My heart was racing, and I paced near the tunnel, my whole body tense. My wolf wanted to leave Star’s enclave. She wanted to go to Tyler. Was that what she’d run for? Was that why I couldn’t control her?I tried to win over my wolf side, to remind her that Tyler was bad. I’d never felt more divided from my wolf. It was as if I was trapped inside her body, our souls not merging at all. We were strangers. She was in charge, and I was along for the ride.Fear gripped me, sending icy tendrils through me. I had to change this. I couldn’t let my wolf stray from me. We had to be united.She stepped toward the large rock that enclosed the tunnel and pawed at it. With a whine, she tried to push on the rock.Stop it.I was screaming internally, desperate to connect with her. It wasn’t working.We need to go back. Our friends are waiting.There was no concern for what we’d been working on, only a sense of urgency to get out of here and find our mate.No. Not our mate. We broke that bond.She growled
What good did it do me to try to magically break the bond when it amplified everything my wolf felt? The pull between us in my wolf form was unbearable. Even now, I could sense my wolf’s restlessness. She knew her mate was out there, and she was determined to get to him. At least she was still there, so shifting was probably possible. The problem was, it was likely far too dangerous. I couldn’t risk shifting again but I had to figure out how to connect with my wolf and regain some control.“Star?” I called as I took the steps to the creepy basement as fast as I dared. “Hello?”The darkened space was empty. I should have started with the main house. Frustrated, I raced up the steps and ran from room to room. I finally found Star and Alec in the greenhouse, sitting at a small round table.They both looked surprised to see me when I stopped in front of them. Alec jumped to his feet, and I got a rush of his emotions. He was concerned but that wasn’t all. There was a rage there, too. Somet
“This is a terrible idea,” Kyle said. “We should just go end the Tyler problem.”“Can you guarantee you’ll find him before Spencer needs me to go help him? What if he’s back in Wolf Creek with the others?” I wanted the bond ended, but it wasn’t worth risking my friends. This was my battle, but I wasn’t sure how I was going to fight it with the odds stacked against me. Aside from my wolf wanting to run to Tyler, there was that whole problem around killing your mate.Kyle growled. “I’m supposed to protect you. I can’t do that if you’re out in the woods with someone else.”“Alec won’t let anything happen to her,” Sheila said.“His track record says otherwise,” Kyle spat.“Hey, enough,” I said.“Listen, I know I fucked up, but you have to trust me on this. You’re both right. Tyler has to go, but we might not have time right now. You, me, and Shelia can’t go with them when they take on the king.” Alec wore a wicked grin on his lips.“That’s why you agreed to try this?” I should have known.
An awkward silence settled between Alec and I as we traversed the rough terrain. I wasn’t sure how far out he wanted to go, but with each step, we were getting farther from the entrance where I’d sensed Tyler. I was grateful for the distance. Especially since I was about to attempt to spend an entire night in wolf form. I had no idea how my wolf was going to respond. Since returning to human form, she’d made herself scarce.My connection with my wolf had been tenuous from the start, but I thought things were improving. I should never have involved magic in this mating bond. There was only one way forward and that was through my own grit and determination. I had fought my way out of hell my whole life but in the last few weeks, I’d let go of who I was. I was the girl who spit blood back in the face of my attacker. I wasn’t the type to take a back seat and watch the world pass me by and I needed to reclaim my identity. But this time, I was going to be able to have a chance when I fought
Remember what he did to us.I always felt a little crazy when I talked to my wolf, but it had helped in the past.He isn’t right for us. He hurt us.Sadness, deep and profound, gripped us. It was tangled with regret, desire, and longing. The emotions were intense and confusing, and I pawed at the ground, trying to shake some of the negativity away with movement.My wolf wanted to understand, but she was struggling. Tyler was connected to us, fated to be our other half.The fates made a mistake.I looked up from the ground and saw Alec’s dark gray wolf slowly approaching. My wolf backed up, then held her ground as she realized that Alec wasn’t a threat.He’s a friend, I assured her.My wolf seemed unwilling to go as far as claiming Alec a friend, but I could tell she was willing to concede that he wasn’t a threat. We’d run with him before, but things changed so quickly once I added magic to the mix.Alec’s wolf backed up and lowered his head, as if bowing. I was confused by the action, but
Shelia and I jogged through the woods, leaping over roots, and ducking under low branches. The way back to the cave felt like an eternity. Neither of us spoke, but the tension hung heavy in the air. As we neared the entry, I realized I wasn’t concerned about Tyler at all. At least I had that going for me.Instead, a weight settled in my stomach as I worried about Alec. I wish I could say I was equally worried about Kyle and Malcom, but I wasn’t. All I could think of was that I needed him to be safe.I told myself it was because last time we’d met Tyler, he’d nearly died, but I had a feeling there was more to it than that. It made me feel guilty. I was a terrible friend. Kyle had broken me out of captivity, and Malcom was literally blood. Why couldn’t I worry for them on the same level?“Stay close,” Shelia warned. “If you feel the urge to shift, run. You can’t risk completing that bond unless you want to be stuck with him.”“Oh, I’ll run.” It was good advice. The last thing I needed w
To my surprise, Kyle’s light gray wolf was the first to jump at the tree. He landed with all four paws against the trunk, causing the tree to sway. The branches shook and a few pinecones fell to the ground.I looked up at Tyler and noted that his smug expression was gone. He was gripping the branch tighter and actually looked a little nervous.I had no intention of letting Tyler try to break the bond again. He’d proven he couldn’t be trusted, but I needed him down from the tree. Then, my friends could do whatever they wanted with him. Any sympathy I had for him was buried deep within my wolf and as long as I didn’t shift, I wasn’t at risk of having an ounce of compassion for him. The only regret I had was that I couldn’t help. The threat of mourning him for the rest of my life was enough to make me hold myself back. It sucked, but the bond had been bad enough.“Alright, I’ll bite,” he said, his tone mocking. “Call off your dogs.”I ignored the insult at calling a group of wolf shifter
My wolf could feel Tyler. She was desperate to be with her mate. Reason didn’t matter, none of my human emotions mattered, she was determined to reach him.Every muscle hurt as I fought against my wolf. She was stronger than me and she was fully keeping me out of the discussion. With each footfall, I could feel Tyler getting closer, but I could also sense my friends.See? They are trying to keep Tyler from us because he’s bad for us.I changed my tactic, hoping the loyalty I could sense for Alec, Malcom, and Kyle could somehow sway her opinion.My wolf growled, pissed that there was a threat to Tyler. She picked up the pace. Everything I tried seemed to backfire. What was wrong with my wolf? Why had I shifted like that? I’d lost all control, forced to make the change.Star’s warning about magic having a price seemed so long ago. I should know better than to not take chances with magic. The gamble hadn’t paid off.My muscles ached; my lungs burned. I had never moved so quickly in my life