{ Jae }
For a month, I chose to stay away from my family after I told them I was going to actually marry that girl. I decided to play their game, but I wanted to make them feel like shit anyway.I stayed away from all the wedding preparations too, so I didn't know what to expect, that's why it takes me by surprise to see such a huge ceremony when I arrive in my tuxedo.I haven't worn one of these in about five years so I feel extremely uncomfortable and, even though I look like a million bucks, I can't wait to take it off."You look so handsome," my mom says when I get to her, before giving me a tight hug. She's wearing a long pink dress and her red hair is up in an eccentric knot, "Please don't do anything to ruin this day. For me."I sigh and nod l. If there's one person I'd surrender for, it's her."I've already given in to this shit. I understand my father's reasons now, even if I don't like them. I'll play along, don't worry," I assure with a smile, trying to look like a good boy. My mother laughs and raises her hands to grab my face."I know this isn't real, but I think it's the only wedding you'll ever have. Please make it sweet for me, it's always been my dream to see you get married," she says. I want to roll my eyes again, but I don't. She's a big romantic and I know it."Who knows? Maybe I would have found my fated mate or something, but now I won't be able to because I have to mark that girl," I say with a fake pout. My mom hits my chest."Don't say that, I'm going to be sad," she says, with a voice crack that makes me laugh, "My dream was to see you find your fated mate... or anyone you love and loves you back, but your father is right. You need this.""Don’t be sad, Mom. Finding love wasn't in my plans anyway," I shrug to reassure her, but we can't talk anymore because a little woman comes to us and tells us it's time to get started. We get ready and I walk down the aisle next to her.All my friends are here but, other than Rogan, no one knows this is fake. They all texted me completely confused when they got the invitation, especially Sophie. I had to come up with a crazy story about how I ‘fell in love’.There’s also a bunch of people I don't know in here, they must be Anya's family and friends... yeah, those little kids are totally her friends.Pff, this is embarrassing. Having to marry a fucking kid. I know no one would dare say anything about it to my face, but they'll definitely talk behind my back and I hate knowing that.I stay in my place for a couple of minutes until a new song starts playing and my child bride appears next to an older guy.I only know a few things about my wife after this month of digging around: Her name is Anya Morgan, she just turned seventeen. She's still in school, of course, and apparently she's a star over there. She's popular, which is to be expected. I also know that her father died just a few months ago and apparently that's what got her and her bitch of a mother to let my dad buy her.And that's about it.Well… I also know she's pretty, of course. She's a natural redhead like most Red Wolves and has big gray eyes. She's not that short for a girl her age and she has a slender body that is probably still developing. She could be an attractive woman someday, but as she walks towards me all I see is a damn kid in a white dress.When she finally stops and plants herself in front of me, I can see the defiance in her eyes.I don't like it when people challenge me. It just makes me want to win even more.{ Anya }The day has come. My wedding day.Alpha Riku’s money came through a couple of weeks ago, so my dress is extremely expensive and exquisite. However, it was not my dream dress, because this is not my dream wedding and he is not my dream man and this is not dreamy at all.This man in front of me is not someone I love or will love at some point… but this is happening anyway. Right now.He looks different today. His tuxedo is pristine and his hair is perfectly made up... and he's looking at me with defiance in his eyes and a slight smile, unlike last time, when he was just growling at me like an angry ogre.It's like he's excited. Probably excited to keep treating me like he did that day.But I'm a strong bitch, stronger than I look. I know I can take it. For the money.I got two point five million dollars up front, but I'll get another two and a half million after the first year of being married to him. And then I'll continue to get five million for every year I'm still married to him. So... I have great motivation not to let him win.I'm sure he'll get used to me at some point and maybe he'll just avoid me, that would be the best outcome.I listen as Healer Ruby begins the ceremony, talking about love and responsibility, but my eyes are fixed on Jae's. I can't look away because I know that's what he wants. He just wants me to submit, but I won't. If I submit, I know he'll take advantage of that somehow and I can't let that happen.Jae and I recite the generic vows as we look at each other... and then the healer asks the most important question of the evening."Anya Morgan, do you take Jae Hyung as your mate?""I do.""Jae Kyung, do you take Anya Morgan as your mate?" she asks and I think there's a collective silence, or maybe it's just me.Jae stays quiet longer than necessary and my heart starts pounding with fear, especially when he gives me that wicked smile."I do," he finally says a few beats of my crazy heart later and my eyes close with relief for a second, "Of course. "Our guests cheer as we exchange gold rings, completely unaware of what's actually going on here. Jae scoffs a laugh when he sees the huge diamond ring I bought myself."Now, please share a kiss in front of the Moon Goddess and your loved ones to seal the deal," Healer Ruby says with a playful, joyful tone.Oh, no.I completely forgot about this part. And I think Jae did too, I guess, because his calm face twists again with a snarl.