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Chapter 14

Lucianna’s POV

The morning passed so fast and its past afternoon. I’m still inside my room, and my tears died down a long time ago. I can’t remember if it lasted for an hour, but I remember myself in daze, staring at the wall.

Jacob’s presence left the house during lunch and I don’t know why he stayed that long. I’m just glad that I ate breakfast and my stomach isn’t growling yet.

I don’t want to leave mate! My wolf kept whining the same since this morning and I kept ignoring her.

I know, alright? I don’t want that too but everything is a blur to me, and I’m hurting.

Growing up, I had a lot to take in. Living alone is one of it but it does not match the pain of being lonely.

And now, what Jacob is doing despite being here for two days is already killing me. I barely survived the previous ten years but I stayed strong. But these last two days made me something else.

I lose my hope.

I lose my gleam.

I lose myself.

I even fucking tried to accept being cheated on, nevertheless
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