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Meet Me in St. Louis
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2025-01-20 13:11:49*Isabella*
I ain’t never seen nothin’ like St. Louey. We got some big cities back closer to home, but this is amazin’. I can see so many big buildings on the other side of the river, I can hardly contain myself.
“Are you feeling well, Unega?” Chet asks from beside me on the wagon. “You’re smiling so big, I’d think your face would be sore.”
I giggle. “I’m fine. I’m better than fine. I can’t wait to get over there and see what they’ve got to trade. I bet Alice and Robert will beg Ma and Pa for some candy, and I’d love to see if I can find some new fabric.”
“I’m sure they will have a lot of interesting items,” he says with a nod. “But be careful not to trade away the items you will need for the packs out in the wide plains.”
He’s not wrong, of course. I nod. “I know. Still… I wanna go in all the
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