Chapter 1

Since I can remember I knew that I was a lesbian. My need to feel the female body came since adolescence to today. My only problem was the fact that I never fall in love. Well, I personally didn't see that as a problem, in fact that for me was the best thing that could happen. Do you have any idea? Not to suffer for someone seemed fucking wonderful. But so many of my friends as my family always repeated the mantra that one day I'd have to put a damn ring on the finger and hold on to someone like a dog to its owner. That literally wasn't good.

Not for me.

-You always with this desire to date.

Vero, having someone on your toes all the time isn't cool. - I said grabbing my things.

-You never dated, Lauren. If you spent more than a month with a woman was a lot.

I turned to face her.

-I spent two months with Charlotte. I said smugly and with a triumphant smile.

-Yes, but that wasn't dating, It was sex, you only met with her to have sex.

-And what's wrong with that?

She stared at me and frowned.

-Sometimes I think you are some kind of nymphomaniac. - she exclaimed laughing.

-Sometimes I think about that. But I'm not, I just don't have any desire to date, to have a commitment.

-It must be because you still haven't found the woman who will put you in line.

-That woman hasn't even been born, Veronica. - I said putting my silver gun in the holster tied to my pants.

-I don't understand why you carry that always so visible. - the woman exclaimed looking at me.

-I like to have my baby always with me.

-You are crazy! Come, let's go. - she said opening the office door, and I quickly followed her.

I must have been already in the fourth bottle of beer that night. Vero and I were at the counter in an animated conversation with Jared and Keana, who after a few minutes accepted my invitation to accompany me. That was my favorite place. Jared Drink's was always pretty crowded with beautiful and fully liberal people, most of the times my conquests were from there.

The place was located in the town center, near the busiest avenues. It had a rustic look, yet elegant. The wooden tables were scattered in strategic corners, due to the place's lightening. There was a smnall stage where a woman sang a engaging song, being accompanied by a great band.

I remember that years ago that was nothing more than an old and abandoned warehouse. But with dedication and money, Jared brought a little bit of life to that dead town. I grabbed the small bottle of beer and brought it up to my lips to take a big sip.

-Thank you for inviting me, Lauren.

Keana was turned facing me, resting her elbow on the wooden counter beside her. She stared at me with a mischievous look, which by the way I was loving. Her shy side was slipping away with every drop of alcohol that her bloodstream received.

-You don't have to thank me, I'm loving to know you. - I said resting one of my hands on her exposed thigh by her skirt.

She looked at my act, and then at my eyes.

-You know that I'm also loving to know you? - she asked with one of her eyebrows arched.

I smiled and inched closer to her, to the point of whispering in her ear.

-Great, if you want I can take you to see a little more of the town after. Keana bit her bottom lip and stared at me.

-Vero won't mind? - she asked playing the innocent.

I took another sip of my beer and shook my head.

-No, not at all. - I said looking at Vero who was talking to a very beautiful redhead- She's very busy to care about it.

-Do you usually come here often?

-Yes, it's my favorite place in the whole town.

-I imagine why. - she spoke with a naughty expression.

-Exactly for that. -I completed as if I could read the officer's thoughts.

-You are a very attractive woman, Lauren. I imagine that you have many after you.

I opened a smirked, to then drink up to the last drop of alcohol in the bottle.

-You could say that, but I'm pretty selective. I only stay with the one who really interests me.

-I like that. - she spoke throwing her hair back, leaving her smooth neck showing.

My eyes scanned it and went down to the neckline of her ivory blouse. Keana was so charming and attractive that allI could think about was how she would look good on my bed.

-I'm going to the restroom. I'll be back in a few minutes and then we can go, what do you think? Bingo!

-Of course, I'll wait for you here. - I said winking at her.

Keana got off the stool where she was sitting, bringing both her hands to her skirt to straighten it on her body. I took a good look at her body while the woman got lost in the middle of the crowd.

Yep, Lauren, tonight would be good. I pushed the empty beer bottle to the side, searching in the pockets of my black leather jacket the pack of cigarettes. I was so distracted searching for the precious cigarettes that I didn't even notice that someone was sitting next to me.

-Keana, you.. - I started speaking, stopping in the same instant when I looked at the woman next to me.

-A Whiskey, please.

The brunette ordered as she took off her leather jacket, to put it on the counter.

HOLY FUCKING SHIT!

Those were the words that came to my head in the exact moment that I laid eyes on the brunette. God, she was fucking gorgeous. With one of her hands she stirred in her long and wavy dark locks. She was wearing white and tight jeans, with several cuts on the front, giving me the chance to see some of her smooth skin. On the upper half a grey t-shirt with a cute pattern that left a little of her black lace bra showing.

