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16. Misunderstanding. Message. Mourning.
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2024-10-29 19:42:5616. Misunderstanding. Message. Mourning.
"I feel so stupid, you are not to be blamed though since it was my fault too. I should not have let you take my advantage." I wept. On top of my voice, breaking all the chords of patience, I wept as the noise of my breaking heart reverberated in my ears.
If not love then he could show me some respect. He is not only playing with me but also with another woman. And it is not new, he has done this before too. I was just too blind in loving him to perceive it.
I can't tolerate this anymore though. How long will I stay at his mansion like this? For the world I'm his housekeeper but I know what others actually think about me. I don't want to be called as his sl*t, bearing his illegitimate child.
I was crying profusely holding the edge of the bed whereas he kept staring at me without even blinking his eyes. Then after a moment of self-conflict he kneeled down and cupped my face. He struggled to speak but words won't come
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