "You know that you are handsome and what effect you have on wo
Jarek My hand finds hers as I lead her out of the cafe. I can't get enough of the feel of her hand in mine. Her hand perfectly fits into mine, like it was meant to be held by me. Turning around, I look at her waving at Mag with a smile as we walk towards my bike. Picking the helmet, I secure it around her head as she playfully narrows her eyes at me, pretending to be annoyed. Before I can stop myself, I lift her chin with my finger and peck her lips a few times until her lips stretch into a smile. I smile, looking into her eyes, while my heart feels at peace with her being with me. It is terrifying how I have begun to rely on her. She is the one I need to survive. The thought of not having her in my life shakes me to the core. I don't know what I will do if she ever leaves me. Maybe, I will destroy myself. My arms go around her, and I am glad, without any resistance, she walks into my arms and lets me hold her.
Gianna We stood leaning against his bike silently, appreciating the peace and tranquility surrounding us. However, in reality, we are just cherishing being with each other. There is no one around us, but with him being with me, I don't feel the absence of anyone. I don't need anyone; he is enough for me. Even his thoughts never make me feel alone. Looking at him, I smile while my heart flutters at the sight of this handsome man who owns my heart. Whenever I am with Jarek, I feel safe. I have never felt so comfortable with anyone else as I feel with him. It is like, just his presence is enough to make me forget about every worry of the world. It is incredible and equally terrifying how one person can change your life so much. Sometimes it feels like all these years, my soul was floating aimlessly, but now, I have found my anchor. Jarek is that anchor which I needed in my life. His eyes meet mine, and then, lifting my fa
JarekGently, I run my fingers across Gianna's cheek to wake her up. Some time ago, she fell asleep while leaning against me. At first, I thought she was just pretending to be asleep, but then her deep calm breaths made it evident that she was indeed sleeping."Gianna, wake up." I softly whisper, feeling bad for ruining her sleep. "It is getting late, and we can't stay here for long because it is not safe."I have many enemies, and with Gianna with me, I have to be very careful. I can't make the mistake of taking her safety lightly. I have spent many nights here in this place without informing anyone because I am not afraid of being attacked.But I can't put Gianna's life at risk. So, even though I am not ready to end this date night yet, we have to return to the club.Removing my cut, I drape my cut across Gianna's shoulders when she lightly shivers. A soft smile appears on her face as she slowly blinks her eyes to open them
Gianna The entire atmosphere of the clubhouse has shifted. And I was not surprised when almost everyone started preparing for a party, leaving a few of the men to tend to the broken wall. However, Jarek ordered them to stay put at the party and any celebration until all over members recovered and security was reinforced. Although there were slight complaints, they all knew what things should be prioritized. So in record time, all the things are back in order, and now again, the club is preparing to throw a crazy-ass party to welcome twins. An involuntary smile uplifts the corners of my lips as my gaze falls onto my lap. Both of my boys are sleeping, completely unaware of the chaos they were born into. Somewhere I am still having a hard time wrapping my mind around the thought that I am a mother. It feels unreal... almost foreign. However, the love with which my heart is bursting is something unexplainable. The emotions are so intense and overpowering that I can only describe thi
Gianna The gate of the club has been blown off, and some of the members are working on fixing a new gate. The front wall is also partially damaged, as well as the side. There are more people patrolling around the club than I have ever seen, and I have spotted a few wolves as well running around the perimeter. Uncle's men are also here helping the members with repairs and even with security. It feels so different watching all of them working together because they are so much different from each other. Wolves are reckless while they are organized. Wolves follow their instincts, and the others are highly calculative with their every move. They are poles apart, yet they have banded together and worked as a team. And they make an amazing team. Well, if not, then I wouldn't be sitting here alive today. I had asked my uncle to update the club about everything and also help Dad to secure the club because I had a doubt that maybe Maverick had something up under his sleeve, and I didn't wa
Gianna Wrapping my arms around myself, I lean against the car as I watch the dead bodies of rogues coming out of the building. A part of me wishes this wasn't how their life should have ended; some of them might still have some hope of returning back from their madness. Until now, I have forced myself to shut down my emotions so I don't hesitate to do what I need to do. But now, when my barriers are down, there is kind of a hollow feeling seeing so much death around me. I wish there were a way to help them, but then I know when you leave your humanity, then there is nothing left to salvage. There are bodies of humans who turned themselves into this hybrid by introducing werewolves' blood into their system. Honestly, there were the worst, and there was this craziness that surrounded them, and there was no point of return for them. Rogues are born, but these hybrids are mad, and during the full moon, they face severe consequences of their greed. Jarek told me most of these can't eve