“It's just a kiss," I whisper and reach a hand out to grab his arm and beg him with my eyes to just do this. He holds my gaze for a couple of seconds but then rolls his eyes and grabs me like a brute, pulling me to him. I gasp as I slam into his chest, hard as a fucking rock.My now husband grabs my face and kisses me like he's being paid to do it. He devours my lips in an almost animalistic way... but that somehow doesn't completely disgust me. In fact, at some point I start to enjoy his full lips claiming mine and the way he gives me his tongue for just a second, but just then he decides to end the kiss, as all of our guests celebrate."Count yourself lucky," he whispers in my ear while I’m still stunned, before pulling away from me. He looks like he wants to leave on his own, but I don't let him. I grab his hand before he can escape, making him scowl at me."We still have to go to the reception together," I mutter under my breath and I start walking down the aisle between everyone, still squeezing Jae's rough hand to keep him from running away.My friends are the ones making the most noise and cheering like the annoying teenagers they are, but I smile at them anyway. The only one who isn’t smiling is Remy, my best friend. He's the only one who knows the truth about Jae and the way he treated me that day at his house, so this is not fun to him. At all.Still, I smile at him."Move faster," Jae grunts and picks up the pace, smiling half-heartedly at some people who congratulate him as we walk. Mary is waiting at the end for us, "What now?""Please follow me. The reception is ready," she says and so we do. We walk through the woods for a couple of minutes until we reach the Grand Ballroom. It's absolutely gorgeous and opulent, but before I can study if everything is okay, Mary continues to lead us up the stairs and into a small room, "You'll have to wait here for a couple of minutes while the guests take their seats. I'll be back for you when everything is ready."I nod because I already knew that, but Jae just rolls his eyes as Mary walks away, leaving me alone with him.I swallow and look at him as he heads straight for the couch to plop there, sitting with his legs spread wide and his arms crossed.I want to ask him: why did you kiss me like that? What was the need for you to stick your tongue in me like that? But I'm smart enough not to."Sit down and stop looking at me," he growls before I can say anything, "I agreed to stay for at least three hours, I don't need you to give me any speech. In fact, I don't want you to say anything at all.""Why?" I ask, immediately challenging him because... I don't know why. His eyes lift to me, angry, "I'm sorry.""I'll tell you why, Anya. You're not really my wife, or my girlfriend, or even my friend. You're just my plaything to show off in public. That's all," he says, making me swallow to calm down, "You don't have a voice. In our house, you won't even talk to me unless I ask you something. You will limit yourself to looking pretty and be ready in case I need to take you out and show you off. But most importantly, you will show me your submission both in public and in private and that is for your own good. I don't think you want to piss me off, do you?""No." Asshole."No, Alpha," he corrects me. I have to take a deep breath, but I repeat it anyway, making him smile, "Good. That's all I want to hear from you: 'No, Alpha,' 'Yes, Alpha,' and that's it. I don't need to hear any other words. And then you can collect your yearly pay, like a good whore. "I nod then, so he just winks at me and folds his arms. He stays like that for another ten minutes until we hear them introduce our names and Mary arrives for us.Jae gets up and takes my hand again so we can go out to greet our guests.I give them the biggest smile I can.As soon as we get to the main dance floor, my favorite song starts playing just as planned, so Mary signals for us to start dancing. Whew, this is going to be deplorable. "We have to dance now, Alpha," I tell Jae in the lowest tone I can muster. He looks confused, "It's our first dance, we'll dance together for a minute and then your parents will take over.""Why didn't anyone tell me about this?" he spits in annoyance. I don't know what to say to him, so I stay quiet, hoping he doesn't decide to do something stupid. Jae grunts, but still leads me to the dance floor and stands in front of me, but he doesn't do anything more than that. I have to grab his hands to put them around my waist, then raise my hands to grab onto his big shoulders. "Oh, goddess, do you see how good they look together?” someone to my right exclaims, and for some reason, that makes me laugh. Yeah, sure, it's stupid... but when I pay attention, I realize that most people say things like that about us. Nice thin
