Adam
Useless. I don't know what my father was thinking when he agreed to welcome this mutt into our pack. Alyssa is worthless. She's weak. She can barely hold her own against me. She couldn't even protect herself yesterday morning. What kind of weakling could that be?
"Then do what I ask," I growl grabbing her wrist tightly. Her eyes widen with fear."Let go," she whispers trying to jerk her hand free from mine."If you won't listen to me then maybe you need to hear it through the voice of an Alpha," I snap glaring down at her."Stop it, Adam!" Mother shouts from the doorway. "You're hurting the girl.""She needs to learn respect," I snarl. "And no matter what happens, I will make sure she knows it."Mother sighs and shakes her head. "Go take a shower so you can look presentable. Then get dressed and meet me downstairs."I release Alyssa's wrist and turn to leave. I'm going to show my mother exactly what she has brought into our home. We will teach this little bitch a lesson she'll never forget."I think you should talk to the Alpha about this girl. She doesn't belong here. She's not one of ours," I tell mom."She's a part of the pack now. If you have a problem with it then you deal with it. Now go upstairs and change into some decent clothing."I glare at her before heading up the stairs. I'm wearing my boxer shorts. What's indecent about that? It's comfortable and easy to move in. As I reach my bedroom door, I open it and step inside. I pull down my boxers and kick them aside before heading for the shower. As I walk toward the bathroom, there's a soft knock on the door."Can I come in?" Alyssa asks timidly."What do you want? I told you I didn't want you coming in here," I grumble opening the door. Her face turns red when she sees me naked. She turns her head away, her cheeks turning bright pink."I'm sorry... I... I thought you were decent." She stammers out."What? Haven't you seen a dick before?" I scoff rolling my eyes."Alice asked me to bring you some coffee," she says and hands me the mug. She takes off running leaving me standing there dumbfounded.I place my towel over my shoulder as I sit back on my bed. I take a sip of the steaming coffee before setting it on the desk beside me.Such a weirdo. Who would ever want to mate with someone like her? I chuckle to myself before placing my feet up on my bed.I close my eyes letting the warm water flow across my body. The soothing sound of the shower relaxes me allowing my mind to drift. I can't stop thinking how Alyssa's cheeks turned bright red when she saw me naked. My cock starts to swell in response to those thoughts."Damn it," I curse under my breath reaching down to adjust my growing erection. I start to massage my length making sure to squeeze every inch of flesh. She may be a mutt but I admit she's hot. [Describe Alyssa] The first thing that comes to mind when I think of Alyssa is her long brown hair. It falls past her shoulders. I've always found women with dark hair more attractive than blondes. They seem more mysterious and exotic. But I suppose that's just my preference.Alyssa also has beautiful blue-green eyes. When they flash with anger they appear brighter and bigger. She has nice breasts too. Not big or small, just right. My cock twitches as I remember her nipples poking through her shirt last night.Lastly, I find her ass most appealing. She isn't overly endowed either way but she definitely has curves. Just enough to give her hips and butt definition. BUT she's fucking annoying and a waste of space! I swear if she keeps acting like this, I might actually kill her.I finish rinsing off and grab a towel to dry my hair. I throw the damp cloth over my shoulder and head towards my room.* * *"Alpha," I call my father and knock at his office door. "Can I come in?"He opens the door and stands aside giving me access. He closes it behind him once I enter."What is it, Adam?" he questions sitting down in the chair next to the window overlooking the forest."There's something wrong with Alyssa," I say crossing my arms over my chest. "She's being really disrespectful to everyone and she's been causing trouble around here."My dad leans forward resting both elbows on the table. His fingers interlace together. "Well , that's not what your mother told me. She said you were a little rough with the girl.""I was only trying to protect my family. Don't you understand that? That little brat disrespects me!""You're an Alpha, son. Alphas don't act this way. You need to calm down. There are things we have to learn from each other.""Like respect? Like loyalty?" I snap angrily rising to my feet. My wolf wants blood and I know it won't listen to reason."Calm down, Adam," Dad warns raising a hand."Why should I? Look where all our rules got us. You know what happened the last time we let a rogue join the pack. You almost died," I growl.Dad looks shocked by my outburst. "Adam, I