Over the last 2 weeks I have read every book on babies that there is in the pack library. It's a good thing that I read really fast. I also have spent a lot of time relaxing in the pool. Of course I still couldn't leave the pack house without someone with me. I made sure all of my Luna duties got done everyday. Well the Luna duties that I was allowed to do and when I was done I'd try to help Beta Alex but he kept telling me that Jackson gave him strict orders not to allow me to help with Alpha duties. I haven't told anyone that I'm pregnant because I figured I'd tell Jackson first. I still talk to my mom on the phone once a week and it's been really hard not telling her but I knew that if I told anyone before Jackson that he would go off and nobody wanted that. My morning sickness was still pretty bad and I have no idea why they call it morning sickness. It seems like lately I've been more sick at night than during the day. Even though I haven't told anyone Melony suspects but I haven'
I see the rogue put something in the tree and than start walking in my direction. At this point the rogue still had not seen me yet so I get up quickly and hide behind a very large tree.What should we do? I ask AliciaMindlink Jackson. He may be mad at you but you're his mate. He'll come running to protect you. Alicia saysJackson I'm at the creek in the forest next to the south border. I just seen a rogue enter our territory and he's putting something in the trees. I think they might be cameras so they can spy on us. He hasn't seen me yet. I'm hiding but if he does find me I can't shift. It's not safe for our pup. I mindlink JacksonStay hidden. I'm on my way. Jackson mindlinks me backI continued to hide behind the tree in hopes the rogue wouldn't find me but considering wolves have super senses I'm sure if the rogue got to close he would smell me.If he finds us we will have to fight in human form. Alicia saysI
I'm standing in the meadow on the north side of the pack house. Jackson is playing with our 2 year old son. They're running around being silly. I could hear our son Mathias laughing. His laugh is seriously the cutest and definitely contagious. As I'm watching them I put my hand on my very large swollen stomach. How am I going to love this next pup as much as I love Mathias?I ask Alicia It will just come natural. Stop worrying. It's not good for the pup. She tells me I look back over to Jackson and Mathias. Jackson was throwing Mathias up in the air and he was just a giggling. He has always loved it when his dad played with him but somedays Jackson is so caught up in Alpha business that Mathias hardly seen him. He is a great father but sometimes being the Alpha takes everything out of him. Jackson walks over to me with Mathias on his shoulders and gives me a kiss. He puts his hand on my belly and smiles at me. Just a few
Jackson helped me inside the pack house. It was unusually quiet for this time of day and I wondered why. Jackson tried leading me to the stairs but I pull away from him and head to the kitchen. Where are you going? Jackson asks To the kitchen. I say Why? He asks Because I'm hungry. I tell him I can bring you up something to eat in bed. He suggests No. The doctor said I can be out of bed for about five hours a day. Well I've been in bed all day so I'm not going to bed yet. I say I walk into the kitchen and see Patricia sitting at the table eating with a baby in her arms and her 4 other kids at the table all eating breakfast. Oh my moon goddess. You had your baby. She's so cute. I say walking over to her.Her name is Gwenyth. Gwen for short. Patricia says When did you have her? I ask 4 days ago. She says Oh so when I was in the hospital. I say Yeah. How are you doing with everything? She asks I'm okay. I have mister protective pants over there. I say as I point to Jackson Y
Tomorrow is the big day. The day the whole pack will find out that I'm pregnant. I'm sure the members that have seen me have their suspicions but no one has said anything to me. Hey you're going shopping with Sam and Natalie. Jackson says walking into my office. Why? I have clothes. I ask You're starting to show and you've been stealing my clothes because most of yours no longer fit you. Jackson says When will they be here? I ask Now. Jackson says Okay but wait hardly anyone knows I'm pregnant. If I go shopping for maternity clothes than more will know. And they won't say anything because they know we're announcing something tomorrow plus your the Luna. Jackson says Girl c'mon. Natalie mindlinks meWell I have to go. I tell him I go to leave my office when Jackson pulls me back to him and kissing me passionately. I feel my undies get wet and I know he knows. He puts me down on my feet and smiles. Okay you can go now. Jackson says So not fair. I tell him I get downstairs
My morning sickness was starting to subside. I still felt nauseated but I hadn't thrown up in two days so it's a start. Today would be the day I start to train the women of my pack. It's my job to pick out their strengths and weaknesses. Jackson put me in charge because not only was it my idea to train all women 16 and older but they're women and I'm a woman so they would more than likely be more comfortable with me training them than Jackson or any of the pack warriors. Jackson says there's nothing to fear but I can feel it in my bones that something will be going down in the future. I just don't know what and if I'm correct the women need to know how to defend themselves. I went outside and walked the 5 minute walk to the training field. I was only 10 minutes early but some of the women were already starting to arrive. When it hit 9am the field was pretty full. Alright ladies. I need all of you to stretch for the next 15 minutes. I tell them as I sit down on the ground and start do
