*Arealla*I was extremely sensitive to his situation, and to what had happened to him. I wouldn't be blinded to his pain any longer.But just because I could see how much Jason had suffered, didn't take away from the fact that we had all suffered. And that he had caused some of those issues.And there were so many more things that we had to still sort through."Jason," I told him softly. "I am sorry for everything that you've been through."He was close to me, so my voice barely went above a whisper. And it was the truth that I spoke. I was really sorry for every single thing that he had been through. I couldn't imagine what it must be like, to have everything you wanted for yourself, and then have it taken away from you and given to someone else.Jason had chosen his mate, and that had been taken from him without anything else given to replace it.But even as I tried to have sympathy for him, there was a growing feeling at the back of my neck. Something that I couldn't d
*Arealla*I didn't think. I didn't have time to. I just turned away from him and started to run. But I didn't take more than three steps, when I realized that he wasn't following me. And a moment later I saw why.Three wolves stepped out of the trees in front of me, all snarling. The trees were dark and black behind them, and I was sure that I heard more snarling coming from there.They were huge. Not bigger than Marcus, but bigger than Jason in his wolf form.I grounded myself to a halt. My first instinct was to shift as well, but there was no time, and it wouldn't do any good.There were three of them, four with Jason. And there was no way that I could do anything.I opened my mouth to scream, knowing that even if I did, there was a good chance that no one was going to hear me anyway. But I didn't even get the chance. In a moment, Jason was behind me, and his hand covered my mouth.I struggled against him, kicking and screaming, but it was useless. I was no match for hi
*Arealla*"Maybe," Jason allowed, calming down a little, a smile still on his face. "Maybe before. But he saw us together, sitting naked on the banks of a river. He thinks that we were kissing. He'll be fed a lie that we ran off together, and he will believe it." My first instinct was to call him a liar. Marcus wouldn't have just believed that I ran off with him.But then I thought about what he was saying, really thought about it. Would Marcus just know that I wasn't going to run away from him now? Would he really know that? How many times had I said to Marcus myself that I wanted nothing more to do with him, that I wanted to leave?And how many times had I told him that I wanted to stay?The answer wasn't comparative. There was a good chance that Marcus would believe I would leave.But would he accept that I would run away with Jason?Maybe not if this had been the first time that he had seen us together. Maybe then he would have had second thoughts about just believin
*Arealla*I felt the moonlight getting stronger as it encompassed my skin entirely. It was like a force coming over me, and I couldn't help but surrender to it.But I didn't fear it; it felt warm and comforting, exactly what I needed in the dark and foreboding dampness of the cave. I collapsed on the floor of the cell. But I didn't feel myself collapsing. I felt myself lifting, waking up again.And then there was blackness, a total nothing.And then I was awake.I stared around me. I was standing upright in the most beautiful forest that I had ever seen. There were evergreen trees everywhere, the floor a soft forest carpet. I also felt energized; I could stand forever and never get bored or tired.There was no doubt in my mind that I was in some place filled with magic, deep and ancient.I could feel it in the air around me.I was dreaming, and I wasn't, all at the same time. This was happening in my head, and it was real. It was almost impossible, and I knew that
*Arealla*Marcus looked at me confused for a moment, almost like he couldn't trust what he was seeing. And almost like what I said made little sense to him.I couldn't be sure entirely what he was thinking. I wasn't the Moon Goddess. I couldn't read thoughts the way she could.Though there was no doubt in me that I had some of the gifts of the Moon Goddess in me. There was no doubt that more than just some of her power flowed through me now.But I still wasn't her."I've seen you before," he whispered, unsure of his own words.I could feel the warmth of his skin through my palm. I could smell his scent, as wild as the forest. I could smell his strength.There was the difference between us. I could tell my own scent now, too. I smelled like moonlight, but he smelled like the forest. His scent was strength itself, and mine was calming.It was a strange awakening. But it was an awakening.I was sure that I would be able to smell when someone was lying or telling the trut
*Arealla*Marcus and I lay on the bed, still joined as one, long after we had spent ourselves with each other.I wanted nothing more than to just stay with Marcus like that forever. But it wasn't possible. We weren't safe. We still had to wake; we still had to escape Jason and whatever he was planning. Even though Jason had me locked in a cell, it was the both of us that he held captive.But Marcus didn't know everything yet, and I supposed that the time had arrived for me to tell him what had happened to me."It was Jason," I told Marcus. "He took me."My voice was soft as I spoke, and it surprised me a little. I had thought that I would be louder and clearer than this.But I also understood where my reticence was coming from. Where my fear was coming from.It wasn't just that Jason had me in a cave locked up somewhere. It was also that he had tricked me. That I had trusted him, and I had trusted him more than once. But each time he had shown me who he really was, and I
*Arealla*I trusted Marcus' words, and I placed my head on his chest. It wouldn't be long now, and then all of this would fade. But I trusted that he would find his way to me again.I closed my eyes, listening to his heartbeat. I knew I had to sleep here, in the Moon sleep, and then I would wake in the real world.I felt my eyelids growing heavy, I couldn't open them now if I tried. Marcus was still speaking when I fell asleep, his words soothing me.Then I woke from the Moon sleep, and instantly, I wished that I could somehow go right back into it.I had been with Marcus. I had felt invincible. My power had been at my touch, my wolf had been at my side, and my mate and I had been one.But now that I had awoken, none of that was my reality any longer.And I awoke to find Jason leering over me, his face twisted in anger and hatred.I didn't think, I didn't even pause. I just reacted.I lashed out at him, my claws lengthening and protruding as I slashed, and I felt his
*Arealla*Cold. Dark. Damp. A musty smell filled the air and the sound of dripping water echoed relentlessly in my cell. A "cell" was too good of a word to describe the place where Jason had me chained up like an animal. It was more of a cave that had been slightly altered to suit my captor's needs.I coughed. The chains rattled and the metal cuffs cut through my already raw wrists, it drew a small amount of blood. The lack of food and water kept me from healing. How long had I been here? I had lost count of the hours. Dehydration was not working well for my cognition.Jason had meant what he'd said when he told them not to give me anything. I hadn't so much as had a drink of water since they brought me in here. And I knew that at least two nights had passed already.It might be longer, but I couldn't tell. I was starting to see black dots across my vision, and I knew it was dehydration but I had no idea how bad it was.I was not even sure what I was feeling anymore. It ha