am aware of everything that went down. I did nothing to deserve such treatment. Behave yourself!"I shake my head. "That doesn't matter now. What matters is protecting my pack. And I will do whatever it takes to ensure their safety. Even if means killing another rogue.""The girl is harmless. She lost her family a few months ago, and a good friend of mine asked me to take her in. I owed him a lot. Mike saved my life once, when I was about your age. So... I just couldn't say NO."I frown deeply. "She's not one of ours.""No, but she'll be treated like one... with time, she'll be one of us. Just give her time," Alpha Trey replies."Time for what?! To keep acting like a spoiled brat?!" I shout slamming my fist against the wall. "How could you even allow her into our territory without knowing anything about her?""She's just a girl, Adam. A girl who lost her family, her life... everything. I think she deserves some kindness.""Kindness is NOT treating her like a damn princess! Kindness is teaching her how to behave herself, instead of throwing her in my face whenever I'm around. She's not welcome anywhere near me!""Just because she's young, doesn't mean you can treat her however you please.""She acts like a child!" I roar back. "And there is no excuse for that kind of behavior!" I shout as I storm out of the office. I run downstairs and head for the front door."Where do you think you're going?" my dad calls after me."To get away from you!" I yell over my shoulder running outside. The sun is high overhead and already starting to heat up the air. I open the car door and slide inside. I start the engine and drive off toward town.As soon as I pull onto Main Street, I see a group of people standing in front of a building across the street. They look familiar. I slow down so I can check them out. My buddies, Tony and Jimmy. I get off the road and park beside the curb. I hop out of the vehicle and walk towards them."Hey, man!" they greet me happily."Hi guys," I reply smiling.They notice my mood change and immediately become quiet."Something wrong?" Tony asks looking concerned."Yeah, I need to talk to you two." I sigh rubbing my forehead."Come on," Jimmy says grabbing my arm leading me towards the strip club. We step through the entrance and go straight to the bar. I order myself a beer and sit down waiting for my friends.Jimmy and Tony take their seats next to me, ordering themselves drinks too."So what's up, man? You seem pissed.""Alyssa," I begin. "You know, the mutt my dad brought."Both of my buddies look confused. "Who's Alyssa? Is she a stripper or something?""No, I thought maybe you knew her. Do you?" I ask curiously.Tony shakes his head while Jimmy shrugs. "Nah, never heard of her.""What does she want with you then?""Nothing really. She's just annoying and a little brat. She thinks she can push everyone around, but she needs to stop. I'm tired of dealing with her shit. If she keeps pushing me, I might just kill her.""Kill her?" Jimmy asks surprised. He turns to Tony. "Is he serious?""He has a point though. That kid is trouble," Tony agrees nodding at me. "Maybe we should find someone else to help train her.""Train her? You're kidding right? That thing couldn't fight a bunny. I don't even think she has a wolf in her.""Well, if anyone knows how to handle her, it would be you, bro. Maybe you can teach her some manners.""Yeah, sure... I'll show her who's boss," I snort sarcastically rolling my eyes. "Maybe I'll fuck her first... you know... teach her a lesson.""Shut up, dickhead," Jimmy scolds me laughing loudly."Fine, fine... whatever," I grumble. "Let's go home, before mom starts asking questions."We leave the strip club and make our way back to my house. When we arrive, I ask my friends to join me in the living room for a drink. Once we all have settled down, I tell them what happened earlier today."Wow," Jimmy says shaking his head. "Your dad must be crazy.""Not really," I argue. "He's just becoming too soft. It's messing him up. He was always so strict before.""Alice, bring us some drinks," I say getting up and heading to the kitchen. I grab three beers and come back to sit back down. "I've tried talking to him, telling him what she's doing isn't normal, but he won't listen.""How old is this chick anyway?" Tony asks taking a sip of his beer. "It seems like your dad hasn't told you much about her.""She's twenty, and yes my father has been keeping things from me. But I still think he's being an idiot. Why would you allow someone to disrespect you like that?""That's easy, mate. Because she's hot. Your dad is only interested in one thing.""Shut up, dickhead. My dad has always been faithful to my mother.""Yeah, until now," Jimmy laughs. "I guess there are other reasons why he wouldn't tell you anything either.""Like what?" I ask curious."I don't know. You'll soon find out.""Oh, I'm sorry. I didn't know you had