I don't see my husband at all while I make the rounds around the party saying hi to my guests, the ones I know and the ones I don’t, but then dinner time comes and I have to go back to our main table. With him.He holds my hand and helps me up the three steps like a true gentleman, then he opens a chair for me and helps me with my dress so I can sit down. How kind of him. “Where the hell is your mother?" Jae asks as he sits down next to me, "She didn't come.""I sent her on a trip she always wanted to go on. It's not like she's missing anything meaningful around here," I answer, which I think surprises him a little, because he looks at me and then lets out a small laugh. "Maybe someday you can have a real wedding, right?""I hope so," I admit, looking at him, too. At how damn handsome he looks right now, "Do you want to get married for real?""Fuck no, this little show was good enough to last a lifetime. Weddings suck," he mutters, but then shuts up when the waiter comes over with o
As soon as I reach Jae, he wraps an arm around my waist. "Darling, these are my future fellow council members," Jae begins in a pleasant tone, "Isaiah Wayber, Austin Reed, Christian Monroe and Thomas Dandy. Guys, this is my wife Anya Kyung. My love and the owner of my whole life from now on.” What the fuck? "I never expected you to be such a romantic," one of them laughs and shakes his head, then takes my hand to place a soft respectful kiss in there... then the rest all do the same. Having a bunch of Alphas respectfully kiss my hand is a little surreal, but I force myself to look normal and even make conversation while smiling like a pageant queen, happy to show Jae how good I am at this. And I don’t even know why, but I’ve always been like this, social interactions are my thing. It’s definitely coming in handy now. We chat with the Alphas for a couple of minutes until my aunt and uncle come to my rescue, so I excuse myself and almost run to them. "It's late, we're leaving now
{Jae}Fortunately for Anya, she's not as stupid as she seems at first. She knows how she should behave when I introduce her to the rest of my friends and that surprises me in a good way. She also behaved very well when I introduced her to my council colleagues. Anya is all smiley and polite, she laughs when is necessary and even makes a couple of jokes that put my friends at ease. Except Rogan, of course, he still looks like he has a stick up his ass. I'm still bothered by the fact that her friend Remington knows we have a fake relationship and probably even knows about the slap I gave her. That could snowball into something I don't need, but I'll trust the little guy. I would tear him apart if it came to that and he knows it, so I don't think he'll risk it. Still, Anya needs to keep her mouth shut from now on or I'll stop being so nice to her."I have to go say goodbye to the rest of my friends, but I hope we can see each other soon," Anya says a few minutes later, still all smile
{ Anya }We say goodbye to the last guests and it's finally time to leave… with my new family, the Kyungs. Because that’s what I am now: Anya Kyung. This was part of our deal. After the wedding, Jae and I have to start living together in the house his parents bought for us and start acting as a real marriage in public. But once again, this is the first time they tell Jae about their plans. Right here in front of me."What the fuck? I already have a house!" Jae growls as soon as he gets the news, angry and still drunk, "Damn it! What more do you want from me!""Do you really think that man cave is good enough for a married man? You think you can start a family in there? Did you really want Anya to live with you and Rogan? Come on, Jae, be serious, "Alpha Riku says, raising a hand to massage his nose, "You’re not a kid anymore, you can’t keep living like that.” "Fuck you," he blurts out. I close my eyes and try to disappear, "Literally, fuck you all.""Stop it," Luna Vivian pleads, "
There are several rooms upstairs. The main one of course belongs to Jae and although I don't dare go inside with everyone else to inspect everything, I peek in for a little bit, just to have a quick look.Everything is black and mostly empty, which goes perfectly with his personality. "It's not horrible, I guess," he mumbles after inspecting if it is to his liking. There are five other rooms on this floor and they are all conditioned for any guests, which I doubt we’ll have. There's also a gym that spans the size of two rooms and has mostly weights, huge barbells and stuff like that."Hm, alright. This place is just mine, by the way. You can't come in here," Jae tells me, shooting me a quick look."I knew letting him be an only child would be a problem," Vivian mutters, shaking her head. I just shrug my shoulders. It's not like I mind not being able to be here, I don't think I could get much use out of those weights and I'm not very active anyway, so it doesn't bother me.The rest o