I was in the kitchen eating breakfast while b****t feeding Nathanial. Mathias was sitting in his high chair throwing cheerios on the floor. Leena sat in a high chair next to Mathias looking at him like why are you throwing your food. Sayla is in her high chair sleeping. I’m so exhausted. I tell AliciaYeah well you have four pups and you’re pregnant with your fifth pup. What do you expect? Alicia asksI don’t know. I was hoping to take a break from having pups but when I brought it up to Jackson he said he wants as many pups as the moon goddess grants us. We are having our fifth pup already. My body is tired. Mathias and Leena both start to cry. Ugh not again. I open my eyes and look around. I’m still in mine and Jackson’s bedroom. I look at the clock and it says 2:37am. Ugh why am I awake? I ask AliciaBecause you’re pregnant and always have to pee. She repliesI get up and go to the bathroom. When I’m done I decide to get ready for the day because I know there’s no way I’m going
The nursery finally was done being Painted so I started setting everything up in the nursery. Of course I wasn’t allowed to put anything together. I didn’t bring up how many pups we are going to have again because I know that I’m going to lose. I’m the Luna but Jackson still treats me like I can’t do anything for myself. I thought maybe after that big fight he would change and let me do more but nope. Now I’m due in 3 weeks and have so much to do but I’m not allowed to do some of it. Hey what are you doing? I mindlinked Natalie and SamNothing. My mate is at training. I’m on my way over. Natalie mindlinks backI’m working unfortunately. I was hoping we’d see each other more once we moved here but it’s like impossible. Sam mindlinks back Can Sam please get done with her omega duties today? Natalie is on her way over but I also need Sam’s help to. I mindlinked JacksonOkay fine. I’ll let the head omega know to let her off. Jackson mindlinks me back.Problem solved. Jackson said he’ll
I was in complete awe of Mathias. It had been a few hours since I had him and so far I’m the only one who has held him besides the nurse and doctor. He has been nursing like a champ and he was already such a good little pup. My mom and beta Alex were still at the hospital with me and there was still no sign of Alpha Jackson. I was hoping he would be here by now but nope. At this point I was getting really really tired. Alright mom. I’m exhausted. I need a nap. Can you take Mathias so I can get an hour nap before his next feeding? I askOf course. She says as she takes himI watch her as she walks over and sits in the chair across the room. I then roll over and soon sleep takes over. I’m walking alongside a river on a full moon night. Its chilly and I’m bare foot. What am I doing here? I ask Alicia Maybe another dream? Alicia says I continue walking when I see a glowing white figure. I’m completely mesmerized by her. I drop to my knees. Listen to me. You need to tell Jackson that
A few days went by in a flash. Jackson was super busy with pack business and I was getting ready for our pup. I had Samantha and a few other shewolves helping out with training since I’m so big I can’t do much now. I don’t think Jackson cares much for me right now because we haven’t done anything in days when before it was everyday and normally multiple times a day. Because I will be having our pup real soon Patricia and Sasha have taken over my Luna duties for now. My mom and I have gotten everything ready for the pup so now we’re just waiting for him to be born. I’ve been enjoying my time with my mom and I really don’t want her to go back but I know she has to soon. I woke up when I felt warm liquid soak the sheets. I look over at the clock and it read 6:02am. I started climbing out of bed when I noticed Jackson wasn’t in bed. Hmm wonder where he is. I said to AliciaProbably in his office like usual. She saidI walked into the bathroom and pulled down my pajama shorts. They were
The nursery finally was done being Painted so I started setting everything up in the nursery. Of course I wasn’t allowed to put anything together. I didn’t bring up how many pups we are going to have again because I know that I’m going to lose. I’m the Luna but Jackson still treats me like I can’t do anything for myself. I thought maybe after that big fight he would change and let me do more but nope. Now I’m due in 3 weeks and have so much to do but I’m not allowed to do some of it. Hey what are you doing? I mindlinked Natalie and SamNothing. My mate is at training. I’m on my way over. Natalie mindlinks backI’m working unfortunately. I was hoping we’d see each other more once we moved here but it’s like impossible. Sam mindlinks back Can Sam please get done with her omega duties today? Natalie is on her way over but I also need Sam’s help to. I mindlinked JacksonOkay fine. I’ll let the head omega know to let her off. Jackson mindlinks me back.Problem solved. Jackson said he’ll