guests, Adam." Alyssa says as she enters the living room. "Alice sent me to dust the furniture.""Don't worry about it, sweetheart. Just stay here," Jimmy tells her. "Can I get you a drink?""No, thank you. I'll be on my way.""Why did you come over?" I question her suspiciously."Because Alice sent me to dust the furniture.""Are you spying on me now?" I ask Alyssa annoyed."Spying?" she raises an eyebrow. "Of course not. What kind of person do you take me for? Besides, I came because I wanted to apologize.""Apologize?""Yes, for everything. I overheard you and your father fighting.""And what exactly were you eavesdropping on?""I wasn't. You were just shouting," she explains defensively. "Please, excuse me." She stands up and leaves the room without another word."Dude, you need to watch yourself with that girl," Tony warns me. "She's dangerous.""What makes you think so?" I ask turning to face him."You haven't seen her yet, but trust me when I tell you she's no ordinary human. There is more going on behind those big blue eyes than meets the eye.""Really? You think that? So that means I'm not crazy?""But she's hot, Adam." Jimmy laughs."Okay, okay. I hear ya loud and clear, bro. Don't worry, I'll keep my distance.""Good, 'cause if she hurts you..." Tony trails off looking away."Tony!""Just saying, dude," he mutters under his breath."Alright, enough already! Let's change the subject before I kick your ass," I laugh."You should definitely FUCK her." Tony chuckles."Shut up, both of you. Now let's talk about something else besides my sex life or lack thereof."We spend a little more time catching up and drinking before everyone decides to call it a night. As they walk towards their cars, Jimmy stops and turns around. "Yeah, you should fuck her.""Shut up!" I laugh and wave to my buddies. "Drive safely!"They each give me a fist bump then drive away.When I return to the house I bump into Alyssa who is carrying tray with a glass of milk. The bump throws the liquid all over my shirt and pants."Sorry," she apologizes quickly cleaning it up. She quickly grabs a napkin and starts pressing over my chest to clean the milk from my shirt. She blushes when our eyes meet."It's fine," I chuckle trying to ignore how good she smells. "Can't you even carry a tray?" I tease."I'm new at this job," she replies nervously. "I'm sorry , ok? It was an accident. You don't have to be so mean all the time.""Well, you're right. Sorry," I reply sarcastically. "Now go ahead and leave."Alyssa looks shocked by my response. Her mouth opens but nothing comes out, except for the sound of air rushing through her lungs as she takes in a sharp intake of breath.Alyssa"You're a jerk and I fucking hate you," I shout at Adam as tears start running down my cheeks."Look, I'm really sorry. Can we please just forget this ever happened?" He asks reaching for me.I slap his hand away angrily. "Fuck you! And fuck anyone that thinks it's acceptable to treat women like shit."Adam stares at me speechless. "How dare you say such things to me? How can you possibly think that after what my father has done for you?""I said, 'fuck you!' Are you deaf?" I scream. "Do you understand English?"He steps closer to me until there are only inches between us. His hands rest against my shoulders. "Stop yelling at me," he whispers softly. "I never meant any harm to you."My heart skips a beat hearing his voice again. "Then why did you try to make me feel bad?"His jaw tightens and he shakes his head. "I don't trust you. That's all.""Why does that matter? Why would you care whether I trust you or not?""That's none of your business.""Oh yeah, sure," I scoff. "You k
AlyssaI wake early the next morning feeling groggy and confused. I must've fallen asleep during the night because the last time I remember seeing the clock was 9 pm. I check my phone for messages or missed calls but nothing comes up. I glance at the window to see the sun shining brightly outside.I lay in bed listening to the sounds coming from downstairs. Someone is cooking breakfast which means they are already awake. I climb out of bed stretching my arms above my head enjoying the stretch. I have to get dressed and go help Alice in the kitchen. I don't want her to do it alone since she has been doing most of the work lately. I pull my clothes on slowly trying to decide whether I should wear jeans or shorts.My hair needs washing too so maybe I could wash that before leaving my room. I run my fingers through my long brown locks pulling them back into a ponytail. I pick up my toothbrush and brush my teeth thoroughly scrubbing hard to clean every surface of my mouth. Then I spit the
