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Chapter 68

Author: ~S.Y
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NATALIE

A lump lodges in my throat as I find myself lost in his eyes. This is so fucked up. He is hurting. I am hurting. We both are hurting from inside. And now, we are hurting each other.

“ Ryker. Please. This is not what I want… ” I trail off, lifting my hand to touch his face. “ This is not what I want at all. ”

Ryker grips my hand right when my fingers come in contact with his smooth skin.

“ Then what is it that you want from me? Tell me! Tell me so I can do it and end this headache screwing me over all the time. ” Ryker seethes, his eyes flashing between colours.

The weight on my chest becomes heavier, deadlier. His grip over my hand tightens until it starts hurting.

“ I want you to tell me that I am important to you. Or — or that I am not just some thing you can use. Or I am not here with you to become a child birthing fucking machine for you that you are planning to dump as soon as you are done with it! ” Tears leak out of my eyes again, disappearing in my hair.

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France Mylene
love reading this ......my heart aches for her.. .........
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Debbie
I don’t trust that Anne chick. Something’s up with her. She’s evil
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Katrina Perdue
Pfft... don't pretend she has a spine now. All she did once again was cry, give in to him, show flashes of temper and give a pretend threat. Because like always she'll bawl, cave and be weak and whiny. She's pathetic. I feel embarrassed that such a character exists
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