{ Jae }On the fifth day of my honeymoon, I wake up with a hardcore hangover and an annoying sound bursting my eardrums. I groan and get out of bed to look for what's making that noise.It's my phone. My mother calling me. "Yes?""Where are you?" she asks in that particular tone she uses when she's asking something she already knows and just wants to confirm. She must know I left the pack, but I don't think she knows my exact location."Bora Bora, why?" I ask, looking at Jessy's naked body, still asleep on the bed. I leave the room so she doesn't overhear the conversation. I walk out through our balcony and down the stairs to the private beach, "If you need me for something regarding work, talk about it with my assistant.”"You left Anya a prisoner in the house while you're on a fucking vacation?!" She exclaims, sounding angrier than I expected after I've agreed to everything they've asked of me."Well, yes. I need people to think she's with me," I explain and walk over to dip my fee
{ Anya }"Tomorrow, once I get a tan, can I leave the house?" I ask again. I really need to get out of here before I completely lose my mind, if I haven’t already."Sure, whatever," he mumbles without up looking at me. I take advantage of him being distracted to steal a deep look at him. He looks tan now, his nose has more freckles than before and he has two visible hickeys on his neck.What a great husband. I had to spend fourteen days cooped up here with nothing to do but fill my emptiness with online shopping, picking out the things that were going to annoy him the most, while he was in paradise, tanning and fucking. "So, you're going to cheat on me the entire marriage?" I ask, trying to keep the venom out of my voice. Jae puts his phone away and laughs at me."The word cheating implies some kind of relationship, which we don't have. But I'll always do what I want and that involves fucking whoever I feel like fucking. So yeah," he shrugs without any remorse. "And I can do the sa
{ Epílogue }Six Years Later The day I hate the most is finally over. The third Alpha Challenge is done and, unsurprisingly, my man won. He fought for almost two hours against five very brave but very dumb competitors. He's once again, the Alpha of Ellington. And now we're back home, all safe and sound, so I can finally breathe. I guess you could say I am a little traumatized about what happened at the Challenge when Jae almost dies and lost his memory. Things are so, so different now."My daddy is the strongest," Iseul says, looking up at Jae with sparkling eyes because she loves her dad. She looks at him like he's the fucking sun."And you're the sweetest daughter alive," he says, finally picking her up even though I know he must be tired as hell. He kisses her chubby cheeks over and over, making her laugh in pure joy. Jae walks a few steps until he can sit his ass on the couch and he groans, "Where's your brother, huh?”"Still outside," Iseul says. And that's true, Tate never
I remember being told Anya sent me a 'good luck' little pastry and I thought, ‘damn she knows I don't like sweet treats, but I'll eat it anyway because I don't want her to get mad at me for not doing it’.Next thing I know, I can't even move my body correctly and my mind is all slow and slurry. I couldn't even move my mouth enough to fucking talk. "What happened after I went down?" I ask my father when I'm back in their house after being discharged. My memories are back into place, so now we're allowed to talk normally. My dad growls in anger."Anya ran to you," he starts, making me lift my eyebrows in complete shock, "She ran and shifted to attack Klein in wolf form, she got him real good actually. His arm got the worst of it, but she managed to bite his head, too. The council was going to let the Challenge continue, but Anya and Rogan figured out you ate that pastry thing, which you never fucking do. Also, Anya never sent anything. The fact that they figured it out so early was the
I shake my head. I don't know much about myself, but I do know I wouldn't do something like that."No," I say, the girl frowns and looks at me, then nods, "Nu-uh.""Yes.""No," I repeat, "There is no way.""Jae, I'm the only one in this room that remembers anything," she spits out at me, "I remember what happened, you don't.""But I'm me," I say and I point a finger to my head, "And I don't think I would do that.""You did," she says, clasping her hands into fists, "And I want you to say you’re sorry again.""Why? I don't even remember. I think you're lying to get my attention and get me horny for you again," I joke, making her eyes get red, so I relent. I take a deep breath, "I'm just joking.""I know you are fucking joking because I know you and your stupid jokes," she yells, "I know you! I remember everything. And you don't."She starts full blown crying then, so I force myself to take this seriously. And consider the fact that I... hurt her on purpose? For what reason? The only wa
{ Jae }It's been almost twenty four hours since I woke up after my fight and fortunately, some things are starting to make more sense, but I'm still struggling to remember 80% of things. I don't even remember my best friend, but it helps that he's here, forcing me to remember."Rogan," I close my eyes with stress, "I believe you, dude. I just don't remember.""Well, shut up and let me continue," he spits with a furrowed brow and opens his mouth as if he really wants to keep telling me our entire friendship story, from the very very beginning, when we were ten years old. This bastard really has a good memory, "We've only had one fight, back when we were in sophomore year, it was over a girl. I didn't actually like her that much but I..."The door opens slowly and I sigh in relief because someone is finally saving me from this storyteller. A head peeks in and I recognize her as the crying girl from yesterday, the one with long red hair."Anya," Rogan says, and he suddenly tenses up, lo