Alyssa The rest of the day passes slowly. My mind is preoccupied with wondering what Brynne meant when she spoke of the 'truth' of myself. Was there something wrong with me? Had my parents kept it hidden from me somehow? Were they ashamed of me? Being in a home without knowing the truth of my origins doesn’t feel right. I just want answers. I'm so tired of not understanding anything about who and where I am. It feels like an endless cycle, one that I can never escape. "Alyssa," Adam shouts from downstairs. "Time to go show you around." I don't trust this guy. He's been nothing but a total ass ever since I arrived in the Blackwood pack. He makes sure to tell everyone exactly how little he likes me. Well, screw him! This is my life now. I grab my phone off the floor and head down the stairs to find Adam waiting outside in front of the main doors, wearing a pair of jeans and a black t-shirt. "I'm good. Don't worry... you don't have to go with me anywhere. We can just tell Luna Brynne
AdamI'm in my wolf form, crouched low to the ground, watching her through narrowed slits. She's terrified but determined to fight. Her breathing becomes erratic, making it difficult to track her movements.She kicks wildly, striking me repeatedly. I could rip her limb from limb easily, but something about her defiance intrigues me. Something that tells me she may be worth keeping alive.I shift slightly, moving closer to her so that I can smell her fear. My nose twitches as I catch a hint of her blood as she scratched herself.Her eyes are wild as they dart everywhere, looking for some kind of salvation. I lift one large black paw, placing it gently on hers. Immediately, she freezes. A smile creeps across my muzzle as I begin to rub it along the length of her arm. She makes me furious, yet her scent invokes such powerful feelings within me. I want to kill her just as much as I crave to protect her.I lick my lips and inhale deeply. Her sweet scent overwhelms me, driving my wolf crazy
Alyssa "I mean it, Adam... get the fuck out of my room," I yell at him angrily. I slam my hand against the wall beside my bed, causing plaster dust to fall everywhere. He stands there frozen for a moment before moving toward me. "Are you sure about this? How about I show you some fun?" He reaches forward and grabs me by the waist. His hands slide up my stomach and cup my breasts roughly. "What the hell are you doing?" I gasp, trying to pull away. "You don't know what you're missing," he mocks. "Adam, please..." His mouth crashes over mine and our tongues clash together. Our teeth scrape against each other when we kiss. It feels wrong yet exciting at the same time. "Get out or I'll scream for help," I warn him. He smirks. "Fine... have it your way." He steps backward and leaves the room without another word. I sit on my bed, staring after him in shock. What just happened? Was that even real? I thought I was dreaming. This guy is insane. And now he thinks I'm interested in havin
Adam "Alpha, I need a word with you," I tell my father while having breakfast in the dining room. "I know it's early, but I would like to speak to you about something." "Of course. Please, take a seat. What is it?" he replies, motioning for me to sit as he places a plate of eggs and bacon in front of me. "It's Alyssa, sir. There's something I think we need to discuss," I reply, taking a bite of egg and chewing slowly as I wait for him to say something. He eats his food in silence, glancing up at me every few moments. "We've already had this conversation, son," he says, placing a hand on my shoulder. "You don't need to worry about her anymore. She's safe here in our pack." "She's not one of us, dad." I lean forward, lowering my voice. "She doesn't have a wolf and I don't know how you still keep her here." "As I told you before, she is a guest, and guests are welcome here. We cannot afford to turn away anyone in need. Besides, our pack is large enough now that it's unlikely she wou
Alyssa"Hey, love! It's your free day. Got any plans?" Alice asks, throwing herself into a chair opposite me."Nope. Just chilling out today." I shrug, staring blankly at the television screen in front of me."That's boring!" she laughs. "Come on, we're going shopping.""What for?" I raise an eyebrow questioningly."Clothes obviously," she grins. "And shoes, bags, makeup... But before that, we're going for a cup of coffee at Marta's.""Marta's?""Yes," she giggles. "The best damn café in town.""Yeah, okay..." I roll my eyes playfully, getting up to follow her."Don't worry, it'll do you good to get out and have fun. I mean with everything going on lately, you should definitely deserve a break.""I guess so," I sigh, following her down the hall towards the exit. I think she's right. I deserve a break from everything. And if having a nice hot latte will help, then why the hell not? I sit back in the passenger seat of Alice's car when she pulls into the parking lot of Marta's Café."Thi
