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Gianna Walking to the window, I look outside as the emptiness inside my heart grows with each passing moment. Jarek has been gone for four days, but it feels like a lifetime. There is a hollowness inside me, like a huge part of my existence is missing. And somewhere, this is what has been. Jarek is a part of my being, and without him, I am incomplete. Everything is meaningless to me; all I want is to have him back. I take a small breath as I continue to stare at the path which took Jarek away from me. This is how my all-time passes when I am not handling the club affair... waiting for my man. I watch this road until my eyes can no longer bear to stay open. Even when I sleep, all my attention is focused on the voice, which can silence all my fears. "Luna." Blinking, I tear away my gaze from outside and turn to look at Ryder standing in the doorway of the office. His jaw tenses, and his gaze falls to the ground, reading the same question in my eyes that I have been asking him
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Gianna After my last breakdown, I feel a little better as I have let out some of my pent-up emotions. The void of Jarek still hurts me, and I would give anything just to have him back in my arms. But still, I don't feel as suffocated as I felt earlier. There is still no news of them, and I don't know what to expect Closing my eyes, I take a deep breath, and then through my mouth, I exhale slowly. After a moment, I repeat the same thing as I continue to inhale and exhale a few more times. I have been in discomfort since last night. My emotions are haywire, and I can feel how they are affecting my babies. I need to keep my emotions in control; especially, I need to keep my stress level down because when I am stressed, the boys get stressed as well. Placing my palms behind me on the ground, I slightly lean back on my arms as I feel a sharp pain in my stomach. "How are you doing?" Diana walks inside the room, carrying a mug, and sits beside me on the floor. Biting my lip, I take a
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Gianna "Eat this." Diana hands me a bowl of cooked meat. "Meat will give you strength, and also it will also be good for pups." "I don't feel like eating." Licking my lips, I shake my head. "I know, honey, but you need to." She gives me a sympathetic look and pats my head, "You need strength to go through the full moon, as the pain will increase on the full moon night. We have to prepare you for that." "Fucking hell." Gritting my teeth, I look heavenward, feeling tired as this pain drains all my energy. "It is good that Jarek isn't here. Otherwise, I would have chopped his dick." I groan, causing everyone to laugh. "If he so much tried to get anywhere near me when he comes back home, he will be sleeping in the doghouse." I rub the underside of my belly skin, which is itching as it has been stretched to its limit. Susan, the older she-wolf, instantly comes to my side, and then placing her hands on my belly, she lightly presses it. She feels my stomach for a minute or two and then
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Gianna Since I am feeling a bit better now, I have decided to join everyone for breakfast. During day time, I feel relatively better, and the pain is also bearable... nothing like that I can't handle. However, at night time, things turn difficult as I start experiencing waves of intense pain. Diana and the rest of the she-wolves really have helped me by guiding how to manage pain, but still, each time when the pain hits, it drains me out. The only thing which provides my heart relief is knowing that my pups are showing signs of being healthy and strong alpha pups by responding to the influence of the full moon. As Diana told me, I tried to reach out to Jarek, but I couldn't. I tried taping our bond, but all I felt was like hitting a wall of brick. I thought something magical would happen, and I would instantly be able to connect with Jarek but no nada. Honestly, I thought it would be like the movie Twilight where Bella saw or heard Edward when she did something reckless, but sadl
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Gianna "I have asked Tony to work with these new kids who will most probably go through their first transition this full moon. Normally, it is Eric who works with them as he is the best trainer we have got, but since he isn't here and I thought Tony would be the best to do this job as he can connect with these new kids." Ryder walks me to the training ground where some kids around fifteen to sixteen years are practicing with Tony. Tony gaze shifts to us, and after barking some orders, he jogs toward us. "Hey, how are you doing, mama?" A boyish grin appears on his face as he wraps his arm around my shoulder in a side hug, "We have heard you are pretty badass, handling everything like a champ. We all are so proud of you, and as a gift, I volunteer to babysit your boys whenever you need a break. After all, I am going to be their cool uncle." He winks at me, which earns him an eye roll from Ryder; however, I can't help but smile. "Thank you." I smile at him, "I will remember this offe
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Gianna After spending my entire afternoon with the new wolves, I rested for a little bit, and then I again occupied myself with work. It was actually quite a nice experience talking with these kids. After the initial hesitation, they started opening up to me and sharing their worries and emotions with me. For some reason, we both were helping each other, and because of them, I am able to understand what kind of emotions they go through when their wolf are beginning to surface. Jarek has shared his experiences with me, but talking with these kids who are actually experiencing these changes at this moment was an entirely different thing. Currently, every emotion of theirs is intense. Small things trigger them and affect them... most of them feel vulnerable as they are unable to control their responses. But one thing they all told me is that my presence helps them and their wolves like me being around them. This, even more, solidifies my decision to be present at their transitions b
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Gianna Focusing on my breathing, I force myself to calm down. After a few moments, my heartbeats start to get down to normal rate. My body might still be screaming with pain, but my mind is focused and composed. Forcing my mind to block out the pain, I try to focus on the invisible thread that is tying me with Jarek. Slowly but surely, my mind begins to detach itself from my surrounding as everything starts to go in the background. I feel like connecting to my inner self. Not a moment has passed when a feeling of warmth encases me, and I feel someone pulling me towards them. It took me a moment to identify these feelings, and the moment I did, strange happiness gripped my heart. It is my connection with my boys, and their wolves are attempting to reach out to me. Since I am a human, I could never actually explore my connection with their wolves. But maybe when I am drawing strength through the mate bond, I am being able to form a connection with my pups as well. I feel their
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Gianna It seems like someone has sucked in all my emotions, and I am working in an automated mode. Well, that's how I feel like it is. But in reality, I am just holding back all my feelings because I can't afford to break down. I need to stay strong now, more than ever. I need to stay strong for Jarek, as more than ever, he needs me to remain strong so that I can bring him home. And I will. I have already told him that I can go to any extent for him, but now he will see what his mate can do for him. Even if I have to align heaven and earth for him, I will... because I would not let anyone separate me from him, not even death. Every single eye is on me when I enter the room. Instantly, my eyes roam over familiar faces, momentarily hoping that I am wrong and I will find the face that will put an end to all my fears. Swallowing, I look away because he is not here, and this just confirms what I saw and felt was not just something I made up. A part of me was hoping that everythi
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