{ Anya }I leave Jae's room even though Vivian is telling me it's not necessary. I close the door behind me and cover my mouth to control my sobs, but I can't.No. No. No.I refuse to believe this is really happening to me. Jae has been in intensive care for two days while the swelling in his brain goes down from the fracture that idiot Klein gave him. I've been here with him, holding his hand and wishing with all my might that he'll be okay.I know he's going to be okay now. And I also know, logically, that it's completely normal to have trouble stringing thoughts together after such trauma. I know Jae could be back to normal in a few hours or a few days, once he gets better.But logic doesn't fix how I feel right this second. Jae looked at me and ignored me like I was nobody, then implied he didn't remember me. And then he talked to me that way... like he used to when I first met him.I can't do it again, I can't deal with Jae treating me like crap again. I won't, I refuse. I've l
"What's going on?!" I grumble once we're backstage, completely disoriented. When I see Jae being brought in on a damn portable stretcher, I run towards him."Luna Anya, please stay away," a paramedic tells me, holding me back. I'm about to tell him I'm a doctor and I have a right to see what the hell is happening with my mate, but Rogan grabs me from behind and pulls me away."This isn't normal. Jae didn't do anything to fight, that’s not him!" I say, but Rogan keeps restraining me and trying to quiet me down, "You can't let this happen, Ro. Something was wrong with him.”"Anya, Anya, please," Ro continues, "I know it's not normal, but you need to calm down first. I can't take care of you and find answers at the same time."That makes me calm down because he's right. I can't be another problem right now, I have to help."Okay, okay... what do you know?""Nothing. I was here with him when he arrived, while he was getting ready and before the fight began. Everything was perfectly normal
Before I realize it, the day finally arrives. The day of the Alpha Challenge.Jae has been more focused than ever on his training, so we haven’t had any more time to explore our relationship, but I’m not worried because I know it’s necessary and important… maybe not as much as our bond, but close. Because this is not just about his position and his future. It’s the future of our family, a future where the pack will bear our name.When I arrive with Tate and my aunt and uncle at the arena, Jae’s family is already in the family booth, so I greet everyone and then I have to go through the worst anxiety ever again, just like five years ago, except this time it’s even worse because Klein is not just another True Alpha who came to Ellington to try to fight Jae. Now it’s personal.Klein is my ex-boyfriend and he wants revenge for being ‘humiliated’ at the last Alpha Challenge. I don’t know why, but I have a bad feeling about this. Or maybe it’s just worry because this time what I feel for J
"And because you're mine to use whenever I feel like it,” I continue, sucking on his bottom lip and making him let out a low growl from his chest. "We can't do this here," he whines, trying to take a step back, but I don't care. I follow him, "Baby, I mean it. I can't fuck you here with my parents and my son downstairs.""Why not?" I ask, running a hand down his chest until I reach his hard dick. I grab it through his pants tightly and pull, making him moan, "I know you want it.""Of course I fucking want it," he grunts, thrusting his hips against my hand for just a second before ripping my grip off his erection and flipping me over until my back is to him. Jae takes my hands and in just a second crosses them across my chest until he has me completely unable to move...at least my upper body, "Damn it, Anya. You don’t change. Don't you ever think with something other than your clit? We can't do this here. You can wait until we get home.""I can't," I moan, wiggling my ass against him,
When we all arrive at Vivian and Riku Kyung’s house together, I can see the surprise on both of their faces. I don’t think Jae told them I would be joining them for Sunday brunch.“Anya, darling, hi!” Vivian exclaims, coming over to give me a tight hug, which I return. I haven’t seen them since the news about our bond started circulating in the pack, so I’m not surprised when she holds onto me for longer than would seem normal, “I heard the news. About your bond… whatever decision you make regarding that, I want you to know that I am SO grateful to the Moon Goddess for choosing you as my son’s mate. You are such a wonderful girl, and I will never stop considering you part of my family.”I blink several times when my eyes start to sting, returning her hug with equal intensity.“Thank you for your words. I consider you part of my family too,” I let her know. When I let her go, Riku takes me into his arms.“There is no woman more perfect for my son. I hope he knows how to treat you as yo