Adam How dare he disobey my father, the Alpha? Lucas was always such a disrespectful brat. Always pushing people's buttons just to make himself feel better. My father had warned me many times before never to cross paths with him. Yet, every time I turned around, there he stood challenging me. I'm the next Alpha, and I'll soon become the most powerful Alpha ever seen in these parts. I'm the best fighter, fastest runner, and strongest warrior among my peers—and he knows it too well. His arrogance got him kicked out of the pack once already, yet somehow, he managed to find his way back again. He knew how much trouble he'd cause if he challenged me, but he couldn't resist. It was obvious he wanted nothing more than to bring me down because deep inside, he believed I could never beat him. Well, I did. I proved to him that I am worthy of being Alpha. Not only does he have to deal with my wrath, but also my father's. "Who do you think you are, Lucas?" I ask coldly, glaring at him. "Me? Wha
AriaThey roll across the forest floor in a blur of motion, claws and teeth flashing in the dappled sunlight. Blood spatters the leaves, the coppery scent of it thick and cloying in the air.I know I should do something, should throw myself between them and put an end to this madness before one of them winds up dead. But I can't seem to make myself move, can't seem to do anything but watch in mute horror as the two males I love most in this world try to tear each other apart.It's Callum who falters first, his weakened body no match for Elijah's savage strength. He stumbles, his flank laid open by a vicious swipe of claws, and Elijah presses his advantage with a snarl of triumph.And then his jaws are closing around Callum's throat, and the world seems to freeze in a single, crystalline moment of perfect, terrible clarity.I know in that instant that I am about to watch the father of my child die. That I am about to lose him forever, just when I had finally begun to hope that we might
Adam I bolt awake, heart pounding. Alyssa's screams and Sophia's cries echo in my head. I swipe a hand across my damp forehead, breathing hard. Just a nightmare. But it felt so real. My wolf strains against its cage, howling to go to them. I know they need me. I stumble out of the nest into the cool night air. The stars shine down, distant and uncaring. How did I let this happen? I promised to protect them, to keep them safe. But I left them alone, at the mercy of the threat I should've ended. Alyssa. Her fear reached out in my dreams, begging for help. But I'm too late. My rival won; he has her trapped, waiting to finish this. I abandoned her to that fate. I abandoned my heart. And Sophia. My little light, my joy. She cries for her mother, afraid and alone. What's going to happen to her if I don't do something? I have to go back. Now, before all hope is lost and the future is decided. Before the light goes out for good. My wolf snarls again, straining to break free. To hell with
AlyssaDuran corners me as I gather herbs, lust, and fury warring in his eyes. My pulse quickens. "Alyssa, stop these games. You will be my mate."I square my shoulders, meeting his predatory gaze. "I follow my duty to your pack, but my heart belongs to another. I cannot be your mate, Duran."He moves closer, crowding me against the rock face. "You forget your place, little healer. I am Alpha here, and I will not be denied what I desire."The darkness radiating from him overwhelms my senses. My gift shrieks a warning of the evil now awakened and poised to descend. I have pushed him too far.Duran grabs my chin, forcing me to look at him. "You will come to care for me in time. I can be patient when I wish. But do not forget who rules this pack, and what I want, I shall have."His fingers leave bruises on my skin. I wrench away, stumbling down the path. His bellow follows, "You cannot escape me forever, Alyssa! I will make you mine!"I run as if the hounds of hell snap at my heels throu
AdamThe forest blurs around me as I race between the trees, my paws pounding the earth. My heart thunders in my chest, refusing to accept what my senses tell me - they are gone. Vanished like the morning mist under the glare of the rising sun. I stop, throwing back my head to howl in rage and grief, the sorrowful sound echoing through the empty woods.I continue searching. Exhaustion drags at my limbs, but still, I hunt for any sign to cling to hope. Their scent has disappeared, erased as though they were never here. I stumble on through the black of night, guided only by the light of the moon overhead.Finally, I return home as the pale glow of dawn brightens the sky. The pack emerges from their dens, wary of my approach. I shift back, standing before them with my shoulders bowed under the weight of failure. Murmurs rise around me as they take in my disheveled, haggard appearance. Their Alpha, broken and aimless without his mate and child. Helpless to protect them. Useless to lead a
