*** Eamon's POVApprehension hits me like a punch to the gut as I turn onto Liliana’s street. By now, at this distance, I should be able to sense my mate. I should feel the pull, the warmth of her presence, but there’s nothing. It’s a hollow void where there should be a connection, a gnawing emptiness that gnashes at the back of my mind.As I park in front of her building, I catch sight of the lights on in her apartment window. It’s a small relief, but it does little to ease the dread creeping up my spine. All my senses tell me she’s not there. Not in the way she should be.Could I be overreacting? Could she have simply gone out? Sure, it’s possible. But something doesn’t sit right. Reaching out, I try to feel her, sense her emotions through the ether. Still nothing. It’s like she’s vanished, her essence wiped clean from the air. The absence gnaws at me, pushing me out of the car and up toward her building faster than I intended.I take the stairs two at a time, my instincts screaming
*** Fenri's POVEamon has always been steady, a rock in the storm, but finding Liliana this way has filled him with a tension and fear that I can taste, raw and bitter. An there’s something else… a faint presence Eamon is not aware of yet, yet it’s there all the same, pushing against the edges of my consciousness. I can feel… her wolf, like a caged animal testing the bars, but she’s not fully here yet. Not fully awake.I push forward, closer to the surface, urging Eamon to stay calm, to hold her. We’re all connected now, the mate bond keeping her wolf from slipping away entirely. The mate bond has created room for her within Liliana.“Come forward,” I call out to her, my voice firm but gentle, coaxing. “You’re not alone anymore, Eamon and I are here for you.”There’s a hesitation, a moment of silence, and then I feel her.“You?” I feel the question almost as much as I hear it.“Yes, me.” I coax.“Fenri,” my tail wags at her acknowledgment.I’m bombarded with a myriad of visions that
*** Eamon's POVI feel a surge of relief when Fenri allows me to come forward as Liliana's eyes clear, the deep green in them slowly receding back to their usual warm brown."There you are," I whisper, brushing a damp strand of hair from her face. Her lips tremble, and I press a finger gently to them, trying to still their quivering.I can sense her confusion, her fear, but there’s something else beneath it—a rising heat that pulses through the bond we share.Liliana blinks up at me, trying to make sense of everything. I want to comfort her, to tell her everything is okay, but as I look into her eyes, I see it—her wolf, just beneath the surface.“Skadi,” Fenri interjects, his voice echoing in the back of my mind, steady and certain.The realization sends a thrill of both excitement and concern through me."You’re both safe," I murmur, leaning closer, my lips brushing against her temple. “We’re here."She nods slightly, her breath catching as she takes notice of her nakedness and the d
*** Liliana’s POVI'm flung from the bright light into a pit of physical agony. My whole body is burning, searing pain that feels as though it's tearing me apart. I can’t see anything, I can only feel. I can’t tell if it’s been seconds or minutes, but it feels like an eternity. Then, just as suddenly, the pain subsides, leaving me shaking mentally and physically.I don't know if I'm still dreaming or if I've woken up. My vision is a blur, and when it clears, I'm looking up at Eamon, though it doesn’t feel like Eamon looking back at me. His eyes are black, not the warm, comforting color I'm used to.I try to look around the room and realize I can't sit up—I can't even move. Panic wells up inside me, but my body refuses to obey my commands. I try to scale back my intentions and do something simple, like move my head or even just glance around, but I have no control over my movements. It’s as if I’m a passenger in my own body. I’m moving, and I’m even talking, but it’s not me. It’s not m
*** Eamon's POVFucking mating bond, I love it. Tonight’s been traumatic for Liliana, but the moment she comes to her senses, I catch the unmistakable scent of her arousal. It’s exhilarating, and the way it ignites something primal inside me is undeniable.What I should do is carry her to bed, carefully fulfill her needs in a gentle, vanilla style. Her wolf has already been triggered once tonight, and there’s so much we need to discuss. We should be talking about what happened, what could have possibly triggered her wolf to the surface. I should address her heat as gently as possible, get it out of the way so we can focus on the issue at hand.That’s what I should do. But I won’t.“Train her,” Fenri purrs, his voice a dark, tempting whisper in the back of my mind.It’s not a bad idea. First shifts can often be triggered by extreme physical situations. The idea of using this as an opportunity to push her further, to see just how much her wolf can take, is tempting. I have to work hard
*** Liliana's POVI practically lose it when Eamon asks me for a safe word. All thoughts, worries, and questions about what’s led up to this moment tonight vanish. It’s just him and me, and our bond, pulsing with an intensity that makes everything else disappear.As I lay back on the bed, I can’t help but notice how small it feels with Eamon standing at the end of it. His presence is overwhelming, a mix of dominance and something deeper—something that pulls me to him in ways I can’t explain. His eyes are dark, contemplating, filled with a seriousness that sends shivers down my spine.Then I see it—something in his hand. A rope? No, it’s the belt from my bathrobe. When did he get that?“Physical extremes can force our wolves forward, Liliana,” Eamon says, his tone playful yet edged with seriousness. “As much as I would love to simply fuck you straight into tomorrow, or let Fenri do it,” he adds with a smirk, “we both agree that you would benefit from a lesson in… control.”He pauses, l
*** Eamon’s POVThe tension in the room was palpable, a mix of anticipation and the ever-present pull of the mating bond between us. I could feel Liliana’s energy, the raw need to surrender to the sensations coursing through her body. But tonight wasn’t just about pleasure—it was about teaching her control, guiding her through the storm that was threatening to consume her.“Liliana,” I murmured, my voice low and steady as I ran my fingers along the smooth skin of her back. She shivered under my touch, her breath hitching.“This isn’t just about pleasure tonight. It’s about control—learning how to hold on, even when everything in you wants to let go.”If she were a warrior, I’d start this training with endless rounds of drills followed by combat exercises against multiple opponents. Make her push through the pain and weariness to ensure she survived and could overcome whatever odds were against her.But she wasn’t a warrior, not yet.She nodded, her eyes wide and trusting, but I could
(Flashback)*** POV Unknown 1"Still alive... fuck." The thought flitted through my mind the moment I realized I was conscious. I didn’t dare move. My senses stretched to their limits, I tried to keep my heartbeat steady, listening intently, trying to detect any signs of life around me. Was I alone? Or were they still here, waiting?Slowly, I became aware of my surroundings. I wasn’t cold or wet, and, to my surprise, I wasn’t naked. The tips of my fingers brushed against something soft beneath me, smooth but with a slight graininess. Cotton linen? The realization jarred me; this wasn’t the damp, filthy floor of my cell.The room was dark. The blackness behind my eyelids told me as much. But the air... it smelled different. Gone was the stench of infection and rot that had been my constant companion. Instead, I detected something medicinal—eucalyptus? But there was something else, something bitter and ominous... Wolfsbane. The faint smell of burnt flesh and the metallic tang of blood h