GiannaCarefully, walking inside the dimly lit hallway, I look around and notice there are numerous doors aligned to both sides of the hallway.I can hear the desperate pleas of people from behind the doors, but I keep moving forward. As of now, they are safe inside, and I don't know who they are, so it is better that they stay behind the locked doors as of now.My body is aching as everything is catching up to me, but I am pushing myself because this is not the time to focus on these things. I need to help Jarek and end all this once and for all.I am still unable to understand why Maverick did all this and what his motive was behind all this. He seems mentally sick, and there is something unsettling about his personality that gives me the creeps. And the thing which makes him even more creepy is that he behaves so normally, like whatever he has done or is doing is something very normal, nothing out of the ordinary.No matter what, I don't feel an iota of sympathy for him... sick or
Gianna Suddenly, I realize that we are still in the enemy camp, and we aren't out of danger. Where the hell is everyone? They should have been here by now. I just hope the tracker is working fine. After I had searched about injectable microchips, I made Uncle arrange it for me and got the chip implanted in my wrist. Uncle must have alerted the club, so they should have been here by now. "Jarek." Leaning away, I look at him and search around, "Maverick, he is nowhere." He instantly frowns and looks around as if he has also just realized this. Before we can think about it much, the thundering footsteps reach our ears, and they get louder and louder. They must have been alerted that something was not right, or maybe Maverick informed them. Whatever it is, we have no option but to fight them. "Stay close to me all the time." He places a quick kiss on my forehead and helps me get on my feet. He steps away from me and lets his wolf overtake his body. As soon as he transitioned into
Gianna Using the wall as a support, Maverick stands up again, still holding on to the chains tightly. His wounds aren't healing, but still, they don't actually slow him down. Even though he is injured, he still attacks Jarek. Jarek's upper lips roll in inside his mouth as he snarls, bare his sharp canines as he dodges Maverick's attack. From the outside, this looks unmatched fight because Maverick is facing Jarek's powerful wolf, but it isn't. Because Maverick, surprisingly, is stronger than he looks and doesn't look like this is the first time he is fighting a wolf. I am too focused on the fight that I don't see when someone attacks me from the side. I am tackled on the ground, and air knocks out of my lungs. I break my fall when bringing my hands in front of me, yet, my face hits the ground. A sharp hiss leaves my mouth as my cheek splits open. But before I can turn around, I am with something sharp in my side. Tilting slightly, I see Stella holding a knife that is coated i
Gianna Just as the message said, a car was waiting for me outside the clubhouse before dawn. My body is still recovering from the birth, but my bond with Jarek has definitely sped up the healing. Nobody except Brooke and Monica knows about the birth because I want to keep their birth a secret. I know all my movements are going to be monitored, so I need to put up a convincing act that I am actually going to do as I am asked to do. I have already shared the next part of my plan with Uncle, and as if now he must have contacted Dad while I am traveling to wherever the hell I am being taken to. My eyes are blindfolded, and my hands are tied in my lap. Since not even twenty hours have passed, I still look pregnant, and even I have chosen to dress in a slightly fitted shirt that focuses on my stomach. If I can fool everyone at the club who has seen me all this long, then there is no way that bastard will be able to figure it out so soon. I just need to stay calm and play my cards sma
Gianna Tonight is a very important night. In a few hours, a lot is about to change. Even though I wish things were different, I am feeling excited as well as there is some hint of fear in me. The kind of fear which you feel when you are about to do something that you haven't done before... or the kind of fear which grips your heart moments before a free fall. Pouring myself a glass of water, I take a large sip as my hand grips the side of the counter tightly. The pain I have been going through has been immense since I returned home. Fortunately, earlier, it was kind of bearable, so I managed to drive back home. Uncle has informed me that he will be sending his men to the club for extra security in case we need a backup. Since hunters have been dealt so now, we have got enough arms and ammunition in our possession to wipe out any entire town. And all this fancy stuff will be delivered to the club once I have left so that we can utilize this to our advantage. I stand straighter wh
Gianna Burton stares at me, looking unphased, but I have read the hint of fear in his eyes. So, the heartless bastard isn't so brave now. Neither Burton nor his son Desmond thought that I would actually go through with my threat. But they didn't know I wasn't threatening them, but I was more like informing them. So, when Lorenzo goes to Desmond with a hunter's knife in his hand, that's the moment when fear flashes in their eyes. And looking around the group of hunters, it is safe to say that Burton and Desmond aren't the only ones who are experiencing this fear. They know after him, it might be their turn. "Go ahead, Lorenzo, we don't have time." I motion with my hand while I study the nails of my other hand. "You know I have to get back to the club as everyone is waiting for me." "You can't do this." Desmond glares at me, and then he looks at Lorenzo with disgust, "You don't deserve to be called a man... because you are following a bitch's order." He points his finger at Lore