I was in the kitchen eating breakfast while b****t feeding Nathanial. Mathias was sitting in his high chair throwing cheerios on the floor. Leena sat in a high chair next to Mathias looking at him like why are you throwing your food. Sayla is in her high chair sleeping. I’m so exhausted. I tell AliciaYeah well you have four pups and you’re pregnant with your fifth pup. What do you expect? Alicia asksI don’t know. I was hoping to take a break from having pups but when I brought it up to Jackson he said he wants as many pups as the moon goddess grants us. We are having our fifth pup already. My body is tired. Mathias and Leena both start to cry. Ugh not again. I open my eyes and look around. I’m still in mine and Jackson’s bedroom. I look at the clock and it says 2:37am. Ugh why am I awake? I ask AliciaBecause you’re pregnant and always have to pee. She repliesI get up and go to the bathroom. When I’m done I decide to get ready for the day because I know there’s no way I’m going
My morning sickness was starting to subside. I still felt nauseated but I hadn't thrown up in two days so it's a start. Today would be the day I start to train the women of my pack. It's my job to pick out their strengths and weaknesses. Jackson put me in charge because not only was it my idea to train all women 16 and older but they're women and I'm a woman so they would more than likely be more comfortable with me training them than Jackson or any of the pack warriors. Jackson says there's nothing to fear but I can feel it in my bones that something will be going down in the future. I just don't know what and if I'm correct the women need to know how to defend themselves. I went outside and walked the 5 minute walk to the training field. I was only 10 minutes early but some of the women were already starting to arrive. When it hit 9am the field was pretty full. Alright ladies. I need all of you to stretch for the next 15 minutes. I tell them as I sit down on the ground and start do
Tomorrow is the big day. The day the whole pack will find out that I'm pregnant. I'm sure the members that have seen me have their suspicions but no one has said anything to me. Hey you're going shopping with Sam and Natalie. Jackson says walking into my office. Why? I have clothes. I ask You're starting to show and you've been stealing my clothes because most of yours no longer fit you. Jackson says When will they be here? I ask Now. Jackson says Okay but wait hardly anyone knows I'm pregnant. If I go shopping for maternity clothes than more will know. And they won't say anything because they know we're announcing something tomorrow plus your the Luna. Jackson says Girl c'mon. Natalie mindlinks meWell I have to go. I tell him I go to leave my office when Jackson pulls me back to him and kissing me passionately. I feel my undies get wet and I know he knows. He puts me down on my feet and smiles. Okay you can go now. Jackson says So not fair. I tell him I get downstairs
Jackson helped me inside the pack house. It was unusually quiet for this time of day and I wondered why. Jackson tried leading me to the stairs but I pull away from him and head to the kitchen. Where are you going? Jackson asks To the kitchen. I say Why? He asks Because I'm hungry. I tell him I can bring you up something to eat in bed. He suggests No. The doctor said I can be out of bed for about five hours a day. Well I've been in bed all day so I'm not going to bed yet. I say I walk into the kitchen and see Patricia sitting at the table eating with a baby in her arms and her 4 other kids at the table all eating breakfast. Oh my moon goddess. You had your baby. She's so cute. I say walking over to her.Her name is Gwenyth. Gwen for short. Patricia says When did you have her? I ask 4 days ago. She says Oh so when I was in the hospital. I say Yeah. How are you doing with everything? She asks I'm okay. I have mister protective pants over there. I say as I point to Jackson Y
I'm standing in the meadow on the north side of the pack house. Jackson is playing with our 2 year old son. They're running around being silly. I could hear our son Mathias laughing. His laugh is seriously the cutest and definitely contagious. As I'm watching them I put my hand on my very large swollen stomach. How am I going to love this next pup as much as I love Mathias?I ask Alicia It will just come natural. Stop worrying. It's not good for the pup. She tells me I look back over to Jackson and Mathias. Jackson was throwing Mathias up in the air and he was just a giggling. He has always loved it when his dad played with him but somedays Jackson is so caught up in Alpha business that Mathias hardly seen him. He is a great father but sometimes being the Alpha takes everything out of him. Jackson walks over to me with Mathias on his shoulders and gives me a kiss. He puts his hand on my belly and smiles at me. Just a few
I see the rogue put something in the tree and than start walking in my direction. At this point the rogue still had not seen me yet so I get up quickly and hide behind a very large tree.What should we do? I ask AliciaMindlink Jackson. He may be mad at you but you're his mate. He'll come running to protect you. Alicia saysJackson I'm at the creek in the forest next to the south border. I just seen a rogue enter our territory and he's putting something in the trees. I think they might be cameras so they can spy on us. He hasn't seen me yet. I'm hiding but if he does find me I can't shift. It's not safe for our pup. I mindlink JacksonStay hidden. I'm on my way. Jackson mindlinks me backI continued to hide behind the tree in hopes the rogue wouldn't find me but considering wolves have super senses I'm sure if the rogue got to close he would smell me.If he finds us we will have to fight in human form. Alicia saysI