The bartender didn't take long to place the glass on the counter, pouring some ice cubes to then serve the Whiskey. The so beautiful brunette held the glass, gently shaking the ice cubes inside it. I looked away from her, and went back to my cigarette. I put one of them between my lips, and again searched my pockets for the lighter, which wasn't found. When I thought about taking the cigarette out of my mouth, the woman next to me extended her hand with the flame of a lighter lit.

She stared thoroughly at me, and I didn't say anything, just let myself get close enough so that the fire lit the cigarette.

-Thank you for this. - I said removing the cigarette between my lips.

-You don't have to thank me, - she smiled and grabbed the glass of whiskey to take a sip.

-It's the first time you come here, right?

-I tried to start a conversation.

The brunette turned her stool slightly to the side, to be partially facing me.

-Yes, I'm in this town about three days. But today is my last night here. How dobyou know?

The brunette had brown and deep eyes, her features were delicate, yet well defined. As if she was drawn by hand, every trace of her body and of her face were millimetrically attractive.

-Let's say that I have imprinted in my mind good part of the people who frequent this place. And literally you never came here before.

-Then you are a constant goer of Jared Drink's?

-You can say that, yes. - I said with smile - That is why I am absolutely sure that I have never seen you here before, I'd have remembered.

-You would have? - she asked as she brought the glass of Whiskey up to her lips, which got deliciously wet because of the drink - Am I so different from the other women here for you not to forget my appearance?

She was good at that.

-Let's say that you have a whopping differerntial.

She opened a smirk and slid her tongue over her lips slowly, never taking her eyes off mine. I hope that that's good. - the brunette said grabbing the cigarette between my fingers, to bring it up to her lips and take a deep drag.

My eyes accompanied every move that she made in that instant. And damn, I needed to have that woman today. It might be crazy, because I had just met her, but the fact that she had a so mysterious and attractive air, left me so fucking interested in something more.

-It sure is.

The woman with her eyes closed, delicately removed the cigarette from her mouth to then arch her head slightly back, letting the smoke screen invade the air. She let all the smoke come out from between her lips.

What a sexy scene, fuck.

-What's your name? - she asked staring at me.

I had the feeling that the brunette's eyes stripped me completely.

-Lauren, Lauren Jauregui.

She slid the tip of her tongue over her lips, wetting them real slow. While her eyes that were on my cleavage, went up to my eyes.

-Well Lauren, I'm Karla Estrabao, pleasure to meet you.

-The pleasure is all mine, Karla. - I said looking deep into those so hot brown eyes.

-Lauren!

Keana exclaimed as soon as she approached me, as she straightened the fabric of her thin blouse on her body. Karla casted a look at my companion, almost in the samne intensity in which she had casted at me. The brunette's eyes landed on mine, when her lips curled into a cynical and evil smile. The woman stood up, capturing her jacket and her glass of Whiskey from the counter.

I saw her graciously walk to the pool table that was on the left corner of the bar. Some men casted her an almost devouring and hungry look, but she seemed not to care. Karla, as she had introduced herself, had a king inside her.

-She's beautiful, isn't she?- Keana asked staring at me, having total certainty of my evident interest for the brunette across the bar.

-Just like you.

-She seemed to like you, but she liked me too.

I took my eyes off the brunette to face Keana who was staring at me with a mysterious look. What did she mean by that? The woman smiled mischievously and glanced towards Karla, who was in the back. Leaning over the pool table, extremely focused on hitting the millimetrically positioned ball.

She seemed to be good at that, because with a frightening mastery, she moved her arm hitting with the pool cue the ball, which hit the other at once being pocketed. Karla stood upright, letting the pool cue rest on the floor, to cast a devilish look at me, and at Keana.

-She's very good. - Keana murmured.

-Fucking good. - And I wasn't referring to her skills in the game.

Karla smiled and walked to the other side of the pool table to make a new play.

-Do you want her?

Again I casted a look at Keana, who stared at me with a cynical air. Perhaps the alcohol was too present in her body, or she had gotten as crazy about Karla as I was in that moment. I took a deep breath, when the woman delicately approached my ear and whispered:

-Tell me, Lauren. Do you want to have sex with that woman?

Did she want me to blow her off?

-I want to, I want to a lot. ButI want you too. -I spoke sincerely.

-So, you have to decide. Which one of the two?

I glanced at Karla who looked at me in the same instant, making her eyes enter in a daunting connection with mine, to then look at Keana that was so close.

-I.

I was in a cruel doubt, I wanted both women at once. I needed Keana, I was already with her that night. But I equally needed Karla, I needed to find out what that so fucking mysterious and sexy woman could offer me.

Keana smiled devilishly and deposited a kiss on my lips to then walk away.

What was she doing?