Alyssa Duran's invitation for dinner fills me with anxiety. As the Alpha, I can't say no, but his feelings for me create expectations I can't meet. The day passes too quickly. When night falls, I go to Duran's cabin, bracing myself for the evening to come. Duran greets me with a warm smile. "Welcome. I'm glad you could come." "Thank you for inviting me, Alpha." The proper response, hiding my inner turmoil. Duran's eyes gleam as he shows me inside, and my pulse jumps. The table is covered with a delicious spread. I take small bites, my appetite ruined by the unspoken question hanging between us. Duran watches me over his wine glass, patient but unwavering in his silent demand. "Your healing skills are invaluable. My pack has benefited greatly since you joined us. I feel...very fortunate you found shelter here after your mate's death." A calculated mention, trying to get a reaction. I chew slowly, my mind racing, before offering a tight smile. "You are too kind to help us in our ti
Alyssa The forest blurs around me as I run, clutching Sophia's hand tightly in mine. My legs burn but I don't slow. We have to get away. Far away. Sophia's steps falter. "Mama, wait, please. I can't run anymore." I stop and kneel before her, brushing leaves from her hair. "I know, sweetheart. I'm sorry. Just a little farther, OK?" Sophia nods bravely but when I stand, her ankle gives out beneath her. She cries out as she tumbles to the ground. "Sophia!" My heart drops as I scoop her into my arms. She whimpers, tears streaming down her face as she holds her ankle. No, not now. We have to keep going. I carry Sophia over to a large oak tree and set her down in the roots. "Let me see." Gently, I remove her shoe and sock. Her ankle is already swollen, the delicate joint red and puffy. No doubt it's sprained. Sophia sniffles. "It hurts, Mama." "I know, baby." I stroke her hair and kiss her forehead, panic rising in my chest. We're exposed here. Vulnerable. "Let me wrap it. We'll get
AdamThe pack celebrates into the night, but within me is only darkness. I stand alone in our quarters, Alyssa's lingering scent a bittersweet torment. My mate, my heart—she's gone. And by my own cursed hand.I slam my fist into the wall, relishing the burst of pain. I deserve far worse for what I've done. My weakness shattered the most precious gift I ever possessed: Alyssa's eternal love and trust.A mournful howl escapes my throat, echoing my anguish to the uncaring stars. Some Alpha I've proven to be. I couldn't even protect my own family from the sinister magic I should have sensed. And now, thanks to my foolish actions, Alyssa has disappeared like the fading moon at dawn, taking our daughter Sophia with her.At dawn I begin the search, following Alyssa and Sophia's scents through our territory. But at the border, the trail ends abruptly. Alyssa, cunning as ever, has masked their path using magic to keep them hidden. To keep them safe from me.By nightfall, I return home, defeate
AlyssaWithout my mate, my powers are weakened. But Marcus stands resolute at my side, lending me his strength. "They do not know the force they have unleashed. Adam would never raise a claw to harm you or your child, bond or no bond."We work what spells we can to pierce the sinister haze clouding Adam's mind. Marcus leads me to where Adam has barricaded himself, refusing entrance to the pack. But when we break through, the evil infesting Adam's soul lashes out in rage.Adam lunges with claws extended and fangs bared, madness gleaming in his eyes. Too weak to raise proper defenses, I stumble back - but Marcus intercepts, shielding me with his body as he pleads with Adam to remember who he is.For a heartbeat, clarity returns, and Adam blinks down at us in confusion. But then the demon reclaims its hold, and Adam roars, knocking Marcus brutally aside. I scramble to Marcus as he struggles to rise, bloodied but unbowed, still placing himself between Adam and me.We are no match for Adam
AlyssaThe wolf prowling towards me is a stranger. Adam's eyes, once glowing with warmth and laughter, now burn with rage and suspicion. His hackles rise and a sinister growl rumbles in his chest as he backs me into a corner, teeth bared."How long have you been plotting against me?" he snarls. Gone is the mate I love, replaced by this menacing beast I do not know."Adam, it's me," I plead, keeping my tone soft and submissive. But my words do not reach him. The Adam I knew is trapped behind those hate-filled eyes."Lies!" He snaps at me, his muzzle a breath from my throat. "I should have known you could never be trusted. You're in league with our enemies, aren't you?"Confusion and pain flood me. "I would never betray you! I am your mate. Don't you know me?""I know what you are." Adam's lips curl back further, slaver dripping from his fangs. "And you will never set foot in my territory again."He lunges. I brace myself, ready to fight the creature wearing my mate's flesh. But a massi